hi bloggie.. went to work juz now... hmm... being bz at gv... wif sneak previews and surprising results of Jacky Chan's new police story... anyway.. being so bz that i felt cut out from the reality... first, freaking tests are coming up and i haven realli hit the books yet.. then assignments not done.. wth.. i am failing and yet.. hai... i dun noe wat the freaking hell i am doing.. disappointed in myself.. anyway.... requested off for nx week.. dun seem to be bothered now.. hai.. no one working anyway.. schools stress kicks in... i dun noe lah... hai.. maybe.. i shldn't be too bothered bout work.. now so bz le. still work... then.. cut out my social life.. tired.. tt when sms come.. i too lazy to reply.. or take long time to reply.. hai.. felt like a loser.. made frenz think i dun care.. hai... poly also like tt.. suan le.. i loser lah.. hai.. now.. i feel like i losing all da things i used to own.. cash, frens, and if i fail this sem... freedom... hai...
pl: felt sad when i read ur blog... not trying to find any excuse.. my fault for not replying u promptly... thus, made u think dun care... well... maybe everyone is fretting over exams and tests.. got a right to be disappointed.. i admit my fault.. not asking for forgiveness.. but now realli is not a good time.. i understand tt kind of feeling.. i had them too... my bdae used to be during the exam period.. which makes it more or less the same.. sorry is the most useless words here.. Sorry is worth nothing... not even sympathy... the status of frens crease to exist..... for i did not fulfill my duty as 1.. regrets stopped and reflection is done... yet.. guilt almighty lingers... hai... forgiveness i shan't beg... for the root of problems lies with me... Alas, let disappointment rides wif me...
-=:agu:=- For Once, Sorry can't bail me out of situations that made me guilty... even Begging for Forgiveness seem redundant...
Monday, September 27, 2004
Saturday, September 25, 2004
bz slacking
hi bloggie.. long time no blog le.. hai... being bz slacking.. haha..
tue, 21 sep
school was short today.. after school, went home slack then study for CCT.. nth much
wed 22 sep
today got CCT and AMB prac was okay... slack again when i reach home..
thurs 23 sep
school long day for me.. Dr lim post the wrong annoucement on mel.. resulting poor me and pris ended in school early.. then we attended 2 classes of remedial.. haha.. today IMM prac was okay.. lata on had Hi lesson.. till 7.30.. but due to song signing.. drag till nearly 8.. porr xiqan.. waiting for dinner.. coz i asked her out.. sorry gal.. then lata meet up at J8 for dinner and found out got testprint... New Police Story and Resident Evil... i choose RE... okay lah. a little of Dawn of the Dead movie.. haha.. 7.50 bah.. the female lead is damn cool.. luv her stunts.. then the movie a little lan in them of story line.. haha....
fri 24 sep
school only 2 hrs! IMM lec.. then slack in skool b4 going tamp.. go wif pris.. then meet xian.. then went to work together... Emily and Yan Jia came to watch New Police Story (NPS).. then today work at box again... 2 weeks in a row.. all box.. last week not as bz. today damn siao.. bz like hell.. still put me alone from 10 onwards.. poor me.. today.. got no attitude also can becum attitude.. haha.. NEP sold v well n had FULL hse for no. of shows for MIDNIGHT session.. WTH.. haha.. i mean midnight is slacking time.. but this is bad... Francis went down to flr to help... xian, and wen quan at flr today.. then CB left Auntie Sew Kee, Cheow Tee and Micky.. haha.. then in the end bz until, mildred(nite) and wence(mid) haf to help out.. first time see the new gv bishan long quene de yang zi.. haha... scary.. today i no kanna complaint.. but wence suay.. got 1 #$%^&* patron actually made him so piss... but impressively, wence kept his cool.. no wonder he is my CE!!! haha... and mildred also kanna new incident.. (from wat she claim) haha.. hai.. wrong booking lah... to wrong date.. made the poor me do box sales until i blur.. heng no down $$.. hai.. tml worse... Wu long(mildred) meet Sotong (Kris.)haha.. Joel almost made me piss.. but tt time already so much to do le.. so... he a little suay.. coz lata i sort of show attitude!!! haha.. dun care...
hai.. lata going field trip to AVA farms.. hai.. sian... going to sleep soon bah...
P.S. : Yan Jing (YJ) : wat u wrote made a no. of ppl sad(refering to tt sad entry)... haha... i not one of them.. but all i can say is... (hope u dun find me kaypo and start to think i nuisance) u are lucky to have met them.. nx sem maybe diff class.. but its the memories and friends tt u made, make u happy.. and i believe u will still see them in lec... at least, like tt mean tt they all also got promote.... haha.. so think things in a more positive way! haha.. and the person who wrote it (which is me) is a person who is likely to fail this sem.. so.. dun be sad!!! if i can think it like tt.. i believe a smart person like u can do so.. ahha... and u made Xian (if she is tt element which i think she is) to tag ur board! first i see sia! she didn't even touch mine!!! :( haha... jk...
-=:agu:=- ThE FriEnds ThaT We Made TogEthEr WitH tHe ComMon MeMorIes CreaTed, maDE us HaPPy, And MadE Us CrY...
tue, 21 sep
school was short today.. after school, went home slack then study for CCT.. nth much
wed 22 sep
today got CCT and AMB prac was okay... slack again when i reach home..
thurs 23 sep
school long day for me.. Dr lim post the wrong annoucement on mel.. resulting poor me and pris ended in school early.. then we attended 2 classes of remedial.. haha.. today IMM prac was okay.. lata on had Hi lesson.. till 7.30.. but due to song signing.. drag till nearly 8.. porr xiqan.. waiting for dinner.. coz i asked her out.. sorry gal.. then lata meet up at J8 for dinner and found out got testprint... New Police Story and Resident Evil... i choose RE... okay lah. a little of Dawn of the Dead movie.. haha.. 7.50 bah.. the female lead is damn cool.. luv her stunts.. then the movie a little lan in them of story line.. haha....
fri 24 sep
school only 2 hrs! IMM lec.. then slack in skool b4 going tamp.. go wif pris.. then meet xian.. then went to work together... Emily and Yan Jia came to watch New Police Story (NPS).. then today work at box again... 2 weeks in a row.. all box.. last week not as bz. today damn siao.. bz like hell.. still put me alone from 10 onwards.. poor me.. today.. got no attitude also can becum attitude.. haha.. NEP sold v well n had FULL hse for no. of shows for MIDNIGHT session.. WTH.. haha.. i mean midnight is slacking time.. but this is bad... Francis went down to flr to help... xian, and wen quan at flr today.. then CB left Auntie Sew Kee, Cheow Tee and Micky.. haha.. then in the end bz until, mildred(nite) and wence(mid) haf to help out.. first time see the new gv bishan long quene de yang zi.. haha... scary.. today i no kanna complaint.. but wence suay.. got 1 #$%^&* patron actually made him so piss... but impressively, wence kept his cool.. no wonder he is my CE!!! haha... and mildred also kanna new incident.. (from wat she claim) haha.. hai.. wrong booking lah... to wrong date.. made the poor me do box sales until i blur.. heng no down $$.. hai.. tml worse... Wu long(mildred) meet Sotong (Kris.)haha.. Joel almost made me piss.. but tt time already so much to do le.. so... he a little suay.. coz lata i sort of show attitude!!! haha.. dun care...
hai.. lata going field trip to AVA farms.. hai.. sian... going to sleep soon bah...
P.S. : Yan Jing (YJ) : wat u wrote made a no. of ppl sad(refering to tt sad entry)... haha... i not one of them.. but all i can say is... (hope u dun find me kaypo and start to think i nuisance) u are lucky to have met them.. nx sem maybe diff class.. but its the memories and friends tt u made, make u happy.. and i believe u will still see them in lec... at least, like tt mean tt they all also got promote.... haha.. so think things in a more positive way! haha.. and the person who wrote it (which is me) is a person who is likely to fail this sem.. so.. dun be sad!!! if i can think it like tt.. i believe a smart person like u can do so.. ahha... and u made Xian (if she is tt element which i think she is) to tag ur board! first i see sia! she didn't even touch mine!!! :( haha... jk...
-=:agu:=- ThE FriEnds ThaT We Made TogEthEr WitH tHe ComMon MeMorIes CreaTed, maDE us HaPPy, And MadE Us CrY...
Monday, September 20, 2004
friends,
hello bloggie... long time no blog le.. haha.. well things are going juz fine for me.. time a little tight.. but will start to chiong.. i hope.. anyway.. going to haf a lot of things coming up.. CCT, IMM retest.. and perl project.. hai.. sad sia... y life so bz.. haha.. anyway going to blog...
thurs, 16 sep
after school went to tampines.. hai.. wanted to watch movie de.. but turn out xian not free.. still doing project... went to tp to look for her.. then after tt went to eat wif her frens.. dora, jin hui, yan jing and one more guy.. think his name is siang hoe.. dunno correct or not.. haha.. her frens v hyper and v friendly.. had a good time.. and made me feel welcome.. then after tt late dinner early supper went home.. haha.. travel all da way to Tampines to eat a plate of dumpling noodle.. but suan le.. made new frens.. haha..
Fri, 17 sep
had class.. recieve back AMB result suck like hell.. suan le.. juz need to push myself to study.. hai.. then v sian.. after school slack.. no need to do project while other ppl piang.. haha.. then after tt went to tamp.. was on my way to do some stuff... then meet up xian to go gv together.. although onli i work... she pei wo.. saw jin hui and yan jing too.. then went to work.. then.. xian watch midnight show wif micky.. then wait to send them home.. today.. so suay.. down money.. long time no work box.. siao siao liao.. hai.. slept at 5 am.. was surfing online and checking out friendster.. haha
Sat, 18 sep
watch morning show of terminal. nice movie.. worth 7.50.. watch wif xian and rene.. then after tt went for lunch and went to play short game of pool.. then went to shop ard.. then i work.. siao... today encounter 3 complain case against me.. first.. long time no complaint case... second.. not so much.. third.. only 1 i admit my fault.. hai.. think i still not steady enuff.. haha.. suay bah... long time no work then this happen.. i bet nx week sure candy bar.. sian.. i work box.. hai.. then after work go home.. online le then go sleep at 4...
sun 19 sep
staff meeting at 8 am.. cannot wake up sia..then the staff meeting is re training.. hai.. muz show 8 teeth.. haha.. anyway.. after training went for lunch and went to watch the great challenge... the movie a little cannot make it.. in the end... i treat xian like a pillow and lie on her shoulder to slack.. haha.. thanks xian.. then went home to orh orh.. nice sleep.. sleep until 7.. v shiok.. then online. haha.. wrote more testi and then slack.. watch naruto... haha.. nice.. oh ya.. saw someone wore the head protector of the hidden leaf village yesterday.. wah.. nice sia.. went to check it out.. haha
mon 20 sep
school's back.. then lec was okay today.. went to TM today to watch the terminal (again) wif xian fren.. haha.. xian ask me wan go.. actually having prob deciding... but.. in the end still went.. haha.. i basically see more of xian's fren.. then juz watch the movie loh.. haha... laff this time at other ppl.. the 2 gals seating behind me and xian, their reaction like super big.. laff so loud.. me and xian basically laffing at them.. then after movie, xian drop by at yan jing hse to pick up her A2 cardboard.. i juz tag along.. then went home.. now blogging.. haha...
honour to haf met xian's fren.. bubbly and fun.. exciting and intelligent.. friendly and sociable... haha.. especially jin hui, yan jing and dora.. coz i can remember their names... :p....
-=:agu:=- Words of Wisdom brings Knowledge into people. Words of Faith brings Confidence to people. Words of Concern brings Love into Friends....
thurs, 16 sep
after school went to tampines.. hai.. wanted to watch movie de.. but turn out xian not free.. still doing project... went to tp to look for her.. then after tt went to eat wif her frens.. dora, jin hui, yan jing and one more guy.. think his name is siang hoe.. dunno correct or not.. haha.. her frens v hyper and v friendly.. had a good time.. and made me feel welcome.. then after tt late dinner early supper went home.. haha.. travel all da way to Tampines to eat a plate of dumpling noodle.. but suan le.. made new frens.. haha..
Fri, 17 sep
had class.. recieve back AMB result suck like hell.. suan le.. juz need to push myself to study.. hai.. then v sian.. after school slack.. no need to do project while other ppl piang.. haha.. then after tt went to tamp.. was on my way to do some stuff... then meet up xian to go gv together.. although onli i work... she pei wo.. saw jin hui and yan jing too.. then went to work.. then.. xian watch midnight show wif micky.. then wait to send them home.. today.. so suay.. down money.. long time no work box.. siao siao liao.. hai.. slept at 5 am.. was surfing online and checking out friendster.. haha
Sat, 18 sep
watch morning show of terminal. nice movie.. worth 7.50.. watch wif xian and rene.. then after tt went for lunch and went to play short game of pool.. then went to shop ard.. then i work.. siao... today encounter 3 complain case against me.. first.. long time no complaint case... second.. not so much.. third.. only 1 i admit my fault.. hai.. think i still not steady enuff.. haha.. suay bah... long time no work then this happen.. i bet nx week sure candy bar.. sian.. i work box.. hai.. then after work go home.. online le then go sleep at 4...
sun 19 sep
staff meeting at 8 am.. cannot wake up sia..then the staff meeting is re training.. hai.. muz show 8 teeth.. haha.. anyway.. after training went for lunch and went to watch the great challenge... the movie a little cannot make it.. in the end... i treat xian like a pillow and lie on her shoulder to slack.. haha.. thanks xian.. then went home to orh orh.. nice sleep.. sleep until 7.. v shiok.. then online. haha.. wrote more testi and then slack.. watch naruto... haha.. nice.. oh ya.. saw someone wore the head protector of the hidden leaf village yesterday.. wah.. nice sia.. went to check it out.. haha
mon 20 sep
school's back.. then lec was okay today.. went to TM today to watch the terminal (again) wif xian fren.. haha.. xian ask me wan go.. actually having prob deciding... but.. in the end still went.. haha.. i basically see more of xian's fren.. then juz watch the movie loh.. haha... laff this time at other ppl.. the 2 gals seating behind me and xian, their reaction like super big.. laff so loud.. me and xian basically laffing at them.. then after movie, xian drop by at yan jing hse to pick up her A2 cardboard.. i juz tag along.. then went home.. now blogging.. haha...
honour to haf met xian's fren.. bubbly and fun.. exciting and intelligent.. friendly and sociable... haha.. especially jin hui, yan jing and dora.. coz i can remember their names... :p....
-=:agu:=- Words of Wisdom brings Knowledge into people. Words of Faith brings Confidence to people. Words of Concern brings Love into Friends....
Thursday, September 16, 2004
presentation
haha,,, finally finish my presentation.. did a presentation on tue, wed and today.. haha.. then... finally no more project for now.. except maybe perl... but for now.. workload is ease.. after the weekend maybe will start get bz and need to study.. haha.. then is chiong all the way... hopefully i haf the strength and motivation to chiong... hai... realli cannot fail this sem.. i wan to pass and i haf to pass... understanding lesson better.. and hope i can realli strive.... not hoping for high grades but let me pass this sem... even the IS... muz pass.. so i muz do well for project and final test...
hopefully things will be well *wish*
oh ya... muz compliment someone... that someone is Xian... most of my blog reader already see her... and... u shld noe who she is.. a remarkable woman can make me cry out of concern, cry from being touched! and make me haf deeper inner thoughts... she also the can let me express my feelings without a tingle of worry.. i am not good wif words, verbally... but if u guys notice, i am able to write meaningful lines and sometimes, paragraphs... she is the only one who can allow me to say wat i felt or think with the phases i create and understand my feeling then.. maybe the reason is i realli found someone who is most similar wif me in terms of thinking... and the one who yuan yi pei wo... haha.. as in most eng... haha.. :x not saying u guys dun wan to pei wo.. but for me, our timing is the most compatitable... haha.. beginning to sound lesbian!!! haha... no i am not 1 and so is she.. haha.. muz salute her, my PA, barn mate, B2 and best pal...
ps: guys, dun think u are not impt.. to me.. all are impt.. even if i didn't tell u my prob or see u as often, but u guys are in my mind, heart and soul to.. u are my past, my present and hopefully my future...
-=:agu:=- Friends walk side by side in our past, our present and hopefully to our future....
hopefully things will be well *wish*
oh ya... muz compliment someone... that someone is Xian... most of my blog reader already see her... and... u shld noe who she is.. a remarkable woman can make me cry out of concern, cry from being touched! and make me haf deeper inner thoughts... she also the can let me express my feelings without a tingle of worry.. i am not good wif words, verbally... but if u guys notice, i am able to write meaningful lines and sometimes, paragraphs... she is the only one who can allow me to say wat i felt or think with the phases i create and understand my feeling then.. maybe the reason is i realli found someone who is most similar wif me in terms of thinking... and the one who yuan yi pei wo... haha.. as in most eng... haha.. :x not saying u guys dun wan to pei wo.. but for me, our timing is the most compatitable... haha.. beginning to sound lesbian!!! haha... no i am not 1 and so is she.. haha.. muz salute her, my PA, barn mate, B2 and best pal...
ps: guys, dun think u are not impt.. to me.. all are impt.. even if i didn't tell u my prob or see u as often, but u guys are in my mind, heart and soul to.. u are my past, my present and hopefully my future...
-=:agu:=- Friends walk side by side in our past, our present and hopefully to our future....
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
fotopic
hi guys.. i juz put a link under the name PhotO GaLore... my new fotopic.com website.. juz a beginning.. will instill new photo when i have them.. go see them now and leave me comments.. thanks and spot urself in the pic!!!!
-=:agu:=- a photo triggers many tears and many smiles....
-=:agu:=- a photo triggers many tears and many smiles....