withdrawal

hi bloggie... hmmm... i withdraw myself.

this emotional ride is taking a toll on me. i just wan to get my head back into studying.

never ever be the "best fren" role...
never ever be the "people look for u to organise things" role...
never ever be the "capable one" role...

for 1 mistake bring u from glory into pain.

hurtful things keep spinning in my head..

left behind, the shadow of your smile accompanied me..

leaving behind, the images of my laughter..

everything was my bad.. and everyone is entitle to blame me. i will not humor nor explain further.

agu

stats

hi bloggie... was doing stats homework...sianz... i give up finally for a homework which i detest... must learn not to delay doing this homework..

start studying agu... u cannot slack.. afterall u spend 25 K to get back to school

sianz... emo things keep floating in my mind...

feel so much like crying and screaming...

Arrrgh.....

stress myself too much...

losing self and motivation

agu

misunderstood

hi bloggie... hmmm.. long since i wrote an emo piece over here... long since we had such exchange of sms... being a long time...

i was not mature, things turned bad... my intentions was just a mere comment of "I Miss You"... as a fren, as a colleague, as someone who is close... but.. u read it as "I dun like him"...

it was nth to do with him.. but he was too much in ur life. i used the wrong approach...

but all in all, i didn't expect u to be so protective. i miscalculated ur reaction.

u asked if i trust him?

my answer.. i trust he will not do u harm.. i can tell he will be someone good to u. i can see u are happy...

if he is in my clique... maybe he will in the future... but.. now.. he is not..

am i bias against him? maybe i am jealous in another way...

wat u wrote was not wrong... just read it in my perspective.. i can't say i did read in ur perspective, but at the v least, i tried, and still trying...

emo day for me..

agu

What i did the past 2 weeks

hi bloggie...hmm... so wat did i do the past 2 weeks. beside school and work, i had supper, bdays, JB trip, drinking.

GV Bishan Supper 29-08-07

Azmi, Shane, Madina, Aini, Wen Quan, Siang, Kel and Me took part in this. hahhaa.. Prata House for our food and drinks. Supper makes great bonding and fatter beings. =x

Pubbing Night with GV 02-09-07

Drinking Session! hahaha.. GV BS and Marina =) New ppl met! hahaha.. super nice, and my guessing skill is getting better. ahhaha...

JB Trip 04-09-07

We went JB! hahaha.. food and food... eat and eat... haha... simple fun =)look forward to going again!

Rayne's Bday 10-09-07

Birthday of one of my good fren at GV! hahaha.. Rayne Lee Swee Yee's bday. and we went to dragonfly and boilers as mentioned in the previous entry. ahhaa.. super lots of photos taken.. hahaha.. maybe coz i was the enthu camera man bah! hahaha... but was i enthu becoz of the drinks or not becoz of the drinks? ehmmm?

What am i going to do next?

Tutorial, and Essay is keeping me sleepless while Rayne suggested spiking my drinks to make sure i get some sleep.

hahaha.. student life, a brand new chapter

agu

Rayne's birthday

hi bloggie.. hmm.. i think i exceeded myself this year. haha.. y? coz for the dunno how many times, i am out drinking again. and this time at the boiler's and dragonfly. ok... hold ur horses before everyone exclaim, "WAT! u went drinking again!"... last nite was to celeb a v good fren of mine, Rayne's bday. and... i didn't get drunk, and i dun think i will drink anytime soon in fear of liver failure.

according to best fren, xian and ex-lady boss, vanny, i had been drinking alot. hmm.. like getting more and more frequent. argh... think is after i know Karen and Rayne. first was supper then drinks.. OMG! but.... i had so much fun times that i won't grumble. and THANKS GALS for letting me know how it feels like to be drunk and know my limits.

The 2 gals that show me the world!

We had so so so much fun last nite. Team Bishan managers were there..

Team Bishan 07

and of coz all the managers i worked with... =)

My Managers!

and not to forget my best partners in crime...

The Best Staff Team!

Will upload the pics in picasa! hahaha... and i am so glad everything pulled thru!!! woah! i can't help but declare... I'm the BEST!

hahhaa... update more soon

agu

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Hi bloggie... now at homeground.. using WIRELESS@SG to surf the net and do homework. Found a good place to go my revision and all..



this is wat i use now to do my accounting notes. find it quite interesting. haha. came with the student edition of microsoft office. so now i using microsoft office 2007.. a lil different layout from the the previous edition, so see le also a lil not used! ahahhaa

oh.. fri had my econs and accounting tutorial. feel so much better after the econs tut. benefited alot as the lecture doesn't explain much of the theory in detail and i am so glad that i got my answers right. haha.. boast a lil confidence of mine in unexplored teritories. hahaha. econs is something i have nv done in my 21 years of life,so v different. so far out of my 4 modules, i think stats will be the one that post the most challenge. accountings, i hope i can manage well =)

hmm, worklife is okay. hmmm.. having new boss yet again shortly after the big wind. hmm.. this new boss is different from the previous one. hahaha... Mcleen. kengsley Ex-Boss..hahaha.. we so far got along okay. haha..

nowadays, morale a lil down for some of us. tired and group gathering getting lesser and smaller. feel alil like things change le. see le a lil emo. guess like Karen said, this is the emo-a-tion period.

miss meeting some friends. but now school days, a lil hard to meet them. with some having works... need to work.. no money

hmmm.. well.. need to get back to notes

agu

Updates

hi bloggie, being some time since i blog properly and give good updates abt my life.. hahaa.. was kind of lazy to as well as busy in another way... hahaha... so.. maybe its time for some good old blog updates... agu style! This is where i go to school everyday. somedays i only have 2 hour lec. a lil waste time and transportation fee but school is school. Look at my textbook! These are the 2 available and bought. I still have 2 more books that are prescribed! hahaha.. and the stats book that i have not bought, cost 115 SGD! oh ya.. just to let u guys know, i am doing 4 modules this sem, Accounting, Mircoeconomics, Management and Organisation Behaviour, and Business Statistics. Projects! and Assignment. and today.. i met my tutorial class for 3 of my modules, Accounts, Econs and Management. B. Stats, my tutorial class is on monday, different set of classmates. hahaha. coz, the tutorial group sign up is a lil different from NP. haha. made me miss NP alot.. NP was more systematic and i am glad i was assigned to F02! hahaha.. Haha.. Blackboard! reminds me of NP! i miss it... some sort.. hahaha.. i rbr the logging in to get notes during NP days. now.. have to do so again... hahaaha..hahhaa.. something for u guys to view... hmmm.. today.. went down to BS, coz i jiang yi qi! in the end, look like a floor supervisor. hahaha.. long time since i see BS so busy le.. thanks to 881 and today.. group booking.. tml box closing.. hope i can survive! hahaha.. kk.. need to do tutorial le.. tata! agu