tired? flu...

hi bloggie.... reckon these 2 days weren't tt good... flu bug got me.... and now... i feel so tired tt sleeping the whole day doesn't help.... having a splitting head and blocked nose.... ocassional spurts of mucus... which might have some blood clots.... hai... too heaty....

the day b4 went to mystery shopper.. am late.. clean sheet gone! got my first filenote... am not complaining.. told JacQ tt day was super unlucky... first indication of bad omen... forgot my EZ link card... coz.. i nv forget it! hai.... suay right.... but... there was a good thing... i got the taka voucher for the full marks for the MS... hai... the only piece of good news bah...

watched poseidon... thot it was v nice... gave my thumbs up for tt..

ziwei just MSN me... gonna have a poly gathering soon.. oh.. i can't wait... i realli missed this poly gang....

now.. head still spinning.. slightly...

agu

uni?

hi bloggie... hai... i dunno y but the tok on Uni came up again recently... i am feeling depressed... and i can only blame myself for tt...

if only i had studied harder... maybe....

if only i had chosen accounting.... maybe...

now... no rooms for regrets... i am only glad tt is private studies...

Local uni... hmm... i am not good enough for them.. tt's fine by me... and not bothered by that fact...

so... y am i depressed....

depressed coz i cannot be a full time student anymore.. where i just study and do part time work... no.. i wouldn't be able to do that... *shrugs*

life was easier as a student... i knew tt.... even b4 i graduate... now.. i appreciate it more... although living a slacker's life.. i feel the pressure of a young adult... its like... i know i must grow up tt kind of mentality.. and how i wish i dun....

if i get the nod to study private... i will and it will be time to leave the playful me aside and become a more serious me....

was it a regret studying biotech? well.. no... i luv it.. but i am not a person who have big ambitions of discovering something... like a cure to p53 cancer... i am not tt kind of person... i only want to contribute in a smaller scale.... i know the title of Dr. Wong is not possible for me... even if i aspire to be a doctor when i was young (medical doctor *m.d*) which fate took me to be closer to doctor (doctorate).... but... i feel... having a degree is more than enuff... expecially when i took up the route of biotech....

was it a regret working while studying? well... no... i can readily say... ya.. i am not as smart as xian... nor peh... but i can say tt... working while schooling gave me experiences others will not be able to relive in their life... work... tiring... having to stay up to complete tutorials (which btw, i had being good.. at least i did the tutorial... sometimes!) but... i felt.. it made me more whole of a person... sure.. i can idle the whole day at home.. not having a job and all... but not necessary i will study.... i guess.. i would have grown fatter and having to wear super thick glasses due to sitting at the comp long term..... hahahahhaa.... not to mention.. missing out in knowing the best dudes and gals i ever would have known... and getting frens from all walks of life.....

i learnt numerous lessons from work... from being more confident in myself *hey all my mystery shopper assessment.. i am commented as confident!* to learning human weakness... hahahaha.... its all life lil lesson for me... like for some ppl.. they are more suited to be frens... some... shld just remains as colleauges.... office politics... hmm.. not realli happening at GV.... back stabbing.. not much can be attained... but cult culture and gang forming.. highly possible.....its a whole lot different from a regular 9-5 job.....

so wat's my nx step... waiting for the nod and the money for studies... after grad ceremony... look for a perm while enjoying fifa... in the mean time.. hang ard wif my gv colleagues b4 its my turn to bid goodbye...

agu

pic!

hi bloggie... hahaha... haven sleep yet.. wah.. bz sia... today.. was ultimate bz... ahhaha.. tt i and cheow tee go mad and start speaking nonsense with the "f" word.. ahhaha... too much influence by JacQ and Quan.. =p... hahaha... and work today ah... k loh... like lots of crazy patron and idiotic toks and more OT! hahaha....

well... uploading some new pics... tt day we went to eat crabs at avenue 4... on 11 may... me, peh and lai all work morning.. ahha... the 3 kids of lady boss.. too bad no. 4 was working nite....





hahha.. only 3.. coz the others, i lazy to upload... =p

kk... end post... hahaha.. coz... hmm... dunno wat to write....

agu

work? friends?

hi bloggie... hmmm.. today got time to think again.... hahaha... well.. not exactly bad thots... and nope, not thots tat think too much! hahahha... more of enjoying memories....

v bz recently at work... the first time, i worked in gv for so long tt i feel short handed like crazy... commiting 6 days per week... i may have done tt b4.. but somehow.. this holiday with blockbuster movies rolling.... i feel tt i realli will get exhausted working... no free time for myself...

hmmm... lots of thots provoked... can't simply put in words...

well... read lai's blog..

i miss bee, kengsley, kris and mildred too.. i realli missed working with them....

agu

soccer!

hi bloggie.. woah.. just watched the finals of UEFA champions league... arsenal Vs Barca! hahhaa... barca WiN! hahahahha... nice... nice nice game.... and now... good game.. coz game over liao! hahaha.. and.. soccer is the weird! y? coz... after bacra win!, u see the players hug each other out of happiness.. and ppl dun think its gay!

hahaha.. if other things.. sure think.. eeee... GAY!

maple

agu

hmm.. wat's up!?

hi bloggie... woah... life's being ok... except for thinking and idling... other than tat... shld be fine.. hmm.. having sleepless nite and morning naps... oh well... frederick asked if i enjoyed this lifestyle... hmm.. maybe for a while... not permanent...slaving at GV for 6 days... having off days different from pals... work can get a lil BORING! but no choice.. bz times.. bz me....

Vesak day (12 May) went for this mother's day celebration by my Aunt's church... hmm... were late.. liked i said.. wake up.. know need to eat.. =p coffee break at cedele! at raffles plaza... mum went on pirates' ship wif food request of hotdogs and bacon and chicken at Marketplace... workwise... was ok.... hmmm... sat work was ok... gotten a lil blue but am fine... sunday.. spent my time lazing at home...=x... and pouting and complaining to yin mei! hahahaha... wanted to D.O.T.A... but gave up... CSI got me gaga... although i watched it already...then gotten design itch and did up my new wallpaper design...

thot this effect looks good....


but i chose this in the end..... not very clear here.. but oh well...

then recieve photos from qida from our KTV on 2 april... TT LONG AGO! hahaha.. but i liked the photos.. hahahaha

Carl, Yun and ME!


Sing until tired loh!


trying to act cute


I liked this the best

ahahhaa... now.. rushing off to watch Dr. House!

agu...

sms

hi bloggie...

last nite.. bad behaviour... bad.... *slap ownself*

anyway... alot came to mind last nite... felt pretty rotten after thinking... hmm... like making myself suffer like tt...

you think too much

hahaha... this line.. meant a lot to me and yin... right yin!?

the most wicked thot last nite...

y do i see u in sent items and not inbox....

pretty wicked huh... its quite true... some times.. some frens... no matter how many sms u send.. how many thots about them.. they nv bother to reply.. they nv bother to text u.. then again.. maybe its not "not bother"....

like yin said.. getting too attached to something is not good... too possesive... sian.....

JacQ commented tt i get too high and too low too fast... as a passing comment..

rough nite huh

agu

horror!?

hi bloggie... hmm... how am i feeling as a 20 year old!? hahaha... same... but not quite the same.. past 2 days were ok... hahaha.. i even watched a horror! movie! ahahhahaha...

9th may
boy oh boy... didn't catched a wink.. since.. i got cb opening! hahaha...well.. no choice since i am banished to 6 days a week... hahahha... and can u imagine that... me working morning... and i am doing it lata again... (11 may!) hahaha... so... i didn't get to sleep the nite b4... too used to early morning naps... so... scared i overslept... i didn't sleep at all.. hmmm.. the opening was fine.. but i had to use caffeine to lift me up.. and it is tea and coke for me! hahaha.. got in the results for Mystery shopper assessment... well.. not as good as i would expect... so... ya.. lady boss was in a bad mood.... then after work... went to PS for surprise screening.. while waiting for the rest... i saw 3 different friends.. within 5 mins! first was celest.. minor catching up and then saw weisheng! he's my childhood fren.. ahhha.. he.. also watching surprise screening.. and lastly cindy... cindy pow ying ying... xiao mei! hahahhaha... the movie.. the NUN... it.. well.. sucks! hahahah.. nonetheless.. a horror movie... but like i say.. i am nv a horror fan.. if it sucks.. it means scaredy cats like me dun find it scary... the only scary part... quan and his antics and wicked timing! damn it for being so spot on.. and scare me... hahahaha... after movie was dinner at BK and home where i hit the sack...

10th may...
Box closing! hmm... with peh as mid shift.. nice... mood swings? hmm.. not realli.. more of lifting expectation again.. hai... sorry peh and xian... shldn't have be so short tempered... hahaha.. nice shooting with ann and peh with the "run" hahahhaa... Yin came to collect her baggage and woah... i got a flower *reds*.... hahahha.. photo taking and completed box closing pronto! hahahaha... CSI just now got me wowed... luv the mass spec they use... and finally saw the impt of HPLC! (but awful to do...)





















agu

video

thanks ppl

hahhaa... after much fanfare... and laughters.. and much chaos... i survived my 20 years old birthday and now officially i am 20 years old and 1 day... =x

Wanna thank:

Cyndy, Lai, Jie Ying, Peh, Peggy, Peileng, Ting, Yenny.....
My 2E5 gang that seen my 8th birthday now... am so touched to have known u guys... hahahaha and gals... having so much laughter and tears... i love u guys!
Joined the gang of twenties with Cyndy and Yenny...Thanks for all u done..and every year u outdo yourselves



Amy, Andy, Ann, Cheow Tee, Debby, Frederick, Gracina, JacQ, Jaslin, Jennifer, Kengsley, Lai (repeated name), Liani, Peh (repeated name) Siang, Sis, Wailing, Waimun, Wen Quan, Wense, Xian, Yin
GV peeps... hahaha.. some i know for 3 years.. some less.....
Andy and Grace! My proud disciples that have not leave after training with me...
Amy and Jennifer! The 2 xiao mei mei that always crack my laughing... Remind me of Xian and me...
Ann, Cheow Tee, Siang... Know them for 3 years liao... hahahha... Seniors, Colleagues, Friends
Jaslin... The poor terrorised victim of mine!
Liani... The foreign attachment student tt is still here....
Frederick, JacQ, Kengsley, Wence... Management team representative.. Thanks for tolerating my work....
Debby... My sis friend.. My colleague....
Wailing, Waimun... Wai Sisters of the Chin Family... thanks....
Quan ge... My lao da...
Sis...
Yin... the Shifu club youngest member.... hahahaha.... my clone!
Lai, Peh, Xian.... best buddies in the world.. Can ask for Nothing more!
Thanks....



Derrick, Dora, Jin Hui, Sianghoe, Xian (repeated name), Yan Jing
Thanks....One of the most unique group of friends.. that was linked due to a common friend or 2....

hahha.. the ppl above shared for my present.. but that is not the end of my thank you list...

Kris! My boss... hahaha.. thanks for what you put on your blog.... hahahahaha..

Vanny... for remembering to send me birthday sms
Bear... for that E card
ShiShi... for ur testi!
Henry! ur oversea sms...
Siyi, Seehui for the sms...
Janice, Emily, Qiuyun for the sms...
Shoba Mama.. for remembering...

kk.. some photoshots tt i wanna share...







agu

lucky me...

New Toy.. New Entertainment... Thanks peep


look wat turns up in the mailbox... a letter from NP...


Farewell to school

agu

happy birthday!!!

hi bloggie!!! today was an excellent day... excellent... ahahhaa... surprise surprise... realli happy sia! hahahaha... wow... errr... a lil lost for words... anyone... real thanks to everyone.. it is the best birthday surprise i ever get! hahaha... although its pre birthday! hahahhaa... well.. to who ever the mastermind is... thanks... i realli appreciate it... and the present is looking slick in my room now.. ahhahaha... realli thanks! guess.. wat... u ppl outdone urselves everytime.. give urself applause...

last year present was great... *adidas watch*... this year is a HiFi set! wahahhahahaha.... i realli realli liked it... thanks alot...

for those who attended the surprise party just now.. thanks man.... hao nan de ah! hahaha... i kanna rape.. =x hahaha.... and for once.. i scare kanna sabo... thankfully there were none... hahahaha... oh ya.. buddy de acting skills realli damn good... i was realli fooled.... ahhahaa...

Sis, Xian, Peh, Lai, Cheow Tee, Deb, Liani, Quan, Wailing, Waimun, Wence, Darryl, Shah.....

THANKS SO MUCH!!!! for the birthday party!

and i dunno who else to thank for the present.. no one wan to tell me... hahahaha...

agu

me!?

hi bloggie... hmmm... recently.. i have undergone strange transformation... in emotion... hai.. dunno how to say.. its like.. for one moment i am hyper.. the next i am cranky.. getting pissed off easily recently... hai... maybe due to a v screwed up biological clock... i can go without sleep for almost 2 days... and in between, i worked... its like... err.. something is seriously v wrong.. sian...

my blog de song.. title bad day.... sounds like wat i sometimes have.. but the lyrics... and the tune sounds so cheery.. which is like how i am sometimes...

hahaha. yin said this is pre-birthday signs.... it starting to feel like PMS.. hahaha. but then again... i dunno.. ahhaha... its like i get upset over things easily.. and recover just as easy...

maybe coz i dun take things seriously... one might think... but do i?

dunno wat is wrong... sianz...

agu

reflection...

hi bloggie...

hmm... feel like writing a reflection... dunno.. hmm.. alot of things in my mind... reading past enteries... thot about lots of things... was kind of glad i have this blog.. after a faithful 2 years of blogging.. i still have enteries spinning out... its not tt kind of short spans of attraction... but.. a habit.. tt i had cultivate myself... from a plain blog.. it evolves to a blog colours and sounds... and lots of emotions, thots, happiness and sad... events... memories...

lets' tok about education...
hmm... i finished poly education.. now.. waiting for my grad.. and getting tt diploma.. wat's next? hmm.. hope to study.. local uni wouldn't be able to open their doors for me.. pte study.. most prob.. worry bout money... thinking of getting a full time job.. li bu cong xin... but.. NP LSCT is one the greatest place to be.. i didn't regret getting a diploma from NP.. in fact.. i was actually pleased tt TP close their doors on me.. ahaha.. not many know this.. i actually choose TP as a first choice in my course... but TP didn't accept.. i was only too glad tt i got into NP... being in the same department as ah ting.. hmm.. being in NP.. i learnt lots of things.. project, school is so different.. for the first time.. i realli felt i am studying for something...

last time in sec school.. i didn't study hard... neither did i study smart... failing A.Math in sec 3 and 4 still didn't wake me up... hahaha.. i guess i was used to failing by then.... i was only lucky to have frens around me to help me study... cyndy.. nv forget her for always getting me to do math with her.. which i am lucky i did.. my emath didn't fail me... Alvin and see hui for always asking my POA.. which i am also able to do constant revision because of tt... every day for english.. is either compre or compo... i guess a routine did help me with my language... i rbr Mrs Remesh reveal my Os to me.. she told me.. look at the grade for english. well done... i rbr i was paralysed with shock.. haha..ya.. me.. shock.. ahaha..

in year 1 of NP.. i rbr i was flustered.. shy.. and didn't know wat was going on.. hahaha.. i didn't realli tok to anyone in lecture for the first 2 days.. coz.. i dunno who is in my tut. class... only the third day did i see them... i rbr.. after tt.. everyday.. our class hang out together.....our class was the closest class u can imagine...

year 1 sem 1... IPC by ong li hui.. the module tt i realli thot was difficult... ahhaha. got gregory chow de mircobio... MST1, and bunch of IS.. Ocom, IAC--- community service, SW.....

year 1 sem 2... OBC by rekha was the module tt i realli shrugs... ahhaha chem again.. actually got good lecturer.. alex chang.. but he left to pursue a greater career... cell bio by mrs tang... hahaa.. easy... physio... ITP...programming wif VB, ITA... excel and access... hahha.. can imagine how i breeze thru ITA.. ahhaha.. CATS! err.. idiot IS.. but got an A for tt... and UWAA... hahaha... got into H! club de beginner lesson.. clare and hui ne as trainer... ahhaha.. yiting, qiuyun, ting, weiqi and another gal.. haha.. can't rbr her name... classmates! hahaha...

year 2 sem 1... hmmm... aqua, AMB, IMM, mst2, PQS, perl... hahaha.. aqua.. fishes... cannot forget the prac exam.. study till mad.. and i had 3 exam tt day.. aqua.. AMB and MST 2... wah.. si bei sian loh.. hahahaha.. AMB ah.. Dr. Phang d notes CMI... IMM.. i like... but v difficult.. the prac however is v interestin! ahahah.. ahhaha.. PQS... required IS.. a lil redundent... perl... worst programming class i ever had.. H! advanced class...

year 2 sem 2.... instru, ABC, ACMB, CCTA, UFA, cucom...instru.. cyc...difficult module.. i didn't like.. but i noe useful... ABC enjoyable lec but terrible finals... CCTA.. interesting.... ACMB... ahhaa.. most of the time mind dead... studied myself...UFA.. accounting.. my forte! hahahaha.. the proj do le v satisified.. CuCom.. ahhaha.. partner wif grekky and priss.. wah! out roleplay and presentation was highly graded.. did well.. ahahha.. and left a good impression on everyone i guess..

year 3 sem 1... first time in new labs... FYP started during the holidays! ahahha.. marine actinomycetes.. proteo.. first D... huang yan! but.. interesting module... IL-2... i like...LSS... wah.. CMI... external lecturer.. doubt i listen...BTN... hmm fermenter! hai.. suan le...WISP.. haha.. NE loh...

year 3 sem 2... IAP.. ahhaa.. IMCB for 3 and 1/2 months.. learn lots... IL-1... DDD... cGMP, genome.. BIF... 7 weeks module.. 7 weeks of torture... ahhaha...

thruout the 3 years.. got lots of work done... chalet... at least twice... food... fun.. dnd... sentosa... outings... our class as united as it can get.. always have meals together if possible! ahahhaha

hmm.... now wat's next?

agu

dota!

hi bloggie.. recently was intro dota by lai.. and woah.. so much fun.. peh played wif me.. due to my request.. nice.. aim to realli learn the game! hahahaha

hmm.. dunno y.. suddenly have the urge to blog.. hahaha.. siao siao de...

sometimes is it good to know someone too well...

i dunno... hmm... going to be 3...missed CSI... missed last week episode too..

anyway.. tok to mildred just now... miss her.. made me think alot...

gonna work alot the coming days.. getting v lazy... hai.. alot on mind...

today.. i am back to a thinking me.. i wonder y....

agu

updates!!! finally

hi bloggie... hmmm... yup... this is a long time u had being waiting!!! updates... hahaha.. 1st of all.. agu is alive and kicking.. thank u v much for those who visit.... hahaha.. i am doing well... work and play... nv better.. how i wish to maintain such a lifestyle... haha.. not realli.. the $$ not enuff...

hmm.. well.. stopped at where? hahaha.. can't rbr.. 18 april... wah.. tt's long.. 2 weeks... hmm.. dun think want to do individual updates.. will get v long and draggy... haha.. basically... for the past 2 weeks... work... slack...

had ppl over at my place on the 18th... mahjong... dota... TD... ahhaha.. lan and mahjong in the house... grace, yin, xian, da sao, da ge, peh and lai made all tis happen.. nice! hahaha.. and i won again in mahjong.. getting the lucky spree.... ahahhahaa... had junk food the whole day.. proper dinner after movie... take the lead... it was spectacular... ahhaha.. dance move... groove! ahhaha..
went out wif gang on the 26th! ahhaa.. meet up to celebrate yenny's bday! ahhaha.. had a v full dinner at Siam Kitchen in Suntec...hahaha.. v qiao to have run into xian and saw nic and huilin.. ahhaha.. nic's birthday.. didn't get to attend... ahhaha.. after many laughters at Siam Kitchen..went off the durian shell and had fondue!!! haha.. at Haagen Daz... hahaha.. nice... finally get to eat it.. but could be better... then photo spree... hahaha.. always enjoy going out with this gang.. coz.. jokes, laughter.. all come without having difficulties.. everyone know everyone... so nice.. pity pl wasn't with us.. miss her presences...


Picture Perfect --- the gang


Candid.....


*Ahhhh* suppose to look shock... ahhaha... look more drama....


In Front of the V expensive shell


ever heard of see no evil, hear no evil, and say no evil?
see half evil, hear half evil and say half evil!


hmmmm......


together always!

hmmm.. work wise.. so far so good.. hahaha.. gv like comfort zone... being seeing JacQ and Fred at work most of the time... nv realli get to see lady boss and uncle wense... hmm... da ge v enthu wif dota.. ahhaa.. had fun playing with him...

xian is a great pal.. accompanied me for movies.. with likes of Eight Below and Inside Man... i enjoyed both movies... each of different genre... one of courage and survival... the other the wits and the dialogue... realli was a pity Inside Man was mute.... i reckon it will turn out better... hahaha.. it was also quite odd to have missing dialogue.. and everyone is trying to lip read... ahhaha..

Kris is a great boss.. movie treats and company... ahha.. watched less than 15 mins of mirrormask b4 changing to firewall at PS.. hahaa.. mirrormask was not the kind of fantasy for boss... aspiring boss! jia you....

had chalet for sis bday.. maid for the day... movers, fire starters.. caterer.... all in one.. multitasker.... PA ah.. dun say le.. but apology not needed... was happy u offered... ahahha... mahjong... fed up over bed and sleep.. but things chilled... hahaha.. 2 cans of beer, fruit punch and vodka! hahaha... fruit punch gets peh going a lil dizzy.. ahhaha... nice nice! fun times...

worked and head over to holland! ahha.. black magic, bang bang, asking time, money tricks and spot light! hahaha.. nice.. my kind of evening.. wif that wacky group.... pity batt low.. didn't have pics...


hmm... wat's next?

shall see

agu