hi bloggie... well, now consider more free, so blog loh! haha.. will tok about my trip to the southern point of asia and singapore, sentosa! haha....
27th april, wed
worked night, and went to tiong bahru to give bee a surprise.. haha.. her bdae was nearing so went to celebrate her bdae wif a cake.. she gotten a scare by us, when lai coax her out.. haha.. but glad she was shocked to see us.. went to supper at geylang eating tian ji (frog).. haha... had a good time with ming he and mi le, who joined rene, lai, peh, xian and me for the supper!!! haa.. mi le even came down from TM... hai... my boss (kris) didn't even wanna come.. haha.. but she wasn't feeling well, so u are excused! haha... then reach home 3 plus... then slept at 4
28th april, thurs
woke up at 8.25! haha.. was even wondering y the sky is so bright yet no morning call from yj.. wahhahhaa.. found out my phone is on silent! both phone! was originally meeting yj they all at harbourfront at 9.. in the end i got there at 10! =P.. haha.. they were at Mac having breakfast anyway.. ahha.. oh, this time round got to know 2 more person! haha.. ivy and meixin! hmm, meixin, if i am not wrong, u are seshiria from maplestory! ivy, yuan lai got read my blog de.. haha, she commented my blog looks nice.. *beams* haha.. then after i reached, we head off for sentosa (was the last one to arrive).. hhaa.. first stop, silso beach.. being to sentosa dozens of times till i am quite familiar wif it.. we were near Rasa Sentosa then.. playing volleyball... -.- apparently no one noes how to play.. so anyhow play.. my plans wif dora to get xian into water failed.. but we got yj! haha.. *impish me!* haha.. then finally one by one got into the water... played monkey, teach jinhui to float.. see derrick float... swim around... then got 1 pt, the ladies went to the big rock there... (near rasa sentosa de hotel there) then i in water.. so i swam there.. when i reach there, i looked like ship wreck.. haha.. then later a while, they walked back while i swam back.. haha.. long time no swim.. i luv it! then, later, everyone got sick of silso we head for palawan! haha.. got the float in the middle of the sea... yuan lai, out of the eleven of us (yj, jh, dora, xian, derrick, sianghoe, nicholas, huilin, ivy and meixin) only ivy, nicholas and huilin can swim pretty ok... haha.. the rest more towards beginner, or dun even noe.. then the float.. only me and ivy swim there, huilin already showered and was on a stroll wif nicholas.. -.- later, dora wanted to join in.. so i escorted her.. she hold on to the float beside and pulled herself over.. ivy, was already there to help to lift her up.. then, i went to help derrick.. who also pulled himself there.. then i climbed up again to the float.. *this is when derrick did not help me.. but later, he did lah..* haha.. then, yj, and jh show interest in getting to float.. so i jumped into the water again and escorted them.. haha.. yj was okay.. jh was super paranoid.. but tt's coz she doesn't noe how to swim.. so must applause her for her bravery.. i may not have done the same.. then finally, gotten 6 of us on the float! wow! by then, i was quite tired beat.. i escorted 4 person up the float woah! *amazed by myself*... dora then requested for her cap. wat to do.. i jumped into water, swim back to shore and get her cap.. xian then told me that the lifeguard wasn't happy bout wat we did.. well, he say he didn't want to dampen our mood and is non peak so, its okay.. haha.. well, i also didn't noe wat gave me the courage to pull 4 ppl to the float.. i can swim, but only just well enuff! haha.. nevertheless, i gotten dora's cap and swim back.. haha.. then stayed on float and rest.. took photo(xian took for us).. then escorted them back one by one! haha.. so meaning, i go back and fro at least 8 times.. then still got i swim to float myself about a few times, wow! i did most prob 20 laps! *proud of myself* gotten burn.. oh, went to the southern point of sentosa, singapore, and asia to have a look at its scenery! amazed! haha... and after our mischief at palawan, back to silso for bathe.. haha.. we left sianghoe at 7-11.. we board the tram and we forgotten bout him.. but the tram went back to the 7-11, so went to meet him! haha.. finally get back to silso de toilet there to shower... after everyone is done, took bus back to city and went to harbourfront foodcourt for dinner. ivy went back for dinner in her cosy home! haha.. after dinner, went to join lai they all at breko in holland v for a drink.. only drank 1 bottle... tired and not much of mood to drink too.. then went home at 1... zzzz
29th aprul, fri
HAppY BDAE TO SIS!
woke up, sian there... blog and went to plaza to meet rene they all for movie... haha... watched infection.. -.-... stupid movie... kind of not scary trying to be scary movie.. so lame... *all happen in their mind*.. haha... was late in meeting rene they all anyway.. then walked ard plaza b4 heading back to bishan.. for work.. worked cb closing... okay lah.. work was okay.. did stock... hmm, quite lazy to upload pic of genting.. maybe another time? pardon me ppl
-=:agu:=- I never underestimate people, maybe overestimate.....
Saturday, April 30, 2005
feelings
Knowledge is an asset...
Accquiring it will be a life long route...
Knowledge will never desert you...
Unless you are drop dead...
Knowledge doesn't represent your intelligence...
It just show what you know and learn...
Being smart doesn't mean you are knowledgable...
It just meant you are able to gain knowledge faster...
Just a lines of thots...
Accquiring it will be a life long route...
Knowledge will never desert you...
Unless you are drop dead...
Knowledge doesn't represent your intelligence...
It just show what you know and learn...
Being smart doesn't mean you are knowledgable...
It just meant you are able to gain knowledge faster...
Just a lines of thots...
Friday, April 29, 2005
views
just a short post b4 i go out...
had quite an irritating feeling today... maybe, my stupidity to find out.... anyhow, i think that maybe its time for grow up... for everyone... whoever is close to me is their choice, i gotten to bond wif my frens is because i worked for it... i dun wan ppl to think that it just happen... it takes 2 hands to clap... maybe for others, think about y u can't attain that, rather then saying u are not given the chance....
for my friends:
thanks for bonding wif me....
anyhow, will blog bout my trip to sentosa.... later, when i am back
-=:agu:=- Mutuality is due to hard work....
had quite an irritating feeling today... maybe, my stupidity to find out.... anyhow, i think that maybe its time for grow up... for everyone... whoever is close to me is their choice, i gotten to bond wif my frens is because i worked for it... i dun wan ppl to think that it just happen... it takes 2 hands to clap... maybe for others, think about y u can't attain that, rather then saying u are not given the chance....
for my friends:
thanks for bonding wif me....
anyhow, will blog bout my trip to sentosa.... later, when i am back
-=:agu:=- Mutuality is due to hard work....
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
genting
hmmm, seem to lost my previous entry, can't rbr wat i wrote... just rbr tt i recieved result tt day.. was ok... some below expectation.. some just hit expectation.. so its ok... then cannot rbr wat nx.. haha... shall blog bout my holiday bah...
for the bottom part, is from my notebook that i bought along to the trip.. i sort of "blog" along the way.. when the memory is still fresh... the timing means the time i start blogging.. its a very long entry... err, if not interested or get borings, its ok not to read... i just wan to record down my activities... so here goes...
21 April, thurs (6 plus am)
well, started off at lavander MRT to board our coach... before that, i was asleep at home, developed a fever and was too tired, so slept like nobody's business... then woke up, took my shower and measured my temp.. 38.4 degree celcius... woah, being a long tiem since i had such high temp.... told my buddy, and sort of regretted, coz, she forced me to eat panadol.... -.- met siang at YCK MRT stat and head off for lavender... met xian at the stat, so coincidental to be in the same train. bought a donut and took the panadol... arggh... swear i cannot take pills!, mixture nx time... the coach ride was okay, had a massage chair, tv; big, spacious seat, but lil walk space... reach malaysia custom, got stop.. due to my passport photo, was asked to change... the irritating custom officer was a rude, attitude idiot.... well, i wasn't told to change photo the last time rd, so i didn't know, and he insisted there was a remark, but i wasn't told, how would i know.... and he sort of scold me woah... wo bei ren qi fu... *ANGRY* the rest of the bus trip was okay, the air con was super cold... reached genting at 5.45 am! Now waiting for check in.. at 10am!!!! and the temperature is real cold... freaking 15 degree c..... *self torture*
22 April, fri (7.10 pm)
Waited at the lobby for check in... woah, really too cold for me, that its hard for me to fall asleep... amazed with siang's feat, she is able to doze off anywhere, anytime! wat the... hee hee, managed to see sun rise... so beautiful... the sun was above a sea of CLOUDS... woah.. nice!! finally got to checked in at 10 plus and up to our room to deposit our bags and left for brunch! i had chicken drumstick rice.. tt meal was quite a chore for me, as i seriously is going to be knocked out anytime! went back to room on my request and was forced down panadol again!-.- for those who are wondering wat' wrong wif panadol is, i don't believe in them! haha.. as in i think panadol is too overused, being like an abused drug... and its not a wonder medicine... but there are 3 votes against 1.. so better swallow up *gulp* slept till 3 plus.... went out to walk ard, till 6 plus and bathe for all... xian and lai slacking in bed, me writing my blog, siang in bath... wonder wat will we do later...
24 April Sun(10.42 pm)
fri night
woah, going to have a mega long entry...hmmmm, went for dinner at Pizza Hut after bloggin.... had an ultra full dinner... 2 regular pan pizza, 1 jug of pepsi, sweet and spicy chicken wing, calamari, fried platter, soup of the day and breadstick.... hmmm, everyone is so stuffed up that the last bite was a torture..... after dinner, went out to the open to stand in the cold.... haha! jk... went to take pic then went back to room.... nth much to do.. watch tv, listen to MP3... siang and lai went out again to get lai's pregnant's lady stuff (sour plum!) they found out that there is a movie session at 1.30 AM for the movie sahara... planned to watch.. but i fell too sick that i was dozing off.. then my buddy did a remarkable thing for me... she stayed behind while lai and siang went off for the movie.. thanks buddy... u are the best.... so touching sia.. made me tear.... siang and lai came back at 4 am! haha... zzzzzz
sat
nx morning, at 10.45 everyone finally woke up... went to have dim sum breakfast at good friend restaurant.... food was okay... very full again! then went off to get themepark tix... siang went to settle her worldcard thingy... then back to room to rest and head off for themepark... wanted to go for K... but no room available... so went back to room to rest...till 6, then head off for dinner.... after which attended a free concert by ai fm... (malaysia radio stat..) got Guang Liang, whose appearance is at the last part of the show... entertained by a young girl who sit in front of me... performance by Guang Liang was the most rewarding... the rest at unknown singers from malaysia.. i do know nian sao and lin guan yin from taiwan... tt's all... imagine all the crowd were waiting for Guang Liang... waoh! nice... after everything... went to a cafe to slack... watch the match between Aston Villa and Bolton.. Draw 1-1 in the end... went back to sleep....
stopped blogging at 11 pm... due to activities out.. =p
25 April, Mon (11.43 am)
sun
woke up at near to 12 this time rd... everyone was just lazing ard. washed up and had lunch at Hainan the restaurant... had nanyang fried rice, which i waited quite long for it, hmmm, reckon they missed my turn the first time rd. after that is bowling time! haha.. first time bowler for me, so can expect me doing gutter balls. siang (my bowling teacher) is so pro! lihai ah! then went to the themepark but weather was too misty and wet for rides... so went off for karaoke. songs can considered pretty new bah, had louds of laugh during the 2 hour singing... then back to the themepark, cleared weather this tiem rd and off to the cyclone we go! even had it twice b4 going to the corkscrew! both rides were great... although i hurt my ear on corkscrew first time rd.... rammed my ear...luv thrill ride! took feris wheel to get nice scenery shots, went to dinosaur land... space shuttle and back for dinner... had a very sumptous dinner at a seafood restaurant. 5 dishes 1 soup for 4 ppl! li hai bah... 1 veg, 1 fish, 1 prawn, 1 chicken, 1 tofu! so much food, and we manage to finish! NICE!!! back to room to freshen b4 we went shooting, pooled, arcade... back to the cafe and watched man u vs newscastle.. 2nd half.. 1st half newscastle lead 1-0.. then 2nd half was great.. man u scored 2 goals.. became 2-1 win! haha.. back to hotel, watching time vaccum and sleep, lai and siang went to casino....
mon
woke up at 10.30am, washed up, packed and off we go... now writting at coffee bean... waitin for siang to collect her money..
stopped here
after all that, board the coach and back to singapore....
haha.. this blog took 2 days to blog, coz too tired to continue.. for pic, will upload tml....
-=:agu:=- Best Part of the trip... my friends...
for the bottom part, is from my notebook that i bought along to the trip.. i sort of "blog" along the way.. when the memory is still fresh... the timing means the time i start blogging.. its a very long entry... err, if not interested or get borings, its ok not to read... i just wan to record down my activities... so here goes...
21 April, thurs (6 plus am)
well, started off at lavander MRT to board our coach... before that, i was asleep at home, developed a fever and was too tired, so slept like nobody's business... then woke up, took my shower and measured my temp.. 38.4 degree celcius... woah, being a long tiem since i had such high temp.... told my buddy, and sort of regretted, coz, she forced me to eat panadol.... -.- met siang at YCK MRT stat and head off for lavender... met xian at the stat, so coincidental to be in the same train. bought a donut and took the panadol... arggh... swear i cannot take pills!, mixture nx time... the coach ride was okay, had a massage chair, tv; big, spacious seat, but lil walk space... reach malaysia custom, got stop.. due to my passport photo, was asked to change... the irritating custom officer was a rude, attitude idiot.... well, i wasn't told to change photo the last time rd, so i didn't know, and he insisted there was a remark, but i wasn't told, how would i know.... and he sort of scold me woah... wo bei ren qi fu... *ANGRY* the rest of the bus trip was okay, the air con was super cold... reached genting at 5.45 am! Now waiting for check in.. at 10am!!!! and the temperature is real cold... freaking 15 degree c..... *self torture*
22 April, fri (7.10 pm)
Waited at the lobby for check in... woah, really too cold for me, that its hard for me to fall asleep... amazed with siang's feat, she is able to doze off anywhere, anytime! wat the... hee hee, managed to see sun rise... so beautiful... the sun was above a sea of CLOUDS... woah.. nice!! finally got to checked in at 10 plus and up to our room to deposit our bags and left for brunch! i had chicken drumstick rice.. tt meal was quite a chore for me, as i seriously is going to be knocked out anytime! went back to room on my request and was forced down panadol again!-.- for those who are wondering wat' wrong wif panadol is, i don't believe in them! haha.. as in i think panadol is too overused, being like an abused drug... and its not a wonder medicine... but there are 3 votes against 1.. so better swallow up *gulp* slept till 3 plus.... went out to walk ard, till 6 plus and bathe for all... xian and lai slacking in bed, me writing my blog, siang in bath... wonder wat will we do later...
24 April Sun(10.42 pm)
fri night
woah, going to have a mega long entry...hmmmm, went for dinner at Pizza Hut after bloggin.... had an ultra full dinner... 2 regular pan pizza, 1 jug of pepsi, sweet and spicy chicken wing, calamari, fried platter, soup of the day and breadstick.... hmmm, everyone is so stuffed up that the last bite was a torture..... after dinner, went out to the open to stand in the cold.... haha! jk... went to take pic then went back to room.... nth much to do.. watch tv, listen to MP3... siang and lai went out again to get lai's pregnant's lady stuff (sour plum!) they found out that there is a movie session at 1.30 AM for the movie sahara... planned to watch.. but i fell too sick that i was dozing off.. then my buddy did a remarkable thing for me... she stayed behind while lai and siang went off for the movie.. thanks buddy... u are the best.... so touching sia.. made me tear.... siang and lai came back at 4 am! haha... zzzzzz
sat
nx morning, at 10.45 everyone finally woke up... went to have dim sum breakfast at good friend restaurant.... food was okay... very full again! then went off to get themepark tix... siang went to settle her worldcard thingy... then back to room to rest and head off for themepark... wanted to go for K... but no room available... so went back to room to rest...till 6, then head off for dinner.... after which attended a free concert by ai fm... (malaysia radio stat..) got Guang Liang, whose appearance is at the last part of the show... entertained by a young girl who sit in front of me... performance by Guang Liang was the most rewarding... the rest at unknown singers from malaysia.. i do know nian sao and lin guan yin from taiwan... tt's all... imagine all the crowd were waiting for Guang Liang... waoh! nice... after everything... went to a cafe to slack... watch the match between Aston Villa and Bolton.. Draw 1-1 in the end... went back to sleep....
stopped blogging at 11 pm... due to activities out.. =p
25 April, Mon (11.43 am)
sun
woke up at near to 12 this time rd... everyone was just lazing ard. washed up and had lunch at Hainan the restaurant... had nanyang fried rice, which i waited quite long for it, hmmm, reckon they missed my turn the first time rd. after that is bowling time! haha.. first time bowler for me, so can expect me doing gutter balls. siang (my bowling teacher) is so pro! lihai ah! then went to the themepark but weather was too misty and wet for rides... so went off for karaoke. songs can considered pretty new bah, had louds of laugh during the 2 hour singing... then back to the themepark, cleared weather this tiem rd and off to the cyclone we go! even had it twice b4 going to the corkscrew! both rides were great... although i hurt my ear on corkscrew first time rd.... rammed my ear...luv thrill ride! took feris wheel to get nice scenery shots, went to dinosaur land... space shuttle and back for dinner... had a very sumptous dinner at a seafood restaurant. 5 dishes 1 soup for 4 ppl! li hai bah... 1 veg, 1 fish, 1 prawn, 1 chicken, 1 tofu! so much food, and we manage to finish! NICE!!! back to room to freshen b4 we went shooting, pooled, arcade... back to the cafe and watched man u vs newscastle.. 2nd half.. 1st half newscastle lead 1-0.. then 2nd half was great.. man u scored 2 goals.. became 2-1 win! haha.. back to hotel, watching time vaccum and sleep, lai and siang went to casino....
mon
woke up at 10.30am, washed up, packed and off we go... now writting at coffee bean... waitin for siang to collect her money..
stopped here
after all that, board the coach and back to singapore....
haha.. this blog took 2 days to blog, coz too tired to continue.. for pic, will upload tml....
-=:agu:=- Best Part of the trip... my friends...
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
pissed!!
hi bloggie, had quite a good day today.. hmmm, went off in the morning to meet lai, peh and xian for breakfast at Ding Tai Fung. hmmm, was late in meeting them, but oh well then slack ard J8 wif peh then went home, rest a while, shower... and back to J8.. was working.. finally saw SIANG.. miss her so so so much. she went on holiday mah.. so glad to see her... work was okay bah.. quite normal.. got me, peh, adida, shoba, siang, auntie sew kee.. haha.. quite ok loh.. hahaha.. then i do stock take... now getting faster and faster... thanks adida for counting before hand for me.. haha.... then in office, after work.. take pic, slack, joke.. not bad.. luv it.. then home..
hmmm, then online, read blogs.. some see le happy, some see le sad.. well...
hmmm, *for a fren*
sure certain things there is not first come first serve, but i personally believe in determination. i hope ur waiting will pay off.. but, a word of advice. shorten the pain by cuttin the ties....i dunno how long u haf to wait, i can see ur effort, but maybe its time to let go... letting go is not a sign of weakness, its the courage to move on...
hmmm, *for another fren*
i believe in singapore, studies is impt... i dun think watever reason shld stop u from studying. if more time is needed, so be it... the consequences of ur truancy have to be paid... u are just paying for ur own deeds.. be glad u are given the 2nd chance. it may be hard to accept, but completing is more worthwhile, more courageous than giving up... u are lucky to be able to have such an education, a first class education... as for ur relationship prob... i dun wish to comment... a fair compeition is wat will decide ur fate... but, try to think of ur "rival" feelings....
for the both fren above... i nv address ur prob b4, for i think i am not in the position to.. but now, after seeing ur blogs, i think, certain things i am not pleased.. if u are not pleased wif my views, so be it.. i am just doing my part as a fren.. i dun wish my fren to suffer.. for me, i think u 2 are mature enuff to solve ur prob.. i just giving my views as a bystander...
hmmm, well, i dunno, seen another blog, which complains of not having tags.. hmm, maybe it shows how popular u are if u haf tags, but, tagging is done by the readers own will, i dunno y so persistent on having them... if someone dun tag, doesn't mean they are not reading.. it only mean, they dun wan to comment on ur entries, or they just wan to be in the background.. let them be bah... the more u complain, the more upset ppl get.. the more ppl will boycott u..
i wan to stress, there is no happiness if force... the person maybe tagging u to please u.. but the person is unhappy.. u get unhappy results.. wat's the point.. be wise to know when to give up... maybe its just not meant to be... well, i also have friends who are reading that dun tag... i respect theri decisions.. its their wish not to.. i can even give example.. my buddy for instance, dun tag on my blog at all.. but i do noe she read.. coz i believe... i asked her b4, why u dun tag me.. she replied, u dun need me to tag to know i am reading... from then on, i jus know she will be reading.. and another word of advice, dun try to write in code.. it is able to be decipher.. if decipher by the correct party is ok... but u also let others able to decipher... tis makes thing worse.. the party that u want to bring the msg to will not be happy.. for everyone else now noe... makes things embarassing for u and the person u wan to convey that msg to.. dun underestimate others... u will be surprised by others observation power... tt's all i wan to comment, be wise, smarten up, and try harder...last words, give up when there is no result.. a step forward is not progess, when u are on a cliff...
i said my piece.. if i offended anyone.. i am not sorry for wat i said... just give it a thot...
-=:agu:=- I am happy to just stay on the ground...
hmmm, then online, read blogs.. some see le happy, some see le sad.. well...
hmmm, *for a fren*
sure certain things there is not first come first serve, but i personally believe in determination. i hope ur waiting will pay off.. but, a word of advice. shorten the pain by cuttin the ties....i dunno how long u haf to wait, i can see ur effort, but maybe its time to let go... letting go is not a sign of weakness, its the courage to move on...
hmmm, *for another fren*
i believe in singapore, studies is impt... i dun think watever reason shld stop u from studying. if more time is needed, so be it... the consequences of ur truancy have to be paid... u are just paying for ur own deeds.. be glad u are given the 2nd chance. it may be hard to accept, but completing is more worthwhile, more courageous than giving up... u are lucky to be able to have such an education, a first class education... as for ur relationship prob... i dun wish to comment... a fair compeition is wat will decide ur fate... but, try to think of ur "rival" feelings....
for the both fren above... i nv address ur prob b4, for i think i am not in the position to.. but now, after seeing ur blogs, i think, certain things i am not pleased.. if u are not pleased wif my views, so be it.. i am just doing my part as a fren.. i dun wish my fren to suffer.. for me, i think u 2 are mature enuff to solve ur prob.. i just giving my views as a bystander...
hmmm, well, i dunno, seen another blog, which complains of not having tags.. hmm, maybe it shows how popular u are if u haf tags, but, tagging is done by the readers own will, i dunno y so persistent on having them... if someone dun tag, doesn't mean they are not reading.. it only mean, they dun wan to comment on ur entries, or they just wan to be in the background.. let them be bah... the more u complain, the more upset ppl get.. the more ppl will boycott u..
i wan to stress, there is no happiness if force... the person maybe tagging u to please u.. but the person is unhappy.. u get unhappy results.. wat's the point.. be wise to know when to give up... maybe its just not meant to be... well, i also have friends who are reading that dun tag... i respect theri decisions.. its their wish not to.. i can even give example.. my buddy for instance, dun tag on my blog at all.. but i do noe she read.. coz i believe... i asked her b4, why u dun tag me.. she replied, u dun need me to tag to know i am reading... from then on, i jus know she will be reading.. and another word of advice, dun try to write in code.. it is able to be decipher.. if decipher by the correct party is ok... but u also let others able to decipher... tis makes thing worse.. the party that u want to bring the msg to will not be happy.. for everyone else now noe... makes things embarassing for u and the person u wan to convey that msg to.. dun underestimate others... u will be surprised by others observation power... tt's all i wan to comment, be wise, smarten up, and try harder...last words, give up when there is no result.. a step forward is not progess, when u are on a cliff...
i said my piece.. if i offended anyone.. i am not sorry for wat i said... just give it a thot...
-=:agu:=- I am happy to just stay on the ground...
Monday, April 18, 2005
Chalet, 2e4
hi bloggie.. back home again.. haha.. actually was back last night.. but lazy to blog.. more interested in chatting..
love the INTERNET... haha... LOVE MY MSN....
oh anyway, was back from keong's they all de chalet.. haha.. quite interesting.. first time got to sleep at night during a chalet.. but is i realli tired out...
16 april, sat
went to chalet and reach there, they alreadi start fire BBQ..haha.. then BBQ got a lot of things to eat... eat until full full.. then bathe then went for bowling.. wait for so long then i and chee siew gave up.... so left the guys waiting while i went back to chalet.... took my bath and i went to sleep... the guys came crashing in at 2 am bah..cannot rbr.. woke us up... then they went downstairs to play blackjack... i cont sleep until at ard 5 am, saw szejia... haha.. she came from her scouting... haha.. then saw lollipop, then i gave up my bed for him and went downstairs.. gary was winning and joe was losing i think.. haha.. lata they play daidee, haha, wah... become keong win sia.. not bad hor.. then went back to chalet
17 april, sun
went for breakfast after washup.. haha.. had at Mac.. saw anan.. then went back to chalet... find place sleep again.. haha.. then wake up, BBQ.. then see them play winning eleven,... then had dinner b4 i went home.. haha.. reach home at ard 11.30... haha.. then online till 3 am! haha.. love my msn... can chat... =p
hmmm, now slacking, research, friendster, msn...
-=:agu:=- The Best Memory Album is A friend...
love the INTERNET... haha... LOVE MY MSN....
oh anyway, was back from keong's they all de chalet.. haha.. quite interesting.. first time got to sleep at night during a chalet.. but is i realli tired out...
16 april, sat
went to chalet and reach there, they alreadi start fire BBQ..haha.. then BBQ got a lot of things to eat... eat until full full.. then bathe then went for bowling.. wait for so long then i and chee siew gave up.... so left the guys waiting while i went back to chalet.... took my bath and i went to sleep... the guys came crashing in at 2 am bah..cannot rbr.. woke us up... then they went downstairs to play blackjack... i cont sleep until at ard 5 am, saw szejia... haha.. she came from her scouting... haha.. then saw lollipop, then i gave up my bed for him and went downstairs.. gary was winning and joe was losing i think.. haha.. lata they play daidee, haha, wah... become keong win sia.. not bad hor.. then went back to chalet
17 april, sun
went for breakfast after washup.. haha.. had at Mac.. saw anan.. then went back to chalet... find place sleep again.. haha.. then wake up, BBQ.. then see them play winning eleven,... then had dinner b4 i went home.. haha.. reach home at ard 11.30... haha.. then online till 3 am! haha.. love my msn... can chat... =p
hmmm, now slacking, research, friendster, msn...
-=:agu:=- The Best Memory Album is A friend...
Saturday, April 16, 2005
bz bz bz
hi bloggie... suppose to be a chalet now, but i slept in.. better finish this post fast b4 i go off.. haha... haven pack bag... =p
thurs, 14 april
i went to work after a fulfilling sleep to recover my lost sleep... still wasn't enuff, but v fulfilling! haha.. work was okay, thanks Peh for waiting for me! haha... got Li Kheng, the new CE in Training... used to be a staff from Jurong Point!... very pro! haha.. then home after work...
fri, 15 april
school's back.. haha.. got proj briefing, assignments and lec.. haha.. better faster finish b4 genting! haha., then after school, went to look for Dr. Ghandi to discuss assignment and proj, then went off wif gracia, pris, ziwei, eric, kelvin for sushi at Choa Chu Kang! haha.. yeah! kelvin's driving.. haha.. had a very full lunch, laughter and jokes, very fun... thanks kelvin for the lift! then went off to meet xian and lai at PS to settle xian's sim card... serve her right... play wif PIN no. for wat loh.. haha.. then went to look for Mrs. Ong at her shop then head back to bishan.. working Kacang again! sian... hope this dun cont'd *cross Finger*.. then kacang was actually not too bad today.. got grace to chat wif me, wen quan to lame wif me.. charmaine atrocious chinese to laugh at; xian, lai and peh in CB.. haha.. whole the time making fun of xian wif wen quan.. haha.. then had supper.. at geylang for soy bean.. met kris, had lots of fun chatting and idling.. got take pic.. lazy and no time to upload... then, went off near to 5 am.. reach home, my mum is up! haha.. heng, no nag me.. now i better post and logged off, pack my bag and chalet i'm off..
bye... be back soon, dun miss me... i am still able to be contacted thru' phone! haha
ps: ting, no blog from u.. misses u
-=:agu:=- PhOtO HoLds MeMoriEs Of You And Me!
thurs, 14 april
i went to work after a fulfilling sleep to recover my lost sleep... still wasn't enuff, but v fulfilling! haha.. work was okay, thanks Peh for waiting for me! haha... got Li Kheng, the new CE in Training... used to be a staff from Jurong Point!... very pro! haha.. then home after work...
fri, 15 april
school's back.. haha.. got proj briefing, assignments and lec.. haha.. better faster finish b4 genting! haha., then after school, went to look for Dr. Ghandi to discuss assignment and proj, then went off wif gracia, pris, ziwei, eric, kelvin for sushi at Choa Chu Kang! haha.. yeah! kelvin's driving.. haha.. had a very full lunch, laughter and jokes, very fun... thanks kelvin for the lift! then went off to meet xian and lai at PS to settle xian's sim card... serve her right... play wif PIN no. for wat loh.. haha.. then went to look for Mrs. Ong at her shop then head back to bishan.. working Kacang again! sian... hope this dun cont'd *cross Finger*.. then kacang was actually not too bad today.. got grace to chat wif me, wen quan to lame wif me.. charmaine atrocious chinese to laugh at; xian, lai and peh in CB.. haha.. whole the time making fun of xian wif wen quan.. haha.. then had supper.. at geylang for soy bean.. met kris, had lots of fun chatting and idling.. got take pic.. lazy and no time to upload... then, went off near to 5 am.. reach home, my mum is up! haha.. heng, no nag me.. now i better post and logged off, pack my bag and chalet i'm off..
bye... be back soon, dun miss me... i am still able to be contacted thru' phone! haha
ps: ting, no blog from u.. misses u
-=:agu:=- PhOtO HoLds MeMoriEs Of You And Me!
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
BIT Chalet
hi bloggie... got miss me mah? haha... had lots of fun over at yj's gang chalet.. haha.. well, shall go thru my events...
11 april, mon
school for me.. haha.. in the morning.. went to meet Dr. Ghandi. hmmm, last night was very lucky!! haha.. after i blog, i went to look at my reference and went to search for more information for my FYP.. and for the first time.. it got a BINGO... on first try.. i manage to find the article that i need.. but i took 1/2 hour to print it.. and.. well.. it wasn't exactly early... hmm.. early morning.. maybe.. haha.. 3.00 am.. was chatting wif kelvin b4 tt... haha.. then at 3.30, i finished the printing.. and went to pack my bag... iron my clothes le... and finish packing everything.. its 5am in the morning... dun ask me y so long lah.. coz i also dunno.. haha.. i think i was a lil dilly dally too.. haha.. well.. i noe tt the nx day i woke up at ard 8 plus.. haha.. was infact a lil paranoid.. coz.. scare i meet gracia late.. then late in meeting Dr. Ghandi.. hmmm... real glad that Dr. Ghandi say that the material we found was useful.. and she offered to help us wif our sample... haha.. so happy... my efforts not wasted.. must jia you.. then accompanied gracia to settle her stuff since i am still early in meeting yj and frens.. then... waited for pris and ziwei to be done b4 i went off.. haha.. took bus.. but did not sleep.. i wonder y... then reach white sand.. a lil late.. sorry ah... then juz follow yj they all walk NTUC... hmmm.. at this pt, i meet yanjing, jinhui, xian, long fei, selvin, derrick. then dora join us after we paid for the stuff... then we walked to selvin's house to rest for a while and to pick up more stuff, like the mahjong table and mahjong, more drinks, wine... then off we go to Aranda chalet.. his house quite near there.. so we took a walk... but the mahjong and drinks i carry super heavy.. finger almost break... haha.. a lil exaggerating... haha.. then near aranda de reception there.. i kanna cut by thorns from bushes... sian diao... instant blood! haha.. but not much lah.. then finally check into chalet... oh ya.. fude was alreadi there waiting for us.. haha... he so cute.. came down from school... too bad, he got school, if not he can play more wif us.. after place our stuff and setting up the mahjong table... we started mahjong.. this chalet, i swear i played the most mahjong! haha.. maybe is becoz others not interested... hmmm... played wif selvin, long fei and xian.. haha.. then nicholas, huilin and siang hoe arrive... hmmm... the interesting part of our mahjong game is the rule of "qing yi se" haha..they all, too pro liao.. must play qing yi se then can game... haha... tt is juz the crappy playing.. just trying to make it more challenging.. haha.. then derrick and siang hoe play P.S. II bah... then, the rest play derrick's laptop... haha.. then got music from selvin's laptop... wow... (okay.. just impressed wif the things that they bring) then had dinner, thanks to nicholas's... fried rice and chicken wing.. after which, we got the no. game... (zhong ji mi ma) hmmm, well, apparantly everyone from the chalet know about this except me.. haha.. so imagine my fear... coz, dunno wt they playing also.. and they were saying the whole day... so, i got lots of question mark on my head... back to the game... hmmm, it was quite interesting.. haha... the forfeit is well done up by longfei.. can see her effort woah.. li hai neh... then, i got kanna the "correct no." twice.. but heng my 2nd forfeit was not a forfeit.. i picked the right paper.. but my first forfeit is so bad... wah... so paiseh sia... and so sorry to my buddy... haha.. she more paiseh also... see her face red loh.... then, jin hui also kanna twice so does derrick... haha...woah, its just an ordinary game, but a very good bonding game.... besides, everyone is very sporty, so the game went well.. haha.. the lucky one is selvin.. he is the only one who escape the forfeit.. coz he no guess the correct no. haha.. then the game came to a break when it is 9pm... haha.. all wan to watch 9pm show.. then i think i play mahjong.. haha.. again.. ya.. but this time is serious play liao... got calculate "tai" haha.. then dora, yj and jh v cute de... bath also must haf sequence, haha.. so i became first and then dora, yj, jh, and then my buddy... then we sit there and chit chat... haha... then mahjong again... play until cannot rbr wat time.. think 5 plus bah... haha.. wah... play mahjong, i laugh and laugh... longfei, selvin and xian all so lame de... make me laugh... and they play so violent de.. the cards always drop on floor... then slowly one by one fall asleep... haha.. i no place to sleep, so sleep on 2 chair.. but did not manage to fall asleep, coz not comfy... then only at 11 then i got space to sleep, then i finally slept.... zzzzzz
12 april, tue
wake up at near to 2 pm.. haha.. then played P.S. II awhile.. haha.. dunno how to play.. anyhow play.. from wrestling to soccer.. then after 2 match watch some variety show d/l by selvin... (tsk tsk tsk) and pacifier... (d/l again!)then watch until near to 6 plus then rest again, took photo.. haha. i noe i v notti, gang up wif selvin.. to take their photo.. i purposely go pull away the blanket.. haha.. dora, yj and jh scream like there is no tml! haha.. so evil hor... *evil grin* then went to buy dinner... gotten KFC... haha... then went back had dinner then some watch tv, some play mahjong.. i just see the mahjong.. haha.. i mean see others playing.. coz more interesting.. haha.. pardon me ah... i no watch 9pm show de.. haha... then go bath.... then play mahjong, while yj, jh, derrick watch cursed and samara (all d/l de), selvin, me, xian and dora play mahjong.. this one is damn funny.. haha... dora create lots of jokes for us to laugh.. first time, play mahjong laugh until more tired physically then mentally... longfei lata help dora... coz, she not familiar.. haha.. but had a good time... haha.. then, i also first time play mahjong got "netting" at the bottom of the table.. hahaha.... coz, too cold le the aircon, take blanket and cover.. then share among 4 ppl, then creat like netting liek tt.. play until 4 plus.. from 12 to 4 plus... so long and is only one full round... haha.. so long... so tired.. then this time take another 2 chair, which is more comfy to sleep.. haha.. to sleep... zzzzzzzzzzzz
13 april, wed
hmmm, woke up at 9... packed and take photo.. haha.. lots of photo, chit chat..haha... will upload the photo...haha.. well... took a cab back home coz need to get laptop and go school for the library tok.. *feel like in pri school*.. not bad.. quite useful.. then went wif class to eat at 5 star chicken rice... ahha.. had lots of food and fun.. hmm... tt's about it...
wah.. this entry i take so long to type.. haha.. bout 2 hour plus.. got interval for dinner... haha.. and now uploading pic.. so can blog more.. haha.. well... realli thank yj, jh, and dora for inviting me to this chalet.. if not will not have so much fun, then i will not have seen so many mahjong kakis.. haha.. selvin n longfei are pro loh.. i only noob.. haha.. then my buddy de mahjong yuan lai not bad woah... and her shifu(s) are selvin and longfei... li hai hor.. haha... played the most mahjong for this chalet.. and the ppl there all treat me v good.. haha.. no treat me as outsider... =D haha.. so must thank them for my fun!! hee hee... especially the 3 famous gals, DORA, JINHUI n YANJING! haha *note.. order is not impt... jus according to height...=x... jk* and my buddy (will not forget de)....
Group Photo! 4 Guys and 7 Ladies!
[front row (left to right): Nicholas, Selvin, Derrick, Sianghoe]
[Second row: Huilin, me*, Dora, Longfei, Xian, Yanjing, Jinhui]
The 7 Ladies!
Kanna Bullied by the Infamous 4
Smile to the Camera
The 4 Guys of the chalet!
Pic with Samara!!! haha... its actually Dora the Samara! =p
Me* and Yanjing!
Yanjing And Fude!
The Sunrise that they finally get to see since their Last Chalet!
finally done!! hee hee... so tt's my 3 days adventure... wow nice long post... now is 10.45! did this post for 4 hours! omg!!!
-=:agu:=- Truth is not determined by majority vote
11 april, mon
school for me.. haha.. in the morning.. went to meet Dr. Ghandi. hmmm, last night was very lucky!! haha.. after i blog, i went to look at my reference and went to search for more information for my FYP.. and for the first time.. it got a BINGO... on first try.. i manage to find the article that i need.. but i took 1/2 hour to print it.. and.. well.. it wasn't exactly early... hmm.. early morning.. maybe.. haha.. 3.00 am.. was chatting wif kelvin b4 tt... haha.. then at 3.30, i finished the printing.. and went to pack my bag... iron my clothes le... and finish packing everything.. its 5am in the morning... dun ask me y so long lah.. coz i also dunno.. haha.. i think i was a lil dilly dally too.. haha.. well.. i noe tt the nx day i woke up at ard 8 plus.. haha.. was infact a lil paranoid.. coz.. scare i meet gracia late.. then late in meeting Dr. Ghandi.. hmmm... real glad that Dr. Ghandi say that the material we found was useful.. and she offered to help us wif our sample... haha.. so happy... my efforts not wasted.. must jia you.. then accompanied gracia to settle her stuff since i am still early in meeting yj and frens.. then... waited for pris and ziwei to be done b4 i went off.. haha.. took bus.. but did not sleep.. i wonder y... then reach white sand.. a lil late.. sorry ah... then juz follow yj they all walk NTUC... hmmm.. at this pt, i meet yanjing, jinhui, xian, long fei, selvin, derrick. then dora join us after we paid for the stuff... then we walked to selvin's house to rest for a while and to pick up more stuff, like the mahjong table and mahjong, more drinks, wine... then off we go to Aranda chalet.. his house quite near there.. so we took a walk... but the mahjong and drinks i carry super heavy.. finger almost break... haha.. a lil exaggerating... haha.. then near aranda de reception there.. i kanna cut by thorns from bushes... sian diao... instant blood! haha.. but not much lah.. then finally check into chalet... oh ya.. fude was alreadi there waiting for us.. haha... he so cute.. came down from school... too bad, he got school, if not he can play more wif us.. after place our stuff and setting up the mahjong table... we started mahjong.. this chalet, i swear i played the most mahjong! haha.. maybe is becoz others not interested... hmmm... played wif selvin, long fei and xian.. haha.. then nicholas, huilin and siang hoe arrive... hmmm... the interesting part of our mahjong game is the rule of "qing yi se" haha..they all, too pro liao.. must play qing yi se then can game... haha... tt is juz the crappy playing.. just trying to make it more challenging.. haha.. then derrick and siang hoe play P.S. II bah... then, the rest play derrick's laptop... haha.. then got music from selvin's laptop... wow... (okay.. just impressed wif the things that they bring) then had dinner, thanks to nicholas's... fried rice and chicken wing.. after which, we got the no. game... (zhong ji mi ma) hmmm, well, apparantly everyone from the chalet know about this except me.. haha.. so imagine my fear... coz, dunno wt they playing also.. and they were saying the whole day... so, i got lots of question mark on my head... back to the game... hmmm, it was quite interesting.. haha... the forfeit is well done up by longfei.. can see her effort woah.. li hai neh... then, i got kanna the "correct no." twice.. but heng my 2nd forfeit was not a forfeit.. i picked the right paper.. but my first forfeit is so bad... wah... so paiseh sia... and so sorry to my buddy... haha.. she more paiseh also... see her face red loh.... then, jin hui also kanna twice so does derrick... haha...woah, its just an ordinary game, but a very good bonding game.... besides, everyone is very sporty, so the game went well.. haha.. the lucky one is selvin.. he is the only one who escape the forfeit.. coz he no guess the correct no. haha.. then the game came to a break when it is 9pm... haha.. all wan to watch 9pm show.. then i think i play mahjong.. haha.. again.. ya.. but this time is serious play liao... got calculate "tai" haha.. then dora, yj and jh v cute de... bath also must haf sequence, haha.. so i became first and then dora, yj, jh, and then my buddy... then we sit there and chit chat... haha... then mahjong again... play until cannot rbr wat time.. think 5 plus bah... haha.. wah... play mahjong, i laugh and laugh... longfei, selvin and xian all so lame de... make me laugh... and they play so violent de.. the cards always drop on floor... then slowly one by one fall asleep... haha.. i no place to sleep, so sleep on 2 chair.. but did not manage to fall asleep, coz not comfy... then only at 11 then i got space to sleep, then i finally slept.... zzzzzz
12 april, tue
wake up at near to 2 pm.. haha.. then played P.S. II awhile.. haha.. dunno how to play.. anyhow play.. from wrestling to soccer.. then after 2 match watch some variety show d/l by selvin... (tsk tsk tsk) and pacifier... (d/l again!)then watch until near to 6 plus then rest again, took photo.. haha. i noe i v notti, gang up wif selvin.. to take their photo.. i purposely go pull away the blanket.. haha.. dora, yj and jh scream like there is no tml! haha.. so evil hor... *evil grin* then went to buy dinner... gotten KFC... haha... then went back had dinner then some watch tv, some play mahjong.. i just see the mahjong.. haha.. i mean see others playing.. coz more interesting.. haha.. pardon me ah... i no watch 9pm show de.. haha... then go bath.... then play mahjong, while yj, jh, derrick watch cursed and samara (all d/l de), selvin, me, xian and dora play mahjong.. this one is damn funny.. haha... dora create lots of jokes for us to laugh.. first time, play mahjong laugh until more tired physically then mentally... longfei lata help dora... coz, she not familiar.. haha.. but had a good time... haha.. then, i also first time play mahjong got "netting" at the bottom of the table.. hahaha.... coz, too cold le the aircon, take blanket and cover.. then share among 4 ppl, then creat like netting liek tt.. play until 4 plus.. from 12 to 4 plus... so long and is only one full round... haha.. so long... so tired.. then this time take another 2 chair, which is more comfy to sleep.. haha.. to sleep... zzzzzzzzzzzz
13 april, wed
hmmm, woke up at 9... packed and take photo.. haha.. lots of photo, chit chat..haha... will upload the photo...haha.. well... took a cab back home coz need to get laptop and go school for the library tok.. *feel like in pri school*.. not bad.. quite useful.. then went wif class to eat at 5 star chicken rice... ahha.. had lots of food and fun.. hmm... tt's about it...
wah.. this entry i take so long to type.. haha.. bout 2 hour plus.. got interval for dinner... haha.. and now uploading pic.. so can blog more.. haha.. well... realli thank yj, jh, and dora for inviting me to this chalet.. if not will not have so much fun, then i will not have seen so many mahjong kakis.. haha.. selvin n longfei are pro loh.. i only noob.. haha.. then my buddy de mahjong yuan lai not bad woah... and her shifu(s) are selvin and longfei... li hai hor.. haha... played the most mahjong for this chalet.. and the ppl there all treat me v good.. haha.. no treat me as outsider... =D haha.. so must thank them for my fun!! hee hee... especially the 3 famous gals, DORA, JINHUI n YANJING! haha *note.. order is not impt... jus according to height...=x... jk* and my buddy (will not forget de)....
Group Photo! 4 Guys and 7 Ladies!
[front row (left to right): Nicholas, Selvin, Derrick, Sianghoe]
[Second row: Huilin, me*, Dora, Longfei, Xian, Yanjing, Jinhui]
The 7 Ladies!
Kanna Bullied by the Infamous 4
Smile to the Camera
The 4 Guys of the chalet!
Pic with Samara!!! haha... its actually Dora the Samara! =p
Me* and Yanjing!
Yanjing And Fude!
The Sunrise that they finally get to see since their Last Chalet!
finally done!! hee hee... so tt's my 3 days adventure... wow nice long post... now is 10.45! did this post for 4 hours! omg!!!
-=:agu:=- Truth is not determined by majority vote
Monday, April 11, 2005
paranoid! no time le
hi bloggie.. wow.. i jus realise my time is very pack.. maybe i need a organiser... or a PA... anyone? hmmm... i starting to get so bz... i sort of can't keep track of wat i am suppose to do... hmmm... shall explain
as of later, 11 april to 13 april, i will be away at a chalet. will be at xian they all de chalet. before that need to go school.. and on the 13, need to go back to school... wif laptop.. wth... hai.. see how i manage bah.. haha.. heng, the timing is in the afternoon... then, the weekend, i will be at keong's chalet. which means, 16 april to 18 april. wow.. 2 chalet in a week... then 21 nite till 25 morning, will be at genting... @@ hmm... dunno my proj like that how... haha.. then 20th got dinner wif the gang... hmmm.. well, heard some not going.. disappointed.. hmm.. then lata on i mus piang for proj le.. and i guess i will be broke by then, perhaps no further activities.. PLS PLS PLS let me know if u wan to ask me out or anything.. i v bz!! haha..
so to make it in pt form:
11-13 april: yj's and gang chalet
16-18 april: keong's and gang chalet
21-25 april: genting
20 april: dinner date
21 april: recieve result..
13 april: library talk
15 april: proj briefing (finally)
SUPER STRESS NOW.. a lil cannot breathe...
hmmm.. hope money is not a prob, so is time.. and of coz my proj.... mus jia you!
oh ya, fri went to watch a play wif rene and xian... hmmm.. quite like it.. although in dialect.. heng heng got subtitle.. haha.. i mean it.. but the play is interesting.. haha.. called the devil and the deep blue sea... well.. i think it is play on choices. what will you choose? And there is family ties which is most impt... and i agree.. nice!
then sat, went to golden mile wif lai to book our coach to genting.. hmm... someone fang wo men fei ji.. haha.. then went to orchard to buy my flip flop which is way overdue! thanks lai for the discount card, and the company.. hee hee.. then work... hmmm.. cb.. so fun! i luv dinner the best.. got wen quan, cheow tee, lai, xian and me! we eat together.. laugh together... (mostly at my bud) haha.. but is enjoyable.. haha.. then after work, went for supper! haha.,.. oh god.. feel like a piggy! haha.. then home...
sun work again.. KACANG! for goodness sake.. so so so long no work kacang le.. tired but i manage to survive... maybe once in a while is ok.. BUT DUN GIF ME TOO OFTEN.. WILL BE SICK DE.... DUN TRY... sorry.. now v stress.. haven pack bag.. need to print materials for proj... haha.. okok.. stop here le.. if not.. no need to sleep le.. hahaha...
-=:agu:=- Strange how time is so short when the task is so long....
as of later, 11 april to 13 april, i will be away at a chalet. will be at xian they all de chalet. before that need to go school.. and on the 13, need to go back to school... wif laptop.. wth... hai.. see how i manage bah.. haha.. heng, the timing is in the afternoon... then, the weekend, i will be at keong's chalet. which means, 16 april to 18 april. wow.. 2 chalet in a week... then 21 nite till 25 morning, will be at genting... @@ hmm... dunno my proj like that how... haha.. then 20th got dinner wif the gang... hmmm.. well, heard some not going.. disappointed.. hmm.. then lata on i mus piang for proj le.. and i guess i will be broke by then, perhaps no further activities.. PLS PLS PLS let me know if u wan to ask me out or anything.. i v bz!! haha..
so to make it in pt form:
11-13 april: yj's and gang chalet
16-18 april: keong's and gang chalet
21-25 april: genting
20 april: dinner date
21 april: recieve result..
13 april: library talk
15 april: proj briefing (finally)
SUPER STRESS NOW.. a lil cannot breathe...
hmmm.. hope money is not a prob, so is time.. and of coz my proj.... mus jia you!
oh ya, fri went to watch a play wif rene and xian... hmmm.. quite like it.. although in dialect.. heng heng got subtitle.. haha.. i mean it.. but the play is interesting.. haha.. called the devil and the deep blue sea... well.. i think it is play on choices. what will you choose? And there is family ties which is most impt... and i agree.. nice!
then sat, went to golden mile wif lai to book our coach to genting.. hmm... someone fang wo men fei ji.. haha.. then went to orchard to buy my flip flop which is way overdue! thanks lai for the discount card, and the company.. hee hee.. then work... hmmm.. cb.. so fun! i luv dinner the best.. got wen quan, cheow tee, lai, xian and me! we eat together.. laugh together... (mostly at my bud) haha.. but is enjoyable.. haha.. then after work, went for supper! haha.,.. oh god.. feel like a piggy! haha.. then home...
sun work again.. KACANG! for goodness sake.. so so so long no work kacang le.. tired but i manage to survive... maybe once in a while is ok.. BUT DUN GIF ME TOO OFTEN.. WILL BE SICK DE.... DUN TRY... sorry.. now v stress.. haven pack bag.. need to print materials for proj... haha.. okok.. stop here le.. if not.. no need to sleep le.. hahaha...
-=:agu:=- Strange how time is so short when the task is so long....
Thursday, April 07, 2005
self reflection
hi bloggie.. i know i haf being well, blogging everyday.. its my best outlet to speak out my mind.. hai.. well, too much things happen these few days.. just did self reflections.. again.. hmmm.. i dunno what happen in the future.. i only know, i haf to live in the present, one step at a time, having to have lived, my past carries memories of my deed. so.. i would like to thank my blog for being here.. sound weirds.. no one ever thank their blog bah.. haha.. maybe coz.. i am weird.. hmmm.. and of coz the readers of my blog.. it is hard on u to read lengthy entries of my life, and uninteresting poetry that i came up. but at least i hope u appreciate the blog skin, they are nice aren't they.. oh craps.. these are not my self reflections.. hmmm i think here goes...
after the episode of what happen.. i realise, i am not the goody fren i thot i am.. hmmm.... lai and jason warn me once.. but i took no heed.. i juz brush it away thinking its not impt.. then this time is a wake up call.. perhaps i should plan me time well.. give me time.. i will try to adapt.. give me time... for those who are puzzled, lets just make it as i let my friends down by not being there. maybe, i should take on responsibilities for my action. now i wished the day will have more time...
of coz, there are other matters i reflected on... one is me being nosy... i must say sorry to those whom i poke my nose in regarding your affairs.. for secret sake, i shall not reveal your names.. but i do hope u noe who u are.. yes... if u are unsure.. juz pressume u are.. anyway.. my advise is sometimes worthless, coz, i can only analyse, sometimes not too accurate.. in short... trust yourself and no other.. for decisions are made up by u... next, sometimes, the things dun concern me at all, in fact, most of the time it doesn't, its the matter, the relationship between both parties, so it means, only u can settle it... only u and the other person need to know.. so.. if only u think u wan to let me know.. then let me.. if not.. dun say... i will not ask.. i'm afraid for u to get into a dilemma coz of me.. and.. i dun wan any misunderstandings...
i read blogs.. many too... some of those whom i helped, some of those whom i hurt, some of those who jus lived life as normal, but all on their life...
for those whom i helped, i dunno whether i did u a favor or put u in a worse state. i did wat i could, if it helped congrats. if it failed, i shall shoulder my blame.. the last thing i ever want is a dilemma... nv ask me wat to choose for u.. for i am not u... follow your heart... and ur heart will lead u.... ignore it.. it will stab u with pain..
for those whom i hurt, recently or for a long time... i didn't wan things to be that way either... but wat was done, had been done.. i may not regret my actions, but i regret the consquences... the hurt is there.. the best remedy is understand... i do not seek for ur forgiveness, just ur understanding... for forgiveness is something that i dun deserve... if i ever hurt u again, just gif me a chance to show u my stand.. i will then walk away for u to understand....
those who lived life as normal, i am just happy, i didn't ruin things for u... well, i am just here, quietly, secretly giving my blessings u have your days as smoothly as u want... i just hope the next time we meet, i will not disappoint u... make u sad.... for if i do, i rather not appear in your life, but just at my place, watching u, thru that blog of yours....
for the rest, whom read my blog and i dun have yours for a reason or another, if i coz any troubles in your life, just let me know.. i will leave quietly, for the heart of mine is too weak to fight another battle... for even if i won the battle, i will lose the war... a retreat works out better... i noe, its cowardice.. and i for one is not a coward... but.. the next time.. i only have enough courage to back out.. for i fear i will lose more....
in case there are readers whom treat me as enemies, gloating at my misfortune and cursing my happiness... i am impressed you got my blog add.. i realli am... i noe that there must be some thing that u hate about me... but i will not change becoz of u... for i believed my good points are seen by others, whom will name me as friends... however... i do want u to join my ranks of friends in open arms... if u gif me the chance.. and yourself too...
for just readers who read my blog for pleasure and dunno me... i appreciate your patience... it was hard on u for having to endure long entries, mindless crap and emotion rides that i took...
hmmm i guess this reflection is long enough... thank u once again...
-=:agu:=- thanks for reading....
after the episode of what happen.. i realise, i am not the goody fren i thot i am.. hmmm.... lai and jason warn me once.. but i took no heed.. i juz brush it away thinking its not impt.. then this time is a wake up call.. perhaps i should plan me time well.. give me time.. i will try to adapt.. give me time... for those who are puzzled, lets just make it as i let my friends down by not being there. maybe, i should take on responsibilities for my action. now i wished the day will have more time...
of coz, there are other matters i reflected on... one is me being nosy... i must say sorry to those whom i poke my nose in regarding your affairs.. for secret sake, i shall not reveal your names.. but i do hope u noe who u are.. yes... if u are unsure.. juz pressume u are.. anyway.. my advise is sometimes worthless, coz, i can only analyse, sometimes not too accurate.. in short... trust yourself and no other.. for decisions are made up by u... next, sometimes, the things dun concern me at all, in fact, most of the time it doesn't, its the matter, the relationship between both parties, so it means, only u can settle it... only u and the other person need to know.. so.. if only u think u wan to let me know.. then let me.. if not.. dun say... i will not ask.. i'm afraid for u to get into a dilemma coz of me.. and.. i dun wan any misunderstandings...
i read blogs.. many too... some of those whom i helped, some of those whom i hurt, some of those who jus lived life as normal, but all on their life...
for those whom i helped, i dunno whether i did u a favor or put u in a worse state. i did wat i could, if it helped congrats. if it failed, i shall shoulder my blame.. the last thing i ever want is a dilemma... nv ask me wat to choose for u.. for i am not u... follow your heart... and ur heart will lead u.... ignore it.. it will stab u with pain..
for those whom i hurt, recently or for a long time... i didn't wan things to be that way either... but wat was done, had been done.. i may not regret my actions, but i regret the consquences... the hurt is there.. the best remedy is understand... i do not seek for ur forgiveness, just ur understanding... for forgiveness is something that i dun deserve... if i ever hurt u again, just gif me a chance to show u my stand.. i will then walk away for u to understand....
those who lived life as normal, i am just happy, i didn't ruin things for u... well, i am just here, quietly, secretly giving my blessings u have your days as smoothly as u want... i just hope the next time we meet, i will not disappoint u... make u sad.... for if i do, i rather not appear in your life, but just at my place, watching u, thru that blog of yours....
for the rest, whom read my blog and i dun have yours for a reason or another, if i coz any troubles in your life, just let me know.. i will leave quietly, for the heart of mine is too weak to fight another battle... for even if i won the battle, i will lose the war... a retreat works out better... i noe, its cowardice.. and i for one is not a coward... but.. the next time.. i only have enough courage to back out.. for i fear i will lose more....
in case there are readers whom treat me as enemies, gloating at my misfortune and cursing my happiness... i am impressed you got my blog add.. i realli am... i noe that there must be some thing that u hate about me... but i will not change becoz of u... for i believed my good points are seen by others, whom will name me as friends... however... i do want u to join my ranks of friends in open arms... if u gif me the chance.. and yourself too...
for just readers who read my blog for pleasure and dunno me... i appreciate your patience... it was hard on u for having to endure long entries, mindless crap and emotion rides that i took...
hmmm i guess this reflection is long enough... thank u once again...
-=:agu:=- thanks for reading....
cherish
hi bloggie.. heart feels so much better. one knive is out.. i hope. i feel so.. but at least u understood me. i am very grateful the only thing i need.
as for wat lai wrote in his blog i totally agree, quoting, " cherish it before it is gone ... but i think .. the more u cherish the thing ... the more love u gave it .. when it is gone .. u will feel more pain .."
i think that's the reason the hurt is so deep. 7 years of friendship, the root is already there.. its hard to plugged it out. instead, i wan to make sure it grows. i gave my TLC, maybe sometimes i forgot to water, that y u got upset. sorry....
to lots of people out there, sorry is an annoying word isn't it. sorry, the word that was suppose to be couteous and the word that seeks for forgiveness by the giver. but now, its seems like a word that seeks for pity. the reciever have to pity the giver. but to me. sorry, is not an easy word to spout, especially for a person with pride. sorry represent the person realise his mistake and is brave enough to admit it. sorry represnt the courage he is showing to admit his mistake and even more courageous to seek for forgiveness. i am a taruean.. go figure..
hmmm.. after explaination of sorry, i am going to apologise to gracia. u did irritate me btw.. but i guess i shld show signs of frustration. wasn't in a good mood yesterdae. i shldn't have hang up on u like that. but i are getting irritating.. late huh.. haha.. but oh well.. try not to do it...
i would like to thank those who gave me this courage to have came all the way here.. u know who u are.. just thank u...
-=:agu:=- sorry represent the courage that the giver is showing.
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hmmm, after chatting wif my another fren.. i noe how ting feel.. haha... its juz a complicated networking... but i came to realise... i just wan my friends to be happy... so please be... maybe its realli the different activitites u are willing to do wif different friends...
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as for wat lai wrote in his blog i totally agree, quoting, " cherish it before it is gone ... but i think .. the more u cherish the thing ... the more love u gave it .. when it is gone .. u will feel more pain .."
i think that's the reason the hurt is so deep. 7 years of friendship, the root is already there.. its hard to plugged it out. instead, i wan to make sure it grows. i gave my TLC, maybe sometimes i forgot to water, that y u got upset. sorry....
to lots of people out there, sorry is an annoying word isn't it. sorry, the word that was suppose to be couteous and the word that seeks for forgiveness by the giver. but now, its seems like a word that seeks for pity. the reciever have to pity the giver. but to me. sorry, is not an easy word to spout, especially for a person with pride. sorry represent the person realise his mistake and is brave enough to admit it. sorry represnt the courage he is showing to admit his mistake and even more courageous to seek for forgiveness. i am a taruean.. go figure..
hmmm.. after explaination of sorry, i am going to apologise to gracia. u did irritate me btw.. but i guess i shld show signs of frustration. wasn't in a good mood yesterdae. i shldn't have hang up on u like that. but i are getting irritating.. late huh.. haha.. but oh well.. try not to do it...
i would like to thank those who gave me this courage to have came all the way here.. u know who u are.. just thank u...
-=:agu:=- sorry represent the courage that the giver is showing.
[edited]
hmmm, after chatting wif my another fren.. i noe how ting feel.. haha... its juz a complicated networking... but i came to realise... i just wan my friends to be happy... so please be... maybe its realli the different activitites u are willing to do wif different friends...
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
knife
Two knives plunged my heart
Leaves two portal
Two more portals for sadness to enter
Heart aching and bleed
agu
Leaves two portal
Two more portals for sadness to enter
Heart aching and bleed
agu
many things happen...
i tried to as much as i could.. perhaps expectation too high... coz my heart to bleed...
Sorry is not the word... Understand my stand, and u will forgive me...
quoting from jason " u will meet different frenz and sometimes, somehow u will neglect some"
but that does not mean i forgotten u...
i am very relieved with wat jason said... so did wat lai said
quoting from lai " u tried to plan everything nice nice to make everyone happy "
jus now toking to lai... i realise that what he said was true... i did attend the gathering.. actually all if not most... then y did u still say that.. do u noe.. how it hurts me...
juz hope the two knives in my heart can be taken out with no injury inflicted.. perhaps a scar.. but not hurt...
i sm v drained, i dun wish to explain further... for one whom i noe read my blog often... i am sorry... maybe, i can't fulfil ur expectation.. its hard on u.. its hard on everyone else... its juz a phase we need to pass, but its doesn't mean we will forget or neglect that phase... timing is crucial, for i have done my part, its only urs to realise my effort... for ur knive hurts me even more... deeper... for the other, whom i dunno whether u still come here or not, pls consider my stand... u said if we want to have a perfect friend, go find one... is that the same reason y u gave up on us,... on me... i dunno...
-=:agu:=- Perhaps i should just leave for a while....
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
emotions
Hurts when you don't bother
Hurts when you are not there
Hurts in the heart
Where the aching won't go
Maybe it wasn't wise to invest on emotions and feelings
Maybe concentration shouldn't be on you
Maybe I need a new life
Where the aching will go
Perhaps, the heart is the portal to Sadness
When you came, You close the portal
But once you leave, the portal opens once again
Where the aching is back to stay
agu
Just a piece i thot... DUN THINK TOO MUCH ABOUT IT ppl... lata i get paranoid tags again... haha... enjoy.. but do comment..
-=:agu:=- Its not wise to invest in emotions
Hurts when you are not there
Hurts in the heart
Where the aching won't go
Maybe it wasn't wise to invest on emotions and feelings
Maybe concentration shouldn't be on you
Maybe I need a new life
Where the aching will go
Perhaps, the heart is the portal to Sadness
When you came, You close the portal
But once you leave, the portal opens once again
Where the aching is back to stay
agu
Just a piece i thot... DUN THINK TOO MUCH ABOUT IT ppl... lata i get paranoid tags again... haha... enjoy.. but do comment..
-=:agu:=- Its not wise to invest in emotions
Sunday, April 03, 2005
cycling
hi Bloggie!!! hmmm...now a lil tired and i think i may develop fever soon... haha... hmmm... fever but hyperactive? haha.. oh well... reason being lack of sleep, rain, lack of sleep again, cold weather... hmmm and lack of sleep... hahaha... ok.. i am being real lame here *slap face*... okok... *sorry.. i go get the real agu back*
ok.. back.. back to original style i guess.. well, as i mentioned, i maybe running a fever soon due to the rain and lack of sleep.. haha..
the nite b4, went pubbing.. in the end Mr. Peh Yip Seng.. aka peh peh, aka jasmine.. opps =x jason i mean... *sorry.. think too hyper liao* cannot make it.. have to go to the temple nx day.. but i was thinking otherwise *match of man u last nite!* haha.. then in the end is me, peg, lai, cy, reagan, audrey (cy's sis) and rick (audrey's bf) hmmm.. met up wif peg, went to holland together and had a quick bite at BK b4 spotting for places.. at first we wanted to go breko.. but packed! so is wala wala *hai!* then finally found space at harry's @holland V.. haha.. quite a nice place.. i quite liked it! haha.. had Singapore Sling while waiting for the others to come.. peg haf 1/2 pint of kelkenny.. the others took so so so (times another 1,000,000 pls) to come... almost got chase by the pub owner.. haha.. coz we took up the table while waiting.. hmm, nice experience pubbing wif these few ppl.. laughing like no body biz... killer jokes.. and hmmm... some not so funny ones.. haha.. i had another cup of Purple Haze... hmmm.. taste like u add alcohol to Ribena! haha.. hmm.. still like Singapore Sling... pity we didn't take pic.. after at ard 2 plus, went over to breko.. had a bite.. Just Milk for me (tt's the name on the menu!) haha.. its... just milk... lame hor.. and they haf just w'ich... wat can i say... LAME!! hmmm *super not me again.... darn.. dun tell me the alcohol starts to kick start now!! * sorry... hmmm... oh then slack.. i looked real worn out.. coz.. i am! haha.. then there is the enterance of a cockaroach.. that amuses me alot... hee hee... the cockroach was on audrey's back (gross) then she didn't know and swept it on the floor.. then she realise was the infamous xiao qiang.. lai was beside her.. so she grab's lai's leg and say cockroach.. but she didn't noe lai is *ehem* more terrified.. haha.. then lai juz stand and walk to reagan's side *direct opp. of his original position.. i and reagan was figuring where the cockroach went.. and nx thing we knew.. lai was sitting beside reagan.. haha... so funny... all got a shock.. but oh well.. it perk everyone up! haha.. had food and home sweet home... totally crash out when i reach home.. tired! haha.. reach home at 3.30 in the morning!! oh gosh...
hmmm.. woke up and head off to meet ting and joc for cycling lesson... ate at mac.. and head down to pasir ris.. did lots of walking *the bicycle kiosk was down for renovation* so walked alll the way to Costa sand tt side de kiosk.. different ppl tending too.. haha.. change so much!?hmm.. then teach le an hour... hmmm.. joc.. if u are reading this.. pls jus step the paddle! u can balance for goodness sake! excellent one too!!! *breathe in.. relax* sorry.. real hyper now.. hee hee.. then rain starts coming in.. then i pedal the extreme small bike back and run to shelter.. too big a size me.. dun wan to get others drench.. so run loh.. then home... wanted to take a snooze.. but was on msn instead.. had fun chatting wif yj.... hmmm... juz reading blogs and surfing the virtual world.. haha.. and i watched miss congenality juz now... real liked it! it brings back memories... fun laughing.. haha... luv tt movie!!
ok.. i am done... think either i get to bed b4 the fever develops fully.. or juz laze ard... hmmmm....
-=:agu:=- When you are standing on the edge of a cliff, a step forward is not progress...
ok.. back.. back to original style i guess.. well, as i mentioned, i maybe running a fever soon due to the rain and lack of sleep.. haha..
the nite b4, went pubbing.. in the end Mr. Peh Yip Seng.. aka peh peh, aka jasmine.. opps =x jason i mean... *sorry.. think too hyper liao* cannot make it.. have to go to the temple nx day.. but i was thinking otherwise *match of man u last nite!* haha.. then in the end is me, peg, lai, cy, reagan, audrey (cy's sis) and rick (audrey's bf) hmmm.. met up wif peg, went to holland together and had a quick bite at BK b4 spotting for places.. at first we wanted to go breko.. but packed! so is wala wala *hai!* then finally found space at harry's @holland V.. haha.. quite a nice place.. i quite liked it! haha.. had Singapore Sling while waiting for the others to come.. peg haf 1/2 pint of kelkenny.. the others took so so so (times another 1,000,000 pls) to come... almost got chase by the pub owner.. haha.. coz we took up the table while waiting.. hmm, nice experience pubbing wif these few ppl.. laughing like no body biz... killer jokes.. and hmmm... some not so funny ones.. haha.. i had another cup of Purple Haze... hmmm.. taste like u add alcohol to Ribena! haha.. hmm.. still like Singapore Sling... pity we didn't take pic.. after at ard 2 plus, went over to breko.. had a bite.. Just Milk for me (tt's the name on the menu!) haha.. its... just milk... lame hor.. and they haf just w'ich... wat can i say... LAME!! hmmm *super not me again.... darn.. dun tell me the alcohol starts to kick start now!! * sorry... hmmm... oh then slack.. i looked real worn out.. coz.. i am! haha.. then there is the enterance of a cockaroach.. that amuses me alot... hee hee... the cockroach was on audrey's back (gross) then she didn't know and swept it on the floor.. then she realise was the infamous xiao qiang.. lai was beside her.. so she grab's lai's leg and say cockroach.. but she didn't noe lai is *ehem* more terrified.. haha.. then lai juz stand and walk to reagan's side *direct opp. of his original position.. i and reagan was figuring where the cockroach went.. and nx thing we knew.. lai was sitting beside reagan.. haha... so funny... all got a shock.. but oh well.. it perk everyone up! haha.. had food and home sweet home... totally crash out when i reach home.. tired! haha.. reach home at 3.30 in the morning!! oh gosh...
hmmm.. woke up and head off to meet ting and joc for cycling lesson... ate at mac.. and head down to pasir ris.. did lots of walking *the bicycle kiosk was down for renovation* so walked alll the way to Costa sand tt side de kiosk.. different ppl tending too.. haha.. change so much!?hmm.. then teach le an hour... hmmm.. joc.. if u are reading this.. pls jus step the paddle! u can balance for goodness sake! excellent one too!!! *breathe in.. relax* sorry.. real hyper now.. hee hee.. then rain starts coming in.. then i pedal the extreme small bike back and run to shelter.. too big a size me.. dun wan to get others drench.. so run loh.. then home... wanted to take a snooze.. but was on msn instead.. had fun chatting wif yj.... hmmm... juz reading blogs and surfing the virtual world.. haha.. and i watched miss congenality juz now... real liked it! it brings back memories... fun laughing.. haha... luv tt movie!!
ok.. i am done... think either i get to bed b4 the fever develops fully.. or juz laze ard... hmmmm....
-=:agu:=- When you are standing on the edge of a cliff, a step forward is not progress...
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Exams Over!!!
Hi bloggie... finally the exams are over... before the results are out.. let me juz indulge myself a lil.. of coz there is the proj.. but i'm sure things will work out fine...
hmm.. instru was another killer.. my mistake not to look up some of the exercise. hmm... too late for regrets.. crossing fingers to pass... hmm.... so is ACMB.. some nv study come out.. and acmb a topic i nv listen in class.. lets hope i can pass the paper.. pls pray for me.. haha.. hmmm after paper... my buddy was v sweet.. haha.. she accompanied me for a session of pool and had lunch.. real nice... v lucky to have known her.. and... long time no play pool le.. lil rusty on skill.. haha.. actually.. after school shld be go out wif my poly de classmates de.. coz after exam is FYP (Final Year Project) and some of my class peeps need to go to other place to do their proj, like NUS, those kind.. and may not be in same class.. originally scheduled to play mahjong at their place.. but... one by one back out... from meeting second half.. to juz wan to go home.. oh well.. thanks bud.. u are called out on short notice =) haha... lata... pubbing wif cy, reagan, lai, peh, peg... haha... cool....
oh ya.. i changed the song to Boulevard Of Broken Dreams by Green Day... hahaha.....
-=:agu:=- Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards
hmm.. instru was another killer.. my mistake not to look up some of the exercise. hmm... too late for regrets.. crossing fingers to pass... hmm.... so is ACMB.. some nv study come out.. and acmb a topic i nv listen in class.. lets hope i can pass the paper.. pls pray for me.. haha.. hmmm after paper... my buddy was v sweet.. haha.. she accompanied me for a session of pool and had lunch.. real nice... v lucky to have known her.. and... long time no play pool le.. lil rusty on skill.. haha.. actually.. after school shld be go out wif my poly de classmates de.. coz after exam is FYP (Final Year Project) and some of my class peeps need to go to other place to do their proj, like NUS, those kind.. and may not be in same class.. originally scheduled to play mahjong at their place.. but... one by one back out... from meeting second half.. to juz wan to go home.. oh well.. thanks bud.. u are called out on short notice =) haha... lata... pubbing wif cy, reagan, lai, peh, peg... haha... cool....
oh ya.. i changed the song to Boulevard Of Broken Dreams by Green Day... hahaha.....
-=:agu:=- Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards
Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
#
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
#
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's f**ked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
[repeat #]
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
[repeat #]
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
#
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
#
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's f**ked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
[repeat #]
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
[repeat #]