Friday, January 30, 2004

shldn'thaf gone to my 2nd home

yo bloggie... bad day... i shldn't haf gone back to gv today... well my aunt happen to be in j8 too... then she want to watch movie and she is wif a fren.. fine gif her my comp pass... then i haf sum cb voucher... then i gif her lah... den juz now lai told me belle ask her where she got her voucher and she say from me... then i was like -_-''' die loh... coz this is the Ang Bao voucher... think of excuse now.... shldn't haf gone to gv... sian....

-=:agu:=- LiFe Is UnPreDiCtAbLe... LiFe is Full Of ConInCiDenCes... LiFe CaN MakE Fun Of U In DiFFeRent WayS....

Thursday, January 29, 2004

feel like a burden being lifted

hi bloggie... finally i felt tt a burden being lifted... maybe coz was toking wif rene juz now... coz being toking to peh / lai these few daes... my view was blinded by lai's view... so got sum influence... but after toking to rene felt betta... today go bishan to buy sum stuff and go to gv to check schedule... wat to gv like becum 2nd home le... hahaha... then b4 i see the schedule i was predicting where is my work station... my guess cb and kacang... BINGO!!! got it... as thought i wan it... me going to be sick of CB... including the roadshow... me got FOUR(4) weeks nv do flr, and box... me is cb and kacang.... dun understand they like to put me in cb... i mean the 2 day i work gif me flr/ box i satisfied le... i dun hate cb juz tt can get sick of it... then i also came to a conclusion bout the gv things tt happen... Ting think u noe wat i mean... Be more confident of myself... try not to be pessimistic and be more optimistic... being pessimistic block my views... i was thinking alot when i was pessimistic... imagination were running wild for a wild but i have it under control now... i noe we are not mature enuff... the only way of solving this stuffs is dun think too much... like wise to other matters... muz thank rene ah ma... she broaded my view... and think sk quarrel wif auntie sew kee again... hai... but not me prob... heehee

-=:agu:=- BriGtHneSS cAn OveRcUm DaRkNesS... HappIneSS CaN oVeRcUm SaDneSS...

Monday, January 26, 2004

being bz

yo blog... sorry for not blogging... me being at work and hse visiting... nth much to write though... coz at work got no exciting things happen... oh ya... remember the kacang stall i mention... it is doing fine and i was rostered to that... ok lah... hahaha... think nx time i go back gv to work will be stuck at kacang... coz not all staff noe wat to do and how to do... sian... moreover... yesterdae was damn bz..... i remembered i start work at 1200~1920... cb... i was the runner... the only runner and i was bz like hell... for a moment u will hear ann shouting "chris the popcorn.." then haf to do the popper.. then u hear bee yann "chris, 20 hotdogs" take 20 hotdog to the grill... then hear shoba " agu, festive, sweet" haf to take festive combo box n take sweet popcorn... in short bz like mad... i haf to do at least 1 cheese tub after each session and that is at ONE... so sum seesion haf to do more than 2... think open more than 10 tins of cheese... and my middle finger got squahed by one cheese tin..*ouch* haf to point middle finger till end of shift... coz cannot bend... then bee yann... cum in to help me... heng ah... if not i haf to do the kacang food cooking as well... hahaha... then me very accident prone yesterdae... coz me runner... i got scalded by hot water, scalded by popcorn, scalded by steam... finger got injured by cheese tin... me hands was very poor thing... hahaha...and haf to run up and down... in the end i do FOC labour till 2020... hahaha... coz they too bz le.. then at nite, 2 am, ting jie cor me... coz merc money wrong... then me in the end sleep at 4.00 coz worried mah... money leh... ahhaha... then yesterdae... newcomer dun noe how to work... they like after session also expect me to do popper...but i haf to do cheese... and haf to see the kacang food... haf to do alot of things liao...n i and bee yann and ann pack nachos....hmmm... then today gv happen things... but not in the mood to say wat happen... will say when the time cums... juz hope the matter blows over and not blow up...

-=:agu:=- Ur AcTiOns Are LiKe A ChaIn ReacTion... CoZ iT unWitteDly afFected me... and The Ones who Cared.....

Thursday, January 22, 2004

HappY ChinesE NeW YeaR!!!

hi bloggie... first let me wish all a happy new year... and secondly to cy... congrats... u noe wat i mean... when can we see tt special HIM??? hahaha... oh ya... think i will be organising the CNY hse visting thingy... and ting mei will help me wif it... and gv haf a new kacang stall... hopefully can sell well... and nick is organising a hse warming... need to ask ahma, ada, lai and peh whether wanna go together... and juz had CNY dinner juz now... so nice got my fav food... in fact everyone fav food... and going to collect angbaos... hohoho.... got money... and the pay shld be in le.... hmmm.... working lata at gv... sorry.... me being lazy to blog and nth to blog much... so nv see me blog for the past few daes... and happy new year to all

-=:agu:=- What are friends for??? What is the definition of friends in the first place??? Who can i call as a friend??? Who is willing to be my friend???

Friday, January 16, 2004

hi bloggie... had a great dae today... hmm let me see... oh ya... our lecturer and my mentor sort of like make the whole lecture grp to perform on Staff- student day... then we are singing heal the world... from mj... think maybe i will post the lyrics and the song... hmmm den tomorrow working roadshow at plaza... i hope can sell... and this time there is pehpeh... lai, joel... and we are going to haf fun man... ahahhaha... oh ya... nick invite us to his house warming party... tt i haf to confirm again... hahah.... oh think tt is all

There´s a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could
Be much brighter than tomorrow
And if you really try
You´ll find there´s no need to cry
In this place you´ll feel
There´s no hurt or sorrow

There are ways
To get there
If you care enough
For the living
Make a little space
Make a better place

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

If you want to know why
There´s a love that
Cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares of
Joyful giving
If we try
We shall see
In this bliss
We cannot feel
Fear or dead
We stop existing and
Start living

Then it feels that always
Love´s enough for
Us growing
So make a better world
Make a better world

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

And the dream we were
Conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we
Once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep
Strangling life
Wound this earth
Crucify its soul
Though it´s plain to see
This world´s is heavenly
Be god´s glow

We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart
I feel you are all
My brothers
Create a world with
No fear
Together we cry
Happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords
Into plowshares

We could really get there
If you cared enough
For the living
Make a little space
To make a better place….

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you cared enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me

-=:agu:=- WhY dO i HaVe To Be WoRrIeD bOuT u.... CoZ i CaRe... CoZ u ArE mY fRiEnDs... CoZ i CaNnOt LoSe YoU....

Thursday, January 15, 2004

yeah CNY is here...

hi bloggie... sorry did not blog for sum time... hmmm think i will start wif mon dinner date and so on

mon jan 12...

haf dinner wif ting, michael, zhi hao... den fine loh... 3 ppl suan me... but nvm... me tt dae too tired... and we had dinner at the Marche at SIM.... had chicken Chop... Yum Yum... den they suan each other... hahaha... michael is called rabbit coz i haven eat my carrot and he sort of like go "y nv eat carrot huh" and got the nickname from zhihao... and michael cor zhihao xiaoqiang...hahahaha

wed jan 14

went to body world the exbition... then go wif ahma and lai... lai can see he not v interested... me and ahma see until 2 hr plus.. hahaha... not bad lah... can go and haf a look... den haf dinner wif ting, michael and zhihao too... den is like me suan her loh... hahaha... wif ahma... den think ahma told her bout how we felt tt dae... coz ahma got suan her on tt... hahaha...

thu jan 15

nth much today... went to gv checked shedule... den in the end help nick do sum work... hahaha...

-=:agu:=- happy is a feeling... happiness is an expression... laughing is an action... it all happens when u are around...

Monday, January 12, 2004

sian in skool... IT lesson...

hi bloggie.. v sian... the lecturer tok until i wanna sleep... hahhahaha... tok to the gang last nite... hmm think going CNY visitng wif them.... hmmm oh ya went down to gv yesterdae... eunice came too.. think she got problem and wanna tok to ting... then ting is like wan alone time wif her... i dun mind... but ting maybe a little tackless in words... how to say leh... hmm think will explain another time... hmmm oh ya going to haf dinner wif ting and michael lata... me going to be bored to death le...

-=:agu:=- I will nv utter an "ouch" when u hurt my feelings... but will gif a big "yeah" when u put a smile in my face

Sunday, January 11, 2004

new look

hi bloggie... looking great... hmmm was looking at roadshow again... and i only sold 3 although i tok alot... hmmm then went down to gv... hahaaha jy say i alwaes go gv want.... hmmm well nth much to say... and ur new look look great....

-=:agu:=- ChAnGeS oCcUr AlL tHe TiMe, It Is WhEtHeR tHe OuTcOmE iS gOoD tHaT mAtTeRs.....

Saturday, January 10, 2004

at roadshow

hi bloggie... hmmm was at roadshow at wheelock... working there... hmmm... think i will start bout wat events happen today....

i woke up at 7.00, i slept at 3.00 last nite... coz my skool is at 9.00... hmm msg ting mei last nite bout lai asking whether we will join him to quit... i was worried... i noe he is confronting alz and i support him... i am sick and very pissed off wif alz... read my entry last nite and u will noe... then on my bus ride i msg ting mei and we were discussing... we agree tt things haf to be sort out... and i msg adida and ask her bout wat alz actually said... to clarify.... and i was in skool for lecture... 4 hrs of OBC... OMg... got an hr break in between... thankfully the lecturer is funni...
hmm... oh ya... wanna thank ting mei... wait for me for 2 hrs... and we go down to wheelock together.... then i was like dicussing wif her... i said ph shldn't built relationship on pity.... then when i reach... lai reach le... he and ting mei go walk walk.. i work... wif lai and ting mei and jason... we clarify the things alz told her... then we say we dun wann ppl to get involoved in this childish lame conflict.... then alz cum and lai confront him... by the time they finish it is bout 7.15... me got another 45 mins to knock off.... then we go ps.... and saw timorty and eunice there... den chat while wence do closing for the roadshow... so i ask lai lata what happen.... obvious alz cried... then we reach j8 and tok to rene ahma... hmmm... rene ahma said alot of things and i listern and i agree...

alan is a loner... loner dun haf good socialising skills... he imitate us to try to fit in.... he is doing things in a wrong method.... and rene ahma... we are still young... i noe this is a little childish... and her advice is good... we haf to help alz by trying to tell him wat is the right way of doing things... i am angry yesterdae.... coz of wat i heard and wat i noe... now after things has being clear... it is time for repair... rene ahma told us to help him and i think it is to help him to socialise... it is harder coz he haf to learn it and accept the fact tt he is doing things the wrong way... he cannot use money to buy frens... so i think i need ting mei help to help alz... coz lai say he going for his break... lai may also haf to think how to help joel....

-=:agu:=- helping u is not an obligation... but i am willing to... if u accept it....

Friday, January 09, 2004

i can't stand alan no more

yo bloggie.... hmmm was at gv juz now... i off skool at 3 and went to 37 degree to but 2 t shirt and then go gv...
hmmm there i was slacking.... hmmm then got meeting bout the roadshow and i watch luv actually...

hmmm well today my purpose of blogging is to vent of my anger... on PH tt is...
sorry cy... i understand wat u mean by seeing the things in ph pt of view... but does he deserve my pity???... no... sad to say... no... hmmm he is pissing everyone off... y is he bothering joel... i mean i can dun bother bout it... but y get sumone who juz built a relationship wif our gv gang... dun he noe tt he is very irritating... not to mention his big mouth... from wat i noe... adida heard bout wat happen in sec 2... this is sumthing i dun wan to see... y bother to tell sumone tt is not the ppl involved... trying to get pity?? but do he haf to do tt... where is Ivan, lie chong... his good frens... since he need ppl to be his frens y dun he go to them... y bother bout the gv gang... gv gang is built pretty hard by the the deyi gang there and is he tryign to destroy it... and is he intending to broadcast to the whole gv bishan... and let ppl pity him... if like tt he feel tt he haf frens sorry to say... he is doing it all wrong... when ppl start to realise tt... the pity will be gone... and he will be left alone again... pity is not the same as friendship... y doesn't he go find ivan... since he say he is his good budddy... it is not tt we dun wan to be his friends but he is doing everything in a wrong method... i dun bout how he is doing in poly... but is he tt alone... gv is my fav place... i dun wan becoz of this affair make me dislike this place...
it haf been 5 years... 5 years ago... they started in deyi... noe after we graduated he is doing it in gv... he not paiseh i paiseh... dun he noe tt wat he is doing is childish... dun he noe tt this will make us hate him more... i dun expect him to be in a corner and nv cum out... but he can try to resolve it by starting to tok to us... not telling others his sob story.... maybe he shld not cum to gv in the first place... y didn't i noe he will cum into gv and i shld haf tell the manager not to employ him... y isn't the thing solve.... think i muz think of a solution..... i am damn pissed off by him... even i hate sk... i nv say bother bout her... she is juz sumone i curse and swear... but ph is not... my friendship wif him has turn into sort of hatred... the pity is gone... even if i get angry by sk.. it will not last long... longest 2 hrs... but alan i am damn pissed off... and it is not 2 hr... it is for days... even i get angry... so can see that lai is damn stress bout this....

hmmm.... hai... vent off my anger le... sorry if u think i am being childish and lame...

-=:agu:=- pity is not luv nor friendship... it is juz a feeling of feeling sorry....

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

so funni at skool

hmmm skool start 11 today... then today all lecture... then hmmm oh ya... the first lecture is cell bio... then the teacher intro.... then the lecture last an hr... then break.... then after 1 hr break is human physiological system... learn bout human bodies... which is so cool... then after that is cell bio again... then at the end of the lecture... our lecturer thot of a game we choose a part of a cell and cor our class that part for the sem in cell bio... then our class cor mitochondrian... coz gif off energy like my class the most vibrant... hahhah then we cum out wif a song...

this is the word that nv ends
and it is so darn long my frenz
some ppl started spelling it
they nv get it rite
but they'll continued spelling
till the day turn to nite

then we sing again and again... it is the nv ending song... hhahaha

hmmm think tt is all... oh ya toking bout heros now....

-=:agu:=- it is alwaes calm b4 a storm

Monday, January 05, 2004

went to skool today

hmmm skool start today... hmmm wasn't looking forward to it last night coz last day of holiday... still miss gv... lol.... hmm well will tell u wat happen yesterdae and today....

jan 4

hmmm was working at 1440 today... hmm recieve sms from rene ah ma.... then she suggested that maybe we write small notes of encouragement to zhu ma... hmm think is an excellent idea so we go gv and do... get others to write too... coz to convince zhu ma, her influence is v big... moreover... she dun believe tt she is tt popular and haf such a huge following... so we pooled ppl to write... i mean we can't force them to write right... so can see her popularity... altogether including drawings... we haf bout 50 paper wif care and concern... and we put them in ang bao and put into the popcorn box... then we were thinking of many possiblities of her reaction... hahaha... then reach home 12... then chat wif lai on net... n my ZHU MA... she dunnoe bout wat we did... and rene ahma also cum online after work... then lai is still bother bout ALZ... but he is opening up... tt is good.... hmm.... oh ya did not sleep coz thinking bout the good times... haha

jan 5

hmm start skool at 9, wake up at 7... rather climb out of bed... then bathe and all... leave home at 8.00 take bus then see my poly gang.. so happi to see them... think the onli thing i look forward to skool is them... haha then got chem prac today... the lecturer tok 2 hrs den let us off... then go for makan and i go down to gv while the rest go ps... haha... coz ting jie msg me this morning and say thank u bout the little notes... that made my day.. so go dowwn and see her and sort of chat wif her alone... rarely get such chance... then tok alot... haf fun... then go back to skool after 1 hr... then this time is it prac... so boring the 011001 thingy... i like IT but he say until i wanna sleep... hahaha... and i did doze off for 5 mins... hahaha... then after 2 hrs he let us off and i go down to gv again... coz rene ah ma working and i juz feel like it... the holiday mood... miss gv mah... hahaha then go down wence granduncle there le... hahaa... then he sort of rope me into a roadshow... but to be confirm... then i tok wif ahma... so funni... we tok bout ting jie... hahaha... then i help her clean cinema... then i remember from C3 cum out got vibration then we noe got drilling then i go C2 to check... got work habit... then it show JU On 2... haha then the scene is the evil baby is being given birth... so thje scary part... then the drilling is so bad tt the seats start vibrating... then got a bunch of skool gals... then 1 of them say y is my seat shaking... she is like "AHHHHHHHHHH, y is my chair shaking"... hahaha... i look at her then go other cinema check... then tell rene ah ma we laff and laff... and say is special effects... hahaha so funni... hmm then i cum home....

think tt is all...

-=:agu:=- who should i go to when i want to cry... who is able to share my burden.... who is able to see wat i see.... who is the one....

Sunday, January 04, 2004

haf fun today... hope is not our last dinner

yo bloggie... went to watch bro bear in the morning.... hmmm not bad lah... seem to haf same brain wave as st bro... coz we say the same thing... hmmm.... then haf dinner at swensen today at plaza... hmm althought i dun like tt place coz of bad service... that is the most convient place... coz muz be halal... then seems like yen siang very unhappy wif the service.. coz lata she pull long face... hmmm... haf fun... joke alot... then arrange to haf dinner wif sotong when she is goin to SIM to study... hmm she suggested it so quite suprise... but hecks... like i told rene... i wan her to be happy... dun worry ppl. i not les... juz that i told rene.. i wan my frens to be happy... think sotong will haf to gif her more time... then left lai.... he is opening up... although not to me... but i am glad he open up... seems more cheerful... well wat can i say... he haf to learn to talk to ppl... think maybe gif him more time..... hmm... wat else... oh ya rene... muz thank her for the guidance... she haf realli taught me alot.... she share many of my views and encourage me alot... i also will miss her when skool start... in fact i will miss everyone when skool start coz may not see them often... and even if see sum of the gang... the feeling of the big family is not as strong... maybe coz of the stmosphere... i dunno... oh ya was chatting wif sotong at dinner and she say there may be a management rotation again soon... but she dunno when.... well juz hope tt it is not her or bee yann tt is affected... even if it is... she will like keep in contact wif us?.... lol... hmm well after dinner i went home wif st, lai, joel, stef, uncle rengan, ALZ and siang... then the rest go for pool.... well think tt is all... will stop here... my worries has been lighten... but skool is starting again...

-=:agu:=- i will rather see a smile in ur face then to see tears in ur eyes...

Friday, January 02, 2004

tired....

hi bloggie... a tiring day for me... hmm reach home at 2.00 last nite and slept at 3 plus
in the end was late for work today... lol
then i was like a coolie... ken too... we were shifting stock after stock.... then we haf to ensure tt the camera in front of c 4 not block... so funni.... shift and shift and shift...
then the gas tank hor... that sotong push out then ask me to help her to move away... then i juz use one hand to take and put one side and she go wah... lol... look at size noe le mah... den today pl cum to gv... so lonnnnnnggggg nv see her le... so chio... lol... then jy was here too... and cyndy... but did not realli tok to them coz me too tired... so apologised if u think i haven accompany u guys...
then i also help, ken wurry how to change timing and all...
lol...
hmmm, tomorrow going to swensen to makan dinner... then also watching bro bear tomorrow...

well that is all

-=:agu:=- a scar is a reminder of the pain, the suffering, the wound inflicted to me...

it is the new year

hi bloggie... sorry for delaying to blog... was tired and lazy.. lol... hmm let me see where shld i start... ok how bout 30 dec...

30 dec...
went to watch LOTR,ROTK wif rene, st, adida and stef.. hmm nice show... i like the war scene... then we haf dinner with song ting, bee yann, michael, zhihao, jason, joel, lai, eunice... then we haf DoMe for dinner... then rene, song ting, bee yann, michael, zhi hao and jason went to watch another movie, sound of colours... lai and joel went to dunno where... i go home wif st and adida... hmmm then i find tt eunice is v outgoing... and pretty fun to be wif....

31 dec
was working at gv and i knock off at 8.. after which i went to the arcade wif lai, rene, song ting.... eunice join us lata... wah then song ting play like so noisy... she will go ahh, eeee and all... soo funni... then eunice is also good player.... hmm then they went to NTUC to buy liqour.... i try the hooch which is bought at 7-11.... not bad... but i dun realli like the coffe-covered liqour or sum thing like tt... hmm and i do the countdown at gv... which is not as fun as i expected it to be.... hmmm... tok to eunice... coz song ting suddenly work again... think there is sum thing amiss... hai i dun noe lah... but i enjoy toking to eunice... a nice gal who is outgoing... we tok bout gv plaza and here.... and compare stuff and all....

1 jan...
happy new year.... went home at 2.... then working at 5.... hmm nth much at home... juz surf the net and all... then when i arrive at workplace i suddenly becum moody... or was it on the bus... heck care... think coz i chat wif rene on msn and we haf lots of things tt we agree and discuss.... like lai... getting moody by day.... i mean i alreadi can't stand or rather afraid ppl pMS... then lai is like doing it every day... i am like... hai.... i want to help him... but he need to help himself... dun he noe tt me, and jason are worried... i and jason agree tt he is getting bad to worse... hmm sorry if u are angry when u see this lai... coz i haf to say this... there are frens around u care bout u... if u can;t tok to me there is alwaes peh.... i want u to be happi and not sad.... like the nike advertisment:ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE..... hmmm then michael is aranging dinner and he was like nv plan... hai.... working wif merc and find tt she is pretty nice cheerful gal... closing wif her(box, finally) and she is quite a nice person to chat wif.....

think tt will be all....

-=:agu:=- time can't heal all wound, even if it did, a scar can be left behind....