movies, anime, interest!

hi bloggie.. i'm back in blogging action.. haha.. bought my wonderful lappie to work today.. since today is my last day of work.. haha..

hmm, yesterday, i had a great night out wif the gals from my attachment place! haha.. lixin, kah qian and lai kum! haha.. pity, jiayi didn't have the chance to hang out wif us.. another time bah!!!

the day before, i went to watch kong wif li kheng @ JP! haha.. GV JP.. hmm, when was the last time i went jurong point? can't rbr.. ahha.. anyway, kong is an excellent movie!!1 haha.. its great.. peter jackson is realli one of the world's best director... haha.. the CGI wasn't the great.. but the movie and script keeps me going.. ahha.. times, me and kengsley was laughing and laughing.. ahha.. coz the CGI is so fake.. and some scenes are like huh? cannot be like tt lah.. haha.. but, hey, these scenes were the scenes tt capture ppl.. ahahha.. i like the dinosaur part.. ahha.. to me, its great! and i absolute love kong! hahah.. but will not snatch wif shino.. =x

hmm, lets do somemore recap of 2005 shall we?

haha.. ok, since i am in a cinema industry, shall start wif movies..

first movie of 2005 that i watched was Alfie! ahha.. at TM wif peh, lai and xian
the last movie of 2005 should be king kong at JP wif li kheng.. ahha.. unless i watched a movie today or tml.. kong shall be the last
the most memorable movies
constantine *i actually skipped lecture to watch it.. 1 day before whole of singapore.. 11 days before the states!*
charlie and the chocolate factory *one of the best book to movie i ever watch*
phantom of the opera *one of the best musical to movie i ever watch*
hotel rwanda *one of the most touching movie i ever watch*
inital D *one of the movie i actually go crazy about*
harry porter and the goblet of fire *my most anticipated movie of the year*
fantastic 4 *one of the best comic heros to books i ever watch!*
one more chance *best local movie*
howl's moving castle *best hand drawn movie!*

haha.. nice bumper year of movies

next, my 2nd love, anime!
kyou kara maou intro by vincent!
mai hime also intro by vincent!
inital D, borrowed from peh
bleach borrowed from kelvin *haven finish watching*
tsubasa chronicles intro by peh
naruto intro by xian *last year*

then comes to books
read all of dan brown's book so far.. my fav would be angels and demon
read nicholas sparks a walk to rbr, the notebook and the rescue..
read the broker by john grisham (sp?)
new hangout place, san's bookshop!

fav pasttime,
mahjong
sudoko
blogging!

holiday destination
genting
bintan

haha.. running out of ideas.. maybe find photo to upload lata bah..

agu

depressing boxing day

hi bloggie.. seems like most boxing day was depressing orh.. ahha.. went to blog of others, hmm, seem like GV was not in a good day yesterday... haha.. in need of staff, lousy patrons.. haha.. thot tis the season to be jolly? hmm, can't blame anyone on this, but, hey, maybe this is an indication of something.. *hinting.. without me ard* haha.. jk.. but then again, no one is indispensable..

saw quan today on the bus wif wai mun.. haha.. he asked y didn't i work... told him was away.. and peh have his own celebration.. he said, past few days, only see xian work alone.. like very poor thing.. haha.. wah.. ppl, u all evil ah, i not ard, bully her is it... want bully, wait for me to come back.. bully together lah! haha..

jokes aside... after quan told me that, i was actually feeling a lil guilty.. yesterday, vanny did asked me to go back... she needed staff... but i didn't.. wanted to rest anyway.. feeling guilty coz, shino, grace, quan.. all said, yesterday serving was bad.. heard quan said, xian also pek chek... hmm, so... dunno if i had been there, will there be a difference.. but thinking like tt now, doesn't help matters either... =(

going to start work at another place.. hmm, was feeling nervous.. its not something i am familiar wif.. sales.. i not very good.. haha.. okok, yes, i did have experience before.. but plants.. hai.. not my forte... hope things turn out fine..already made such a decision, cannot turn back now... beside, its not about the money.. its because of a fren.. haha..

today is the day after boxing day.. cannot be so depressing... *shake heads*

hmm, pre planned activities.. Kbox on thurs wif attachment de fren.. looking forward to that.. tml, kong have a date wif me... fri, end attachment.. need to rush report.. mon start work at new place... hmm, see if i can squeeze time for blogskin change, upload pic, blogging... of coz, coming school will be a major time consumer... hmm, how?

Shall see (kan zhe ban)... haha.. will be summarising some other things lata in the evening.. when i get home bah...

agu

back from bintan..

hi bloggie.. i am back from bintan!!! haha.. how's everyone's xmas?

haha.. i did had lots of fun at bintan.. was the da jie there.. coz all the kids there are younger than me.. ahha.. babysit... mahjong, swimming, star gazing, waiting for meals, sleeping, beach walk.. all done! *checked*

did have photos.. post soon k? tired lah.. dun like tt.. ahha..

hmm, just now, after i reached home, had a quick bite and out i went.. went wif my mum to do some shopping, then visit my aunt at hospital...

seeing a relative in hospital realli can be heart aching.. taxing on the family.. medical bills, emotional distress... then, seeing us, my aunt was happy.. when we leave, a tinge of sadness can be felt.. hmm...

saw another email just now.. hmm, didn't expect.. but also didn't know wat to think.. all i can say is.. i didn't want things to be like tt.. its not intentional.. but, sometimes, it just happen.. control? i didn't manage to... maybe, all along it was my bad... kind of depressing to see such an email.. avoidance? yes, i did.. but suan le loh.. i didn't want it to be tt way also... dunno y... u didn't know.. neither did i... maybe opinion changes...

*shoo* bad stuff aside.. attachment ending.. hmmm, back to school soon.. sort of a love and hate thing.. dunno!

hmm, seem like boxing day is depressing...

anyway...
lets give a moment for the tsunami victims that suffered on 26 december 2004...

agu

the reason y i love xmas

hi bloggie! few more hours before i go off to another island... now listening to music diary.. from peggy.. realli nice...

hmm, the reasons y i love xmas:

1. the feel good feeling that u get.. tis' the season to be jolly... u realli feel jolly right?
2. the yearly gathering of my deyi gang...
3.the food...
4. the xmas card..
5. the presents..
6. everyone is happy.. makes the season jolly.. then make me feel good... *see its a cycle*

y i realli love xmas this year:
1. had a wonderful xmas dinner wif gang
2. had a nice, cosy lunch wif attachment workplace colleague
3.heartwarming xmas cards recieved
4. well wishes and sms flew in...
5. bintan to have my xmas under a clear sky full of stars at night..
6. u! u rbr me over xmas...
hahha..

i leaving le.. merry xmas everyone.. love u guys.. and have a jolly good time.....

agu
i leaving wif a smile on my face... u made my day.. coz u rbr...

xmas dinner

hi bloggie... heehee, last nite was hectic and full! haha.. had xmas dinner wif the gang at my place... hmm, lots of food, lots of jokes.. lots of fun... i think this is the beauty of 7 years of friendship bah... jokes just come so nicely!!!!! hahhaa.. photo taken but haven upload yet.. hmmm, thanks to lai and peh for food prep.. thanks reynold for making sure i have things to eat.. with mountains of food that doesn't seems to clear.. haha.. thanks to reagan for making down after work... thanks to da jie cyndy for coming when she's not well... thanks to ting mei, peggy, jie ying, for the xmas card... and thanks to pl for the cake dude!!! its nice.. hahhaa.. last nite was our kind of nite.. nite full of gossip, catching up, fun, laughter... hahaha... our annual event.. just lots of unclear food... lots of cleaning.. *thanks to mum for helping out*... gift exchange was also fun... hahha.. gotten reynold's gift, pl gotten mine.. peh's was the cutest... hahha.. headache when choosing, but fun when gotten!!! and we are already planning for CNY.. hahha..

okok.. pic wait for me to upload bah... hmmm, gonna have lab lunch lata.. sort of xmas party for the lab plus me and jiayi and phoebe's farewell.. haha..

i just luv xmas

agu

cs birthday

pic's up... hee hee..


happy 19th aniversary


my companions for the evening..


my online buddy who is no longer online often.. ahha..


my drink.. in the middle.. the not so singapore sling, singapore sling


i just like this pic *taken by me*


sing to heart's content.. *also taken by me*


rare smile with open eyes


hmm, i think its nice


head big ah!


ever hear me croon?

kbox

hi bloggie.. hee hee hee... lots of fun last nite.. thanks to chee siew, see hui, siyi and idalene!!! haha.. last nite is chee siew 19th anniversary of her hatch day! so.. went to cafe cartel for dinner.. met up at PS.. haha.. had fish platter and st. louis pork ribs.. hmmm, played the fateful no. game because of overleft food.. think me ans siyi quite li hai.. haha.. coz i think of a no. first.. she got it... then she came up wif the no. i got it.. haha.. but, tt was just the first 2 rounds... haha.. after dinner.. we were hesitating where to go... pub, kbox and pool.. haha... then in the end kbox.. hahhaa.. chinatown kbox.. hmm, see hui was persuaded by us to join us... thanks gal.. all the best for today test... =) i long long time no k le.. and last nite was ladies nite.. rules being a gal.. haha... ordered singapore sling.. it sort of.. not as nice as harry's! haha... then sing to heart's content.. just that, am i tt ang mo.. haha.. see hui expressed surprise i can belt out chinese song tt smoothly.. hmm, i am a faithful 93.3 listener orh.. ahha.. pics taken.. wait for me to upload bah...

hmm, 2 nights ago, dene asked me if i can go for xmas gathering wif poly gang.. hai.. 23.. i not in spore le.. sianzz... ahha.. haf fun orh.. will love to be there.. haha.. xmas day itself is selvin's invite.. haha.. also cannot go... hmm, thankful sec school de was before i left... our tradition? haha.. this time, my xmas dedicate to family... hahaha...

ahhh... sec gang de gift exchange havn buy.. alert... how? ahhaha...

*thinking in progress*
agu

xmas

hi bloggie... hmmm, was very hype up over xmas, so made some changes on my blog.. kind of look kiddish.. hahaha but, it may looks simple.. but spend 2 hours.... ok.. i noe, IT experts out there will be like wat... 2 hours on this? hahaha... i not pro mah.. hahaha.. was basically having fun to edit all this.. ahhaha... kept myself bz...

hmm, basically life was quite normal for the past 10 days... worked... IMCB and GV... chit chat.. had a weird night... haha.. but other than that, the rest of the nite was smooth.. hahaha... oh... had fun smsing siang these few days... she got w800 le.. and my dream phone of w900 was out yesterday... hai.... my birthday is on 8 may ppl... i dun mind waiting till then... dun think xmas this year is possible... so... 8 may ppl... hmmm.. tt includes ppl from GV, deyi, BIT and poly... hahhaa.. if u need contacts from any group wif regards to collabration.. i will be more than happy to give u the no. of the representative of each group..... hahaha...

met up wif boss and had fun cycling wif her.. she so old.. so easy tired... saw Bee... got a new book at sans bookshop... hahaha.. think it will be new book place... okokok.. lixin chasing me to lunch le...

adios

agu
xmas times, jolly fun

dec

hi bloggie.. its the month of december.. the month of xmas, the month of reflection, the month of love, the month of thots, the month that ends... the month that lets everyone stop to think.. maybe not everyone.. i stops to think everyday! haha.. ok.. finishing laming here..

so specially for this month i wanna do all my reflections.. if not like last year.. dunno wat to write.. ahahaa.. but a pic speaks a thousand words.. i think pics are the best representation of thots...

so....







hmm, technical prob.. hahahaha.. not realli lah.. still uploading pic...

there we go

jan

sort of reunion dinner wif boss and mildred @ swesens! ahha.. after they kanna transferred out of GV! missed working wif them.. mi le have left GV to realise her dream of flying ard... jia you orh.. dunno whether will have a chance to work wif kris again or not.. but our connection have since changed from manager to staff to boss and FOC PA to friends... age difference of 6 doesn't seem to hinder us being frens..


my uncle finally got married! =x.. haha.. my jiu mu is the one who helps me cut my hair.. realli happy for them.. and she is pregnant le.. oh boy.. gonna have baby cousin!! ahhaha..


feb

house visiting! annual event.. hee hee


nite cycling...

march


pri school dinner!


Supper with 3 of my best pals!

April


Ding Tai Fung!


BIT chalet


yenny bday celebration


Genting!


Sentosa with BIT frens

May


Jin Hui bday celebration


My own bday celebration


War of the world deco compeition.. hmm, slave over 1 weeks plus.. didn't win.. hai

July

staff meeting


Poly chalet at gracia's spare apartment @pandan valley.. mahjong camp.. BBQ... tutorial workshop.. cleaning company.. monopoly crazy.. hahhaa.. lots of fun!!!!!

September

GV zoo outing


sentosa with francia


East Coast with Francia


Vanny's house warming! super expensive nasi brayni

october

tree top


Peh's bday celebration


Yan Jing's bday celebration


Projectionist and jes leaving.. farewell gathering


dinner out wif gang @thai express



xian's bday celebration



East coast with gang

November


Dora's bday celebration

Since April

FYP!

Since September

Attachment

hmm, lots of events... got even more tt happen.. pity no camera.. haha.. some dun have photo.. had lots of fun.. lots of tears this year.. hahaha..

u noe wat is the weirdest thing.. i dunno wat to write.. same as last year... hahhaa.. omg.. is it suppose to be like tt?

blog another time

agu

sea games

hi bloggie!!!! hahhaa.. long since i blog huh... sure got miss me right? hahha... surprises in the week that make me satisfied.. oh no, am i expecting too much in life? haha.. fish leong's shou shou de... answer! haha..

ok, watched a couple of movies this week.. with tudi for chicken lil and boss for zathura.. hmm, not bad for both movies.. but a movie buff like me can str8 link up storylines to spoof of movies before the obvious mark reveal.. haha..

hmm maple was good as i finally lvl up to a mere 35.. since my long break from it..

anime was great as i just started on bleach! haha.. soon to be addict i guess...

hmm, and my adrenaline pumping for the sea games! haha.. i may not be a sports person *looking at physique*, but i have passion for sports.. haha.. team singapore did us proud.. 21 gold medals as of today.. with water polo clinching the first before the opening ceremony.. brilliant display at the swimming pool with Joscelin Yeo having 4 golds to her belt... the team at the pools were great.. 9 golds!!! ppl, this is encouraging.. the relay team were brilliant.. disc throwing king james wong.. a veteran had dengue fever before the games got us a gold.... and i think the biggest surprise was the gymnastics! hahha.. today.. nicole tay of singapore got us a gold.. it is not the gold tt realli moved me.. it was her spirit.. individual event.. she got the sliver for the uneven bar... then is balance beam... she falled not once but 3 times of the balance beam.. and ur heart tears when u see her cry.. she was the expected hot fav for balance beam due to the team event the day before... but.. her performance lata at the floor was brilliant.. display of courage, elegance and determination was shown and with a brilliant score she got the gold.. imagine my own pride swell with her.. i am not proud of her just because, hey she's from singapore.. and being 14, she did extremely well.. i can't realli tell u how the event goes.. u have to see.. and a round of applause for tabitha tay.. she may won sliver, but her performance was splendid especially the balance beam.. she was just shy close to gold.. and she is the twin of nicole tay! haha.. table tennis hits expectation.. the only disappointment were badminton and bowling.. but hey.. jia you orh..

haha.. i cannot explain y i am saying all this.. today was saying, i can't bare to leave singapore to live in another country.. i think this place may not be the most fanastic, but i think its good enuff for me to call home! hahaha

felt like i just ran a commentary.. but i just am proud of team singapore.. ppl, jia you...

agu

dora bdae...

hi bloggie.. yesterday was great.. had thanksgiving dinner!? haha.. nah.. dora's pre birthday celebration.. haha.. it was fun with all the food and drinks and flour? ahha.. hmm, well, i think it was a great nite...

had lunch at cafe cartel at PS in the afternoon as Lab lunch.. meaning with ppl in my lab.. to celebrate my supervisor bdae which is on the 24/11/05... haha.. then had a v full lunch.. nice nice! pork ribs.. then work was quite slacky.. and beside, i am still fighting a health battle, i wasn't in tip top condition man.. felt like sleeping.. thanks to the medicine i was having.. haha.. then head off for suntec.. who knows... dora and rest were delayed.. oh well.. hang ard at suntec.. thankfully was only for an hour as compared to 3 hours at TM.. and suntec was bigger.. more things to see.. dinner at crystal jade.. hmm, okok bah.. haha.. played a trick on yj.. by acting angry... wah.. become i have to coax her.. so not fun.. haha.. oh well.. then proceed on with the true or dare..... hahaha.. hmm, was interesting.. but maybe everyone tired.. so all a lil half hearted.. think flour perks everyone up.. after kanna sabo by flour.. dora took revenge man.. she ran AMOK! haha.. dunno y.. everytime i sabo ppl, become the worst case one loh.. maybe coz i dare to sabo? haha.. when dora got whole of the flour.. only me and xian went ahead to stop her.. haha.. the rest run far far.. haha.. too bad lah.. she throw at me.. one handful.. tio.. haha. then i also help her sabo other ppl... just for the fun of it.. hmm... it was nice..

first was water coz of xian's celevbration.. this time is flour.. haha.. nx time throw wat? lata become i tio? haha.. think the guys sure think, this one is siao ah.. everytime sabo ppl, tio.. hahaha.. and to think, i am suppose to be the one nursing my health!

well.. rashes alert.. kanna rashes 2 days ago.. now better... but had some that keeps recur! medicine tt keeps me nodding.. and.. hmm, some other things in mind.. maybe blog about it later.. gotta look at my gel before i head off for lunch!

agu

itch

hi bloggie.. hmm, think realli not a smooth sailing week for me.. sick on sunday.. monday felt better.. who noe, tues after work.. spot rashes over my hands.. thot a minor one.. who noes.. gotten worst.. and seen a doc.. hmm allergy.. but to wat?! haha.. anything to do with the labs? i dunno.. gotten MC.. hai.. felt better with the medicine.. and the rashes subside.. no longer itch.. haha.. drowsy.. hmm, tml, shld be can go work.. haha.. my supervisor birthday. think go also good.. hmm, hope things are fine man... haha.. played sims after a long time from not playing.. hahaa.. now, gonna bath and take medicine.. knock out soon

recover sleep time..

-=:agu:=- water here i come.. *gulp*

sick

hi bloggie! hmm, fall ill le.. so suay.. tt day was just telling yj i wanna fall sick.. and *poof*, i am realli sick.. hmmm, so zhun... if i say 4D no. dunno will tio or not...

thurs went to watch harry potter @gv marina digital! with deyi gang.. hee hee haha.. like it man.. compared to the other movies, the flow is there and ya, capture the triwizard v vividly.. expected to have variation from the book, but the movie turns out good.. for a movie buff, the movie is great.. for a book fan.. think the movie did its best.. not fully the same, but the feeling is there.. maybe because i anticipated this movie for so long.. and my pleasure in finally getting to watched it.. haha..

hmm, worked over the weekends.. the box office sales of harry is scary.. full house and tiring.. sat worked mid shift.. coz arranged to have drinks wif gang.. in the end, money matters due to me delayed.. haha.. sorry ppl.. had a bottle of beer and played card games.. my kind of evening i guess. haha.. had it @holland V's breko..

sun, fall sick... went to work.. home 4 hours lata.. cannot take it anymore.. headache and high fever.. my head was frying an egg at 38.2 degrees! haha.. scary! hmm.... slept all the way once i hit my bed and skipped dinner

missed breakfast this morning too.. hungry... lunch time le..

oh ya.. recently my life have some upsetting events.. there were happy events... songs were spinning in my head.. and describing my life... jie kou by jay chou... wo hai ji de by liang jing ru... and now mo li by S.H.E.... haha.. describing events that recently happen... haha.. in case blur... refer to lyrics..

sometimes be it fake or real, the feeling is there.. more or less.. haha.. i mean.. sometimes things may not be real, but feelings happen to be felt.. ahha.. so.. even if unreal in brain can be real in heart.. haha.. tt's wat i think.. shows heart and head thinks in different way?

-=:agu:=- the heart may breaks, but it continues beating

over

hi bloggie... hmm, think its over...
would like to thank all for concern given... especially my pals, jason, lai and cyndy... very touched when they asked me wat happen.... and thanks fu... for giving ur support without question....

would like to thank yj.. supporting me... if not for the late nite phone calls, i think, i will have be driving my heads to the walls by now..

would like to say to xian... this episode taught me a lesson... a very powerful one. be it we are okay already or not.. life's go on. someone said before... dun walk ahead of me, i can't follow, dun walk behind me, i can't see u... walk beside me, accompanying me. i walked ahead before.. mostly lagging back. rarely beside.. but no matter wat, i'm still walking.. i may take longer time to catch up.. i may be waiting up front.. but u are nv out of my sight.

anyway... i dare say, we are not who we used to be.. this episode changes us.. and this is the truth... be it we get closer, or we drift, i still need to thank u, for appearing, and accompanying in my life.. it was my honour.

i can't predict the future. i can't say, we can be frens forever.. who i am to u now, tt's no longer important. who u are to me, its still the same. will it change? i dunno. but, for now, be it resolved or not, i will be supporting u.

thanks everyone.. time to take a break.. my heart suffer from too much heart stabbing.. tt's true too..

-=:agu:=- hiatus?

heart pain

hi bloggie... today, had a nice lunch at Ikea!, hmm, then work was okay..

hmm, today, go see my email... then, feel heart pain.. hai.. u noe y.. coz i xiang nian.. hmm, i see le, i realli got gan dong to see some email.. some see le, feel yi han.. feel hai.. y things become like tt

like my email wif ting.. haha.. tt time de conflict.. deepest in my mind.. i read le.. i always reflect.. tt conflict teach me a v big lesson.. dun always feel, hey i nv let down anyone.. coz everyone thinks differently.. different ppl, different expectation. during tt conflict.. i see the biggest cooperation between the gang.. makes me v gan dong.. saw lai de e card which i kept.. peh and lai keep on encouraging me.. these 2 bros are realli my best guy frens man.. then, ting said i too good a fren.. which i think, if good, will not be so jia let.. now heart pain...haha.. in a way.. hmmm then read on.. see other emails i send to ting.. from my problems to just regards.. i think ting is a wonderful fren.. she makes it a point to reply.. which lacks in many nowadays.. i think, its not the politeness tt touched me.. the sincerity.. and she understands just wat i want to say, in wat state i was typing... missed her.. tt's y i always treasure gathering wif every one of them...

my email wif my good fren.. i see le, gan dao xin suan.. not becoz of the quarrel.. exist or not, still the same.. coz being like tt for so long le.. last year at ard oct... *tt's the email date*, at least i knew she treat me as buddy.. hai.. now, i realli dunno.. sometimes, i feel, was it over long time ago.. and i was denying it.. or did it just had to happen... haha.. foolish right.. but, i nv gave up.. nv.. until i feel like its time... nope, its not becoz of wat happened.. it is my own fear... a fear i cannot overcome..

hai.. emotional? ya.. i am.. rational? yes i am... because i am rational, tt's y i am hurting myself. i always put others first.. i think of ppl's worries before mine... tt's my prob.. doing things that may not be necessary to ppl. one sided u can say.. but i nv regret doing them... appreciated or not.. nv regret. tt's me.. emotional me, now tt's y i am hurting myself.. tend to think of far fetch ideas that might not happen.. having fears tt i cannot overcome.. having tempers.. but cool down faster.. maybe, i believe in wits then temper.. ha.. coz, when i throw my temper... i always apologise first.. dun wan to give myself a chance to humilate...

agu

*quarrel*

hi bloggie... hai.. last nite got a quarrel... it pained me, but pissed me as well... hai.. so to u, i am a busybody, a selfish and an unreasonable person. ridiculous maybe. but, did u have any idea wat u said hurt..

u have a new best fren. so be it. i didn't interfere in that. i admit, i am jealous of that fact. but its because, u actually forgotten bout there is a me. i nv say who can be ur good fren, who can't. i am not that kind of person. but i still someone who do crave attention once in a while. my limelight didn't fall on me for quite some time le. depressed...

u said i didn't care bout wat u think. i care for myself. have u any idea how that hurts. my tears were wasted. if i didn't care, i will not have said.

besides is not me who said u treat me unfairly. ppl have eyes.. ppl seen... yet, u think i think too much! was that an excuse, or a reason? felt u avoiding me. is that proper? so, was i unreasonable?

u said i interfere in ur life.. did i?
u said i shouldn't come into ur circle of fren..
maybe i shouldn't...
now, thank u for giving me hope before...
think this is our goodbye.

agu

cryingy

hi bloggie... cried yesterday, one coz of my own prob.. then wanted to tok to someone.. but couldn't find one.. find out about another thing.. this time rd cried harder... listening to radio now.. i'll be there for u... where are u? hai.. yj was trying to help me.. but, sorry, i am not able to be helped.. i still cried.. now.. if i dun approach, will i be approached? i dunno... i told yj i tink i am giving up.. but is that wat i want? i dunno le.. hai.. taxing on heart.. taxing on me..

agu

me

hi bloggie... nothing much happen.. BBQ was fine.. bz but fine... gotten some irritating feeling, but fine... everything's fine... NOT..

sometimes life is tired... sometimes...
sometimes life is tough... sometimes...
Helped my fren, but feel he was realli going all out... feel bu gan yuan for him, in a way.. wish him success.
irritated by her... hope my fren can get his wish! haha..

i have a blog of my own...
a world tt i'm lost..
good for venting out emotions..
sometimes messages for others.. yet private..
ha.. feel like closing that.. create a real isolation.. since no one bother.. since i feel irritated.. since.. lots of reasons..

i'm lost... GREAT! *sacarsm*

-=agu:=- huh, who?

lost bike!

hi bloggie.. today got to be my most unlucky day...

first thing in the morning, when i head to work... pass by void deck, grace's bike is gone! horrors! hai... then called up grace... sorry ah... my bad i guess... it was still there last nite! hmm, maybe realli that zhun, was just telling her yesterday, park at my void deck there, lata kanna stole! hai.. and it did...

then cross the road.. almost injured my right knee.. hai.. old injury.. heng nv twist dao.. tt is the only lucky part... and, missed 2 74 buses, coz crowded, and the bus is PACKED! hai.. so suay right.. then, stand all the way till i reach NP, sit and i fall asleep soon.. horrors, when i wake up, i over stopped! thankful, biopolis is the last 3rd stop... so, i wasn't far from workplace...

then at work, my blot dropped into waste bottle.. almost lost that blot...

hai.. wonder how suay i can get...

did i feel like life is hopeless? maybe i suffer from depression...

haha.. nah, Dr. Li also dun think so...

hope i'm fine... life is a rollercoaster... i just dropped from the peak of the ride... maybe i should enjoy the fall.. besides, isn't that the most enjoying part of a roller coaster ride?

Harry's coming... who wanna watch?

-=:agu:=- Time to abandon

nite cycling

hi bloggie

went nite cycling last nite (sat, 5 nov)... was a nice experience for me... cycled wif lai and grace.... to esplanade... hmm, meet at ang mo kio, go via thomson, novena, orchard, PS, and then esplanade... ahh.. was nice having the breeze.. was thankful for the good weather.. was kind of nice cycling wif them... lai was pro enuff to be our navigator... fav part of the cycling is the downhills and the company.. the stopover at mac... it was great... back via bugis, KK, novena and then bishan... home at 4.30... bathe and sleep...

before nite cycling, went to uncle reagan's place for dinner.. was well fed and watered... had fun toking to henry...

went to PS today... movie... saw Bee.. kind of miss her too... all about love is great.. the plot, the acting, the story.. got gan dong dao wo... emily rose, i enjoy the scenes at courts... horror, not my genre, but kind of enjoy it.. just dun open my eyes are the scary parts... domino at bishan... turning turning turning.. was kind of sufferin from headache watching...

saw merc yesterday... long time no see her as well..

now, everyone at bishan is complaining bout the cut cost issues.. overworked... hang in there ppl... its hard for everyone... we can survive this...

-=:agu:=-

boss

hi bloggie

i'm not a good fren...
i just not a good fren...
end of story...

if anyone choose to leave,
its just because i deserve it...

life is not about me...
its about others..
i haven realise it..

should just leave..

-=:agu:=-

relationship

hi bloggie..

i felt lost...
i dunno y...
life's a struggle?
life's a drag?
maybe time to close this chapter....
maybe time to close this blog....
after 2 years of memories...
have i realli have the heart to close?
wat's happening?
i dunno too...
lonely again...
i have lost...
yet once again...
is it the blog i should close...
or the me i should close...
everyone is here for me...
then y do i feel everyone is not here?
selfish thoughts
selfish soul
selfish me
blast off

agu

blog

oh ya.. its official... 2 years of blogging! happy birthday blog!!!

agu

photos lanes

hi bloggie.. just here to upload photos.. yesterday work was okay... tired but fun.. especially saboh~ing xian... EOS is fun wif da ge and buddy is good enuff to stay... =)


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more next time...
agu