ohh... nice movie..

hi bloggie... haha.. hmm.. in pretty a good mood.. haha....

28 jan, fri
had my paper... haha... CCTA paper is okay bah... if got study can pass... i got study abit.. meaning can pass?! haha... then had lunch b4 headin home.. saw ting and joc.. haha... jio me go bowling.. ting dun care orh.. muz come along.. haha... then went home.. plan to take nap.. since the night b4... or rather i only slept at 5 am!? haha... and woke up at 8 plus.. and yet, i can't sleep... then, lie there an hour pass.. still awake.. gave up trying... then at 6 plus, went to work.. haha... yup.. working.. thanks to gracina.. she can't work..so went to work... hmm... box closing.. then got trainee.. heng... juz need to teach him how to do closing... then finally saw the new CE... Jeslyn!?(sorry... spelling not good) then... she is something i realli did not expect.. haha.. V cool.. v quiet... v proper!? haha... then got some minor closing error during closing.. but not me lah.. haha.. andrew.. then... first time sia.. i dun dare to intervene! haha... i mean as in help out.. coz... got stunned!? haha.. then went home...

29 jan, sat
hee hee.. woke up... had breakfast... mapled!? haha.. yes lazy me.. then went out for a movie... watched hotel rwanda wif xian.. hohoho.. NICE MOVIE... i repeat.. NICE!! haha.. another movie that deserve compliments... gotten 3 golden globe nomination... and the movie is so touching.. tt i cried... yet managed to crack me to laugh... sound confusing!? well... i liked the wat the director shoots the movie... and maybe the scriptwriter wrote an excellent script... haha.. still confuse.. like wat's the movie abt?! haha... okok... hmmm..
when the world closes its eyes, he opened his arm...
this is on the poster... its bout paul(don cheadle) that he works in a hotel.. and Rwanda is a state in africa... he helped saved the life of over a thousand and risking his... and the movie is splendid.. it kept me going.. like worrying for his safety.. his family's lives.. his brilliant mind.. i seriously admire him... he displayed wise thinking.. and a v smart guy... calm yet rational... v v impressive... my words are worthless watch the movie ppl!!! ok... who is Don Cheadle u thinking? well, watched ocean 12? Ocean 11? this guy is one of the 11?! 12!? and a brilliant actor... worth 8.50!!1 go watched... the publicity may not be strong like aviator... but the word of mouth is the most powerful advertisement.. so ppl... from my mouth.. i spout GREAT MOVIE... go watch.. haha.. sound like a critic.. and dun get me wrong.. i not saying aviator not nice.. but i haven watched it yet... haha.... and and.. joaquin phoenix is in this movie.. joaquin who!? haha.. he is the main character in ladder 49.. haha... i fall in luv wif him in tt movie.. a budding actor worth to be noticed... haha...

-=:agu:=- When the World Closes Its Eyes, He Opened His Arms...(quoting from hotel rwanda)

song update

update new song.. if can't see the chinese words, change ur encoding to unicode....

借口
周杰伦

翻着我们的照片 想念若隐若现
去年的冬天 我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸 对着我说再见
来不及听见 你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我 也许已经很难回头
我知道自己错过 请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我 就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我 请不要把分手
当作你的请求 我知道坚持要走
是你受伤的藉口 请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果 我也能够随我
知道你的痛 是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容 沉默是因为包容
如果要走 请你记得我

Repeat

如果难过 请你忘了我

-=:agu:=- enjoy

finally, term test

hi bloggie.. haha.. after a v long winded and v... depressing entry on mon, i got lots of concern sending in.. PPL.. i am okay.. u shld noe by now.. i grumble grumble.. okay, grumble some more.. but after tt i am fine le.. beside nth much i can do.. haha..

mon 24 jan
studied some... did nth much... blog.. haha.. went to watch The Phantom Of The Opera!!... NICE!! will try to get the soundtrack.. haha.. luv the songs... ALL I ASKED OF U!! wow.. nice... the screenplay is excellent.. giving u a cinematic feel, yet not straying away from the musical! haha.. v nice.. definitely a $8.50 on my list of movie.. haha... NICE!!

tue 25 jan
went to Mystery Customer briefing...
haha.. sort of shocked to see some result.. oh well, all has past.. lets jia you to perform better bah! haha.. after tt went home to study.. since no where to go.. haha.. i sort of maple in the afternoon.. coz i studied finish le.. ahah... and i haf sort of constant revision...haha.. sounding BHB.. haha...

wed 26 jan
supposedly to be term break, aka study break.. but got term test, oh well.. had ABC paper first up.. the easiest out of the lot.. reason... teacher got gif us tips, and i v guai for this module.. i listen in class.. thanks to Dr. Zamen making the module easy to understand.. haha.. not saying getting full marks for this paper.. but.. at least sure will not fail... haha... confident lvl pretty high.. coz, for this module, every week got quiz.. then i got full marks b4.. so long nv had quizes wif full marks.. so naturally happy lah.. haha.. after tt went home to snooze.. haha.. wah.. long time no sleep so long le... as in nap.. like pig like tt.. haha.. then slack

thurs 27 jan
maple, but got study ok.. haha.. fri, is Cell culture paper.. can absorb some.. cannot absorb some.. nvm.. try again.. haha..
but now 3.30 am.. cannot sleep!!! ahh... too much caffeine... darn... then, cannot absorb le.. wann sleep.. but the brain refuses.. so trying means to make myself sleepy.. try to get a wink b4 so can haf a fresher mind.... hai..

anyway... heard a nice story on 93.3 FM... on music diary

the daughter wrote this coz she missed her mum alot...
3 years ago.. when she was in her sec 3, she is viewed by friends as outgoing, cheerful.. always out wif friends.. but there is a reason why she did not want to stayed at home.. the reason.. her mum... her mum.. is so temperamental, that a moment ago, she is a dedicated housewife, preparing dinner for the familt.. moments later, she can be seen arguing wif a neighbour.. due to this, her neighbour often have to called the police to settle this domestic petty incident... this cause the husband often having to leave work early to resolve the prob...

one day, the same kind of incident happen again... until the husband cannot take it.. that confronted his wife... told her to see a psychiatrist.... the woman was reluntant.. claiming herself to be normal and mentally sound.. she asked her daughter to plea for her... but her daughter (the storyteller) refused... agreeing wif her father's point.. from then on their relationship deteriorate....

then it was CNY.... her mom said she wanted to go out and have a walk ard... she dressed up nicely and left the house.. but... she did not return.... for the nx 3 days after she went missing, the husband searched for her, after work, while the daughter and her brother waited anxiously in hope of their mother return.... then, the third day... the police arrived at their doorstep...

with a heavy heart, they accepted the news given by the police.. 3 days ago, a woman jumped from an 8 storey building... this fateful news wreck the heart of a then 15 year old gal...
now 3 years later.. she still missed her mum dearly...

well.. treasure those u luv... and tried to address any mental prob early but tactfully... their greatest regrets is not understanding wat the woman realli need.... and not handling her mental disorder the right way....

sad rite... well, my heart goes out to her... i was like... NO...... cannot like that.. but i am glad i haf such a reaction, such an emotion...

my heart ache
tears flow
but i am glad
for i know
i am all flesh and blood
warm blooded
given the ability to feel

realli fortunate to have such an emotion...

well... try to go to bed again bah

JIA YOU for those that are going to have term test... for those whose are over... enjoy the break...

-=:agu:=-In The HanDs of Destiny, FriEndships Are Made....

feeling blue all over again

hi bloggie... sian... term test is approaching, proj deadline soon arriving and i feeling blue all over again... i dunno y.. think is coz of the stress from school, and the discouraging result from work... hai.. i dunno izzit me being too stick in the mud or nowadays, ppl dun treat senior or ppl wif more experience wif respect... i dunno bout that, or was i like them when i was juz a junior? i dunno... things certainly not the same... i feeling v depressed whenever work is to be done.. having to train newbies is never an easy task... the worse is the lack of respect... and the lack of authority we are given...

anyway, i am juz a Part timer, i often consoled myself.... but what's the pt of working in a place used to be fun when all the fun was gone.. the only time when i realli enjoyed work was working wif my own batches of colleague who prevail fun as i do.. the past week had being difficult, TP having term test meaning only me from the gang is working... i worked twice a week and normally, everytime i go back, i can expect training.. its not the training that is hard... i can dun do anything bout them.. its difficult to teach when the mindset is different... seeing kris enjoying herself at work, made me v upset... missing the time working wif them, always seeking solace in them when we face difficulties... now.. the only one who we are working wif shoulder to shoulder is vanny... uncle wense is living in a world of his own.. i worked wif him far less now... even vanny may not be able to understand how we feel.. although now, vanny is having small talks wif me and lai often.. to clear doubts and improve bishan... haha.. i dunno how much of our own suggestions will work.. but i do noe.. we tried our best.. its up to the new blood to respond..

well.. juz saw a video clip done up by yuen teng and siyi... gan dong neh... very gan dong.. very nice.. its about the 4/7 gathering we had last holiday.. after 2 years, we had a gathering.. although i dun haf v close friendship wif this bunch of friends, classmates for 2 years, but i had wonderful memories wif them feeling the fragments... from the school's fun fair, we came up wif the most unexpected idea, ballon sculpture, we divided into subgroup to contribute to the class booth... wif publicity and design group filled, i was in the sculptor group.. bith i am glad to be in it.. from books and friends, we learnt to do sculpture.. that's the beautiful thing bout education, about learning a skill.. u learnt it, u use it.. for life.. our booth was a booming success, wif complements from teachers and students... we haf fun doing the balloons.. from fear of bursting them.. to making balloon to meet deadline... and tt year was fun.. we were in our final year in alma mater, deyi sec... then was the national day... during, racial harmony, 4/8 splashes out in union dressing in traditional clothing... for that, all the rest of the classes were forced to eat the humble pie.. haha.. its was juz plain fun rivalry between classes, trying to outwit each other.. then, national day, our class came up wif an impish idea.. when we gotten the wind that 4/8 peeps will deck out in red, our class tried to outwin them.. so within an afternoon, wfter school, our class went all out to get red t-shirt, and deco it according to out preferences.. haha.. making it jersey liked and we formed the word, together we made the differences... we surprised the school and make it truly our day.. haha..then memory lane is filled once again when i watched the video.. v nice.. v remarkable...

well.. the past few days, i was working.. and last night was helping out in the deco for CNY.. haha.. nth much to tok bout.. for all was said b4..

-=:agu:=- My Best Friend Bought Out The Best In Me...

tired out

hi bloggie... back at blogging.. haha.. a little tired out... dunno izzit coz of work, or school or wat.. haha.. hmmm

19 jan, wed
after blogging, went to meet xian, peh and lai for Alfie the movie.. okay lah. the movie.. xian was wif her frens.. haha.. i like a lil' dao like tt.. sorry ah.. no go over and say hi.. haha.. then saw mildred.. had a fun time suaning her... i mean toking to her.. haha.. the movie was okay lah.. 6.50 worth loh.. v into that person life kind of movie.. haha.. then went for dinner b4 going home.. haha..

20 jan, thurs...
slack the whole day in the morning.. hmm.. yup maple and i clear up part of my room.. hai.. sad.. can't throw away my notes since year 1.. haha.. y ppl say after a sem can forget bout wat u learnt... so unfair and not true.. i every sem muz rbr wat we learnt b4.. especially calculation parts.. haha.. okay.. then went to work and work was not v pleasant.. hmm.. original schedule was i worked cb closing wif shoba(yes midnight movie last nite.. and only 2 closing) wif charanjit as our late mid, andy as mid and dan yu(new gal) till 8.50.. hai.. then wense got louisa(new gal also) from flr to work cb closing.. haha.. so the veteran is shoba.. then she like v xin ku coz the new guys dunno how to take initative.. i can only help out that much.. then closing was the worse.. i closed my counter first.. then shoba.. hmm.. char cleaned 1 warmer.. shoba do stock take.. i did the chesse warmer and the bun.. do finish le.. louisa haven count $$.. then.. in the end.. shoba and i cleaned the last warmer.. haha.. hai..

well.. working lata.. muz study for term test..

oh ya.. john aka thomas is sending me math qn via email to help him solve.. so funny.. haha... like math tutor..

-=:agu:=-LiFe Is BeAutIful... WhEn SomEonE CaReS!!!

open house

hi bloggie.. haha... this week i am going to be more free... due to school open house... but suay suay gotten open house duty on sat... oh well..

hmm... rbr Mr. John aka Thomas.. haha.. well.. he now still chats wif me using MSN.. but reckon there is nth more... haha... i am still v cautious of him... but if he wants to be a fren.. i dun mind.. i guess. haha....

mon,17 jan
haha.. went to school for lec only... no prac this week due to OPEN HOUSE on wed and thurs.. ahaha.. and hari raya on fri... so good.!!! haha.. then got quiz... if not i think i PONG!? haha.. will i? then went back everyone topic is not the quiz but TIGER CUP... haha.. the soccer match was the talk of the day!!! haha.. ting ask if i watched... i replied, do u think i will miss it.. and xian.. so funny... she saw the first goal went in.. too excited shouted that her mum barred her from the TV.. thanks to her paper on mon.. haha.. *serve u rite.. mama ask u study u go sleep.. * haha.. jkjk...*lata someone will end me up in the hospital* haha.. the quiz was a screw up but heck liao.. 1% who cares!!!haha.. had lunch at alumni wif pris, jan, sok(she did not eat!) and grekky.. haha.. then took the form to sign up for night cycling then home sweet home... mapling then orh orh

tue, 18 jan
hmmm went for IS! haha... gotten back UFS result.. a little disappointed.. but reckon u can't get full marks in exam... or tests.. ahha.. can see that the teacher looking for marks to deduct.. i gotten 78 coz no write debit credit.. hai.. a little sad.. but nvm lah... at least the marks now good.. lata theory fail got something to fall back on.. haha.. then dunno the teacher think i always sleep in class or she juz plain like to call me.. haha.. every lesson at least 1 qn muz call me answer.. heng heng ask me de qn is the simple one.. haha.. =p then after that, cucom was okay... alot to know sia.. after cucom went to BLK 34(aka general office of LSCT) to have departmental briefing for open house.. and after that.. hang ard in school, while ting and her grp(joc, simei, jia hui and another i dunno her name again) do their project.. then i juz sit there and stoned while they do project.. but sms was alot thanks to jac jac! haha.. ask me borrow things from lai.. sort of like middle person like tt... then after that went to toa payoh central... hhaa... then went to play pool.. haha.. on the way to TPC, got a lot of gossip.. haha.. only the 3 of us knoe...^-^ haha.. then pool was funny sia.. i lose.. hai.. wah realli rusty in the game.. keep missing cue and not hitting the ball... hai... then home after that.. on the way called kris and we chat.. then after home, watch tv... chat wif kris and mildred... haha... then zzzz

wed, 19 jan
wake up late.. so good.. feel like holiday.. but cannot slack.. haha.. but i watching movie wif peh and xian lata.. haha.. so nice... at TM... so will update lata..



me and pl.. hey gal... miss u orh... do blog!!

-=:agu:=- Thoughts Come the Mind.. Feelings Come from the Heart..

sentimental

hi bloggie.. now, not studying, watched tv, did not study.. naughty me... hai.. then, online, see ppl blog.. gotten sentimental... as in... memories flooding again.. haha.. too much of an emotional cow i am.. haha... then, recently, gotten an email and messages on friendster from a guy named john who say he is interested in me.. haha.. intital reaction is -.-... now is thinking this guy got some motive like that.. haha.. the weirdest part is his email is thomas yeo while he is called john! haha.. well.. i juz replied him, maybe he mistaken or anything.. hope things juz blow over.. ahha..

stupid me, go see ppl blog for wat.. now so much memories in mind again... haha.. later mooody then is serve me rite.. oh well.. such memories are provoking and good inspiration.. haha.. like jac jac, she is having her public speaking contest soon, then she came up wif the topic pain.. a good topic.. and her script was great... realli envy her language power... and her views are so mature and v enlightening.. then see ting's blog on her daily life affair.. haha.. being so bz and i am so so glad i haf same IS days as her... seeing no updates from cy, pl and jy.. make me miss them dearly.. peh peh's life seem so bz.. sort of glad he worked wif me yesterday.. if i am not wrong. i rarely haf chance to work wif peh at BOX!... ahha.. realli treasure it.. a v goood guy... Lai is training hard for his canoe polo.. happy for him.. hope he can get great results and achievements from his CCA... chatting last night wif qiu yun was great.. memories of last sem toils bring me to realise my fortune... able to proceed on.. jinny's seem happy at work.. but lazy to blog? haha.. yj's being bz, preparing for common test i think.. haha.. jia you orh... blog soon okay? u promise we will go out when we are free... seen boss's blog also.. happy she passed her first aid test and realli missed the time working wif her, mildred and bee.. reckon everyone is a little bored hearing this over and over again.. but.. too bad.. i too emotional le.. and woman are made of water.. i learnt to treasure friendships and ties deeply.. so.. maybe its harder for me not to remember.. do bear wif me...

Friends Aplenty,
Time Endlessly Spent,
Memories everlasting...

do you agree? well.. maybe its song that accompany the feeling.. first blog song is from qiu yun's.. first love.. then jac's blog song.. then yj's song which is so lasting..

well, dunno y i blog such an entry.. maybe coz, i starting to miss my friends.. ppl i rarely meet up coz of school and work commiments..





I don't need alot of friends
I don't have to be a popular figure
For the emptiness at the end is greater than imagined...
As long as those i regard as friends
put me on their list of friends
i shall be happy and satisfied....
I don't need you to say i am your friend..
For your actions will speak to my heart..

haha... took 40 mins to write this out.. and i found a song suitable for this moment

When You Said Nothing At All
from notting hill by ronan keating

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They can never define
What's been said
Between your Heart and mine

[Repeat chorus twice]

-=:agu:=- Friends Aplenty, Time Endlessly Spent, Memories Everlasting

term test soon

hi bloggie.. haha.. yup.. lazy to update.. and haha.. mapling!? haha.. ya.. to de stress and faster lvl up my character.. ahha.. so after school, no body jio me out.. then dun wan study then maple loh

wed, jan 12
had INST lab and ABC lecture.. both was okay... oh ya.. for INST lab, mr chang was late sia.. haha.. but heng he late gif shorter briefing.. then school was okay.. home maple...

thurs, jan 13
had ACMB and CCTA lab.. both lab was okay.. but alot of things to do.. after tt. went home and prepare.. today is my uncle's wedding.. but they are registered at the ROM before le.. so happy for them.. and my aunt in law is the one who cut my hair.. ahha.. my uncle greatest blessing to have her.. took alot of photo, and interact wif my cousins and nieces.. so cute.. will upload photo to show. haha

fri, jan 14
wah.. tired.. reach home late the day b4.. had ACMB tutorial.. the teacher late a little.. haha.. ACMB die lah.. haven listen to lec.. think going to revise hard.. haha.. if not.. sure fail..then lec.. after tt.. went to work.. hmm... new batch of trainee again.. now go back is training.. haha.. preparing for CNY crowd i think.. then work was okay.. wence nite... gracina my late mid.. no one from the gang is ard.. sian.. work alone.. entertain alone.. heng, got jac till 10.00.. and gracina lah, these ppl who i can tease!? haha.. home sweet home after tt

sat, jan 15
hmm, wake up early go school for briefing regarding open hse.. aha.. sway sway kana course couselling duties.. aka.. ppl come open hse.. muz intro the course.. haha.. the briefing... first segment :how to make a good impression.. sound so much like gv training progamme for mystery customer... then after briefing, went hoem for lunch, maple a bit.. went to sleep awhile b4 going to work.. training again.. wense grandma passed away (my condolences).. then jasmine(AM) from other branch relieve him.. hmm.. she used to be bishan manager.. but nv worked other her b4.. then now blogging..

will be studying for my term test.. hope can better than last sem.. and wonder when will i know my year 3 proj soon

-=:agu:=- TiMe is A good Story Teller

swesen pic uploaded

juz to inform that the swesen pics are uploaded to my fotopic.. can get it from my link or click here

-=:agu:=-

"reunion dinner"

hi bloggie.. haha.. had a great day at school today.. reckon i will start to fall in love with tue.. haha.. start early at 8 but finish at 12... luv it! and not only tt.. it is IS day (CDS).. so it means.. no stress... haha.. glad i choose the IS i am good at this time rd.. and of coz.. i truely like wat i am studying.. haha.. last sem.. PERL was a major disaster.. hhaa.. coz.. i like programming but did not do well.. haha.. not as IT~savvy as i thot! this time rd.. oh boy. i hope i can score well in these 2 modules... haha... coz, last week, had UFS test.. i managed to finish in 22 mins... and it is easy.. haha.. i noe cannot be complacent.. but... if i haf not gone into biotech.. i sure will be accountancy de.. haha.. then, today.. cucom presentation.. haha.. had plenty of presentation b4.. but this time got roleplay.. but i think our grp did okay... hope to haf a good score for this one!

then yesterday (mon 10 jan), school was okay.. juz prac took a little longer.. thus cucom project, i had to stay back longer.. then.. was late in meeting for "reunion dinner".. haha.. actually, we get mildred and kris out for a dinner.. since they haf being transferred... so nice to see them again.. haha.. the staff tt went, consist of new and old.. old aka not tt old (but slightly senior staff) haha.. ok here goes the list:
Rene(mastermind)
Jingxian(who is v sian tt day.. haha..)
Peh Peh(william hung, special guest)
Lai(Co-ordinator)
Ting(rare invite)
Siang(my ball)
Amy(xiao mei)
Jac Jac(partner in crime!?)
Gracina(The Corpse... haha.. so mean!!!)
Jennifer(representing newbie gang)
Josephine(the Les!?)
haha.. above term and remark is for fun.. if offended.. sorry ah...
and not to forget the 2 stars, Kris and MiLe..
haha.. had a great time.. v fun

PS: will post pics ASAP on my fotopic...

-=:agu:=- Goals Are Dreams With Deadline

life back to normal

hi bloggie, long time since i blog bout my well being huh... haha.. too much things in mind and on hand... hard to write down on this virtual diary... haha.. but i am feeling better le.. haha.. thinking, its juz a phase of life i haf to go thru'... well.. life is going back normal i hope.. i think its juz the mind doing some excerise that makes me feeling the way i am..

for the period that i did not blog bout my day- to- day life.. juz a summary.. its ok.. being to movies to unwind..
(seen ocean 12, blade trinity, national treasure)... seeing less movies.. wat's the pt working at GV!? haha.. well.. time and the movie is the factor i guess.. and thanks to no more late nite test print... arrgh!
and school was okay, project are piling.. my cucom project is due this tue.. wish me lucks on presentaion.. had ACMB (advanced Cell and molecular biology) also got project.. doing wif gracia, kelvin, janice and xiaowei.. hope things will go out fine.. coz.. i will be the demanding one in the grp.. haha.. thanks kelvin.. sorry u haf to suffer a little in the grp.. doing stem cells research again.. well.. hope my past background info can help me...
labs report are more demanding and term tests are here.. will start studying le.. and.. i muz try to work hard this time rd..
gv, worked with Jeanie (new CE), hmm, haha.. i think she will be terrified working wif me.. how to say leh, nicely put is friendly.. haha.. if not is called over zealous.. too enthu.. haha.. no lah.. maybe she see the way i tok to vanny, she will xia dao bah.. and.. our ppl here v noisy.. wif me in the first few.. haha.. not trying to make her life difficult but its juz the way we worked... i hope she will get used to us..

wed (5 jan)
INST prac.. was late... due to traffic and rain.. overall was okay.. hmm.. ABC lec was okay.. haha.. school's quite fine.. then, after school, went home... do lab report...

thurs (6 jan)
had 2 interesting prac.. but CCTA, got pissed by the lecturer.. the microscope got prob, told him nicely, to let him noe,.. he say still can used.. reckon he pissed everyone off that day.. then after tt, went home and slack? haha.. dunno.. i can't rbr

fri (7 jan)
hmm... went for lec and then to work... worked wif jeanie for the first time.. haha.. i worked cb closing.. got 7 new trainees for us to train again.. gotten Zi Ann.. from Deyi NPCC.. ahha.. think deyi going to overrun gv. then, crap and make a fool of myself... then home again...

sat (8 jan)
badminton wif xian and rene in the morning... then, lunch then worked.. hmm.. box closing.. xian my late mid.. then training hanif, hafiz bro.. haha.. then the bad omen shld be down $$... mine can write off as training.. but xian also down.... hhaa.. then jeanie.. like major headache.. so i said she will be scared of me.. haha.. missed kris, bee and mildred.. if them, think the closing will be faster and sure, xian no need to pay as much.. hai.. sorry, xian.. shld bear half the money (going to say i v annoying again.. haha..) then home.. sleep..

going to carry out my research le.. haha..

ok.. hope the bad feeling will crease ASAP..

-=:agu:=- Burdens of Worry, Piling on my feeble shoulder...

money

Money...
A tool we used to barter and exchange for dreams we desire...
A master that enslave many...
An Origin to all evil....
In possession of power to make the world go round..
yet, its power is not everything in this world...

Some use it to measure love..
Some use it to gain friends...
yet, none is sincere to the bearer of this wealth...

sad

hi bloggie... reckon now is not realli the mood for school huh.. how to say leh.. yes, sis start school le.. now dun seem like the only loser in the hse that haf to wake up early juz to attend lectures and lesson le.. but.. life.. still feels a little empty.. a little weird.. dunno how to put in words..

Like i mentioned b4, kris, bee and mildred are leaving gv bishan and posted to tiong bahru and tampines.. hai.. to me.. i feel v sad.. for... i realli enjoyed working wif them... i am now kind of mixed feeling.. haf to learn to get used to not working wif them anymore.. haf to get use to lesser $$ (i worked less this term, so far...) and i haf to get used to school that is so far going on fine.. i haf to learn to wake up early and maybe.. become the old me in year 1 sem 1...
no life after school... go home.. haha.. sometimes... xian is v good.. can accompany me.. other than tt.. haha.. maybe is reallli school- home... i also will paiseh de.. keep asking ppl out.. haha (get the hint!? as me!)... nah.. juz kidding.. i also getting a little more bz.. hope can keep me focus in school... school and gv is so far fine... i dunno.. i feel v weird.. having a bad intuition.. a bad omen.. a bad feeling... dunno y....

hmm... well.. life so far's being okay... despite the tsunami tragedy, we see lots of kind hearted soul do their part for the affected countries.. i am v impressed by singaporeans.. and i do hope more will join in the help... then, singapore team finally got into tiger cup final... a scene, i rbr not seeing since i was v young.. haha.. i will cheer the lions on!!!.. yes.. i still into soccer.. but mine is not the EPL, or club championship.. i prefer, fifa Euro, world cup, tiger cup?, haha.. battle between countries..

then, reading blogs of my friend from BIT TP... (aka yj's) i muz say... the blog and tags... make my heart sore... how to say leh... dunno u guys v well.. but can see u treasure friendship alot.. so do the taggers... and i noe how much u guys muz haf hated the FAST system (applies to all TP students...) and seem like u guys are having a tough sem... i may not be in the best position to say something... but... juz strive... i believe, someone is in a worse plight than u(aka mi).. haha.. yes i may not haf to be seperated by my friends... but i haf tough modules every sem.... u can't beat that... u guys are smart and i believe can help each other... and if i survived my miserable last sem...(which is a fact... can refer to previous entries to verify)... i solely believe u can... haha.. (to prove i am in a worse plight: after this short sem... straight away IAP[industrial attachment programme] or SIP in TP i think, then after 15 weeks... school straight away.. wif projects to do... if not.. is school first then IAP.. which means no break!)... so... JIA YOU... oh ya... haha.. forgot... reckon yj may not see this.. so does her bunch of friends.. so help pass rd the msg... *the jia you part.. the rest can drop it*.. haha.. jia you... will be behind u guys always

(juz a friend that choose to stay at the back to render any support one may need)

-=:agu:=-

2005

hi bloogie!!!, its the year 2005... normally ppl will do reflections.. i will too... haha... 2005! wow... 2004 had past.. 366 days( many wrote 365... but year 2004 haf 29 feb!) haha... *going to be wallop by many!*

hmmm, the year had being interesting, i met new ppl, i learnt new things, i gained new experience! ... hmmm, how to say leh, where to start...

well, being thinking the past few days... hmm, gone thru some education system changed... due to that, had 3 start of semestral, had shorter vacation(i am still bitter bout tt) and gone thru' hard modules.. i also learnt my sign language! hmm... school in poly was more or less now used to it.. being in the school for bout 1 and the half year! and walked ard the campus till i noe most of the areas... and for the first time, i had xmas in school! hmm.. poly is an interesting place, i noe more ppl from lessons and interactions! well, this is my poly life!, doing geeky research at ulu! blk 34!, overcome the education barrier and learn new stuff.. wow! i luv it.. but things will get tougher.. i will learn to overcome them!

next, gv.. haha.. being there for almost 1 year 9 months... yah... nice huh... nv knew i will still be there.. and i met new ppl, got wacky experience and learnt new stuff!!!1 hahaha.., met new ppl like kris, vanny, mildred, micky, amy, cindy pow.... too long a list to write.. but nonetheless, new managers and new staff... then managment rotation and xmas party that affect us! good leh! haha.. hmm, gv is a great place! haha.. so funny...

well... today a little dunno wat to write.. all in head.. but cannot put into words.. and then.. is alll my frens... muz thank them for appearing in the past year!!!!

pals : ting, lai, cyndy, reagan, pl, peh peh, jie ying, yenny, peggy
poly frens: class of F02 especially, sok leng, gracia, and prissy!!!
GV colleagues: kris (boss), mildred, bee, rene, adida, shoba, wence, cindy pow, lots of new colleagues, xian (best buddy)...

all these ppl thanks....

i dunno wat to write.. realli blank mind!...

happy new year to all

-=:agu:=- happy 2005!!!