school coming back

hi bloggie...(braced urself for a long entry) being working the past few days again.. tired and fall sick, but recovered, although not full recovery, still feeling the effect of the flu bug... cozing irritating sore throat to me now.. hai.. tried lozenges and cough mixture, haven seem to recover yet.. then school is going to start soon.. haha.. feel weird, december school, this is INHUMANE!!! haha.. i mean, where is the family bonding that the government wan if they put education above it! reckon education still more important then. oh well, its about ur well roundedness tt's y! and its not me to contridict the government decision. anyway, the past few days working was fine, had trainee and reckon i was too fierce to one.. too bad, she toed the wrong side of my line! haha... but overall, we are still observing the situation... how many will stay!? my guess is 5!!! haha..

going out lata with lai, peh, xian and joel.. haha.. i changed my shift, pretty last min arrangement.. haha.. at least managed to changed it! haha..

hmm, alot of things flashes my mind, since the 4E7 gathering... hmm, friends, classmates, colleagues, i have met alot of ppl in different places and realli appreciate their presences (okay, confession, some of them).... this entry is dedicated to u guys, a v big thank u for being there and watched me grow, at my different stages!!!!

first my family
i am considered old fashioned in thinking, this haf to thank my upbringing, i accept new ideas, but keep old values.. haha.. anyway, i am realli thankful for my parents, especially my mum, they fed me, clothed me, watched me grow, tutored me, and gif me financial support, they made arrangement for me when my feeble mind is still in dreamyland, and respect my decision, when i was able to gain some independence and reponsibilities. haha.. then, my 2 imp sisters, (okay, one cannot called imp, big liao!!!) bring laughter to me, irritating at times but absence do make the heart fonder, since i started working, i rarely see my family, coz, i am either at work or at school, i know i shld not neglect my family,however, our timing is v different.. but i still cherish them...

next, friends that grows with me,

Jinny, my pri school friend, who made contact with me thru friendster after so long.. i was the antisocial one.. i was in the top class all along, until in primary 6, my world was a little upside down... due to changed of school system, i was transfered to the 2nd class... sad at that time,(can see from young v 好胜)... then adapted and life goes on... anyway, get to know other ppl in my new class and slowly adpated to the truth...after PSLE, i lose contact! with everyone... dun ask me y, i juz dunno... then friendster spring up and voila! found back old friends one by one... hahahahahaha... jinny was one of them.. then, she organise that dinner and i met up with suling, desmond and zhiyong.. and she is also organising a BBQ.. hopefully can see more friends!!!... haha.. she is also v brilliant, friendly and v the gal nx door... lucky to have met her, and she found me back!! thanks for finding me back.. too bad for ya, i reckon i will stay....

cyndy, sec school pal
cyndy 大姐... v caring person, who thinks for everyone and care for them... realli thankful for her presence, rbr the time we did E.Math revision.. thanks to her, my E.Math at o level did not suffer... constant revision and doing!!! hahaha.. my class chairperson for sec 1 and 2, proved she is tt good to be re-elected!!! she is straightforward, sometimes with a fiery temper... but nonetheless, she do not throw her temper if u dun offend her... so far, i can't rbr recieving any tongue lashing, hee hee, maybe i been good!! hahaha. hahaha.. v independent gal! and always cherish her... thanks for being there!!! so stay there....

Shunting, sec school pal
婷妹， one who have to endure my grumbling and complains, and grumbling and complains... good organising power, pulled together several chalets due to her, and v good to friends, loyal! she also funny, have good humor.... so means i suan her, she also no objections! v independent gal, working at the same location at me!!! at least during the holidays.. haha.. school days also not that bad.. can see her, especially this sem, have the same IS(CDS) modules... accompanied me to learn sign language and keep me accompanied when i need one.. v lucky to have meet her!!! stay cheerful u got that!?

Peileng, sec school pal
this one ah.. she is the one tt pours to me and i gif her advice(dunno work or not) but she is v mature in thinking... strive hard for good results.. rbr during chinese lesson in sec 2, i seating behind her.. my chinese not good, so often get called by teacher.. then her chinese good mah.. so nv kanna.. once teacher say i shld write notes.. then he took PL's textbook.. say PL got write notes... but teacher blind ah.. closer look can see all she write was "beckham"... haha.. dunno to laugh or wat... hahah.. gal, thanks for being my fren.. to me, its alreadi a wonderful thing liao

Lai, sec school pal
来嫂! haha.. this guy is the funny guy, who cracks me up.. rbr the times he made me cry.. coz, i tt time how to say.. sensitive? haha.. okay, no sense of humor.. tease me only i cry... now betta hor.. u tease me.. i tease u back.. hahaha.. intro me to GV and he ah.. v style now.. he can get mood swings like woman but he is still a man!!! (i think)... haha.. v good friend, becoz always in cahoot with him to misbehave! haha.. when we dun like someone, i pity tt person.. can critise till no value at all.. v sporty person and have a hubby (still hopes he is a guy!) but anyhow, he still good pal to me, can be 姐妹 or 好友...

jieying, sec school pal
this one ah... the person who comes up with AGU.. now.. my name is not called christina anymore.. hai.. pity my parents, gif me nice name, become like tt.. she ah.. dunno wat to say.. cranky and naive... sometimes feeling like strangling her neck for embarassing u... but nonetheless, create laughter.. rbr the chalet then have cat fight.. she ah.. wan to fight against me.. if i wan, i will throw her off.. but scare hurt her.. hahahahhah... she is the sleeping beauty in her class.. and one wif the brains.. get so good results, even qualify for JC.. then chose poly.. hahaha.. hey u... betta act our age.. dun be so blur.. but luv u watever u are!!!

jason peh, sec school pal
PEH PEH!!! haha... funny guy.. funny coz his jokes so cold, we often laugh at only one... out of 10? hahah.. he ah.. v good guy.. SNAG(sensitive new age guy), think of other ppl feeling.. liek dinosaur like tt... extinct liao.. suan ppl, then say sorry.. v good hor.. in class wif him for 4 years.. his bad luck bah.. then v gentleman de... he also v 痴情.. hee hee.. v good pal.. need him hor, u call him, he will help u de... thanks pal!!!! for juz being there and helping me out... and thanks for ur cold jokes, v entertaining.. hahha...

yenny, sec school pal
wah... this one.. used to sit beside me in class... she v good in suaning.. now suan less le.. but still hope her power still there.. v smart gal.. hardworking too.. and her art skills are wow!!!! haha... our class noticeboard all done up by her.. all 4 years..then rbr the time was school funfair.. wah.. the deco is WOW!!! haha.. peh and i was one of the sculptors.. we have to learn to twist the balloon.. haha.. v fun that time.. except for KWOK... haha.. her mum cooking is like wow!!! luv ya mom's cooking.. CNY muz go her hse de.. hahahahaha.. thanks... being the status friends mean more to me than anything

peggy, sec school pal
the one who likes to call my FULL NAME, Christina Wong Ruiyan(王瑞燕) v bubbly gal.. her laughter v cute de.. she laugh, u will laugh de..then she hor, exam period still go chalet.. hai.. hope she do well... and she still can say she study wrong notes!!! omg.. but she determined, in the CCA of BAND... (deyi band rulez) v tough CCA.. she endured and this made her v determined.. hahaha.. good sia.. thanks ah.. dun mind i be ur fren...

see hui, sec school pal
this one is my online buddy.. always chat wif me online and we have the same mindset.. hahaa.. v inspiring to chat with her.. and we often tok abt a wide range of topics.. hahaa.. good fren and v understanding.. hardowrking tooo... ahaha.. rbr last time help her in her POA!!! haha... thanks for being my fren.. cherish u always...

for poly peeps,
the i only know u for this long.. but i luv the times we played and pigged it out.. till time goes on.. i will collect more memories and then i can come up wif wat i wrote bout my other friends

rene, gv colleague..
this ah ma.. v good in advice.. v wise in age and sometimes v violent... kanna beaten by her.. but if u need someone to tok to.. find her the best... always play pool and badminton wif her.. and not to forget the movies we watched.. hahaha.. and the MPH book sales.. wahhhhahahahaha... buy so much books sia.. and LOTR!!! ahhaa... thanks ahma...

kristin, gv boss
this one ah... bosses my ard and make me her no pay PA... poor me.. but v good fren.. seen my tears and my laughter and v good to me... always send me home.. v good.. i dun mind FOC for ya orh...

jingxian, gv bud
this one.. my acclaimed buddy.. cannot run liao... v good.. always haf to suffer my temper and beating.. and v nice to me.. hahaha.. good hor..seen the inner side of me more.. haha.. intro naruto to me and i need company, she will be there.. worked wif her even better.. she will do the job. so i can slack.. and v patient person.. steady as she is.. so v consistent.. see she got top customer service crew.... haha.. MACHE!!! hahaha.. accompany me to movies and pools and badminton.. even haf the honour to meet her poly friends.. my soulmate.. so if need to know my secrets can torture her.. thanks xian.. for being my buddy and i promise i shall not beat u le.. and thanks for acknowledging my buddy status... u are the best!!!!

wah.. write so long... thanks for all tt haf being in my life..
if ur name is not mentioned here.. dun be sad... u are still v impt to me.. like JX's fren... i still dunno u guys well.. but u guys are terrific.. realli v good... and v honoured to haf meet u...

thanks all... being a pleasure meeting u guys...
-=:agu:=- LovEd OnE ReMain In A Place In My HeaRt and ReMaiNS imPt To me....

4/7 gathering

hi bloggie, sorry not being updating again.. haha.. shall update

mon, 22 nov
OFF.. so at home.. then did nth i guess, wake up late anyway, half of the day gone.. then mapling...

tue, 23 nov
work.. hmm.. ok.. was working at cb, cb closing wif N.U.R and vasuki.. haha.. expected to do alot.. but ok lah.. box closing is peh, ting flr late mid... after work went o coffee bean and drink coffee, tea in my case, ting drink pure choco. then had some laff.. peh powered up in lame joking.. made us freeze.. haha.. v fun.. laff all my worries away.. went back up to GV to change poster, then take cab home.. wana maple de.. but server down.. chat wif xian instead.....

wed, 24 nov
tired... haf to wake up early go to TIONG BAHRU to take popcorn box, ting, at marina.. she take cab down to fetch me.. reach J8 le, dun dare call office to get someone help us, they are shorthanded, and think no one can help us carry.. might as well do it ourselves.. ting carry 2 boxes, i do 3... hai.. then so heavy, cargo life in use, so take normal lift.. at least a kind lady help us.. v nice.. then start work.. then opening kacang... but kris wan lunch so went buy lunch.. in the end do flr, sean did not come.. haha.. not too bad. except for the tight timing and running and clearing... not tt bad a day.. at least not KC.. then saw marvin and lai, went to haf a drink with them... orange soda.. then we chat and talk and haf fun.. so nice!!! then went home.. maple so pekchek.. server change lah.. then do for sometime the finally can.. peh finally party wif us.. for those who no play, it means join the gang.. can help each other.. then went to sleep at 3 plus, cannot tahan le

thurs, 25 nov
happy bdae to dora... ur bdae.. had fun.. sorry call ya at the wrong time.. :X
then today is 4E7 gathering.. hee hee.. met up wif lots of old classmates.. which long time no see. haha.. then b4 tt, went to J8, with intents to shop and had lunch.. thanks XIAN.. great bud, accompany me.. then saw the 14 trainee.. haha.. flooded the box office and cb.. tml, going to train ppl i reckon.. haha.. bet its me to train.. but i am still hopeful *cross fingers* then the gathering was great, had it at mache, wif good food and good company, time flew by.. had photos taken... and i mean photoS.. haha.. think 28 ppl went.. not a bad no. then exchange and update no. haha.. then went to J8 and continue my hyper mood.. haha.. great day today.. enjoyed myself.. happy!!!

-=:agu:=- HyPerActIve Is WhEn I ConCenTrAte To HaVe FuN!!!

worried

hi bloggie.. sorry not being blogging for the past few days.. being bz at work... and life became a routine... either work or home.. but slping only early in the morning.. haha.. will have to adjust back my biological clock... anyway... thanks to the Incredibles and Shutter, we are seeing the crowd coming back... being sweeping after rich brats and serving kids with fat wallets... y is mine tt thin!? then went to watch GV TM family with xian, yan jing, jin hui, dora and yan jing's bro, fude... he, like his sis, quite outgoing. took the intiative and seem to have a rough idea where he wans to head... not a bad chap... then watched without a paddle the movie sacreened there.. lame movie.. not worth watching... Mildred is bishan manager representaticve.. and saw Sze yin... and cecilia, karen from TM.. haha.. then went to walk ard TM and century square b4 heading for work... my sis came to watch the Incredibles today.. then.. heard from my mum then my eldest uncle is hopitalised... hai.. no wonder today pass by his shop no open.. sadded.. cried at work.. when cannot tahan le.. coz.. he is like the head of this big family... he is the eldest bro from my mama side, and he took great care of juniors like us.. v loving and definitely a great uncle.. v worried bout him.. he is the role model of the family.. v worried... then think coz i no slp the day b4.. so no hyper.. then this happen.. then my mood is like hyper (short spans of attention) then quiet until even i also not used.. sorry to all if i like attitude... its not me.. hard to control.. having to control tears is not easy... the best way to control the tears is not to do anything.. if not ppl say a little sensitive, i can cry a waterfall..

i tried to be strong.. but too sensitive.. thus, emotion is greater in prowess.. hai.. cried alot these few days.. where is the old me.. sian...

-=:agu:=- The barriers Cannot contain the tears...they juz flow out steadily....

timetable

hi bloggie... today was a~okay!!! haha.. played maple till 4 am then slept at 6... having headaches recently... dunno y... being having them.. on and off... made me v irritable... hai.. then yesterday was chaotic at work.. got shift here and there.. then not feeling well.. i wept coz got nervous breakdown.. haha... before everyone panic.. i say first.. its OK.. haha.. 3 reasons i cried... i not feeling well.. the damn corn is so overwhelming.. i felt like puking... and suffering from serious headache.. then... 2nd reason.. i felt v innocent.. i was transferred to kacang due to some miscommunication.. then i admit i face black black.. haha... sorry kris.. i dun mean to like gif u black face.. but i haf no idea wat is happening.. no one bothered to explain to me.. then i felt angry abt it.. then plus not feeling well, on verge to tears.. finally cried when xian come out to "relief" me.. she noticed i was abt to faint *tt's according to her... i am not.. juz looked sick tt's all* then she come out.. i sick plus angry plus gan dong.. hey i emotional creature.. so tears starts to fall.. then ting come out.. bee and peh keep asking me bout my well being.. then cried to myself a bit.. then lai cum, relief me.. was a little pissed by him.. coz.. i was transported to kacang coz of him and francis.. then finally all emotions lead to a limit.. and *rain*... kris took me to office to make me confess up!!! haha.. then finally calm down.. so ppl.. I AM SERIOUSLY OKAY... juz too emotional... this is for clearing up once and for all...

today, went to watch shark tale... 6.50... hai.. not a fantastic movie in terms of graphic and storyline... results.. finding nemo win!!! handsdown.. now is incredibles.. haha.. waiting for its launch.. haha.. then today after movie, went for lunch and walked ard J8.. b4 settling at coffeebean.. when those working (rene, xian, ting, peh) start work.. i n lai head home.. had a good sleep.. haha.. okay.. shall end here.. got comments i am writing essay here.. hahaha...

ps: NP peeps, timetable is out.. haf a peek.. and tues is my IS day.. hehe.. choosing intercultural communication and understanding financial statements... hahaha

-=:agu:=- EduCatIon Is KiCkinG BaCk SooN...

results

hi bloggie... sorry.. naughty me being too tired to update... haha.

12 nov fri
after recieve result.. dunnoe due to excitement can't sleep.. or too happy.. anyway... slept at 6 then wake up at 9.30... meet up wif eunice and xian for breakfast.. and rene lata came along.. haha.. xian and rene a little shock to see eunice.. coz... so qiao.. eunice the nite b4 ask me whether wan to play badminton.. and so zhun she wan play today.. so juz asked her along.. after breakfast.. we headed down to teck ghee CC... haha.. not bad... finally played a longer game and i am seriously having the urge to improve my game now.. last time play is like leisure.. now.. is haivng an AIM to improve.. haha.. then after tt we head back to central... at first wan play pool de.. then a call from wence spoilt the plan.. hai.. Sean did not work.. say he is needed at home.. then i haf to go work early .. and my only box closing haf to surrender to HAO EN.. WTH.. hai.. sadded by then... then... reach there.. everyone tease me that my "BELOVED DISCIPLE aka SEAN" did not come.. got realli pissed by then that i actually throw a small temper and spouting the "F" word.. haha.. not at customer le.. but when i count float.. i calmed down le, then started to say its retribution.. uncle wence lah.. laff so loud.. lucky by then i calm down.. if not.. maybe i realli pissed.. anyway.. i started to say he will haf his retribution.. haha.. then started to curse everyone will haf retribution.. in a more funny way.. then when hao en come.. i am realli impressed.. he is considered an old hand... even supposedly more experienced then me.. yet his speed is same as SEAN.. oh my.. was so impressed by his crawling speed that i haf to like serve faster.. haha.. then.. imagine this.. MIDNIGHT SHOW GOT QUENE... oh my god... its not say having blockbuster tt can kill u type of period yet.. and definitely mid nite show... always ppl buy early.. due to his speed got quene.. WOW!!! then after work see Mildred sick.. so accompanied her till she finished.. scare she faint or anything.. then go home went to orh...

13 nov sat
today sleep until v late.. then had lunch.. orignally wanted to go down wif xian to century square to visit yan jing and jin hui.. but i no time.. will be late for work.. so forget it.. anyway.. worked boox wif rene.. was okay... saw the comeback of bee's nite and mildred take MC.. so is kris... xian at kacang become ultimate sian.. haha.. then after work go home.. see naruto 108 then went to sleep

14 nov sun
*selemat hari raya*
today wake up eat watch some tv and off to work.. kacang today.. okay... got cash register.. learn how to use and i start work.. nth to sell.. haha.. then i see CB mid shift then realise y.. haha.. anyway.. today work was ookay... got 1 pt i felt like puking and haf headache.. dunnoe xian is she tt observant or she nth to do she came out.. say want relief me for a while.. then got chase to CB... anyway.. realli thanks.. shall conclude u are observant.. haha.. then waited for lai.. he do EOS.. long time no see this buddy le.. haha.. anyway.. waited for him.. then watch some part of the incredibles.. so funny... will go watch de. hehe i strongly encourage.. i laff until xian ask me to laff softer.. but real funny.. haha.. coz.. normally.. i will not go sneak watch a movie if i wan to watch it lata.. but the incredibles is tt good tt it can lure me to stay... realli.. v good... for me.. i realli like pixar, and disney co operation.. pixar provide realistic graphic while disney the storyline.. haha.. the incredibles did not fail my expectation.. and definitely is the anticipated movie of the year.. for the sharktale.. it seems to be paler.. haha.. i luv pixar and disney animation.. hot fav like finding nemo, monster inc. , toy story 1 and 2... and bug's life... they realli outdone themselves time and time again.. toy story wowed the world with the amaxing graphic.. monster inc. touched our hearts, finding nemo is a break thru in technology and the incredibles is bringing super heros theme back on track... v nice.. haha.. due to the incredibles and my luv for movies.. i shall put something new on the side panel...

now see ppl result, a little sian.. this is wat happened if u compared results.. i v happy when i noe i passed all my modules and at least gotten a C.. but lata.. see my GPA.. i sian.. see ppl one.. all 3 and above... mine a lousy 2.19.. i noe i shouldn't feel so lousy and the exams are alreadi over... but.. i am who i am.. a taurean, a person who value pride far too much.. hai.. i shld be contend.. i will learnt to be.. but for now i am v sadded by wat i got.. i am not regretting tt i did not study harder.. but i could do so much better if i did try harder... can't i? maybe i realli choose the wrong course.. maybe i shld haf followed my strength.. not my interest.. i luv science to bits... but i like biz too.. maybe not as strong as sci.. but i do like them.. i am a logical person.. trained to think rational and logically.. maybe due tt, i can survive math in sec school wifout studying much.. i luv sci for i am curious bout the small things that make us sick.. and the lure of the up coming big industry.. haha.. if i tell ya i enrolled wat i enrolled due to interest only.. i am bluffing.. i am also looking at the industry lata on.. in another few more years... s'pore will be wat we called a medical hub.. i will haf no worries to find a job.. even now.. ppl in my course is highly sought after.. its such lure that makes me choose wat i chose... but i do like biz too.. i like anything tt allows me to do analyse... i can analyse that a medical hub is setting up.. so analysing is not a prob... haha.. i sometimes wonder wat would haf happen if i choose biz.. at least, i noe i haf alot of ppl to help me if i dunno.. haha.. anyway.. this sem haf passed, i finally learn wat is fear.. maybe i can learn wat is study... anyway.. haf to start choosing IS... (TP called it CDS, for TP peeps who dun understand).. one from biz, one from communication.. i haven decide wat i wan.. hopefully something i can manage.. hai.. y didn't i get into TP... they only need to fulfill 10 credits units for their CDS (in short, shorter hrs in school) maybe LSCT more tough.. this sem.. i haf to spend 28 hrs per week in school.. last sem 26hrs the sem b4, 25 hrs.. got ppl as much as ours? nx sem think even more tough.. not to and this sem got to feed the freaking fishes!!! haha.. and the endless projects... well i think tt's all.. hafing said my peace, i shall retire...

-=:agu:=- A journey to any where still have to start with that first step...

pass

hi bloggie.. wat an early entry.. well today is the release of result.. actually, wanted to wait till 4 am then go sleep de then i forgot need to help my mum burn her cd.. so burn it for her.. she need to return the cd the nx day.. anyway.. my wait was over.. think one of the few to get the result first hand... finally at 5 am.. the result release.. and i juz finished my cd burning.. so i go check it out.. so happy to see NPAL page.. but scare too.. anyway.. saw my result.. a major relieve.. this sem is the hardest sem.. i told someone b4.. if i ever ever get Ds for this sem for all the module.. i would haf been damn happy(forgive my language) and.. i gotten Cs for them.. well not the fantastic result compared to last sem.. but to me... its more than enough.. i am v happy le... imagine the burden being relieve.. before tt.. i was actually v anxious abt the result.. nv b4 i had such a sensation.. even O level release result also not as anxious as now.. maybe coz now the stakes are higher.. phew... ok.. shall review.. IMM(the hardest subject) C, AMB( the most irritating notes) C, AQUA(The one i nv studied and fear most when result release) C, Math and Stats 2( the common test tt i failed miserablely) C+, Perl (the programming that made me go arrgh) C+, PQS( the IS That i felt its dumb) C+.. as u can see v normal.. actually not v good result.. but, i haf conquer the hardest sem in the shortest time.. to me, its everything in the world.. at least.. its not Ds... v v relieve...

haven being updating huh.. haha.. well bz at work.. seen the schedule.. oh boy.. being getting 6 Days.. hahha. short handed and bz period.. still mapling... work last nite was dreaded.. haha.. cb closing is a norm to me.. but i haf to work wif hao en and chanrajit.. its not their prob.. its mine.. i haf a perpection prob to their working capability.. haha.. actually wat i meant is.. it is a hard time for me to work with one working robot who literally take instructions and must be given specifically and don't do things on initiative and one who is not up for CB.. haha.. well.. thanks for alan, ting and xian help.. if not.. i think i will be boiling mad.. playing badminton lata.. will definitely be at ease.. i haf attained a more peaceful feeling and bursting with joy.. haha.. anyway.. thanks for all the well wishes from those who wished me lucks on my results.. and i am real glad, i can promote.. now the fun part is who is coming wif me... best of lucks guys..

quoting from kelvin : " We Shall Graduate as A Class"
to do that.. we shall promote together!!!

oh ya.. Hi! send info on instructor course.. haha... dun think can attend.. this time rd.. timing is even tighter than last.. i dun even noe if i can spare time for rehearsals for the LSCT student-staff day performance..

-=:agu:=- for the first time... i really am anxious.. for the first time.. i felt the sheer joy of content..

sian...

hi bloggie.. today off day.. so rest at home.. last nite choing maple with xian.. then was quite okay... i wan to lvl up real fast.. then sleep at 6 am... wake up at 11.30 to sms xian so she will not be late for work. if not, i sure guilty.. haha.. coz she pei wo chiong maple.. then went back to sleep... officially woke up at 2 plus.. then pack my room, change bedsheet... haha.. realise i can only do such things on OFF day.. working of the past week.. tired but fun.. today.. can relax a bit.. but as the day go by.. sianzation is here to conquer.. turns out to be a very sian day.. had a bite after i showered and played some maple and read some pages of the book, before i declare BORING... hai... not a social animal but i do crave company.. so sian.. sis study o level so cannot turn up vol in living room.. hide in bedroom, face my four lonely wall.. resulting a sian me... hai.. heard today got 2 person MC, and 1 MIA.. yet no calls.. haha.. seem like today they had enuff staff.. but boring me.. v sian.. haha.. dunno.. suddenly, i felt v lonely, i wan to hide in somewhere... i dunno leh.. v weird feeling.. hai.. nvm.. maybe lata will feel better.. for now.. let me ponder and self torture in this weird feeling...

-=:agu:=- For Once, My Mind Is Blank... My Train of Thoughts Have Stopped Somewhere... Until Its Return, I Shall Remain An Empty Shell..

pride, ambitions, dreams, hope!?

Dreams, many have them yet don't own them
Hope, many own them yet hope can desert them
Pride, many have them yet not all protect them
Ambitions, many turn dreams into them with actions and carry hopes and together with pride to achieve them...

4 simple words, linked together....
We Have always valued our pride,
and hope that all our dreams will come true,
and secretly turning them into ambitions.
Yet, to attain our ambitions, we may give up pride.
Or, we maintain pride to hold our ambitions down.
Both acts often cause misunderstanding or even be irritants to others, as not all share the same ideology.
At Times, people claim that we hold unrealistic ambitions and damper our hope.
Its good to ignore such advice,
but good to heed them sometime.
The hardest part would be the choice.
Which to trust or not to trust other's judgement,
and Whether confidence in self is huge.
Most of the times, we dreamt about the fruit we bore if we ever achieve our ambitions.
Some call it day dreaming, other call it goals.
But the Common things between the 2 opinions is, the ambition is still at large.
Wise Men of time, once said, only true hardwork, with small ounce of lucks, and great foresight can truely achieve their goals.
But Diginity shall remained.
Hope shall be strong.
and Dreams Shall be achieved.

-=:agu:=-

ps: some crap i come up.. still not very organised.. but hope u guys like it.. haha.. maybe some genunine comments to improve them!! thanks lots.. hope all our dreams and hope come true, and achieve our ambitions with pride.

work...

hi bloggie, working today.. haha.. BOX late mid.. work wif shoba mama.. today, actually got badminton.. but no court.. then i sleep at home loh.. haha.. also read the novel.. nice... but too fanciful in description.. hmm.. saw marvin today.. after so long.. he was attached to BEST Denki at J8.. haha.. so nice to see this old chap.. v happy.. did some catching up.. today work was fun and basically crapped alot.. haha.. wif lame jokes from infamous peh and newcomer xian, haha.. and due to some confusion and lame acts, she become shoba mama, god daughter... aka, my god sister.. ahha... so old le still play family tree.. haha... anyway, work was okay today.. we basically crap.. think coz its uncle wence.. he also lamer!!!

ps: sorry, change song again.. coz finally found this!!!


-=:agu:=- WE ARE FIGHTING DREAMERS!!!!

work, shark tale, princess diaries

hi bloggie.. back to blogging.. being watching naruto(finally catch up le) and working, and mapling.. haha.. the past few days were okay.. fun at work and play.. watched princess diaries testprint wif only xian while others snooze... hmmm had a small bdae celebration for xian few days ago and think everyone had a good time!! haha... then today got crowd woah.. haha.. finally, wif the help of shark tale and princess diaries maybe... juz maybe, gv bishan can reach its peak again!? haha.. kris went austrailia, then juz saw wence today(finally.. ) haha... seem like now is work and play.. haha.. blogging also little less... haha.. i also cannot remember much.. but definitely had a good time!!!

P.S. : Dr. Lim (my mentor) juz given birth on 5 nov.. haha.. congrats!!!

-=:agu:=- Reward the good... Not the Gender...

sianzation

hi bloggie.. being some time no blog.. previous days were bz at work, movies, play, naruto.. haha...then... recently female hormone too active, haha.. PMS and all.. get more emotional, in terms of good and bad.. throw tanturm that scares everyone... haha.. sorry.. especially to xian and ting for my behaviour.. sorry ah... then watched a no. of movies.. yes.. movies.. realli luv them to bits.. there is nth to do in s'pore except movies and pool!! haha.. anyway, watched maria full of grace, spanish movie, and ladder 49.. wif rene, xian and ting.. nice movie.. for maria full of grace, worth 7.50.. a award winning film, wif realistic but harsh truth.. see how drug traffickers haf to fear, the custom or the small but deadly pellets.. not an easy task.. then ladder 49... cried my heart out.. v nice.. 7.50 to 8.50.. realli.. go watch.. the action is juz a cover for the human touch of this film... the touching factor is the one tt realli made me appreciate this movie, the movie is realistic and show the humanly factor!!

quoting from the movie "People often asked me, how is it that fire fighter can run into a building, when others run out.. courage is the answer"
shows the true human nature, the human instinct to run out, but also shows the true courage!! remarkable movie...

then being at work.. hmm.. working is okay.. today got slightly more to handle.. but overall is okay.. mapling now i guess...

-=:agu:=- quoting from naruto "i will never go back on my words... its my way of the ninja!"