hi bloggie.. yesterday was great.. had thanksgiving dinner!? haha.. nah.. dora's pre birthday celebration.. haha.. it was fun with all the food and drinks and flour? ahha.. hmm, well, i think it was a great nite...
had lunch at cafe cartel at PS in the afternoon as Lab lunch.. meaning with ppl in my lab.. to celebrate my supervisor bdae which is on the 24/11/05... haha.. then had a v full lunch.. nice nice! pork ribs.. then work was quite slacky.. and beside, i am still fighting a health battle, i wasn't in tip top condition man.. felt like sleeping.. thanks to the medicine i was having.. haha.. then head off for suntec.. who knows... dora and rest were delayed.. oh well.. hang ard at suntec.. thankfully was only for an hour as compared to 3 hours at TM.. and suntec was bigger.. more things to see.. dinner at crystal jade.. hmm, okok bah.. haha.. played a trick on yj.. by acting angry... wah.. become i have to coax her.. so not fun.. haha.. oh well.. then proceed on with the true or dare..... hahaha.. hmm, was interesting.. but maybe everyone tired.. so all a lil half hearted.. think flour perks everyone up.. after kanna sabo by flour.. dora took revenge man.. she ran AMOK! haha.. dunno y.. everytime i sabo ppl, become the worst case one loh.. maybe coz i dare to sabo? haha.. when dora got whole of the flour.. only me and xian went ahead to stop her.. haha.. the rest run far far.. haha.. too bad lah.. she throw at me.. one handful.. tio.. haha. then i also help her sabo other ppl... just for the fun of it.. hmm... it was nice..
first was water coz of xian's celevbration.. this time is flour.. haha.. nx time throw wat? lata become i tio? haha.. think the guys sure think, this one is siao ah.. everytime sabo ppl, tio.. hahaha.. and to think, i am suppose to be the one nursing my health!
well.. rashes alert.. kanna rashes 2 days ago.. now better... but had some that keeps recur! medicine tt keeps me nodding.. and.. hmm, some other things in mind.. maybe blog about it later.. gotta look at my gel before i head off for lunch!
agu
Friday, November 25, 2005
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
itch
hi bloggie.. hmm, think realli not a smooth sailing week for me.. sick on sunday.. monday felt better.. who noe, tues after work.. spot rashes over my hands.. thot a minor one.. who noes.. gotten worst.. and seen a doc.. hmm allergy.. but to wat?! haha.. anything to do with the labs? i dunno.. gotten MC.. hai.. felt better with the medicine.. and the rashes subside.. no longer itch.. haha.. drowsy.. hmm, tml, shld be can go work.. haha.. my supervisor birthday. think go also good.. hmm, hope things are fine man... haha.. played sims after a long time from not playing.. hahaa.. now, gonna bath and take medicine.. knock out soon
recover sleep time..
-=:agu:=- water here i come.. *gulp*
recover sleep time..
-=:agu:=- water here i come.. *gulp*
Monday, November 21, 2005
sick
hi bloggie! hmm, fall ill le.. so suay.. tt day was just telling yj i wanna fall sick.. and *poof*, i am realli sick.. hmmm, so zhun... if i say 4D no. dunno will tio or not...
thurs went to watch harry potter @gv marina digital! with deyi gang.. hee hee haha.. like it man.. compared to the other movies, the flow is there and ya, capture the triwizard v vividly.. expected to have variation from the book, but the movie turns out good.. for a movie buff, the movie is great.. for a book fan.. think the movie did its best.. not fully the same, but the feeling is there.. maybe because i anticipated this movie for so long.. and my pleasure in finally getting to watched it.. haha..
hmm, worked over the weekends.. the box office sales of harry is scary.. full house and tiring.. sat worked mid shift.. coz arranged to have drinks wif gang.. in the end, money matters due to me delayed.. haha.. sorry ppl.. had a bottle of beer and played card games.. my kind of evening i guess. haha.. had it @holland V's breko..
sun, fall sick... went to work.. home 4 hours lata.. cannot take it anymore.. headache and high fever.. my head was frying an egg at 38.2 degrees! haha.. scary! hmm.... slept all the way once i hit my bed and skipped dinner
missed breakfast this morning too.. hungry... lunch time le..
oh ya.. recently my life have some upsetting events.. there were happy events... songs were spinning in my head.. and describing my life... jie kou by jay chou... wo hai ji de by liang jing ru... and now mo li by S.H.E.... haha.. describing events that recently happen... haha.. in case blur... refer to lyrics..
sometimes be it fake or real, the feeling is there.. more or less.. haha.. i mean.. sometimes things may not be real, but feelings happen to be felt.. ahha.. so.. even if unreal in brain can be real in heart.. haha.. tt's wat i think.. shows heart and head thinks in different way?
-=:agu:=- the heart may breaks, but it continues beating
thurs went to watch harry potter @gv marina digital! with deyi gang.. hee hee haha.. like it man.. compared to the other movies, the flow is there and ya, capture the triwizard v vividly.. expected to have variation from the book, but the movie turns out good.. for a movie buff, the movie is great.. for a book fan.. think the movie did its best.. not fully the same, but the feeling is there.. maybe because i anticipated this movie for so long.. and my pleasure in finally getting to watched it.. haha..
hmm, worked over the weekends.. the box office sales of harry is scary.. full house and tiring.. sat worked mid shift.. coz arranged to have drinks wif gang.. in the end, money matters due to me delayed.. haha.. sorry ppl.. had a bottle of beer and played card games.. my kind of evening i guess. haha.. had it @holland V's breko..
sun, fall sick... went to work.. home 4 hours lata.. cannot take it anymore.. headache and high fever.. my head was frying an egg at 38.2 degrees! haha.. scary! hmm.... slept all the way once i hit my bed and skipped dinner
missed breakfast this morning too.. hungry... lunch time le..
oh ya.. recently my life have some upsetting events.. there were happy events... songs were spinning in my head.. and describing my life... jie kou by jay chou... wo hai ji de by liang jing ru... and now mo li by S.H.E.... haha.. describing events that recently happen... haha.. in case blur... refer to lyrics..
sometimes be it fake or real, the feeling is there.. more or less.. haha.. i mean.. sometimes things may not be real, but feelings happen to be felt.. ahha.. so.. even if unreal in brain can be real in heart.. haha.. tt's wat i think.. shows heart and head thinks in different way?
-=:agu:=- the heart may breaks, but it continues beating
Friday, November 18, 2005
over
hi bloggie... hmm, think its over...
would like to thank all for concern given... especially my pals, jason, lai and cyndy... very touched when they asked me wat happen.... and thanks fu... for giving ur support without question....
would like to thank yj.. supporting me... if not for the late nite phone calls, i think, i will have be driving my heads to the walls by now..
would like to say to xian... this episode taught me a lesson... a very powerful one. be it we are okay already or not.. life's go on. someone said before... dun walk ahead of me, i can't follow, dun walk behind me, i can't see u... walk beside me, accompanying me. i walked ahead before.. mostly lagging back. rarely beside.. but no matter wat, i'm still walking.. i may take longer time to catch up.. i may be waiting up front.. but u are nv out of my sight.
anyway... i dare say, we are not who we used to be.. this episode changes us.. and this is the truth... be it we get closer, or we drift, i still need to thank u, for appearing, and accompanying in my life.. it was my honour.
i can't predict the future. i can't say, we can be frens forever.. who i am to u now, tt's no longer important. who u are to me, its still the same. will it change? i dunno. but, for now, be it resolved or not, i will be supporting u.
thanks everyone.. time to take a break.. my heart suffer from too much heart stabbing.. tt's true too..
-=:agu:=- hiatus?
would like to thank all for concern given... especially my pals, jason, lai and cyndy... very touched when they asked me wat happen.... and thanks fu... for giving ur support without question....
would like to thank yj.. supporting me... if not for the late nite phone calls, i think, i will have be driving my heads to the walls by now..
would like to say to xian... this episode taught me a lesson... a very powerful one. be it we are okay already or not.. life's go on. someone said before... dun walk ahead of me, i can't follow, dun walk behind me, i can't see u... walk beside me, accompanying me. i walked ahead before.. mostly lagging back. rarely beside.. but no matter wat, i'm still walking.. i may take longer time to catch up.. i may be waiting up front.. but u are nv out of my sight.
anyway... i dare say, we are not who we used to be.. this episode changes us.. and this is the truth... be it we get closer, or we drift, i still need to thank u, for appearing, and accompanying in my life.. it was my honour.
i can't predict the future. i can't say, we can be frens forever.. who i am to u now, tt's no longer important. who u are to me, its still the same. will it change? i dunno. but, for now, be it resolved or not, i will be supporting u.
thanks everyone.. time to take a break.. my heart suffer from too much heart stabbing.. tt's true too..
-=:agu:=- hiatus?
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
heart pain
hi bloggie... today, had a nice lunch at Ikea!, hmm, then work was okay..
hmm, today, go see my email... then, feel heart pain.. hai.. u noe y.. coz i xiang nian.. hmm, i see le, i realli got gan dong to see some email.. some see le, feel yi han.. feel hai.. y things become like tt
like my email wif ting.. haha.. tt time de conflict.. deepest in my mind.. i read le.. i always reflect.. tt conflict teach me a v big lesson.. dun always feel, hey i nv let down anyone.. coz everyone thinks differently.. different ppl, different expectation. during tt conflict.. i see the biggest cooperation between the gang.. makes me v gan dong.. saw lai de e card which i kept.. peh and lai keep on encouraging me.. these 2 bros are realli my best guy frens man.. then, ting said i too good a fren.. which i think, if good, will not be so jia let.. now heart pain...haha.. in a way.. hmmm then read on.. see other emails i send to ting.. from my problems to just regards.. i think ting is a wonderful fren.. she makes it a point to reply.. which lacks in many nowadays.. i think, its not the politeness tt touched me.. the sincerity.. and she understands just wat i want to say, in wat state i was typing... missed her.. tt's y i always treasure gathering wif every one of them...
my email wif my good fren.. i see le, gan dao xin suan.. not becoz of the quarrel.. exist or not, still the same.. coz being like tt for so long le.. last year at ard oct... *tt's the email date*, at least i knew she treat me as buddy.. hai.. now, i realli dunno.. sometimes, i feel, was it over long time ago.. and i was denying it.. or did it just had to happen... haha.. foolish right.. but, i nv gave up.. nv.. until i feel like its time... nope, its not becoz of wat happened.. it is my own fear... a fear i cannot overcome..
hai.. emotional? ya.. i am.. rational? yes i am... because i am rational, tt's y i am hurting myself. i always put others first.. i think of ppl's worries before mine... tt's my prob.. doing things that may not be necessary to ppl. one sided u can say.. but i nv regret doing them... appreciated or not.. nv regret. tt's me.. emotional me, now tt's y i am hurting myself.. tend to think of far fetch ideas that might not happen.. having fears tt i cannot overcome.. having tempers.. but cool down faster.. maybe, i believe in wits then temper.. ha.. coz, when i throw my temper... i always apologise first.. dun wan to give myself a chance to humilate...
agu
hmm, today, go see my email... then, feel heart pain.. hai.. u noe y.. coz i xiang nian.. hmm, i see le, i realli got gan dong to see some email.. some see le, feel yi han.. feel hai.. y things become like tt
like my email wif ting.. haha.. tt time de conflict.. deepest in my mind.. i read le.. i always reflect.. tt conflict teach me a v big lesson.. dun always feel, hey i nv let down anyone.. coz everyone thinks differently.. different ppl, different expectation. during tt conflict.. i see the biggest cooperation between the gang.. makes me v gan dong.. saw lai de e card which i kept.. peh and lai keep on encouraging me.. these 2 bros are realli my best guy frens man.. then, ting said i too good a fren.. which i think, if good, will not be so jia let.. now heart pain...haha.. in a way.. hmmm then read on.. see other emails i send to ting.. from my problems to just regards.. i think ting is a wonderful fren.. she makes it a point to reply.. which lacks in many nowadays.. i think, its not the politeness tt touched me.. the sincerity.. and she understands just wat i want to say, in wat state i was typing... missed her.. tt's y i always treasure gathering wif every one of them...
my email wif my good fren.. i see le, gan dao xin suan.. not becoz of the quarrel.. exist or not, still the same.. coz being like tt for so long le.. last year at ard oct... *tt's the email date*, at least i knew she treat me as buddy.. hai.. now, i realli dunno.. sometimes, i feel, was it over long time ago.. and i was denying it.. or did it just had to happen... haha.. foolish right.. but, i nv gave up.. nv.. until i feel like its time... nope, its not becoz of wat happened.. it is my own fear... a fear i cannot overcome..
hai.. emotional? ya.. i am.. rational? yes i am... because i am rational, tt's y i am hurting myself. i always put others first.. i think of ppl's worries before mine... tt's my prob.. doing things that may not be necessary to ppl. one sided u can say.. but i nv regret doing them... appreciated or not.. nv regret. tt's me.. emotional me, now tt's y i am hurting myself.. tend to think of far fetch ideas that might not happen.. having fears tt i cannot overcome.. having tempers.. but cool down faster.. maybe, i believe in wits then temper.. ha.. coz, when i throw my temper... i always apologise first.. dun wan to give myself a chance to humilate...
agu
Monday, November 14, 2005
*quarrel*
hi bloggie... hai.. last nite got a quarrel... it pained me, but pissed me as well... hai.. so to u, i am a busybody, a selfish and an unreasonable person. ridiculous maybe. but, did u have any idea wat u said hurt..
u have a new best fren. so be it. i didn't interfere in that. i admit, i am jealous of that fact. but its because, u actually forgotten bout there is a me. i nv say who can be ur good fren, who can't. i am not that kind of person. but i still someone who do crave attention once in a while. my limelight didn't fall on me for quite some time le. depressed...
u said i didn't care bout wat u think. i care for myself. have u any idea how that hurts. my tears were wasted. if i didn't care, i will not have said.
besides is not me who said u treat me unfairly. ppl have eyes.. ppl seen... yet, u think i think too much! was that an excuse, or a reason? felt u avoiding me. is that proper? so, was i unreasonable?
u said i interfere in ur life.. did i?
u said i shouldn't come into ur circle of fren..
maybe i shouldn't...
now, thank u for giving me hope before...
think this is our goodbye.
agu
u have a new best fren. so be it. i didn't interfere in that. i admit, i am jealous of that fact. but its because, u actually forgotten bout there is a me. i nv say who can be ur good fren, who can't. i am not that kind of person. but i still someone who do crave attention once in a while. my limelight didn't fall on me for quite some time le. depressed...
u said i didn't care bout wat u think. i care for myself. have u any idea how that hurts. my tears were wasted. if i didn't care, i will not have said.
besides is not me who said u treat me unfairly. ppl have eyes.. ppl seen... yet, u think i think too much! was that an excuse, or a reason? felt u avoiding me. is that proper? so, was i unreasonable?
u said i interfere in ur life.. did i?
u said i shouldn't come into ur circle of fren..
maybe i shouldn't...
now, thank u for giving me hope before...
think this is our goodbye.
agu
Sunday, November 13, 2005
cryingy
hi bloggie... cried yesterday, one coz of my own prob.. then wanted to tok to someone.. but couldn't find one.. find out about another thing.. this time rd cried harder... listening to radio now.. i'll be there for u... where are u? hai.. yj was trying to help me.. but, sorry, i am not able to be helped.. i still cried.. now.. if i dun approach, will i be approached? i dunno... i told yj i tink i am giving up.. but is that wat i want? i dunno le.. hai.. taxing on heart.. taxing on me..
agu
agu
Saturday, November 12, 2005
me
hi bloggie... nothing much happen.. BBQ was fine.. bz but fine... gotten some irritating feeling, but fine... everything's fine... NOT..
sometimes life is tired... sometimes...
sometimes life is tough... sometimes...
Helped my fren, but feel he was realli going all out... feel bu gan yuan for him, in a way.. wish him success.
irritated by her... hope my fren can get his wish! haha..
i have a blog of my own...
a world tt i'm lost..
good for venting out emotions..
sometimes messages for others.. yet private..
ha.. feel like closing that.. create a real isolation.. since no one bother.. since i feel irritated.. since.. lots of reasons..
i'm lost... GREAT! *sacarsm*
-=agu:=- huh, who?
sometimes life is tired... sometimes...
sometimes life is tough... sometimes...
Helped my fren, but feel he was realli going all out... feel bu gan yuan for him, in a way.. wish him success.
irritated by her... hope my fren can get his wish! haha..
i have a blog of my own...
a world tt i'm lost..
good for venting out emotions..
sometimes messages for others.. yet private..
ha.. feel like closing that.. create a real isolation.. since no one bother.. since i feel irritated.. since.. lots of reasons..
i'm lost... GREAT! *sacarsm*
-=agu:=- huh, who?
Monday, November 07, 2005
lost bike!
hi bloggie.. today got to be my most unlucky day...
first thing in the morning, when i head to work... pass by void deck, grace's bike is gone! horrors! hai... then called up grace... sorry ah... my bad i guess... it was still there last nite! hmm, maybe realli that zhun, was just telling her yesterday, park at my void deck there, lata kanna stole! hai.. and it did...
then cross the road.. almost injured my right knee.. hai.. old injury.. heng nv twist dao.. tt is the only lucky part... and, missed 2 74 buses, coz crowded, and the bus is PACKED! hai.. so suay right.. then, stand all the way till i reach NP, sit and i fall asleep soon.. horrors, when i wake up, i over stopped! thankful, biopolis is the last 3rd stop... so, i wasn't far from workplace...
then at work, my blot dropped into waste bottle.. almost lost that blot...
hai.. wonder how suay i can get...
did i feel like life is hopeless? maybe i suffer from depression...
haha.. nah, Dr. Li also dun think so...
hope i'm fine... life is a rollercoaster... i just dropped from the peak of the ride... maybe i should enjoy the fall.. besides, isn't that the most enjoying part of a roller coaster ride?
Harry's coming... who wanna watch?
-=:agu:=- Time to abandon
first thing in the morning, when i head to work... pass by void deck, grace's bike is gone! horrors! hai... then called up grace... sorry ah... my bad i guess... it was still there last nite! hmm, maybe realli that zhun, was just telling her yesterday, park at my void deck there, lata kanna stole! hai.. and it did...
then cross the road.. almost injured my right knee.. hai.. old injury.. heng nv twist dao.. tt is the only lucky part... and, missed 2 74 buses, coz crowded, and the bus is PACKED! hai.. so suay right.. then, stand all the way till i reach NP, sit and i fall asleep soon.. horrors, when i wake up, i over stopped! thankful, biopolis is the last 3rd stop... so, i wasn't far from workplace...
then at work, my blot dropped into waste bottle.. almost lost that blot...
hai.. wonder how suay i can get...
did i feel like life is hopeless? maybe i suffer from depression...
haha.. nah, Dr. Li also dun think so...
hope i'm fine... life is a rollercoaster... i just dropped from the peak of the ride... maybe i should enjoy the fall.. besides, isn't that the most enjoying part of a roller coaster ride?
Harry's coming... who wanna watch?
-=:agu:=- Time to abandon
Sunday, November 06, 2005
nite cycling
hi bloggie
went nite cycling last nite (sat, 5 nov)... was a nice experience for me... cycled wif lai and grace.... to esplanade... hmm, meet at ang mo kio, go via thomson, novena, orchard, PS, and then esplanade... ahh.. was nice having the breeze.. was thankful for the good weather.. was kind of nice cycling wif them... lai was pro enuff to be our navigator... fav part of the cycling is the downhills and the company.. the stopover at mac... it was great... back via bugis, KK, novena and then bishan... home at 4.30... bathe and sleep...
before nite cycling, went to uncle reagan's place for dinner.. was well fed and watered... had fun toking to henry...
went to PS today... movie... saw Bee.. kind of miss her too... all about love is great.. the plot, the acting, the story.. got gan dong dao wo... emily rose, i enjoy the scenes at courts... horror, not my genre, but kind of enjoy it.. just dun open my eyes are the scary parts... domino at bishan... turning turning turning.. was kind of sufferin from headache watching...
saw merc yesterday... long time no see her as well..
now, everyone at bishan is complaining bout the cut cost issues.. overworked... hang in there ppl... its hard for everyone... we can survive this...
-=:agu:=-
went nite cycling last nite (sat, 5 nov)... was a nice experience for me... cycled wif lai and grace.... to esplanade... hmm, meet at ang mo kio, go via thomson, novena, orchard, PS, and then esplanade... ahh.. was nice having the breeze.. was thankful for the good weather.. was kind of nice cycling wif them... lai was pro enuff to be our navigator... fav part of the cycling is the downhills and the company.. the stopover at mac... it was great... back via bugis, KK, novena and then bishan... home at 4.30... bathe and sleep...
before nite cycling, went to uncle reagan's place for dinner.. was well fed and watered... had fun toking to henry...
went to PS today... movie... saw Bee.. kind of miss her too... all about love is great.. the plot, the acting, the story.. got gan dong dao wo... emily rose, i enjoy the scenes at courts... horror, not my genre, but kind of enjoy it.. just dun open my eyes are the scary parts... domino at bishan... turning turning turning.. was kind of sufferin from headache watching...
saw merc yesterday... long time no see her as well..
now, everyone at bishan is complaining bout the cut cost issues.. overworked... hang in there ppl... its hard for everyone... we can survive this...
-=:agu:=-
Saturday, November 05, 2005
boss
hi bloggie
i'm not a good fren...
i just not a good fren...
end of story...
if anyone choose to leave,
its just because i deserve it...
life is not about me...
its about others..
i haven realise it..
should just leave..
-=:agu:=-
i'm not a good fren...
i just not a good fren...
end of story...
if anyone choose to leave,
its just because i deserve it...
life is not about me...
its about others..
i haven realise it..
should just leave..
-=:agu:=-
Thursday, November 03, 2005
relationship
hi bloggie..
i felt lost...
i dunno y...
life's a struggle?
life's a drag?
maybe time to close this chapter....
maybe time to close this blog....
after 2 years of memories...
have i realli have the heart to close?
wat's happening?
i dunno too...
lonely again...
i have lost...
yet once again...
is it the blog i should close...
or the me i should close...
everyone is here for me...
then y do i feel everyone is not here?
selfish thoughts
selfish soul
selfish me
blast off
agu
i felt lost...
i dunno y...
life's a struggle?
life's a drag?
maybe time to close this chapter....
maybe time to close this blog....
after 2 years of memories...
have i realli have the heart to close?
wat's happening?
i dunno too...
lonely again...
i have lost...
yet once again...
is it the blog i should close...
or the me i should close...
everyone is here for me...
then y do i feel everyone is not here?
selfish thoughts
selfish soul
selfish me
blast off
agu
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
photos lanes
hi bloggie.. just here to upload photos.. yesterday work was okay... tired but fun.. especially saboh~ing xian... EOS is fun wif da ge and buddy is good enuff to stay... =)
How come i look so hip hop?
Wet
Got style?
Wat is she so happy about?
Mashmallow
I am professional!
our version of cake
this is how we deal with the cake
this is the end result
he didn't like the rabbit?
abandon the bike!
jason finally acknowledge his heritage
Cargo
Time Everlasting.. new member alert
more next time...
agu
How come i look so hip hop?
Wet
Got style?
Wat is she so happy about?
Mashmallow
I am professional!
our version of cake
this is how we deal with the cake
this is the end result
he didn't like the rabbit?
abandon the bike!
jason finally acknowledge his heritage
Cargo
Time Everlasting.. new member alert
more next time...
agu