work and play

hi bloggie... hmm, the past few days being good.. being good kid and all.. hahaha... being a week since i blogged.. but seem longer that i have online... ok.. i heard complains and msgs tt i am not online and all.. been lazy... some sort and it was books and TV for me recently... and not to mention tt mahjong session.. hahaha...

hmm, let's see... mon is working norm... but after work, from a simple suggestion of supper to a full fledged mahjong session.. haha.. at Christina's place (note: this christina is my new CE at home ground) got jes, yin, christina and her bf and me.. hahaha.. won some money... hmmm... oh ya.. mon went to PSB to sign up for uni... if good news were to come.. its 2 weeks lata.. =D

then tue morning.. reach home.. breakfast.. sleep and wake up to work... at Grand... new experience.. from popcorn acad to ticketing school... new experience again... hahaha.. especially the last part wif food and reaching home by catching last bus at orchard...

wed work at grand again at usher point.. bored... very bored and tired..

thurs training by at homeground box... ahhaa.. and fri... box mid...

sat, went to NDP preview... not gonna blog bout it yet... need to recollect the memories first...

coming mon and tue.. box closing training.. ahhaha... and wed.. cb training.. sian.. 5 days work, 4 day training... and 4 days box... 3 days box closing + training... tired ah..!!!

agu

feeling fear

hi bloggie... hmmm, i guess,i feel insecure again...its quite frightening for me again like tt.. hahaha..i am someone who need security bah....dunno... seem like retail therapy only works for a while... hahaha...

be back again...

agu

best noodles in the world

hi bloggie... just wanna promote this... ahahhaha... its really good..



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give this noodle a try.. maybe u will love it...

agu

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hi bloggie... apology for no updates and messy posts... and emotional hikes... i reckon, i was too tired to accomplish anything... mentally tired... physically, i guess, i didn't do much except sleep and work...

hmm, let's see wat i accomplish after disappearing from the cybernet for so long.. haha.. hmm, work...

attended mystery shopper presentation and woah... HOMEGROUND got 1ST in 4th wave and 2ND overall... i am so proud and i was not late.. ahhahaha.. SO HAPPY..... ahahahhahaha... although the reward is not as good as i expect.. but hey... WOW... we got 2ND... thanks to everyone's hardwork... hahaha.. so happy to see so many places bishan got 1st.. especially our hard skills, like toilet check... ahhaha... so happy...

went JB with Kengsley... wahhahahahha... we walked and walked and walked... each got 2 shirt and got lots of other stuff... i bought quite alot of food for BS and got Mary her cover... ahhahahaha...

watched Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead's Man Chest... woah.. i like it.. maybe i am still a disney kid at heart... so far, i always liked disney made movie... nv fail to make me go wow.. and especially this lil movie.. thot johnny depp realli add life to the movie.. and the ending, well, pave the way for the 3rd movie but i still thot the twist was good... and the movie.. is shot well.. =D the director is the famous guy responsible for series like CSI... ahahhahaha...

Nachos Libre on the other hand sucks.... Jack Black disappointed me... went to cathy for a free movie thanks to Kris.. and.. i think unless GV is not screening tt movie tt i wanna watch, i am still a GV soul....

oh.. got my phone already... sony ericsson K610i... 3G slim phone and i got myself a wallet.. hahaha... something tt i want since forever.. and i guess, it's time to pamper myself a bit... especially for being such a good lil gal, in a way.... ahhaha...

workwise, nothing much, just training almost everyday.. i got into a anger fits more likely than B4... maybe, coz, i realli hope this batch of trainee really understand the urgency of training them up.. but they are not in my position.. they will nv know....

i guess, the past few days, i gotten emotional... maybe, coz, i realise time realli is making me a handicap... needed to work to support myself... and yet, i miss the outing i have.... hai... everyone is bz..and i felt isolated..... maybe its the high time to be bz again...

hmmm... sorry this post is all words and no pic...

agu

my fear

hi bloggie... hmm... i can truly understand PL's feeling... and frankly speaking, i am feeling what she get... i miss the gang.. lots.. miss peh, lai, ting, cy, peg, jy, pl, yen.... miss them... they have hold a place in my heart... everyone is bz... everyone is growing up.. i am still dealing things too childlike...

not only i miss them.. i also felt that, time for the first time is too damn irritating... after sec 4.. tiem flew.. and literally... wo hao pa... i realli fear distance and time is our nemesis... we may have our friendship for the next 40-50 years.. but who can gurantee it will be as close as now... i really fear that.. i am scare...

not only them... my poly frens.. i feel the same... i really sense everyone is leaving...

GV frens.. also... i am really scare...

BIT fren also... further and further...

i guess this is growing up... but i nv knew the feeling get so strong...

buddy, gang, pals, and frens... wo hao lei.. wo hao pa... i dunno i get withstand how long... i wish, i can break down and cry...

the thing i want the most is time to go back...

agu

stress? anger? attitude?

hi bloggie... hmm...

maybe it was stress... maybe...
maybe it was attitude... maybe..
but, i know, i felt a surge of anger...

did i not learn to take jokes or did i deserve it?
did the joke went too far or did i get too emotional?

i felt like you were the arsehole and yet i felt like an arsehole now..
damn...

maybe, i really need a break... maybe..

too much maybe.. i dun like it.. not even a bit..

sianz...

i hate myself..
for having too much maybe..

agu

Popcorn Acad

Hi bloggie.. tiring day.. i smelled like popcorn... was immune to that smell the whole day until i changed into my fresh clothes...

hahha.. eventful day... i felt i graduated from popcorn 101.. ahahha.. realli did lots of popping and wow.. i did lots of stunts.. not to mention falling on my butt and feeling like i doing exchange programme... learn lots of new stuff... ahahaha.. and still find homeground the BEST! ahaha... felt like a neat freak there... not to mention, feeling like a newbie at candy bar..

told yin, y did i downgrade myself from a pro at homeground to a noob at another place...

went wif mary... thankful she bought PSP... hahaha.. realli itching to buy...

oh ya... the FIFA sega is over... with the italiano getting tt CUP.. and.. yup, i am not pleased... seeing weak team management skills, Zizou very rash action (which got me upset for him) and to excellent acting of the italians... well... wat over is over... definitely not wat i expected... hahaha.. and am upset over wat happen to zizou... updates on the headbutting and some "findings" made me dislike the italians more.. but, 2 side of the story shld be heard b4 judgement... felt Zizou's reputation going down the drain.... but since the italians did won, they still deserve to be called the champions till the next FIFA...

tok bout graduation... suddenly this came to mind...
on my invitation card for the graduation tt past, they put graduand... at first i was thinking got this term meh? or is like tt spell de meh... shldn't it be graduate?hahaha... checked the dictionary.. graduand is a term to be used on a candidate going to get a degree/diploma.. while graduate is one who already got tt degree/diploma... thot it was quite interesting...

agu

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hi bloggie... felt it was injust to not blog properly... and today on my way to tiong bahru, on the train alot flashes in my mind...

hmm... gonna add PSP on my wishlist... somehow tt wishlist gets longer... hope i get the big bucks to satisfy me... hahaha..

hmmm... for life.. it had being good... a lil different but good... after redang... being bz wif fifa, work, and idling... haha.. everytime mom's fren ask me so wat u gonna do now (meaning graduate liao, wat u wanna do)... i always answer: stay at home, let my mum support me... hmm.. but seriously.. i am choosing my future path... and dene is making me sway from wat i thot i decided...

for the first time, i am so fickled minded... after o levels also not tt fickled minded.. choose course also more affirmative than now.. but than again.. this time, involved bigger money and more responsibility... yesterday (6.7.06) PSB called to ensure i will get a brochure for their BS degree.. quite delighted to hear i may go in and come out in 2 years to get a degree... and full time.. so quite looking forward...

tt day i reached home from redang is the day i heard news bout management rotation.. quite upset bout it since JacQ and Kengsley had to rotate to another location.. to be honest, i cried... the same as when Kristin, Bee left bishan... now homeground got 2 Christina.. one Christina Jiang (CE) and the other is me... a lil not used.. wif ppl calling Christina and funny to see both of us react... Vanny said i am destined to be called agu from now on...

Jeslyn and Fred made it a point to let the higher managment know i am called agu at Jes bday chalet.. organise by yin.. ahha... mahjong spree, BBQ and staying up all nite... hahaha... not bad had fun...

watched quite some number of movies... Cars were on my fave list... and the animation really blew my mind... thumbs up for Disney/Pixer creation! didn't disappoint me... R.V was surprisingly funny.. and Scary Movie was very lame... hmm... Over the Hedge was good... another movie tt caught me off guard.. ahhaa.. Dreamsworks finest creation together with shrek and shrek 2... also just my luck at TM midnite movie... nice... watched the King and clown at tiong Bahru today... nice movie... i liked it... nv thot guys loving guys moved me this much... even much more than RENT... catched GOAL! at PS for a special midnite movie with the shifu club and tudi... hmm... i knew the movie... i know the cast and i can even know when they come out...

FIFA still get me gaga... angry tt England, Germany and Brazil are out of the rat race... and i can only pray France get tt cup instead of Italy... hahaha..Portugal was good but i somehow didn't like C. Ronaldo... but i am behind Figo... hahaha..

Had dinner gathering with poly frens... i guess this group of frens is the kind, we meet, we chat, we laugh... hahaha.. lots of jokes and laughter and gossips and the guys are like having pre NS prep gossips...

had KTV wif cyndy and peggy.. hahaha.. nice... going soon with qiuyun, qida and carl... =D

Boss's shop is finally opened.. and the noodles taste great...=D

hmm.. JB trip wif LK seems nv coming... hope can finally make it... so is mahjong wif lady boss....

agu

mundane life!?

hi bloggie... hmmm... kind of feeling sad now... quite idiot... hmm... just online after so long and yet... i dread being online now.... just... i just gotten sian... hmm. dunno how to say...

life is getting so mundane tt i feel so pek chek at times... quite pissed off...

keep getting the feeling of near and far.. i want to find someone to tok to... and yet... i look at my phone list i didn't know who to relate to... its not i dun have frens or wat... and i noe u guys are out there for me... but it is freaking irritating for me... i just didn't know who...
everyone will be saying.. got prob can find me.. but... to me.. i dunno how... my error...

learnt to watch movie alone.. hahaha.. i made it sound so difficult... hmm.. personal preference....

lost my ability to sms fast...

lost interest to be online..

i guess... the life is a freaking large wheel....

agu

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just read a post in pte... hmmm.. i was reminded again by wat i fail to see... thank yin for tt..
am grateful...

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sms blues

hi bloggie... am bothered by a sms recieved... a lil upset over wat was recieved...

was it my fault?

agu