hi bloggie... phew.... LSS is over.. thanks to partner gracia, friday is a heart stopper for me.... haha... and sincere gratitude to buddy xian for being there.... realli happy.....
fri, 29 jul
after lunch went for proteomics lec.... hmmm, cannot get a word into my mind... i was just staring at the screen, but not a word is absorbed... not that the lec is boring or wat *if it was, i would have been in dream land* but, i am v tired out and caught up by the nv ending agenda of proj.... but, i was real glad, we managed to complete on hand task for FYP tt day! haha... then, came LSS lec... hmmm, it felt like a continuation of proteo... and i know, i will like it and should listen.. again mind not adsorbing... worse, i am thinking about the term paper. haha.. coz, geraldene was told by Dr. Forday that her paper have 35 % unoriginal content... made everyone panicky.. coz, we dun know wat to expect for plagairism.... anyhow, it was wat happen lata tt pissed me off... Dr. Forday ordered everyone to go to nx lec theatre for prize presentation.... first of all, i am not interested, coz, i am not recieving neither is anyone in my class... nx, i dun wan to go... third, the lec is almost full, no space for my whole lec group... and i think it is a waste of time.. instead, went down to bishan.... tried to do term paper there.. but mind dead... thankful of xian she accompanied me before work time... apology to gracia for not doing enuff for LSS... u were great! went for dinner wif bud and she even accompanied me to haagen daz.... once in a while indulgence! haha... nice brownie... thanks pal... i realli appreciate ur company... u realli made my day.. this whole week!!!!!!!!! haha.... then EOS.... wif wen quan... cheow tee till 1 am! haha.. me and quan real tired sia... is like 2 tired ppl working till late... coz, in the end, we are like resting one side, and chatting... to keep ourselves awake..... stock take was v smooth... then after work.... home... read the paper gracia completed *appluase* and sleep..... tired out.... zzzzzz
sat, 30 jul
woke up at 12.30.... then so zhun.... i wake up, first thing i hear phone ring.... xian and lai were out.... *hmmm fishy... haha.. jk* then freshen up, lunch, then meet them.... they had lunch at thai.... then i had soup *hot hot hot!!!!*.... then walked ard.. then to far east, then workplace.... haha.. xian start work, while i chat wif JacQ and jes..... long time no see JacQ.. haha.. she missed me... haha.... then joke and all, then work at CB! haha.... then finally do i feel bz... had hopes of high SPP.. but forgotten to ask.. can any kind souls out there tell me the SPP for sat... will appreciate it! haha... then home after work..... then online a while before snoozing...
sun, 31 jul
woke up late.... who cares.. finally good night sleep.. then now online.. think going to do some stuff.....
anime?
-=:agu:=- think the same, to counter the difference....
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Friday, July 29, 2005
stress over
hi bloggie... hmm, last night, real stress.. now not too bad.... but,still have lots to do..
thanks to qiuyun, for ur support.... i appreciate ur jia you..... and thanks to xian... u nv failed me.... thanks... noe i stubborn...
anyway.. now in lab... wif a bunch of year 2s.... just finish the agenda for today's FYP.... gonna do LSS... lunch!!!, i wan lunch......
*grumble*
-=:agu:=- i am hungry.... so i am angry? haha...
thanks to qiuyun, for ur support.... i appreciate ur jia you..... and thanks to xian... u nv failed me.... thanks... noe i stubborn...
anyway.. now in lab... wif a bunch of year 2s.... just finish the agenda for today's FYP.... gonna do LSS... lunch!!!, i wan lunch......
*grumble*
-=:agu:=- i am hungry.... so i am angry? haha...
LSS
hi bloggie.... ARGGH.... murdered by stress... nv have i feel so stress over a piece of assignment!and wat the f***... the stupid paper is so hard to understand... we are bloody poly students... i feel like i am doing uni work.... hai.... year 3.... wat the hell.....
how i wished i am not this stress....
i am feeling breathless....
so i took in more oxygen....
but, my lungs are exploding,
heart beating against the rib cage so strongly, so frequently
that i feel pain...
the head is all wound up
i feel my cells dying....
i wan to tell someone...
to sob all my stress...
but i didn't
coz, it is 12.30 am in the morning...
all my classmates are online.. each one fretting over own paper...
bloody hell... just kill the stress...
but i am killed...
-=:agu:=- stress is a killer... i am killed....
how i wished i am not this stress....
i am feeling breathless....
so i took in more oxygen....
but, my lungs are exploding,
heart beating against the rib cage so strongly, so frequently
that i feel pain...
the head is all wound up
i feel my cells dying....
i wan to tell someone...
to sob all my stress...
but i didn't
coz, it is 12.30 am in the morning...
all my classmates are online.. each one fretting over own paper...
bloody hell... just kill the stress...
but i am killed...
-=:agu:=- stress is a killer... i am killed....
Thursday, July 28, 2005
wisp
hi bloggie... hmmm, today, starting of the day sucks! haha.... ALL POSB atm that i went not working, this include, the 2 in front of the bank!, one which is near by *not so near*, and the one in school... coz, of that, partly the reason y i am late.. quite pissed off wif that... then WISP.... actually, i realli thot, our presentation was interesting.. but, contents not there... in the end, admit defeat.... one of the groups realli did v well... and i quite like marcus group's presentation.. the "puppets" part only.. haha... then, now, i going to write my paper for LSS.. writing on cancer... haha... wish me luck... hmmm, still in school.. i am thankful for the project room... although, cold, *got my jacket* the weather outside is freaky hot! haha... waiting for qiu yun.. haha....
better get busy..... blog soon.....
LSS
-=:agu:=- p53- based cancer... hope to find a cure
better get busy..... blog soon.....
LSS
-=:agu:=- p53- based cancer... hope to find a cure
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
today
hi bloggie... hmmm, today is ok for me... haha... coz, also still tired, but at least, i think i did quite okay... for WISP, role play, roles assigned.. i am to be sinhal, this GUY.. haha... well, realli hope that our role play runs well.. i nv do a role play that involves pre shooting before.. quite look forward to the result... IL 2 is okay... i must say, after working wif gracia and getting used to her working style, we can realli work well.. and FYP realli trained me up alot... like today, heng, notice the volume difference.. tt's y, the result so successful! hmmm, oh recieve proteo results.. gotten, 52.5... quite disappointed.. coz, i noe my stuff... i even got quite high for my application question.. but, the memorising part, i failed miserably... hmmm, i shall work hard... maybe for once, my study smart is not enuff... then today, prac actually finish v fast... an hour before everyone! but, coz, lab manager and helping everyone, leave at the same time anyway... hmmm, going to do report lata.... hmm, watching lots of anime recently.... kyou kara maou! haha.. realli nice...and long time no post pic...
hmm, oh ya, just now on 93.3 fm de music diary... got this story....
there is this perfect couple... who are realli meant for each other...
the guy, suggested to the gal, if we are realli meant for each other, maybe we should take a test.. test our relationship... the gal, agreed... the test is for them to seperate from each other and see if will they meet each other and if they are meant for each other, they will fall in love all over again.. so they did... time flows... as the perfect couple.. they did meet, after a duration of 4 years... nonetheless they met.. they met on a busy street..... yet, they just brush by each other... 4 years is too long a time, for appearance change, voice change, even the way we carry ourselves change... they still holds on to the image of their perfect partner, but slipped by each other when they actually meant.....
do u feel the pity for them.. they could have been for each other... they could have.....
then, lingzhi ( the DJ) also said in shou shou er yi.... there is this fren in my younger days, who will always drink up my pure milk coz i dun like... i always thot my fren like.. but i realise, my fren didn't... but always did drink up the milk wif a smile.... tt's wat frens are for! haha.. she even said her personal experience.... i realli think, how true! we were so innocent then, but we know the importance of helping each other.. even till now, we must uphold this "practice"..... tt's wat frens are for....
tt's wat frens are for....
-=:agu:=- when a friend remembers, a smile lit...
hmm, oh ya, just now on 93.3 fm de music diary... got this story....
there is this perfect couple... who are realli meant for each other...
the guy, suggested to the gal, if we are realli meant for each other, maybe we should take a test.. test our relationship... the gal, agreed... the test is for them to seperate from each other and see if will they meet each other and if they are meant for each other, they will fall in love all over again.. so they did... time flows... as the perfect couple.. they did meet, after a duration of 4 years... nonetheless they met.. they met on a busy street..... yet, they just brush by each other... 4 years is too long a time, for appearance change, voice change, even the way we carry ourselves change... they still holds on to the image of their perfect partner, but slipped by each other when they actually meant.....
do u feel the pity for them.. they could have been for each other... they could have.....
then, lingzhi ( the DJ) also said in shou shou er yi.... there is this fren in my younger days, who will always drink up my pure milk coz i dun like... i always thot my fren like.. but i realise, my fren didn't... but always did drink up the milk wif a smile.... tt's wat frens are for! haha.. she even said her personal experience.... i realli think, how true! we were so innocent then, but we know the importance of helping each other.. even till now, we must uphold this "practice"..... tt's wat frens are for....
tt's wat frens are for....
-=:agu:=- when a friend remembers, a smile lit...
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
stats!
hi bloggie... today very bz day... now also not much time to rest..... need to find scientific paper! haha.. then also got alot of project to rush!, WISP, proteo, LSS, BTN....and not to mention my own FYP! hai... school's great, but, year 3 is a killer! haha... then, today, find out that the stats lec postpone to nx week... meaning, i change my request for nth! hai... so waste time! then today, went to school early... haha, but was late.. meeting everyone at 8, but got there at 8.45... haha.. coz of the rain... traffic jam till... long long... haha... actually, everyone also late... then did some filming for WISP... then proteo lec was okay... then continue filming, b4 lunch.. then did proj... streak plates and prepare wat we need to do... reach home , i actually tired out and slept till 9... then dinner.. think tonight jialet.. coz, i haven find my stuff.... okay... better start....
-=:agu:=- Even if i am bz, i still have plenty of time to think....
-=:agu:=- Even if i am bz, i still have plenty of time to think....
Monday, July 25, 2005
school
hi bloggie!!!! monday, school's day! haha... today LSS presentation is okay... although the session drag over the time... haha...other than that, is okay... then did some WISP project.... reckon i did not contribute much... wasn't myself... sorry ppl.... will do better tml... then just find out stats lec which is on fri 4-6... hai... stupid... think is mary chan teaching! haha... sleepy liao.... help?
then, watched da chang jin and double jeopardy.... double jeopardy was nice.. on channel 5! haha... action! haha..
ok, maybe logging off from the net... waking up early tml!
nite ppl
-=:agu:=- Let's reach out for the skies, with wings we soar up high *NDP 2005 theme song*
then, watched da chang jin and double jeopardy.... double jeopardy was nice.. on channel 5! haha... action! haha..
ok, maybe logging off from the net... waking up early tml!
nite ppl
-=:agu:=- Let's reach out for the skies, with wings we soar up high *NDP 2005 theme song*
Sunday, July 24, 2005
sleepy
hi bloggie! hmmm, went to customer service thingy in the morning! haha...
hmm, quite normal, except presentation by our projectionist colleague! haha.. teach us the technical terms like cinema scope, wide screen!... then had breakfast... then watch crash wif sian, cheow tee, xian and jennifer! haha.. hmmm, the movie is M18, so below 18 dun watch.. haha... but i think this movie shld screen for WISP! or cucom! lots of things to learn... racial discrimination, power distance, sexual discrimination, stereotyping, and even how one protect own roots... make me glad to live in singapore... yes, we do have racial difference... i mean it... now and then we have racist jokes, we have tactless comments... but they are subtle... as in, we dun show it offensively.. we dun go around, making tactless comment on another race... we may joke within ourselves, but deep down do we realli mean it?.. we dun get ppl pointing guns are our face, just because they think we discriminate them... haha, coz, firstly, u can't have a gun unless u don on a uniform and have a contract wif the government... nx, we are v tolerate wif each other..
but, this movie shld be screen... to let us be aware of wat might happen if such discrimination were to surface... how would u feel?awareness... i like it.. i like such movies.. haha... 9.50 on my list.. coz, its my kind of movie... tt makes u think.... doubt many will like.....
home slp till dinner time.. no slp last night.. so wat's the surprise.... finish LSS le.. haha.. now.. anime? or slp.. i am getting slpy... haha...
-=:agu:=- We offer light while others create darkness (quote from SJAB zone 3 deyi corp)
hmm, quite normal, except presentation by our projectionist colleague! haha.. teach us the technical terms like cinema scope, wide screen!... then had breakfast... then watch crash wif sian, cheow tee, xian and jennifer! haha.. hmmm, the movie is M18, so below 18 dun watch.. haha... but i think this movie shld screen for WISP! or cucom! lots of things to learn... racial discrimination, power distance, sexual discrimination, stereotyping, and even how one protect own roots... make me glad to live in singapore... yes, we do have racial difference... i mean it... now and then we have racist jokes, we have tactless comments... but they are subtle... as in, we dun show it offensively.. we dun go around, making tactless comment on another race... we may joke within ourselves, but deep down do we realli mean it?.. we dun get ppl pointing guns are our face, just because they think we discriminate them... haha, coz, firstly, u can't have a gun unless u don on a uniform and have a contract wif the government... nx, we are v tolerate wif each other..
but, this movie shld be screen... to let us be aware of wat might happen if such discrimination were to surface... how would u feel?awareness... i like it.. i like such movies.. haha... 9.50 on my list.. coz, its my kind of movie... tt makes u think.... doubt many will like.....
home slp till dinner time.. no slp last night.. so wat's the surprise.... finish LSS le.. haha.. now.. anime? or slp.. i am getting slpy... haha...
-=:agu:=- We offer light while others create darkness (quote from SJAB zone 3 deyi corp)
weird again
hi bloggie! now, still awake.. lata going to meeting for staff! haha... waited up for wen quan.. coz, jus about to leave, his stock v messy... then, i stay to help.... he also quite poor thing.. stock realli messy... i try wat i can to help loh... hmm... friday, was working box closing wif wai mun... well, before i start, i alreadi told her... today, got anything u dunno better ask... coz, today(sat) rene train her.. and, given such combination (meaning, me first day trainer, rene 2nd day trainer), so many times, i noe wat rene expect.. so i realli just wan to ensure wai mun is of standard.. haha... but she still fails.. oh well.. then today got some crowd... was actually bz when i step in.. keep my mind out of ZPOP =~.. haha..other than that, quite ok loh... haha..watch kyou kara maou! haha.. nice nice.. realli nice anime... then think will think about my term paper lata... think, no need to ORH ORH liao... since meeting at 8 at bishan... either that or a power nap.. hmmm....
-=:agu:=-You can not make an omlette without breaking eggs
-=:agu:=-You can not make an omlette without breaking eggs
Saturday, July 23, 2005
ps
hi bloggie.. just leaving some notes
PS to PL: blog soon k... misses u lots
PS to ting: misses u lots too... where have u gone to hide? and must blog soon too...
PS to kris: ok, u also in my *miss* list! haha... free for supper!? haha...
PS to yj: jia you, jia you... hai shi jia you! haha
PS to jy: another *missing* blogger! update soon....
PS to Qiuyun, Yiting: Please remind me the date of our date! haha...
tt's about all! haha.. be back later, soon, hopefully!
-=:agu:=- I'm missing u... misses u a lil.. a lil too much...
PS to PL: blog soon k... misses u lots
PS to ting: misses u lots too... where have u gone to hide? and must blog soon too...
PS to kris: ok, u also in my *miss* list! haha... free for supper!? haha...
PS to yj: jia you, jia you... hai shi jia you! haha
PS to jy: another *missing* blogger! update soon....
PS to Qiuyun, Yiting: Please remind me the date of our date! haha...
tt's about all! haha.. be back later, soon, hopefully!
-=:agu:=- I'm missing u... misses u a lil.. a lil too much...
Friday, July 22, 2005
laptop
hi bloggie... sometimes, its tiring to be nice person.... and also got feeling kanna bully.. but oh well.. i must ren... maybe, buddy is right... but, i thot u will noe this feeling the best.. haha.. guess i got it wrong.. but, i am upset bout it... no denying...
oh well... study.... bah...
-=:agu:=- People differentiate status, Books don't
oh well... study.... bah...
-=:agu:=- People differentiate status, Books don't
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
decision
hi bloggie.. i decided... haha...
anyway, did not update properly, so must update properly...
sun, 17 jul
i went to plaza singapura for family day.. happy to see my boss, kris.. but heard she fell asleep for the movie... haha, oh ya, the movie, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory... ahha... nice! haha.. realli liked it... to the book, tim burton did not fail me, Johnny depp deserved my applause and the boy *sorry still cannot get the name* is realli great! marvelous... 9.50 on my list! haha...
hmmm, wat else, today, watched anime, kyou kara maou.. still got 19 more episodes... and, got peh de initial D!! =D... aha... Jewel in the palace (da chang jin) nice nice! haha..
oh ya, my decision... haha.. cannot say... but... i made it!
decisions
-=:agu:=- Keep smiling, be strong...
anyway, did not update properly, so must update properly...
sun, 17 jul
i went to plaza singapura for family day.. happy to see my boss, kris.. but heard she fell asleep for the movie... haha, oh ya, the movie, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory... ahha... nice! haha.. realli liked it... to the book, tim burton did not fail me, Johnny depp deserved my applause and the boy *sorry still cannot get the name* is realli great! marvelous... 9.50 on my list! haha...
hmmm, wat else, today, watched anime, kyou kara maou.. still got 19 more episodes... and, got peh de initial D!! =D... aha... Jewel in the palace (da chang jin) nice nice! haha..
oh ya, my decision... haha.. cannot say... but... i made it!
decisions
-=:agu:=- Keep smiling, be strong...
secrets
hi bloggie.. few things to announce! haha
1st, my term test, BTN, sure gone case.. hai.. sad liao lah....
2nd, Secrets is double secure! thanks to derrick... Peh, u also helped me.. and it realli matters to me!
3rd, a min of silence... for dumbledore! greatest wizards, headmaster of hogwarts and most honourable wizard!
ok, being quite a week... BTN is a killer.. hope i can do ok for proteo.. after this, i will chiong for my papers.. i will.. i swear! haha.. and, i think, i better start getting serious...
and, the sixth book of harry potter is real nice.. hai.. sad bout wat happen.. and certain things are not within expectation, but i am looking forward to the last book... anyone in the race?haha...
oh well... jia you all..
-=:agu:=-bows
1st, my term test, BTN, sure gone case.. hai.. sad liao lah....
2nd, Secrets is double secure! thanks to derrick... Peh, u also helped me.. and it realli matters to me!
3rd, a min of silence... for dumbledore! greatest wizards, headmaster of hogwarts and most honourable wizard!
ok, being quite a week... BTN is a killer.. hope i can do ok for proteo.. after this, i will chiong for my papers.. i will.. i swear! haha.. and, i think, i better start getting serious...
and, the sixth book of harry potter is real nice.. hai.. sad bout wat happen.. and certain things are not within expectation, but i am looking forward to the last book... anyone in the race?haha...
oh well... jia you all..
-=:agu:=-bows
Saturday, July 16, 2005
me and buddy
hi bloggie.. haha. off today. now at home. just found out wat time to go to school on mon. crap. haha. hopefully someone rbr to change my schedule for me.. haha.. anyway, today is such a slacky day. better work ah.. haha
hmm, anyway, was watching a serial drama. korean de. call da chang jin. haha.. about imperial courts in korean then.. v nice.. haha..
yesterday, work was ok.. haha.. cb closing wif buddy.. got auntie sew kee and kar shun. lai till 10 and sze yin till 12 plus.. haha.. jes nite manager.. hmmm, being some time since i worked cb closing wif xian.. haha..coz, dunno the mananger purposely or wat. i rarely work closing wif xian at cb... most of the time, is i cb, she floor or box. or the other way round.. haha....
anyway i just blogged! haha..
secrets updated
-=:agu:=- As good as before. Will be as good in future
hmm, anyway, was watching a serial drama. korean de. call da chang jin. haha.. about imperial courts in korean then.. v nice.. haha..
yesterday, work was ok.. haha.. cb closing wif buddy.. got auntie sew kee and kar shun. lai till 10 and sze yin till 12 plus.. haha.. jes nite manager.. hmmm, being some time since i worked cb closing wif xian.. haha..coz, dunno the mananger purposely or wat. i rarely work closing wif xian at cb... most of the time, is i cb, she floor or box. or the other way round.. haha....
anyway i just blogged! haha..
secrets updated
-=:agu:=- As good as before. Will be as good in future
Friday, July 15, 2005
wow
hi bloggie! haha, had been bz! that i feel so exhausted! ahha... long time since i get such feeling! haha.. sleep, wake up, work, home, sleep!~ hmmm, piggy me! haha...
also passed few days, being watching anime, reading books and slacking! watever happen to exams?1 haha.. anyway, vincent intro me new anime, kyou kara maou! haha... its funny man! reading books... haha.. one of them i "borrowed" from ah xian.. ahha... the reason for the inverted commas is because, she asked me to keep for her that day, and i kept it for her, and might as well read it while its in my care! haha... then i actually finished the book in less than 24 hours! haha.... then again the book is an easy read itself! then borrowed szeyin's {a walk to remember} and {the resuce}! haha... i finished {a walk to remember}.... haven started on {the rescue}hmmm, {a walk to remember} made me tear alot! i was sobbing while reading the pages! haha... anyway, it was a very good book. that after i finished it, i was doing things unexpected!, haha... now i am waiting for harry! tomorrow!!!!!! haha... for those who are not book fan, will not understand the feeling of anticipation! haha... for me, harry's had become a part of me. harry had grown up wif me.. haha, its something, i can't explain in simple words!
oh ya, i watched war of the world last night! haha. for those who watched the movie, i believed many comments are like, eee, the movie not nice, v stupid lah! haha... i must say, the movie is illogical! haha... but the movie is shot in a way that i realli liked! haha.. i mean, the movie minus the storyline is well done! haha... i think i weird weird de! coz, normally ppl watch a movie, is see storyline... i watch movie, becomes watching the shooting as well.. haha.. no lah.. not that pro, but i realli think that the movie is shot v well.. the acting is realli well, dakota fanning and tom cruise are excellent.. but xian cannot stand the "screaming" of dakota. however, i must say the storyline is realli illogical, and thus a 8 bucks rating! haha..
books
-=:agu:=- By the toils of a thousand death, Man earned his immunity, his right to live
also passed few days, being watching anime, reading books and slacking! watever happen to exams?1 haha.. anyway, vincent intro me new anime, kyou kara maou! haha... its funny man! reading books... haha.. one of them i "borrowed" from ah xian.. ahha... the reason for the inverted commas is because, she asked me to keep for her that day, and i kept it for her, and might as well read it while its in my care! haha... then i actually finished the book in less than 24 hours! haha.... then again the book is an easy read itself! then borrowed szeyin's {a walk to remember} and {the resuce}! haha... i finished {a walk to remember}.... haven started on {the rescue}hmmm, {a walk to remember} made me tear alot! i was sobbing while reading the pages! haha... anyway, it was a very good book. that after i finished it, i was doing things unexpected!, haha... now i am waiting for harry! tomorrow!!!!!! haha... for those who are not book fan, will not understand the feeling of anticipation! haha... for me, harry's had become a part of me. harry had grown up wif me.. haha, its something, i can't explain in simple words!
oh ya, i watched war of the world last night! haha. for those who watched the movie, i believed many comments are like, eee, the movie not nice, v stupid lah! haha... i must say, the movie is illogical! haha... but the movie is shot in a way that i realli liked! haha.. i mean, the movie minus the storyline is well done! haha... i think i weird weird de! coz, normally ppl watch a movie, is see storyline... i watch movie, becomes watching the shooting as well.. haha.. no lah.. not that pro, but i realli think that the movie is shot v well.. the acting is realli well, dakota fanning and tom cruise are excellent.. but xian cannot stand the "screaming" of dakota. however, i must say the storyline is realli illogical, and thus a 8 bucks rating! haha..
books
-=:agu:=- By the toils of a thousand death, Man earned his immunity, his right to live
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
buddy
hi bloggie... today school's prac sucks! big time.. i am so gonna hate BTN and dr. forday! ahha... well, lunch in town at scotts... then work.. trainee no come.. work's ok... saw yee hui... haha, she no recognise me.. my pri school de fren... maybe coz of the visor.. saw my CSM,sze jia... ahha.. then now mapling! haha...
anyway
thanks bud
secrets
-=:agu:=- open ur mind, open ur eyes
anyway
thanks bud
secrets
-=:agu:=- open ur mind, open ur eyes
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
the.real.me
hi bloggie. today, just another day. but, i made a realisation. i did. but, to me, i dunno whether to say. anyway, i blog in a new blog. for now, it will be my secret. no one have the link, so dun bother to find out. for now, all i can say is, i cried again.
anyway, this is to my buddy
bud, or shld i say fren
thanks for being there,
i may not be the first u think of
but i will be there.
u may not need me,
but i will be there
u may nv need me
but i will be there
we may not be buddy anymore
but i will still be there
sorry bout today
i realise i am not there in u
but i am here for u
its ok, if it sounds weird to u
coz, ignorance is a bliss
unfortunately, i cannot live in this bliss
visor
-=:agu:=- pain, agony hurts worse in the heart
anyway, this is to my buddy
bud, or shld i say fren
thanks for being there,
i may not be the first u think of
but i will be there.
u may not need me,
but i will be there
u may nv need me
but i will be there
we may not be buddy anymore
but i will still be there
sorry bout today
i realise i am not there in u
but i am here for u
its ok, if it sounds weird to u
coz, ignorance is a bliss
unfortunately, i cannot live in this bliss
visor
-=:agu:=- pain, agony hurts worse in the heart
Sunday, July 10, 2005
back
yo bloggie! haha.. back from my refugee camp? mahjong school? haha... shall explain
fri 8 jul
school's at 2 pm but i woke up early and went to holland, to pandan valley..haha, gracia's spare apartment, for a 3 days 2 night chalet.. went early to clean up the house for her.. wif sok leng, geraldene, kelvin and ziwei, went to buy food.. before that, they went to each other's house to collect the mahjong tables, and lots of stuff in kelvin's van! then KFC lunch... and school for us.. proteomics lec awas okay.. but LSS is dead boring! have to redo IL2 report.. ahaha.. wasted! then after school, squeeze kelvin's van to pandan valley, before going pris house to collect her stuff and to jan's bf de provision shop for drinks.. back to pandan valley, just nice BBq... haha... all hail master chef agu! haha.. jk... i just help a lil, then slack there le.. haha... so many food.. estimation error! haha... finish at 11 plus, had quite some drinks!*alcohol!* haha.. then drink more than wat i normally do.. but no drunk... haha.. maybe drink slowly loh.. haha... then mahjong! wah.. all the way till 7! omg... sleep after that
sat 9 jul
wake up! haha.. at 12... pris and gracia woke me up.. was in my sleeping bag on the flr. wake me up to go to bed.. but, cannot slp liao.. had lunch, slack and mahjong round 2! ding ding ding! haha.... then play until v long.. 6 plus bah.. i take turn wif dene.. ahhaha. then dinner... ta pao... then head back.. see time vaccum then bathe... then monopoly.. haha.. kelvin is like super on(s)! haha.. from 11 play till 3 am! omg.. then sleep...
sun 10 jul
reagan, Happy Bdae! sorry did not go BBq...
kanna wake up by geraldene at 10 am! #$%^&*(*&^%$#@... KN*... haha..coz, she say gracia coming.. which she didn't in the end.. wake up, and watch some TV.. mahjong again! mahjong crazy sia.. haha.. overall i lose 15 bucks... haha.. all so pro there! like cow kanna slaughter... haha. but v fun to play wif them... haha, reach home, see mum playing mahjong wif her kakiS! *faint*!
haha, the "chalet" is fun sia.... first of all, we like mahjong siao! so many jokes... so many laughter... so many pros too.. =x.... fun playing wif all.. then Huang Yan, my mentor is so outgoing! haha.. and its real fun!
haha, that day, thurs night/ fri morning, i a lil siao.. sian! a lil not myself... just some out of the world feeling...haha... i will stand... if i ever fall, i will stand again... haha...
anyway, the feelings i felt was real, the doubts i have were real... haha, i shall work towards solving them... i will
mahjong?
-=:agu:=- Push no further than what can be allowed
fri 8 jul
school's at 2 pm but i woke up early and went to holland, to pandan valley..haha, gracia's spare apartment, for a 3 days 2 night chalet.. went early to clean up the house for her.. wif sok leng, geraldene, kelvin and ziwei, went to buy food.. before that, they went to each other's house to collect the mahjong tables, and lots of stuff in kelvin's van! then KFC lunch... and school for us.. proteomics lec awas okay.. but LSS is dead boring! have to redo IL2 report.. ahaha.. wasted! then after school, squeeze kelvin's van to pandan valley, before going pris house to collect her stuff and to jan's bf de provision shop for drinks.. back to pandan valley, just nice BBq... haha... all hail master chef agu! haha.. jk... i just help a lil, then slack there le.. haha... so many food.. estimation error! haha... finish at 11 plus, had quite some drinks!*alcohol!* haha.. then drink more than wat i normally do.. but no drunk... haha.. maybe drink slowly loh.. haha... then mahjong! wah.. all the way till 7! omg... sleep after that
sat 9 jul
wake up! haha.. at 12... pris and gracia woke me up.. was in my sleeping bag on the flr. wake me up to go to bed.. but, cannot slp liao.. had lunch, slack and mahjong round 2! ding ding ding! haha.... then play until v long.. 6 plus bah.. i take turn wif dene.. ahhaha. then dinner... ta pao... then head back.. see time vaccum then bathe... then monopoly.. haha.. kelvin is like super on(s)! haha.. from 11 play till 3 am! omg.. then sleep...
sun 10 jul
reagan, Happy Bdae! sorry did not go BBq...
kanna wake up by geraldene at 10 am! #$%^&*(*&^%$#@... KN*... haha..coz, she say gracia coming.. which she didn't in the end.. wake up, and watch some TV.. mahjong again! mahjong crazy sia.. haha.. overall i lose 15 bucks... haha.. all so pro there! like cow kanna slaughter... haha. but v fun to play wif them... haha, reach home, see mum playing mahjong wif her kakiS! *faint*!
haha, the "chalet" is fun sia.... first of all, we like mahjong siao! so many jokes... so many laughter... so many pros too.. =x.... fun playing wif all.. then Huang Yan, my mentor is so outgoing! haha.. and its real fun!
haha, that day, thurs night/ fri morning, i a lil siao.. sian! a lil not myself... just some out of the world feeling...haha... i will stand... if i ever fall, i will stand again... haha...
anyway, the feelings i felt was real, the doubts i have were real... haha, i shall work towards solving them... i will
mahjong?
-=:agu:=- Push no further than what can be allowed
Friday, July 08, 2005
weird feeling
hi bloggie, now is a stupid feeling over riding me, causing me to be so disorientated that i may not know wat i am writing... damn it! argh, jus finish the graph.. report, tml... now cannot even focus. its a wonder i can do the graph! hai... feeling damn down, damn pissed wif myself... i wan control.. i wan to make me mind think... not some stupid feeling that is unknown to override me.. this feeling is strong... i am losing focus, losing confidence, losing myself
yj told me to tell xian.. haha.. i dunno y i didn't. she say xian will understand... i can't understand, will she? hai, not i am doubting her, but i dunno y i get this feeling in the first place... i felt like something is missing.. she asked if it was caused by work or frens.. but the answer was neither... stress? unlikely.. wat stress am i suffering? haha... anyway, yj thanks for ur time.. i am just not me...
buddy, hai, dunno how much u noe me... but i must say, after wat yj told me, i was thinking about wat she say.. hai... dunno how to tell u also... quoting from myself in my conversation wif yj
she understands me
but i know her inside out
hope u get my pt.. then again, i dun even noe wat i am saying
am i becoming pessimistic again?
strength, i wan it back...
wat is happening to me... hands keep typing, mine not thinking! wat the hell!! i wan answers... where can i find them....
sorry
-=:agu:=- Hope i was wrong
yj told me to tell xian.. haha.. i dunno y i didn't. she say xian will understand... i can't understand, will she? hai, not i am doubting her, but i dunno y i get this feeling in the first place... i felt like something is missing.. she asked if it was caused by work or frens.. but the answer was neither... stress? unlikely.. wat stress am i suffering? haha... anyway, yj thanks for ur time.. i am just not me...
buddy, hai, dunno how much u noe me... but i must say, after wat yj told me, i was thinking about wat she say.. hai... dunno how to tell u also... quoting from myself in my conversation wif yj
she understands me
but i know her inside out
hope u get my pt.. then again, i dun even noe wat i am saying
am i becoming pessimistic again?
strength, i wan it back...
wat is happening to me... hands keep typing, mine not thinking! wat the hell!! i wan answers... where can i find them....
sorry
-=:agu:=- Hope i was wrong
Thursday, July 07, 2005
dreams
hi bloggie... hee hee.... long time no blog again.. actually, not that long, since mon... hmmmm life for the past 2 days are ok....
tue, 5 july
after school, went to bishan.. inquire bout cheese hotdog and chit chat wif vanny... ahha... wence also big time lamer... nth much... home and do tut.
wed, 6 july
woke up early to watch FANTASTIC 4... congratulations... it is indeed FANTASTIC... 9.50 ppl.. haha... for a fan like me since young, watching the cartoon at the age of 7 onwards.. i like it.. the movie is great... pace was just nice, typical superhero movie, yet capture me v well... make me feel that the movie is real nice... injected humor works well and shows how our heros cope and use their power... the scene where they help save the fireman is touching... in short, great movie
went school for IL2... prac was okay.. so was tut.... ahaa....
haha... recently saw forum on outside food.. became interested and i posted my own ideas... haha... and i follow the IOC closely.. congrats to london for hosting 2012 olympics! haha.. can't imagine that... haha...
hmmmm.... dunno, recently got a weird feeling.. but i can't describe it... well... maybe i need to figure it out... hmmm.... dunno y...
oh ya, come upon an article, bout dreams....
Dreams are often reflection of what we desires
Sometimes, we get them,
Sometimes, we don't
Dreams gives us hope, joy
but pain and misery too
Do we dream to find our goal
or our dream is to reach the goal?
haha.... quite chim... but i like... so, when we dream, are we placing hope or hoping to get something? hmmmmm.... go figure
2012
-=:agu:=- Different doesn't mean not good
tue, 5 july
after school, went to bishan.. inquire bout cheese hotdog and chit chat wif vanny... ahha... wence also big time lamer... nth much... home and do tut.
wed, 6 july
woke up early to watch FANTASTIC 4... congratulations... it is indeed FANTASTIC... 9.50 ppl.. haha... for a fan like me since young, watching the cartoon at the age of 7 onwards.. i like it.. the movie is great... pace was just nice, typical superhero movie, yet capture me v well... make me feel that the movie is real nice... injected humor works well and shows how our heros cope and use their power... the scene where they help save the fireman is touching... in short, great movie
went school for IL2... prac was okay.. so was tut.... ahaa....
haha... recently saw forum on outside food.. became interested and i posted my own ideas... haha... and i follow the IOC closely.. congrats to london for hosting 2012 olympics! haha.. can't imagine that... haha...
hmmmm.... dunno, recently got a weird feeling.. but i can't describe it... well... maybe i need to figure it out... hmmm.... dunno y...
oh ya, come upon an article, bout dreams....
Dreams are often reflection of what we desires
Sometimes, we get them,
Sometimes, we don't
Dreams gives us hope, joy
but pain and misery too
Do we dream to find our goal
or our dream is to reach the goal?
haha.... quite chim... but i like... so, when we dream, are we placing hope or hoping to get something? hmmmmm.... go figure
2012
-=:agu:=- Different doesn't mean not good
Monday, July 04, 2005
thanks
hi bloggie.... thanks to all who seen my new blogskin... big shout out to those who commented on it... gave me real morale boost! haha... realli made me v touched, happy and motivated... haha, even IT savvy Peh, said it was nice! hahaha... lai too! and my buddy... haha, after all my edits and different version, finally she said it don't look like a notepad! haha... thanks buddy... haha... and i am impressed wif myself..... =p
hmmm, now that project blogskin is over, what shld i do next? haha, looking forward to Mr. Harry... ahha, tt's right, 16 july, 7.01 am is my day! waiting for the 6th book of Harry Potter and half blood prince! haha, initial D anime still keeps me going gaga over Cars, tsubasa chronicles melts my heart and naruto is always so determined! ahha.... went to kite flying on sat! after like, yons! haha.... had fun wif yj, fude, derrick... lata sh join! dora and jh like tai tai sit there... wait a min, dora did join in the fun lata.. haha.... so only 1 tai tai! ahha... foodcourt at marina square for dinner... then EOS wif Wen Quan da ge! haha... xian with rene were good enuff to wait for us! haha... xian, me and wen quan are like crazy! haha, but then again, its me & wen quan Verus xian... ahha..... of coz, can imagine how badly she lost! haha... so fun....
sun, worked flr, then waited after work,stay there, help wif cb closing, help wif EOS and chit chat wif li kheng... ahha... makes me think of Kris... haha... like the time i used to wait for Kris.. v fun to chit chat wif Li Kheng, coz she is v fun a person, anime and manga crazy, mapling fun! haha...
nth much!
kaleidoscope
-=:agu:=- Hope may be frail, but it is hard to kill
hmmm, now that project blogskin is over, what shld i do next? haha, looking forward to Mr. Harry... ahha, tt's right, 16 july, 7.01 am is my day! waiting for the 6th book of Harry Potter and half blood prince! haha, initial D anime still keeps me going gaga over Cars, tsubasa chronicles melts my heart and naruto is always so determined! ahha.... went to kite flying on sat! after like, yons! haha.... had fun wif yj, fude, derrick... lata sh join! dora and jh like tai tai sit there... wait a min, dora did join in the fun lata.. haha.... so only 1 tai tai! ahha... foodcourt at marina square for dinner... then EOS wif Wen Quan da ge! haha... xian with rene were good enuff to wait for us! haha... xian, me and wen quan are like crazy! haha, but then again, its me & wen quan Verus xian... ahha..... of coz, can imagine how badly she lost! haha... so fun....
sun, worked flr, then waited after work,stay there, help wif cb closing, help wif EOS and chit chat wif li kheng... ahha... makes me think of Kris... haha... like the time i used to wait for Kris.. v fun to chit chat wif Li Kheng, coz she is v fun a person, anime and manga crazy, mapling fun! haha...
nth much!
kaleidoscope
-=:agu:=- Hope may be frail, but it is hard to kill
Saturday, July 02, 2005
blog
hi bloggie... not being updating.. haha.. coz, was bz wif my proj, haha, project, blog facelift, aka, change new blog skin.. this time rd, start from scratch.. all the pics, the background, the photos are all done from the basics.. so comments ppl.. will appreciate it... haha.. and thanks to those who alreadi gave me comments.. spur me on, and helps me wif my ideas... for e.g. bud gave v constructive comments like the photos and the white look... jin hui also gave comments saying looks plain, kris thot my photos were messy... ahha.. but i think, this is something i like.. and i realli appreciate all ya comments... it made me improbe..
the past few days, school, ok... nothing of significance at school.. kris helped out at bishan on wed... went down to keep her accompanied, wif buddy... watch alot like love at tiong bahru wif kris.. thanks for the ticket.. ahha..
blog
-=:agu:=- Tap your potential
the past few days, school, ok... nothing of significance at school.. kris helped out at bishan on wed... went down to keep her accompanied, wif buddy... watch alot like love at tiong bahru wif kris.. thanks for the ticket.. ahha..
blog
-=:agu:=- Tap your potential