u?

where are u, when I need u?
can no longer find my pillow....
wo hao fan... events choking up...
debts going to choke up..
headache...

much more events i wan to attend...
restriction.. time and money... sian...

too much things to bear in one night..
how strange coincidence can torture u...
hotel and malaysia invites coming at me at the same time..
capable to make it to one..
incapable for the other...
sian...

reconsidering budget for DnD...
reconsidering budget for thai...
reconsidering budget for chalet...
for once sociable killed me

dead

agu

another mid nite movie

hi bloggie.. hmm... today.. mood better than yesterday... ha... hanging out wif lai, cy and peh got its effect... felt like i done retail therapy but i just tried out clothes.. long since i put on a skirt. haha.. thankfully no photos taken.. i was just trying out clothes for the DnD... pocket will bleed.... but its once in a life time... hahaha

went to watch midnite at homeground... ha.. Final Destination 3.. wat a movie.. didn't expect myself to watch... FD 2.. sort of bei pian qu kan the other time.. and.. i told cyndy... when i watch such movie.. i will curse and swear like i am the victim... ha... at least.. i think is the first time.. she hear me curse in a movie bah... hahaaa.. the scenes were *shivers* arrgh... and.. imagine me... swear F*Ck.... faster die lah.. ahahaha.. coz.. the longer the person take to die.. the longer the gross scene will continue... hahaha.. psyco... chit chat wif kengsley after the movie was good.. driving fun.. although i haven taken any lessons myself... quan was good enuff to give me a lift... tonight working... hai.. alot of things in mind..

hahaha... coming march i will be at homeground for 3 years... quite an impressive length of time.. considering... i didn't expect myself to stay this long.. hahaha.. my mum used to nag at me for coming home late in the nite due to me holding night shifts... she gotten used to it... that.. once.. i reach home.. she was up.. getting to do her chores... i used to be restricted to reach home by 12 am.. feel so cinderalla... hahaha but.. now.. havoc times.. 3, 4 am are a usual to me... i realli like it....

kengsley asked me... will i be staying after graduation.. haha.. all the managers have this question in their head.. after all.. i had been there for so long.. and they are like waiting for us to drop the bomb if we leave... alot of things.. i cannot be certain now... can only see if the local uni want to let me in their doors.. everything.. graduate le then can decide... but.. i know one thing for sure.. i will not bear to leave this place.. and ... things wouldn't be the same coming graduation... lai and peh are having their haircut done in another few more months.. my batch... only left a few... i dunno if others are staying... but it can be meaningless for me to be working alone... new blood are forming their own clinque.. haha.. i didn't even get the chance to know them yet... dunno how things will go... for once.. i feel uncertain in life... i dun like this feeling..

if someone asked me.. did u regret working at GV... i will say no.. it was an experience for me.. a realli different kind of experience.. i became more sociable than any time in my life.. i became a lil more independent... i became aware of wat i want.. and i got to know alot of ppl.. who created an impact in my life.. one way or another.. be it.. they left being my fren.. or they stayed being my fren... i dun regret working in GV... my results may be sucky.. but i can only blame myself for not being hardworking and not talented enuff in this field... i dun regret working in GV... after all life experiences is more impt than acadamic results... i was thankful of this experience...

poly was one of the best time i get to experience life.. i got old buddies from sec school who gave me support throughout the hard times i got.. i got colleagues who showed me more to the meaning of life.. i got poly classmates who taught me the importance of unity..... i got bossom frens in the process.. i grew up and live thru my last years of a teen... i nv regret making any decisions.. i am happy as i am....

therefore... i thank all made it possible.. its u who made me grew alil more everyday..

agu

xin suan

hi bloggie... alot of things i can't predict.. alot of things i can't change.. alot of things not within my expectation... i accept

珊瑚海的心情你可知道吗？
对彼此的约定你还记得吗？
自己的童话，我也把它忘了。。。
这。。。是我的错吗？
以前拥有的浪漫手机，我也不再拥有了。。。
那是为了忘掉你的借口。。。

songs that spins in my mind... ha... i am not as ang moh as i seem... perhaps its becoz.. this chinese songs gave me something closer to heart...

just got this inspiration to write those.. siyi used to do it in autograph book... ha.. just getting the idea...

bad feeling.. bad omen.. bad mood....

agu

for u

hi bloggie.. i want to dedicate this song to u... ha... maybe everyone can guess for who.. maybe not everyone.. maybe that person also dunno.. hahahaha.. but.. i wanted to sing this song for u... lacked the courage.. ha.. no other meaning of coz... (-.-''') and.. i hope u can take a read at my pte writing space... just wanna say some things b4 i change it.. change my life....

for others.. enjoy the song.. its a very nice song...

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know
I'll find the light to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy,
you can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there;
pushing me to the top.
You're always there;
giving me all you've got.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend;
for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you
and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing;
'cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
you're always on my side;
Giving me faith that gets me
through the night.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend;
for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
I turn to you.

For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything;
For that one who I can run to....

(I turn to you.)
For a shield from the storm;
For a friend;
for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you...

*final bow*
agu

pic

hi bloggie! haha.. today mood better than yesterdaty.. yesterday, hao fan.. hao fan.. alot of things to fret... bottled up whole day.. until at night.. it starts to leak.. haha.. hmmm had IL paper just now... hmm, noe some.. dunno some.. ahhaha.. heck.. i passed this module already anyway.. just difference of A, B, C... ahhaha

went to send francia they all off... they cry... but we didn't... miss them...

had dinner wif them on sunday...













hahhaa... the group photo put timer... take until tiring....




hahaha.. role playing...


and done by lai...... I LOVE IT.....

agu

francia and leilany

hi bloggie!!! haha.. this blog is dedicated to 3 remarkable ppl in my life... Henry... Francia... and Leilany..

Henry had left to head back to indonesia... well... i realli missed him... i missed calling him yonathan.. i miss his yang guo story... i missed his cheeky smile and say Miss Wong... ha... i missed our chit chats... our secret sharing... ha.. his pool games... PRO... i rbr the time we went to uncle rengen's place for dinner.. haha... we would sit and chat... chat about singapore.. about indonesia...haha.. rbr the time we went to Sentosa, Zoo... Movies... Pool... i rbr sending him off on V day... haha.. this guy actually said, y no one cry while sending me off.. when i ask him, will u cry when u leave... ahhaha... he bought me lots of fun... a v nice gentleman i would say.. my luck and honour to have met him...

Francia... Francesca... i love calling her Francesca after a compliment email to her.. but the person spelled her name wrongly.. ahhaha.. i miss her good nite sms.. i miss teasing her at work.. coz, this lucky gal always get to do CB closing wif me on Sat... haha... i miss watching movie with her.. i rbr watching one more chance wif her and kengsley... she kept telling us to hush hush.. dun laugh so loud... hahaha.. i miss the outing we been to.. east coast, sentosa, zoo, movies... hahaha.. this gal.. like movie freak.. watch more movie then i do.. ahhaha.. i rbr the sand sculpture we did on her.. ahha.. rbr the madagascar.... hahhaa.. and the maid.. send her back in a crate....

leilany.. this one... haiyo.. like to poke me.. but always forgot, tt wasn't my weak point... hahaha. so she kanna poke by me instead... ahhahahah.... both of us like to smile widely at each other then giggle ourselves silly... her english after a year still got difficulty to understand.. hahaha.. rbr she and francesca say Wah LAo... hahhha.. u cannot imagine all of us laughing how madly.. get a fillipino to say wah lao.. then can understand.. they like become so accustomed to our language.. wonder if they say wah lao back at phillipines their family must be think, wat happen to our daughter! ahahaha...


i miss you...

agu

moview review

hi bloggie.. since long i gave a movie review didn't i.. hahaa.. wat's GV without movies.. hahaha.. but, bz me, lil time for movie... haha.. i rbred i discussed wif xian before about movies.. she think it is a luxury to watch movie.. not a necessity.. i agreed.. but, i treat this luxury a necessity.. ahhaa.. not realli, but after working in gv... exposed to such an environment, i guess, movie is one of my fav past time... i was called a movie guru at my attachment place... everyone will ask me, hmm, wat is this movie about? when is this movie showing.. hahaha.. COOL.. hahaha..

haha, my first movie of 2006 is narnia.. and i realli enjoyed it.. i watch wif a voiceless li kheng at plaza... after which we went on to watch pride and prejudice wif lady boss.. hahaha.. i also watched memiors of a geisha at plaza again wif poly frens.. and i realli like this movie... then i watched fearless at homeground wif my 2 male buddies... haha.. after the movie, i think the movie kungfu industry lost a talent... haha.. jackie chan used to be good.. but he commercialise the kungfu too much.. jet li on the other hand, in fearless bring out the spirit of wu shu... realli nice... then today, i went to watch i not stupid 2 wif my mum and 2 sis.. thanks kengsley for reserving my tixs... (good to be in this industry) hahaha.. hmm, the movie is good.. i enjoyed myself... but i prefer i not stupid... the first movie moved me more.. tickle me more.. better impression... haha.. nonetheless.. jack neo done it again... tears jerking... but maybe too much emphasis on the teary part... the last movie... more emphasis on the education system... haha...

hmm, mum call me for dinner... will do updates lata..

agu

CNY visiting

hi bloggie.. blogging again.. coz tonight a lil more free.. hmm, wed got BIF test, Thurs got cGMP.. haven finish the assignments.. SIAN... got alot of personal worries in my mind... school is taxing... ha! Project times are the worst time to be frens... its true and proven.. but, i dun rbr my fren in the worst times, but the best.. so, i will get over it.. once proj are over....

anyway, sat was fun.. voice become hoarse.. haha.. and realli sing to heart's content, and big hole in pocket..




Pics are my house platform


see everyone is happy and smiling!


ting's wallpaper


Yenny place... yum yum lunch!





Boy Star of the moment ($5 each)


compare last year and this year



da jie bdae


rengan botak liao!





Look at our room, Freaking Big!


the yummy cake


Who is the Superstar?

agu

CNY dinner

hi bloggie.. okok.. apologies to all, being bz the past few weeks? days? 3 weeks since my last PROPER update... hai.. wat to do.. FYP is killing me softly... but, final report finish le.. submitting tml.. even if tonight need to stay up to edit some parts, i dun mind!!!!! but tt doesn't spell the end of my student days at NP... hmm, BIF assignment and test, cGMP assignment and test, DDD test, Advance in Genome test, PDC assignment.. wah.. wat the hell are these.. project day again tml... =(

hmm how was everyone's CNY? today is the 12th day of CNY... CNY is one of my fav festival together wif x'mas.. hee hee... y? the mood, the food, the people... and gifts... x'mas got present... CNY got ang bow!!!! hahaha... work @ GV was okay.. bz especially got fearless and I not stupid .... hahaha.... although i can imagine the complains going up due to being NC16... ha! well, life isn't fair.. like movies that are rated R21... meaning, xiao mei mei like me cannot watch.. =p... but, this kind of thing no choice... and ratings is governed by LAW... haha.. but u got all sorts of answer from patrons.. from parents claiming that CNY no need carry IC (since when there is such thing?) to barging into the theater and complaining us being not flexible... and the ultimate would be the complain made to JacQ... and surprising no one is complaining to the right authorities.. (MDA)... hmm, of coz CNY got gambling spree! haha.. and i can say my class ppl (poly) are all desecendents of the Dragon (aka china)... y? coz u ask my class de ppl, how to play wat kind of cards, tiles, games, sure got someone know how to play.. haha.. didn't gamble wif my relatives... y? mum side dun gamble... my dad side in malaysia.. haha.. so i play wif my class ppl.. 4th of CNY went to kahfa's place to play.. u get all sort... big and small, in between, blackjack, and mahjong.. haha.. overall i win lil.. of coz, i play wif my frens from GV..haha.. and i also play wif my mum's frens.. meaning all the aunties, uncle, kor kor, jie jie and xiao didi, xiao meimei.. haha.. overall for CNY, no win no lose.. hahha.. much of break even... but like my class ppl say.. win or lose is not the factor in gambling.. is the mood. and wat is CNY without gambling!!! hahaha..

then i also attended CNY dinner organised by GV... hmm, boring.. in a way.. self entertainment in another.. but, i was glad i went.. got to see alot of ppl and get together wif alot of ppl.. =)

ending modules in another 3 more weeks (including exam, study break)... there is final presentation to think, DnD to fret... and BKK to look forward to... wat shld i do next?

agu


tudi with 3 of her shifu... Yin Shifu, Xian Shifu and Shifu...


Lai, Kris, Me, Peh


The 3 guys at the table


GV Bs head in the Center...


Peh eagerly want his face in this pic


wow! Miss Bee.. Congrats on that promo


I was forced to act cute with my boss..


Sheng ah!

blog

hi bloggie.. still alive and kicking..

projects overload

bye bloggie

agu