miss u

hi bloggie... last night was good... i really enjoyed poly life... and i really love my poly gang... y? they are supportive no matter wat u do... i got response bout my job and they were the most supportive... they did not put u down wif words like, "huh they pay so low ah" many will not understand y i take up the job... but i know it myself can le... i was a lil upset when some of good pals said, pay so low...

then, today mood dunno y... every sms tells me they miss me, every email tells me, they miss me... and every tag tells me they miss me... to say the truth, i miss everything i used to own... and i realise the words "used to"...

i miss everyone and i really do..

tt day the conversation did not turn out the way i liked.. maybe this is the world of SMS... it is like tt, can't read tone, can't read emotion... hai... but every word i text is true...and i do miss u... even of u dun... sorry, if i upset tt evening...

life is just about revolving... the earth revolve the sun, ppl moves..

big emotions and lousy entry..

i feel like switching this blog off.. permanently... for the first time..

agu

new life...

hi bloggie... hmm, working in a new place... It's the immigration and checkpoint authority... or ICA for short... and, so i am a temp civil servant... how weird! well, this place is a high security area... so i doubt i can take photos to show u ppl bout the workplace.. in fact, i have to sign undertaking form, coz, the stuff are all P&C (private and confidential)... the work, well, quite easy... but, i also quite scare, coz civil servant job, put in resume like a lil no use... hahaha.. and, will i waste this time? but, since i am at it.. shall continue.. BTW, i am at lavendar tt building.. not the checkpoints and i dun stamp passport... i not immigration officer... just a temp staff...
oh when i was given the temp pass.. the first thing tt came to my mind is IMCB... haha.. got simliar kind of feeling...

just met up wif the gang and had a great lunch.. i luv them... hanging out wif them is always an enjoyment....

grace's bbq was ok.. i liked the pool part... hope we can pool again...

A lil lazy to write.. coz everyday wake up early and v tired... yawn

going redang soon wif amy, her sis and kengsley... haha.. gonna be a smashing trip...

now a lil addicted to high school musical soundtrack.. it ismy kind of movie.. afterall, i grew up a disney kid... really like the presentation style and the songs are great... something new, where there was me and you and breaking free is topping the list... i also like stick to the status quo...

but listening to the songs can make me... u noe think...

i'm gonna miss yin.. she's going grand and then vivo... i miss her " how's the weather" hai...

i miss buddy... long since i even had a conversation wif her... dunno if she miss me... school's keeping her occupied.. hope she is enjoying it... the song tt keeps spinning now when i miss buddy is "when there was me and you..." of coz dun think of it romantically, coz there's no such things between me and her... but, as a old time sake kind of stuff...

gonna miss grace... miss her calling me shifu...

i miss kris... she feels so distant and bz...

i'm gonna the gang for the fun they always bring

i miss my sleep

i'm gonna miss the late night mahjong and PA work...

i miss my old life...

i miss jacQ... sorry wasn't able to go to family day... i miss bee.. long since i heard anything from her... i miss poly frens.. noe going to see them soon...

if there is a universal remote... i would love to use it... i would hit rewind and not fast forward... but i dunno wat effects will i have...

agu

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hi bloggie.. updates now... hmm, guess, i have to wait a year... nvm, i will look for something to do in the meantime... a year... v fast will past......

past few days is super super super tired... i being working since fri (4 aug) all the way to yesterday (13 aug) and all night shift and getting back at ungodly hours... i missed buddy at work.. although even if we work, we rarely get to interact now... i had being isolated at box this few days...

work wise, got some complains and i felt dejected... it may not be my fault, but hey, ppl dun think it this way... i did my best... who can i blame... nobody, except i am the super suay one... am only glad, got lady boss got my back...

sometimes, i feel so so so tired... i feel distance... i feel unfamiliarity... dunno, maybe, i lost control... hai...

social life... not much to have one... since, work occupy alot of it... saw the HP consultant tt worked wif at the IT fair (can't rbr his name... the nice guy)... to think he worked at bishan best denki for a year liao.. and yet, we nv see each other de.. so weird....

mahjong again. At christina's place wif darryl and derrick (her BF)... hahaha... woah.... darryl win big and Derrick made us laugh big... hahaha... b4 tt got mahjong once again.. wid darryl, yin and christina... haha.. tt time is the both christina win! hahaha...

movies at Plaza.... helen baby fox was good... i cried.... as usual.. Lakehouse was below my expectation... maybe i expected too much.. the timeline a lil wrong.. but, the acting was good... i liked the idea of them together....

yun and jan came for movie... so did shishi and her beau... hahaha... so many ppl...





see wat yin help me buy at DFS....


and mary's jumbo hotdog....

and i absolutely love my phone.... hahaha.....

agu

thots

hi bloggie.. was not able to sleep due to a dysfunctional biological clock again.. and i am meeting boss at 10.45 am at marina lata... hmmm...

well, watched tv just now.. CSI was good... and then, mean gals.. ha.. really a chick flick and wow, i nv thot i would think so much after watching tt movie..

Saying you're fat doesn't make me thin
Saying you're stupid doesn't make me smart

true... watching that movie, made me miss school alot.. maybe coz now, i having a prob wif school stuff... feeling kind of upset and all. and seriously, i dunno how to get it out of my system and is reallli misearble.. i realli wan to find someone who i can tok my heart out.. but i dunno how.. i reckon, i lost that ability.. somehow..

thanks kris for ur reply.. Thanks jy for always giving tt concern.. thanks ting for being there... thanks PL.. u are indeed in my heart. thanks yin.. for noticing my prob..

all seems perfect and not so perfect... i guess, i just felt blissed and yet not so happy altogether... I know.. silly me....all things happen for a reason.. tt i always believe... but, i hate it when i can't see that reason...

thru' out the year till now... the best day of the year... is 6th may... i had the most remarkable memory and i doubt i will ever forget it.. not to mention... i may not get it ever.... so... it will be in my lil space in my heart....

i think, i getting a lil too emotional now... long since i realli wrote such an emotional piece... ha... i look funny, wif tears streaming down my cheeks while i wrote all this... I'm sure, Mrs Ang and Mrs Remesh and Mrs Ong are all smiling wif such expression! hahahaa...

well, so far for the past 20 years and 3 months... i have achieve quite a bit... my acadamic performance, PSLE, O level and Dip.... i worked, i have frens tat i can claim.... but, something in me is still dead... perhaps, when someone else succeed, a lil die in me... perhaps, there were more than 1 someone...

thurs, felt closer to internet cafe than home... understand doesn't equate to understanding... but... nonetheless, the presence was more important than purpose...

well, i starting to write in riddles again..

better space out

agu

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hi bloggie... back again... the mail man did came by... but the news is a lil disappointing... hmm, well, its either a year wait or changing to another... sian...

sian... depressed...

agu

New York New York!

hi bloggie... hmm, quiet week? hahaha.. not realli.. quite happening.. waiting for the mail man to send me good news... =D

hmm, well, being bz working and training.. ahahaha... btw, training here is not training for me.. but for newbies in GV.... then, recently major recruitment drive.. so every week since forever had been bz training these new staff... ahhaa.. coming roster.. another major training campaign.. wish me luck!

sunday, went to watch hookwinked at Marina... hahaha.. the animation a lil disappointing but the story line is pretty fresh.. hahaha.. nice! then, had a sumptuous dinner at New York New York! and everyone of us couldn't resist taking photos.. ok.. only me, my sis and siang... xian and cheow tee was like... ok lah.. take lah take lah... ahhaha....

the concept of the place is realli attractive and.. it is at a good location... at city link.. hahaha..the serving was good..


looking at the big big big menu...


see.. BIG serving!


and it's true!


cute sinful devil


Fondue... looks good...


my dinner...


12 inch hotdog...

hungry!?

hahaha... nice!!!

back soon!

agu