Hey Bloggie!
sometimes we just need a time out even if time is pressing..
agu
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Wednesday, November 03, 2010
China
However we manage to sneak in some fun at work. Lol. Andc I got to see Pandora in its earth form..
Agu
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Wednesday, September 01, 2010
lunch
I miss newy. the beach, the free time watching shows and playing games...
need something to look forward to.. Beijing ;)
agu
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Monday, August 09, 2010
happy birthday Singapore!
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Friday, July 23, 2010
flying
hi bloggie, went up to the giant faris wheel in Singapore... it was awesome! we have to experience such things once in a lifetime=)
now I am aiming for the England eye...
agu
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Monday, July 19, 2010
blogging on the move
hi bloggie, finally I can blog on the move... awesome:b
just got my new HTC desire and it is everything i wish for! going for lunch now, will blog more soon
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Sunday, May 23, 2010
In the month of May
Hi Bloggie... I guessed everytime i said the same things..
"Being a long time since I blogged"
"I know i have not updated for quite a while... been very busy."
Bla bla bla...
i dunno if i lost the passion to blog.... guess the old me always makes an effort to do things, no matter how trivial that thing is...
now... the working adult me, is so swarmed and tired constantly, i wonder if that is the price to pay for that monthly salary.. a senior at work, sat me down and gave me a pep talk (for underperforming).. i tried very hard not to self pity, because i know, no one appreciates it. i admit, at that moment, a gush of emotions came and i was bitter and a lil resentful. i understood her intentions, but i didn't think i was lazy.. perhaps my lack of questions leads to problems. i tried very hard to. but apparently, what i do, is still wrong.
i know that as an intern, u get to be scolded. i am not afraid of that. at the end of the day, it is not praises i want, but at the very least, confirmation i did something correctly.
now, i look hard in the mirror, and i fail to recognize the figure in the reflection. am i happy at work? no.. everyday i fret. did i do enough.. not doing OT equates to not doing work?
maybe i couldn't cope, and have this unrealistic opinion of audit. the number of OT i was frightened to know. the amount of responsibility is scary.. then again, i dunno if i whine too much or i din push myself harder.
my fellow workmates think i work hard.. there is one week where i put in lots of overtime and my fellow workmates just think i am that crazy to commit.
i drink coffee to stay awake...
i think, i am just depressed to see myself like this. i am not such a person. i don't mind workin long hours.. but i think i am not cut out to be in this job either. one of my senior, who previously came from a big four company, mentioned, it is this company culture. audit is tough, but tough times dun last, tough man do...
i guess i am not that tough.. i won't leave now.. after a year, i will. i think that is wat i am gonna do..
agu
"Being a long time since I blogged"
"I know i have not updated for quite a while... been very busy."
Bla bla bla...
i dunno if i lost the passion to blog.... guess the old me always makes an effort to do things, no matter how trivial that thing is...
now... the working adult me, is so swarmed and tired constantly, i wonder if that is the price to pay for that monthly salary.. a senior at work, sat me down and gave me a pep talk (for underperforming).. i tried very hard not to self pity, because i know, no one appreciates it. i admit, at that moment, a gush of emotions came and i was bitter and a lil resentful. i understood her intentions, but i didn't think i was lazy.. perhaps my lack of questions leads to problems. i tried very hard to. but apparently, what i do, is still wrong.
i know that as an intern, u get to be scolded. i am not afraid of that. at the end of the day, it is not praises i want, but at the very least, confirmation i did something correctly.
now, i look hard in the mirror, and i fail to recognize the figure in the reflection. am i happy at work? no.. everyday i fret. did i do enough.. not doing OT equates to not doing work?
maybe i couldn't cope, and have this unrealistic opinion of audit. the number of OT i was frightened to know. the amount of responsibility is scary.. then again, i dunno if i whine too much or i din push myself harder.
my fellow workmates think i work hard.. there is one week where i put in lots of overtime and my fellow workmates just think i am that crazy to commit.
i drink coffee to stay awake...
i think, i am just depressed to see myself like this. i am not such a person. i don't mind workin long hours.. but i think i am not cut out to be in this job either. one of my senior, who previously came from a big four company, mentioned, it is this company culture. audit is tough, but tough times dun last, tough man do...
i guess i am not that tough.. i won't leave now.. after a year, i will. i think that is wat i am gonna do..
agu
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
graduation
hi bloggie..
now.. at home.. doing work... but being slacking for quite a while..
saw a happy email... thanks bro for all the arrangement... a sigh of relief was expressed, and a smile was expressed on my face. coz, despite my leaving for a year, somehow the group seem closer... i dunno y, and how. but it does.
oh ya, it was graduation day and i had a board on my head! hahaha... now working, can't help but to think, i studied so i can torture myself by working long hours. it seem like a personal choice, but then again, i also don't know if i made the right choice.
nope, not doubting my choice... just suffering from mental fatigue, barely 2 months into the job. and maybe it is this place, that made me feel how i feel.
okay.. one more thing, i need to decide on a mobile device(read: mobile phone) soon, so i can do blogging on the move (the thing i have been doing alot).... so, this page will have things to be read by ppl who still comes by..
as usual, if the post seems disorganised, it probably is becoz i am that disorganised at this point of time.
okay... more to be clear... hope i can drop another entry soon... best, if the next one is via a mobile device that i finally decided..
agu
now.. at home.. doing work... but being slacking for quite a while..
saw a happy email... thanks bro for all the arrangement... a sigh of relief was expressed, and a smile was expressed on my face. coz, despite my leaving for a year, somehow the group seem closer... i dunno y, and how. but it does.
oh ya, it was graduation day and i had a board on my head! hahaha... now working, can't help but to think, i studied so i can torture myself by working long hours. it seem like a personal choice, but then again, i also don't know if i made the right choice.
nope, not doubting my choice... just suffering from mental fatigue, barely 2 months into the job. and maybe it is this place, that made me feel how i feel.
okay.. one more thing, i need to decide on a mobile device(read: mobile phone) soon, so i can do blogging on the move (the thing i have been doing alot).... so, this page will have things to be read by ppl who still comes by..
as usual, if the post seems disorganised, it probably is becoz i am that disorganised at this point of time.
okay... more to be clear... hope i can drop another entry soon... best, if the next one is via a mobile device that i finally decided..
agu
Thursday, March 18, 2010
focus
Hi bloggie... I know its been a long while since i left a word or picture on this space. ever since 22 feb 2010, my life has spun a new story that i am unfamiliar with.
i am officially working at Singapore's most crowded street. hahaha.. okay, to simply matters for those with that enormous question marks on your head, i am working at shenton way, as an audit assistant for one of the mid tier public accounting firm. 3 weeks flew past so fast, with me spending alot of time at 5 shenton way.
with a new job, there is always excitement, curiosity and exponential phase. this job, there is triple of the factors mentioned and huge dosage of stress, lack of personal time and definitely lack of sleep.
i am not complaining that this job is bad, neither am i to say its good. but being a free soul since after Os, the lack of "me" time is disturbing. and, commitments for plans seemed to be even more impossible because of overtime! last weekend was depressing, with me working till wee hours and pushing away all engagement that was previously discussed.
now is no exception, just that i am working at home instead of in the office... at this very moment, i am reminded of school... blogging, when i lost concentration at the work i am doing, and trying to even out the stress that i am feeling.
anyway, will try to blog soon, with perhaps photo updates =)
agu
i am officially working at Singapore's most crowded street. hahaha.. okay, to simply matters for those with that enormous question marks on your head, i am working at shenton way, as an audit assistant for one of the mid tier public accounting firm. 3 weeks flew past so fast, with me spending alot of time at 5 shenton way.
with a new job, there is always excitement, curiosity and exponential phase. this job, there is triple of the factors mentioned and huge dosage of stress, lack of personal time and definitely lack of sleep.
i am not complaining that this job is bad, neither am i to say its good. but being a free soul since after Os, the lack of "me" time is disturbing. and, commitments for plans seemed to be even more impossible because of overtime! last weekend was depressing, with me working till wee hours and pushing away all engagement that was previously discussed.
now is no exception, just that i am working at home instead of in the office... at this very moment, i am reminded of school... blogging, when i lost concentration at the work i am doing, and trying to even out the stress that i am feeling.
anyway, will try to blog soon, with perhaps photo updates =)
agu
Monday, February 08, 2010
imagine
hi bloggie... going to bed soon, just wanna leave a short note. too long never blog, starting to lose momentum.
still in the midst of looking for a job. went for interview and still sending resume. the looming thought of stepping into the corporate world starts to frighten me a lil. i guessed my vivid imagination is at havoc mood again.
anyway, on a lighter mood, i was listening to my iPod and this song came to mind. the version from the drama series "GLEE" is the one that touch me the most.
lol, guess after the song, may not be such a light mood after all.
agu
still in the midst of looking for a job. went for interview and still sending resume. the looming thought of stepping into the corporate world starts to frighten me a lil. i guessed my vivid imagination is at havoc mood again.
anyway, on a lighter mood, i was listening to my iPod and this song came to mind. the version from the drama series "GLEE" is the one that touch me the most.
lol, guess after the song, may not be such a light mood after all.
agu
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
2010
Hi bloggie... numerous complaints of not blogging! hahahaha, okay, this is a post without photos (available in Facebook, and in "live" mode).
well, first things first, in the extreme case that i haven't notify you, i am back! lol. back to the tropical small dot country. went on meeting ppl (holding surprise gathering), hopped to the massive lands in the north direction, had chalets, movies, and dinners. was having a fun december for me. truly R&R.
so now, the next step in my life is to start my career path. CPA, Audit, is within my agenda, but doors needs to be opened! so wish me luck on my job hunting expedition.
as for the aspect of fun, i got some of my upgrades for my laptop, and extremely happy with them. got some things done with my wii and trained some future compeititors in the world of Mahjong. so looking forward to a wide spectrum of fun in 2010.
lastly, i am hoping to complete the long awaited completion of the drivers license. so i guessed this will be new year resolution. to get driver license this year.
so may 2010 be a good year to all
agu
well, first things first, in the extreme case that i haven't notify you, i am back! lol. back to the tropical small dot country. went on meeting ppl (holding surprise gathering), hopped to the massive lands in the north direction, had chalets, movies, and dinners. was having a fun december for me. truly R&R.
so now, the next step in my life is to start my career path. CPA, Audit, is within my agenda, but doors needs to be opened! so wish me luck on my job hunting expedition.
as for the aspect of fun, i got some of my upgrades for my laptop, and extremely happy with them. got some things done with my wii and trained some future compeititors in the world of Mahjong. so looking forward to a wide spectrum of fun in 2010.
lastly, i am hoping to complete the long awaited completion of the drivers license. so i guessed this will be new year resolution. to get driver license this year.
so may 2010 be a good year to all
agu