hi bloggie... finally.... at first, i numb myself.. but after sometime, i realise, it didn't help... i told buddy.. the one i trust... hai... shld i have done something?
i need to find answers to everyone's doubt... but, who can find mine? have i done wrong... happen to be at th wrong place, wrong time.. who will noe how sad i am, no one...
i fake my smiles today... i have to appear cheerful.. i even have to sound cheerful... and even to my frens whom i nv meet up, i must show that i am ok... but i am not.. my msgs sound cheerful, my sms encourages others.. but none lift my own's up... made a fool of myself to lit a smile.. wat have i done!
ask no questions and shall get no lies....
i am typing out all this not to get questions like: wat happen? u ok?
i am typing out all this, not to get concern... but to express my guilt... dun worry ppl.., i will be strong... bud, thx... u are an excellent ear....
crying
-=:agu:=- the day will come when the sky falls on us
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Monday, June 27, 2005
Sunday, June 26, 2005
bad news
hi bloggie... hai... recieve bad news today... ask me no questions, i shall give u no lies.... dun wan to tok about it, can't tok about it... hai.... Watever is destined, Can't be Changed....
hmmm, last few days are ok.... at school, work, and play...
thurs 23 jun
happy bdae ting...
hmmm, had WISP... haha, not bad leh... quite like the debate in the morning... then did make up prac.... hai, failed to get calendar... but, watever is yours, shall be yours.. hmm, at least i tried.. and i must say, i quite surprised wif my efforts... quoting from xian " i dun approve of this behaviour" i agree.. haha... i realli tried all sorts of means! haha.. then went down to GV... helped ard aas a freee labour! haha...
fri 24 jun
had 1st BTN prac of the sem.. hmmm, ok loh.. then proteomics lec was okay.. but LSS was a major sleep bomb... ahha... slept thru it... grekky lend me her book... quite a nice read... then, went to J8... read, slack, work... sunny training... i tio.. haha.. quite okay lah... then work was overall okay loh...
sat 25 jun
woke up late, maple, work... so no life! haha.. work's okay... hiccups of Vanny.. haha.. she noes! but overall ok... wait till EOS... then home... li kheng nite manager for the last 2 days.. lucky me or her? haha... Zhi Li was so cute, she asked, how come jingxian not working same shift as u... @@ haha... coz, i commented, how come she so zhun work same shift as li ting!! notti... haha. helped wai mun do her closing... quite poor thing.. haha.. nvm, me kacang PRO is here.. haha.... home, read sleep....
sun 26 jun
today loh... maple and read my book... meeting yj lata.. and ivy..
naruto
-=:agu:=- Ask No Question, Get No lies....
hmmm, last few days are ok.... at school, work, and play...
thurs 23 jun
happy bdae ting...
hmmm, had WISP... haha, not bad leh... quite like the debate in the morning... then did make up prac.... hai, failed to get calendar... but, watever is yours, shall be yours.. hmm, at least i tried.. and i must say, i quite surprised wif my efforts... quoting from xian " i dun approve of this behaviour" i agree.. haha... i realli tried all sorts of means! haha.. then went down to GV... helped ard aas a freee labour! haha...
fri 24 jun
had 1st BTN prac of the sem.. hmmm, ok loh.. then proteomics lec was okay.. but LSS was a major sleep bomb... ahha... slept thru it... grekky lend me her book... quite a nice read... then, went to J8... read, slack, work... sunny training... i tio.. haha.. quite okay lah... then work was overall okay loh...
sat 25 jun
woke up late, maple, work... so no life! haha.. work's okay... hiccups of Vanny.. haha.. she noes! but overall ok... wait till EOS... then home... li kheng nite manager for the last 2 days.. lucky me or her? haha... Zhi Li was so cute, she asked, how come jingxian not working same shift as u... @@ haha... coz, i commented, how come she so zhun work same shift as li ting!! notti... haha. helped wai mun do her closing... quite poor thing.. haha.. nvm, me kacang PRO is here.. haha.... home, read sleep....
sun 26 jun
today loh... maple and read my book... meeting yj lata.. and ivy..
naruto
-=:agu:=- Ask No Question, Get No lies....
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
dun defame my fren
hi bloggie... dunno y, when i am happy wif one group of frens, there is always something on the other group... and the worst, i feel guilty for not being there, and being happy while my frens are not... now is 11.39pm, only write this few lines... was bz...shall cont'd
mon 20 jun
hmmm, school's ok... was late for lec... and woke up late.. but went ok... wanted to do my slides at night... got super depressed.... well, i also got lots of hotlinking, in fact a lot.. then maybe is me who is the traitor... maybe i realli think that its ok... anyway, a blog is nv a private property... invasion will always occur.. i learnt that, and i had wanted to change my blog add to get rid of troubles.. but, i lazy.. haha... sort of, also, i am a very huan jiu person.. i cannot throw away all this memories and start afresh just like that... besides, having so many common frens.. hotlinking occur again, all this will happen again... now, different ppl have different ways of handling prob.. and i can nv jugde which is right or wrong.. so maybe u like it that way.. i am sad, for the closure, but i respect.... but frens shall be frens, the roots will not change, unless u uproot it... i luv u guys *ps, u noe who u are*, and dun let a misunderstanding destroy, u, me and us..... anyway, got sick after.. did not even do the slides... gotten fever... and maybe too depressed, fall sick... got my buddy to wake me up, coz planned to do the slides lata in the morning *1am?* haha.. but i just got too sick.. bed for me... sorry to have to keep ya up!
tue 21 jun
proteomic lec, then innoculate cells... then did slides... then work... work wif cheow tee, xian... was late... haha.. sorry gals! haha.. but real fun.. realli think, the 3 of us got mo qi!haha xian was good enuff to hitch a ride from us.. haha..clearing theatre was great, super fast, super fun... and good excerise *right xian?* haha... home..
wed 22 jun
did preparation for prac.. in the end wrong... kanna scolding.. hai.. IL 2 loh.. then proteomics de presentation also screw up.. so suay loh... sian.... nth much today
friends, luv ya
-=:agu:=- I rather be Dumb then brainless
mon 20 jun
hmmm, school's ok... was late for lec... and woke up late.. but went ok... wanted to do my slides at night... got super depressed.... well, i also got lots of hotlinking, in fact a lot.. then maybe is me who is the traitor... maybe i realli think that its ok... anyway, a blog is nv a private property... invasion will always occur.. i learnt that, and i had wanted to change my blog add to get rid of troubles.. but, i lazy.. haha... sort of, also, i am a very huan jiu person.. i cannot throw away all this memories and start afresh just like that... besides, having so many common frens.. hotlinking occur again, all this will happen again... now, different ppl have different ways of handling prob.. and i can nv jugde which is right or wrong.. so maybe u like it that way.. i am sad, for the closure, but i respect.... but frens shall be frens, the roots will not change, unless u uproot it... i luv u guys *ps, u noe who u are*, and dun let a misunderstanding destroy, u, me and us..... anyway, got sick after.. did not even do the slides... gotten fever... and maybe too depressed, fall sick... got my buddy to wake me up, coz planned to do the slides lata in the morning *1am?* haha.. but i just got too sick.. bed for me... sorry to have to keep ya up!
tue 21 jun
proteomic lec, then innoculate cells... then did slides... then work... work wif cheow tee, xian... was late... haha.. sorry gals! haha.. but real fun.. realli think, the 3 of us got mo qi!haha xian was good enuff to hitch a ride from us.. haha..clearing theatre was great, super fast, super fun... and good excerise *right xian?* haha... home..
wed 22 jun
did preparation for prac.. in the end wrong... kanna scolding.. hai.. IL 2 loh.. then proteomics de presentation also screw up.. so suay loh... sian.... nth much today
friends, luv ya
-=:agu:=- I rather be Dumb then brainless
Sunday, June 19, 2005
maple!, initial D
hi bloggie! haha... super long no blog le.. being an interesting week and i realli v happy these few days... haha.. perhaps i realli enjoyed myself! and, of coz, there must be ppl ard to make it happen! thanks!
tue 14 jun
hmmm, had proteomics lec... and after that, can't realli rbr wat i did... proj most prob... haha... can't realli rbr... then home... serve me right.. so long no blog
wed 15 jun
had bat man testprint... nice! was late, but i quite like the movie.. interesting... and batman is one of the "darkest" hero, coz of his dark past... but nice movie... 8 bucks? its not who i am inside, but wat i do that defines me... from the movie.. nice! hmmm, IL2 was okay... did platings for proj... then home after school... slack.. then go to Szeyin's chalet.. ahha.. wif xian and siang... ahha.. meet them at bishan at 10... haha.. then saw kris there.. so happy! haha.. my BOSS! haha.. chalet on a school day is real weird.. but school's at 10 nx day.. so oh well.. ahha.. went there, borrowed szeyin's bike and rode away... hang ard by the beach and cycle alone.. realli liked to cycle... the night breeze was v welcoming.. haha... thot alot... haha... good sia.. just need to clear my mind... haha... oh ya!, see hui aeroplane me for dinner.. haha.. buts its ok... hmmm, then went back to the chalet.. see so many manager, who i only know by name.. but they dunno me.. =p... irene and eve was even there! haha... drank v lil alcohol and played mahjong! reminds me of the mahjong session wif selvin and longfei and dora... ahha... then at 3, finish the game and head to sleep... slept, shivering, cold... haha..
thurs 16 jun
woke up at 7... thanks xian for waking me up! grateful! haha.. poor gal.. too cold that she didn't get much sleep.. and i notti, nv offer blanket.. ahaha.. i also dunno mah... =p... then head for school.. had WISP.. haha.. today is nice! What is war!? haha... realli liked it! haha... then did proj, then home... maple after like so long.. ahha... i one afternoon lvl up till 10! i am amazed by myself loh.. haha.. within 3 hours... then sleep then maple somemore..
fri 17 jun
went to school to do report.. haha... then lec for proteomics and LSS... haha... then work.. teach benjanmin today.. he got stunned! by me.. but he suay... ahha... i teach until, i got a lil irritated... he suay lah.... i more strict at box.. coz, once down money is relli serious de... dun wan that to happen to him... hmmm, then home after work...
sat 18 jun
meet up wif yj, jh, dora, sh, derrick and xian at marina square.... they miss me mah! haha.. jk.. then, i think yj v cute.. i sms her marina square where... i mean where in marina u want to meet.. she thot i dunno how to go.. haha... then met them up, walked to suntec... and i have my lunch, derrick too, while the rest have dessert and drinks, sianghoe had nth.. haha.. then chit chat ah.. so fun to see them... then the funny part comes... sorry to yj and dora... i am going to spill the beans! =p... jin hui (master culprit) and jingxian were chatting.. me, dora n derrick were having our own conversation.. no idea what was sh and yj doing.. only saw yj bent down.. jh then "beat" xian.. ahha.. then dora, looked at yj asked her y she beat jh.. haha... then i and derrick a lil blur.. coz i saw wat happen... but jh act along wif dora... and so was xian... haha.. then lata realise dora was having a v creative imagination... make until yj blur blur.. wah... the scene is so funny... FYI, this is not planned... i got the hint and played along.. haha... must say dora v li hai.... she can think until! haha.. poor yj thot something happen to her... haha.. then we left the foodcourt.. and on our way... we were laughing and laughing.. especially me and jh... haha... so evil hor.. then after quite some time then we reveal the truth.. haha.. shld be there to see.. so funny.... then went to work.... work was okay loh..... normal normal.....
19 jun sun
happy's daddy day!
had tiong bahru family day.. went down, coz movie screening is initial D and its tiong bahru... kris is running day shift.. ahha.. one of the first few to watch this blockblaster.. which is realli good... real impressed! haha.. the drift and the cars are ultra cool.... ok.... initial D originate from a comic series, and there is anime on it.. even arcade got the game! haha.. after watching the movie, wanna watch the anime... peh is nice enuff to lent it to me... anime fever... this movie is great, coz the drifting is realli great... for the anime fan, u will not be disappointed... its nice... the speed and the story is running smoothly! haha.. and there is alot of eye candy.... realli nice.. jay chou realli can act well man... nice! haha... edison and shawn yue was real good too... and i realli impressed wif their acting... of coz, they themselves are candies to gals... anthony wong realli add humors to the movie! and chen xiao chun is great too! 9.50 movie... must watch ppl!
haha.. after movie... hang ard.. chit chat wif kris.. then she treat me ghost train.. haha.. first of all, i nv realli wanted to watch it, coz i am not a fan of horror.. haha.. but oh well, it was realli a v scary horror movie... haha.. watch wif siang and her fren.. the movie is typical like spoofs of other familiar movies like sadako aka the ring, dark water, me and siang can even predict how the ppl die..but the ending is realli unexpected... quite enjoyable... hmmm have i lost my mind... for i am not a horror fan.. but have i turned critic?
waited for kris to knock off.... had a glimpse of the staff room of tiong bahru... quite a view... had dinner wif my boss.. realli enjoyed her company... thanks for the movie, the fishballs, and the dinner... u realli not stingy leh.. nx time i treat u le... i paiseh liao.. always like that...
maple
-=:agu:=- its not who i am inside, but wat i do that defines me
tue 14 jun
hmmm, had proteomics lec... and after that, can't realli rbr wat i did... proj most prob... haha... can't realli rbr... then home... serve me right.. so long no blog
wed 15 jun
had bat man testprint... nice! was late, but i quite like the movie.. interesting... and batman is one of the "darkest" hero, coz of his dark past... but nice movie... 8 bucks? its not who i am inside, but wat i do that defines me... from the movie.. nice! hmmm, IL2 was okay... did platings for proj... then home after school... slack.. then go to Szeyin's chalet.. ahha.. wif xian and siang... ahha.. meet them at bishan at 10... haha.. then saw kris there.. so happy! haha.. my BOSS! haha.. chalet on a school day is real weird.. but school's at 10 nx day.. so oh well.. ahha.. went there, borrowed szeyin's bike and rode away... hang ard by the beach and cycle alone.. realli liked to cycle... the night breeze was v welcoming.. haha... thot alot... haha... good sia.. just need to clear my mind... haha... oh ya!, see hui aeroplane me for dinner.. haha.. buts its ok... hmmm, then went back to the chalet.. see so many manager, who i only know by name.. but they dunno me.. =p... irene and eve was even there! haha... drank v lil alcohol and played mahjong! reminds me of the mahjong session wif selvin and longfei and dora... ahha... then at 3, finish the game and head to sleep... slept, shivering, cold... haha..
thurs 16 jun
woke up at 7... thanks xian for waking me up! grateful! haha.. poor gal.. too cold that she didn't get much sleep.. and i notti, nv offer blanket.. ahaha.. i also dunno mah... =p... then head for school.. had WISP.. haha.. today is nice! What is war!? haha... realli liked it! haha... then did proj, then home... maple after like so long.. ahha... i one afternoon lvl up till 10! i am amazed by myself loh.. haha.. within 3 hours... then sleep then maple somemore..
fri 17 jun
went to school to do report.. haha... then lec for proteomics and LSS... haha... then work.. teach benjanmin today.. he got stunned! by me.. but he suay... ahha... i teach until, i got a lil irritated... he suay lah.... i more strict at box.. coz, once down money is relli serious de... dun wan that to happen to him... hmmm, then home after work...
sat 18 jun
meet up wif yj, jh, dora, sh, derrick and xian at marina square.... they miss me mah! haha.. jk.. then, i think yj v cute.. i sms her marina square where... i mean where in marina u want to meet.. she thot i dunno how to go.. haha... then met them up, walked to suntec... and i have my lunch, derrick too, while the rest have dessert and drinks, sianghoe had nth.. haha.. then chit chat ah.. so fun to see them... then the funny part comes... sorry to yj and dora... i am going to spill the beans! =p... jin hui (master culprit) and jingxian were chatting.. me, dora n derrick were having our own conversation.. no idea what was sh and yj doing.. only saw yj bent down.. jh then "beat" xian.. ahha.. then dora, looked at yj asked her y she beat jh.. haha... then i and derrick a lil blur.. coz i saw wat happen... but jh act along wif dora... and so was xian... haha.. then lata realise dora was having a v creative imagination... make until yj blur blur.. wah... the scene is so funny... FYI, this is not planned... i got the hint and played along.. haha... must say dora v li hai.... she can think until! haha.. poor yj thot something happen to her... haha.. then we left the foodcourt.. and on our way... we were laughing and laughing.. especially me and jh... haha... so evil hor.. then after quite some time then we reveal the truth.. haha.. shld be there to see.. so funny.... then went to work.... work was okay loh..... normal normal.....
19 jun sun
happy's daddy day!
had tiong bahru family day.. went down, coz movie screening is initial D and its tiong bahru... kris is running day shift.. ahha.. one of the first few to watch this blockblaster.. which is realli good... real impressed! haha.. the drift and the cars are ultra cool.... ok.... initial D originate from a comic series, and there is anime on it.. even arcade got the game! haha.. after watching the movie, wanna watch the anime... peh is nice enuff to lent it to me... anime fever... this movie is great, coz the drifting is realli great... for the anime fan, u will not be disappointed... its nice... the speed and the story is running smoothly! haha.. and there is alot of eye candy.... realli nice.. jay chou realli can act well man... nice! haha... edison and shawn yue was real good too... and i realli impressed wif their acting... of coz, they themselves are candies to gals... anthony wong realli add humors to the movie! and chen xiao chun is great too! 9.50 movie... must watch ppl!
haha.. after movie... hang ard.. chit chat wif kris.. then she treat me ghost train.. haha.. first of all, i nv realli wanted to watch it, coz i am not a fan of horror.. haha.. but oh well, it was realli a v scary horror movie... haha.. watch wif siang and her fren.. the movie is typical like spoofs of other familiar movies like sadako aka the ring, dark water, me and siang can even predict how the ppl die..but the ending is realli unexpected... quite enjoyable... hmmm have i lost my mind... for i am not a horror fan.. but have i turned critic?
waited for kris to knock off.... had a glimpse of the staff room of tiong bahru... quite a view... had dinner wif my boss.. realli enjoyed her company... thanks for the movie, the fishballs, and the dinner... u realli not stingy leh.. nx time i treat u le... i paiseh liao.. always like that...
maple
-=:agu:=- its not who i am inside, but wat i do that defines me
Monday, June 13, 2005
wat's wrong
hi bloggie.. being some time since i blog.. being at work... sian there... movies, idling, thinking... my life gone from super fun to quite ok.. hai...
fri, 10 jun
hmmm, school's ok... did lab in the morning.. then went for proteomics followed by LSS lec.. proteomic was okay.. i can understand and follow.. LSS was pretty bad.. was half asleep.. wait a min, i did fall asleep.. hmm, then work... then at flr wif cheow tee =D, and sze yin... happy times! haha.. then supper wif kris, cheow tee, rene and sis.. at geylang lor 3, the frog place.. haha.. eat till full full, chat till late late then go home
sat 11 jun
wake up early to watch star wars and madagascar... i liked both movie.. star movies cater to me v well.. adn madagascar is just lame... haha... then work kacang... poke fun of bud wif wen quan... had lots of fun... then home after work.. tired out
sun 12 jun
HAPPY BDAY LAI!
hmmm, wake up in time for work.. then work.. after which celebrate lai's bdae... then home... had some laughs...
mon 13 jun
HAPPY BDAY Xiao Jun
hmm, woke up for LSS tutorial.. nv do presentation, coz dunno.. so did tutorial in class...nv in my life i do a "comprehension" in 50 mins.. and wat's more is 2 scientific paper! oh gosh! then lunch, slack b4 class... BTN was overwhelming wif information.. then home, SIMS 2, slack...
ppl ard me, some happy, some sad... make me miss alot of things... missed the times when i MSN buddy late at night*i got school and she is no longer online =(* missed maple after so long *li kheng was the cause of me missing.. haha.. and yj is playing... maybe red/l?* loved my anime.. which i realli enjoyed.. kelvin is gonna lend me bleach.. thanks! missed my sms bills explode.. *well i mean the fun of sms, not realli the amt to pay*... hai... all my past activities are losing me.. or am i losing them... i realli missed it alot.. wat to do.. kaki for sms is bz now.. sometimes no reply... i also cannot do anything... i dun blame, but i missed.. come back soon? sms kaki, u heard my appeal.. i wan u back... haha.. realli miss my sms kaki in sms world.. miss my msn fun in msn world.. maybe maple too.. hai... missed the long hours i can chat on msn *now, no one to chat.. all so bz...* haha.. in short.. i am bored.. after dinner wif yj and gang.. make me think of the mischief i had at the chalet and sun at sentosa... realli hope to see them again... seeing cy last nite, make me happy.. we have all grown.. 7 years le! remarkable.. realli enjoyed all ur company... missed all that passed and nv return... COME BACK ORH....
-=:agu:=- i missed all that passed and nv return...
fri, 10 jun
hmmm, school's ok... did lab in the morning.. then went for proteomics followed by LSS lec.. proteomic was okay.. i can understand and follow.. LSS was pretty bad.. was half asleep.. wait a min, i did fall asleep.. hmm, then work... then at flr wif cheow tee =D, and sze yin... happy times! haha.. then supper wif kris, cheow tee, rene and sis.. at geylang lor 3, the frog place.. haha.. eat till full full, chat till late late then go home
sat 11 jun
wake up early to watch star wars and madagascar... i liked both movie.. star movies cater to me v well.. adn madagascar is just lame... haha... then work kacang... poke fun of bud wif wen quan... had lots of fun... then home after work.. tired out
sun 12 jun
HAPPY BDAY LAI!
hmmm, wake up in time for work.. then work.. after which celebrate lai's bdae... then home... had some laughs...
mon 13 jun
HAPPY BDAY Xiao Jun
hmm, woke up for LSS tutorial.. nv do presentation, coz dunno.. so did tutorial in class...nv in my life i do a "comprehension" in 50 mins.. and wat's more is 2 scientific paper! oh gosh! then lunch, slack b4 class... BTN was overwhelming wif information.. then home, SIMS 2, slack...
ppl ard me, some happy, some sad... make me miss alot of things... missed the times when i MSN buddy late at night*i got school and she is no longer online =(* missed maple after so long *li kheng was the cause of me missing.. haha.. and yj is playing... maybe red/l?* loved my anime.. which i realli enjoyed.. kelvin is gonna lend me bleach.. thanks! missed my sms bills explode.. *well i mean the fun of sms, not realli the amt to pay*... hai... all my past activities are losing me.. or am i losing them... i realli missed it alot.. wat to do.. kaki for sms is bz now.. sometimes no reply... i also cannot do anything... i dun blame, but i missed.. come back soon? sms kaki, u heard my appeal.. i wan u back... haha.. realli miss my sms kaki in sms world.. miss my msn fun in msn world.. maybe maple too.. hai... missed the long hours i can chat on msn *now, no one to chat.. all so bz...* haha.. in short.. i am bored.. after dinner wif yj and gang.. make me think of the mischief i had at the chalet and sun at sentosa... realli hope to see them again... seeing cy last nite, make me happy.. we have all grown.. 7 years le! remarkable.. realli enjoyed all ur company... missed all that passed and nv return... COME BACK ORH....
-=:agu:=- i missed all that passed and nv return...
Friday, June 10, 2005
summary
hi bloggie.. long long no blog.. found new interest... SIMS 2.. haha.. being playing it again.. tt time give up half way.. but i believe i can de... jia you? proj also got better... hope to realli succeed.. lessons are ok.. shall go thru
tue june 7
hmmm, off school early.. only had proteomics lec. gracia was not around as she have to take out the threads in her mouth..went down to GV to rot.. long time no rot there le.. go see see look look, happy time wif wence, li kheng and jac.. ahha... let me rot in office... then went home... play SIMS 2!!!
wed, june 8
hmm, went to GV early in the morning for Mr. and Mrs. Smith testprint.. conclusion?, not bad lah.. v drama loh.. weak storyline, but quite an enjoyable movie.. and not to mention the hot cast!! *brad pitts and Angelina Jolie* haha... give a 8 bucks worth! then went school for IL2... lab was okay, but sample dun have anything.. so no choice, have to use another person sample nx time.. then went back to bishan... had dinner wif xian, yj, dora, jh, fude, huilin, nicholas, ivy and sianghoe.. missed these ppl loh.. haha.. so happy to see them... then all come in office wear, while me and xian in casual wear.. so weird... had lots of fun, jokes and laughter... sianghoe face black black coz, he and ivy was held up.. smile sianghoe, be more gracious... see me must smile de.. coz nan de can see me.. *haha.. sound so bhb*.. thanks for the invite.. realli enjoyed myself.. see them like so tired, still made an effort to come down... reminds me of my own gang...
thurs, june 9
hmmm, went to school for WISP... was late in meeting pris, ziwei and jin jin.. hmm, had presentation, think we did well, i am v proud of my presentation skills and my team is STRONG! haha.. so lihai *thumbs up*... then did proj... filter water, did medium, did IL2... hmmm which reminds me i haven do some parts.. nvm do tml... then dinner.. then SIMS! haha.. had fun... addictive...
P.S.:
ting: must take care.... jia you.. year 3 is not the easiest year, but definitely the last year le.. jia you
lai: dun sad le, jia you... regrets have come, but let urself outlive the regrets..
peh: jia you for attachment
cy: congrats on BTT! i was right
pl: shopping spree again!
10: hmmm, we try to arrange again?
jy: blog blog blog
gh: hope we can see each other soon
ah hui: thanks for all ur concern.. makes me misses u
dora: i not ur swimming coach.. take care.. mi..ss.. u again.. haha *i lied again!*
jh: hope u dun rot too much...
fude: ur jean's proj will be a success
yj: thanks for invite.. blog soon?
hoehoe: hey, must smile! rarely see u face black black
derrick: hmm, long time no see.. heard u wasn't well that day.. take care
keong: hope u can find a job soon...
xian: just wanna say stay happy.. write for almost everyone le.. so must write for ya.. haha...
so long winded... misses all that i haven seen, happy wif all those i met... hope u stay happy, healthy and be at ur best...
-=:agu:=- Don't see me as who i am, Coz, i may not be whom i seem....
tue june 7
hmmm, off school early.. only had proteomics lec. gracia was not around as she have to take out the threads in her mouth..went down to GV to rot.. long time no rot there le.. go see see look look, happy time wif wence, li kheng and jac.. ahha... let me rot in office... then went home... play SIMS 2!!!
wed, june 8
hmm, went to GV early in the morning for Mr. and Mrs. Smith testprint.. conclusion?, not bad lah.. v drama loh.. weak storyline, but quite an enjoyable movie.. and not to mention the hot cast!! *brad pitts and Angelina Jolie* haha... give a 8 bucks worth! then went school for IL2... lab was okay, but sample dun have anything.. so no choice, have to use another person sample nx time.. then went back to bishan... had dinner wif xian, yj, dora, jh, fude, huilin, nicholas, ivy and sianghoe.. missed these ppl loh.. haha.. so happy to see them... then all come in office wear, while me and xian in casual wear.. so weird... had lots of fun, jokes and laughter... sianghoe face black black coz, he and ivy was held up.. smile sianghoe, be more gracious... see me must smile de.. coz nan de can see me.. *haha.. sound so bhb*.. thanks for the invite.. realli enjoyed myself.. see them like so tired, still made an effort to come down... reminds me of my own gang...
thurs, june 9
hmmm, went to school for WISP... was late in meeting pris, ziwei and jin jin.. hmm, had presentation, think we did well, i am v proud of my presentation skills and my team is STRONG! haha.. so lihai *thumbs up*... then did proj... filter water, did medium, did IL2... hmmm which reminds me i haven do some parts.. nvm do tml... then dinner.. then SIMS! haha.. had fun... addictive...
P.S.:
ting: must take care.... jia you.. year 3 is not the easiest year, but definitely the last year le.. jia you
lai: dun sad le, jia you... regrets have come, but let urself outlive the regrets..
peh: jia you for attachment
cy: congrats on BTT! i was right
pl: shopping spree again!
10: hmmm, we try to arrange again?
jy: blog blog blog
gh: hope we can see each other soon
ah hui: thanks for all ur concern.. makes me misses u
dora: i not ur swimming coach.. take care.. mi..ss.. u again.. haha *i lied again!*
jh: hope u dun rot too much...
fude: ur jean's proj will be a success
yj: thanks for invite.. blog soon?
hoehoe: hey, must smile! rarely see u face black black
derrick: hmm, long time no see.. heard u wasn't well that day.. take care
keong: hope u can find a job soon...
xian: just wanna say stay happy.. write for almost everyone le.. so must write for ya.. haha...
so long winded... misses all that i haven seen, happy wif all those i met... hope u stay happy, healthy and be at ur best...
-=:agu:=- Don't see me as who i am, Coz, i may not be whom i seem....
Monday, June 06, 2005
NDP
arrgh bloggie... having some irritating matters.. just found out i missed the ballot application for NDP... WAT THE **** i didn't even noe.. hai.. i nv missed it b4... i am so gonna hate myself.. its back to the padang... arggh..... then THOMAS, WILLIAM ingrate, the guy that was after me, is pissing me off.. thot he got gf le will not bug me.. who noes... arrgh.. i am so gonna get fired up by him... he is super ingrate.. hates ITE, when he is in there... shld have listen to buddy that time.. shld have seriously told him off, then just use sarcastic words..
now i am firing up him.. he is just an idiot..and, and he keep asking me y i defend ITE students...my answer... i met super nice ITE ppl.. who is sucessful and smart and grateful... eunice, andy, fude, sze yin, syafiah...
anyway, i am now super pissed wif him.. i think i gonna declare war...
-=:agu:=- pluto shall and will be my destination...
now i am firing up him.. he is just an idiot..and, and he keep asking me y i defend ITE students...my answer... i met super nice ITE ppl.. who is sucessful and smart and grateful... eunice, andy, fude, sze yin, syafiah...
anyway, i am now super pissed wif him.. i think i gonna declare war...
-=:agu:=- pluto shall and will be my destination...
Sunday, June 05, 2005
fool
i realised i was made the fool... by my own.. everything that have a beginning have an end... my end is here... i ruined it... from my own mistake to own foolishness... reckon, today is a bad day.. shld have stayed in bed.. shld have reject everything.. from the start.. from last nite... i deserve my end.. i rest my case
yes, i lost...
lost my pride, lost my senses
hope i didn't lost it all
P.S. (frens): its confusing.. dun bother to ask wat happen.. its over.. only the one will know... i embarassed myself once again.. i am not afraid i embarassed.. but i am afraid of something else..perhaps, u do know wat i am afraid to lose...
-=:agu:=- foolishness leads to misery
yes, i lost...
lost my pride, lost my senses
hope i didn't lost it all
P.S. (frens): its confusing.. dun bother to ask wat happen.. its over.. only the one will know... i embarassed myself once again.. i am not afraid i embarassed.. but i am afraid of something else..perhaps, u do know wat i am afraid to lose...
-=:agu:=- foolishness leads to misery
cried
hi bloggie...
i cried..
i cried myself to sleep...
3pm to 5pm was a peaceful moment for me...
my eyes were shut and there were no tears...
i cried again when the eyes are open..
i lost...
-=:agu:=- i cried over my own silly mistake
i cried..
i cried myself to sleep...
3pm to 5pm was a peaceful moment for me...
my eyes were shut and there were no tears...
i cried again when the eyes are open..
i lost...
-=:agu:=- i cried over my own silly mistake
nagging thot 2
hi bloggie.. back from work... was kept v bz.. perhapes it was a good thing.. dun let me think too much.. but now when i am back here, in my room.. i haf to face it.. i need to think again... well, its just me.. i realise alot of things this afternoon.. when i chat wif fude.. haha.. i asked him wat is his opinion of me.. seem like, i portray a very different me, that i did not realise.. haha.. to him, i am v outgoing.. but, actually i am not.. i am a v shy person.. everytime, getting to know someone new, i have to pluck up the courage... i have to put on a brave front.. haha... hard to imagine for a lot of ppl bah.. hmm, ok maybe not shy as in very to myself, not wanting to tok that kind.. but everytime the first step, like just introducing my name, i need alot of courage.. haha, hard to see hor.. if u are realli that observant, maybe u can hear that tremble in my voice.. haha...
have i portray a different person from wat i realli am? or i have different self to protect my true one? i dunno... few days ago was chatting wif another fren.. is friendship that fragile, or has it not seen the worse? well, just hope, after the storm, the sun is shining bright... i, myself, thot about my friendship wif my friends... are our bonds weak, or strong? have we weathered enuff storm to be B.F.F (best fren forever)... is it possible to maintain that closeness... lai smsed me today.. he asked if i wanted to get my bluetooth thingy... was so touched! thanks bro.. made me realise i do haf good frens.. frens that concern bout me.. was i thinking too much? maybe yes... i realise, now, i reflect alot.. is it good or bad.. have i lost that optimistic me? or just being a more realistic one?
i realise my space shuttle never took off
the one i built
the one i pilot
perhaps i am not a good architect
perhaps i am not a good astronaut
or i was deferred
or i have lost my motivation
i dunno where i am heading.. no longer... perhaps i am tired le.. maybe i shld do as fude said, rest...
anyway, work was v bz... once i reached GV, asked me changed trans.. -.-... then i did cb closing b4 EOS.. hmmm, bz bz bz...
-=:agu:=- i wished my destination wasn't far...
have i portray a different person from wat i realli am? or i have different self to protect my true one? i dunno... few days ago was chatting wif another fren.. is friendship that fragile, or has it not seen the worse? well, just hope, after the storm, the sun is shining bright... i, myself, thot about my friendship wif my friends... are our bonds weak, or strong? have we weathered enuff storm to be B.F.F (best fren forever)... is it possible to maintain that closeness... lai smsed me today.. he asked if i wanted to get my bluetooth thingy... was so touched! thanks bro.. made me realise i do haf good frens.. frens that concern bout me.. was i thinking too much? maybe yes... i realise, now, i reflect alot.. is it good or bad.. have i lost that optimistic me? or just being a more realistic one?
i realise my space shuttle never took off
the one i built
the one i pilot
perhaps i am not a good architect
perhaps i am not a good astronaut
or i was deferred
or i have lost my motivation
i dunno where i am heading.. no longer... perhaps i am tired le.. maybe i shld do as fude said, rest...
anyway, work was v bz... once i reached GV, asked me changed trans.. -.-... then i did cb closing b4 EOS.. hmmm, bz bz bz...
-=:agu:=- i wished my destination wasn't far...
Saturday, June 04, 2005
nagging thot
hi bloggie.. hai, having this nagging thot that i cannot put it down... hmm... gonna go work.. later shall explain.. hope i can get over it... i have changed once again
-=:agu:=- I realise my space shuttle never took off...
-=:agu:=- I realise my space shuttle never took off...
new phone!
hi bloggie! haha.. things are okay for me.. hmmm, well, was thinking *yes again* haha.. nah.. nothing serious.. just wat happen in the past week, haha.. ok shall not waste time
2 june thurs...
had WISP IS.. haha.. hmm was late.. but thankfully the teacher still mark my attendance.. haha.. overslept.. hmmm, after class went for lunch and went to project room.. did my pour plates, n prac assignment... then went off for dinner... *wink* then after that home... hmmm, got new phone.. sony ericsson K700i! hmmm... luv this phone.. v nice... to my taste! haha.. luv the functions... hhahaha
3 june fri
hmmm, school.... then went to work... morning got something on.. that made me miss proteomics at 2.. actually is i forgot proteomics is at 2.. i thot its at 3.. oh well. then count my colonies for the IL2 then went to work... haha.. crapped along wif francia, leilany, xian, cheow tee, lai, peh, peggy, wence, jac.. haha.. then home after closing.. sleep like a zhu..
4 jun sat
hmmm.. now loh.. just had lunch.. slacking, blogging, thinking.. ahha... finding new midi for blog.. hmmm
-=:agu:=- The smartest thing human ever made is a friend...
2 june thurs...
had WISP IS.. haha.. hmm was late.. but thankfully the teacher still mark my attendance.. haha.. overslept.. hmmm, after class went for lunch and went to project room.. did my pour plates, n prac assignment... then went off for dinner... *wink* then after that home... hmmm, got new phone.. sony ericsson K700i! hmmm... luv this phone.. v nice... to my taste! haha.. luv the functions... hhahaha
3 june fri
hmmm, school.... then went to work... morning got something on.. that made me miss proteomics at 2.. actually is i forgot proteomics is at 2.. i thot its at 3.. oh well. then count my colonies for the IL2 then went to work... haha.. crapped along wif francia, leilany, xian, cheow tee, lai, peh, peggy, wence, jac.. haha.. then home after closing.. sleep like a zhu..
4 jun sat
hmmm.. now loh.. just had lunch.. slacking, blogging, thinking.. ahha... finding new midi for blog.. hmmm
-=:agu:=- The smartest thing human ever made is a friend...
Thursday, June 02, 2005
happiness and sadness
hi bloggie.. just survive the change of events faster than a speedboat that i experience delight and disappointment so fast! wow... shall explain
mon 30 may
hmmm... school was okay.. had life science seminar (LSS) tutorial... tutor is Rehka! hai.. Dr. Rekha taught me in year 1.. and her indian accent is still going strong.. oh well.. at least she just see us for tutorial.. and its once in 2 weeks.. so not too bad.. but i reckon our class is notorious to her.. haha. happen to be in the happening class every time! last time in sec school... rbr sec 1 n 2.. always get the happening class..
sec 3 and 4.. may be a lil dead.. but still happening! and create chaos... haha.. in poly... 3 years liao stuck wif the same happening ppl! wow! haha.. question now is how many happening i just said? haha.. jk.. a lil hyper now.. just got a lift in spirits.. =D continue.. we made her real angry the other time.. haha.. not realli angry but irritated.. she taught me OBC(organic Biological chem).. haha.. maybe we have a thing wif chem tutor.. haha.. except Dr. Zamen... Ong Li hui was my IPC tutor.. haha.. rbr she cannot realli stand our class. but we were her first class.. nowadays see her.. she smile smile.. maybe not her students.. she can tolerate.. oh well. she is my LO.. haha.. so fast gt to know my LO le.. and my attachment is in another 3 months.. haha... after tutorial went to lab.. did my sea water filtration and went to forday's lec.. Bioprocess technology (BTN) get ready pillow.. haha.. not my kind of stuff but gotten learn...
tue 31 may
hmmm.. had Proteomics lec... haha.. was there on the dot.. haha.. so proud of myself! haha.. then latecomers beware.. Huang yan is like.. stop every latecomer and repeat this... dun be late nx time.. its v distracting... bla bla bla.. haa.. well.. i learnt loads today.. brain saturated.. haha.. beside last nite did the tutorialss *beams*.. good gal! haha.. so i understood the lec.. haha.. then went to lab.. did my medium and prepare samples... went home and snooze early
wed 1 June
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EMILY!!!
haha.. hmmm, lazy to go school so early.. went in the afternoon for intergrated lab(IL2.. ) haha.. not bad lah.. i finished my flowchart, did the prac alone (gracia away for wisdom tooth extraction), finished it and understood the protocol (methods and material).. and also, went thru the tutorials.. happy to know my fact are right.. and realise i not that dense after all! haha.. reach home, check email... hmmm. surprise surprise.. my LO send me email, ask me to write CV coz the company requested! WHO ON EARTH IN MY COURSE WRITE CV! haha.. she send me a sample tt wasn't useful.. ok.. layout there.. but i still stuck at writing.. anyway the company is APEX clinical international.. some freaking big MNC! wow.. i am honoured and now realli hope i get it! but, my results sucks! hai.. hope the overlook that part.. but resume have leh.. thanks KRIS for helping.. ur creditials are great! haha.. then my sis lost her phone.. and my mum intending to use my plan to "upgrade" to get a phone.. well.. its sooner than i expect.. but dun think will get a phone i realli wan.. oh well.. bear wif it.. haha.. so imagine my roller coaster ride... happy got a good company, sad coz high chance cannot get, sad sis lost phone, happy i may get a new phone, sad, not the one i wan.. hai... haha.. but oh well.. happy now, coz i kan kai le... dun get company then it is just the company nv realise my good.. cannot get dream phone coz it occur in dreams not reality..
crapping as usual
-=:agu:=- Friends Are always there... Invisible but there...
mon 30 may
hmmm... school was okay.. had life science seminar (LSS) tutorial... tutor is Rehka! hai.. Dr. Rekha taught me in year 1.. and her indian accent is still going strong.. oh well.. at least she just see us for tutorial.. and its once in 2 weeks.. so not too bad.. but i reckon our class is notorious to her.. haha. happen to be in the happening class every time! last time in sec school... rbr sec 1 n 2.. always get the happening class..
sec 3 and 4.. may be a lil dead.. but still happening! and create chaos... haha.. in poly... 3 years liao stuck wif the same happening ppl! wow! haha.. question now is how many happening i just said? haha.. jk.. a lil hyper now.. just got a lift in spirits.. =D continue.. we made her real angry the other time.. haha.. not realli angry but irritated.. she taught me OBC(organic Biological chem).. haha.. maybe we have a thing wif chem tutor.. haha.. except Dr. Zamen... Ong Li hui was my IPC tutor.. haha.. rbr she cannot realli stand our class. but we were her first class.. nowadays see her.. she smile smile.. maybe not her students.. she can tolerate.. oh well. she is my LO.. haha.. so fast gt to know my LO le.. and my attachment is in another 3 months.. haha... after tutorial went to lab.. did my sea water filtration and went to forday's lec.. Bioprocess technology (BTN) get ready pillow.. haha.. not my kind of stuff but gotten learn...
tue 31 may
hmmm.. had Proteomics lec... haha.. was there on the dot.. haha.. so proud of myself! haha.. then latecomers beware.. Huang yan is like.. stop every latecomer and repeat this... dun be late nx time.. its v distracting... bla bla bla.. haa.. well.. i learnt loads today.. brain saturated.. haha.. beside last nite did the tutorialss *beams*.. good gal! haha.. so i understood the lec.. haha.. then went to lab.. did my medium and prepare samples... went home and snooze early
wed 1 June
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EMILY!!!
haha.. hmmm, lazy to go school so early.. went in the afternoon for intergrated lab(IL2.. ) haha.. not bad lah.. i finished my flowchart, did the prac alone (gracia away for wisdom tooth extraction), finished it and understood the protocol (methods and material).. and also, went thru the tutorials.. happy to know my fact are right.. and realise i not that dense after all! haha.. reach home, check email... hmmm. surprise surprise.. my LO send me email, ask me to write CV coz the company requested! WHO ON EARTH IN MY COURSE WRITE CV! haha.. she send me a sample tt wasn't useful.. ok.. layout there.. but i still stuck at writing.. anyway the company is APEX clinical international.. some freaking big MNC! wow.. i am honoured and now realli hope i get it! but, my results sucks! hai.. hope the overlook that part.. but resume have leh.. thanks KRIS for helping.. ur creditials are great! haha.. then my sis lost her phone.. and my mum intending to use my plan to "upgrade" to get a phone.. well.. its sooner than i expect.. but dun think will get a phone i realli wan.. oh well.. bear wif it.. haha.. so imagine my roller coaster ride... happy got a good company, sad coz high chance cannot get, sad sis lost phone, happy i may get a new phone, sad, not the one i wan.. hai... haha.. but oh well.. happy now, coz i kan kai le... dun get company then it is just the company nv realise my good.. cannot get dream phone coz it occur in dreams not reality..
crapping as usual
-=:agu:=- Friends Are always there... Invisible but there...