tired? flu...

hi bloggie.... reckon these 2 days weren't tt good... flu bug got me.... and now... i feel so tired tt sleeping the whole day doesn't help.... having a splitting head and blocked nose.... ocassional spurts of mucus... which might have some blood clots.... hai... too heaty....

the day b4 went to mystery shopper.. am late.. clean sheet gone! got my first filenote... am not complaining.. told JacQ tt day was super unlucky... first indication of bad omen... forgot my EZ link card... coz.. i nv forget it! hai.... suay right.... but... there was a good thing... i got the taka voucher for the full marks for the MS... hai... the only piece of good news bah...

watched poseidon... thot it was v nice... gave my thumbs up for tt..

ziwei just MSN me... gonna have a poly gathering soon.. oh.. i can't wait... i realli missed this poly gang....

now.. head still spinning.. slightly...

agu

uni?

hi bloggie... hai... i dunno y but the tok on Uni came up again recently... i am feeling depressed... and i can only blame myself for tt...

if only i had studied harder... maybe....

if only i had chosen accounting.... maybe...

now... no rooms for regrets... i am only glad tt is private studies...

Local uni... hmm... i am not good enough for them.. tt's fine by me... and not bothered by that fact...

so... y am i depressed....

depressed coz i cannot be a full time student anymore.. where i just study and do part time work... no.. i wouldn't be able to do that... *shrugs*

life was easier as a student... i knew tt.... even b4 i graduate... now.. i appreciate it more... although living a slacker's life.. i feel the pressure of a young adult... its like... i know i must grow up tt kind of mentality.. and how i wish i dun....

if i get the nod to study private... i will and it will be time to leave the playful me aside and become a more serious me....

was it a regret studying biotech? well.. no... i luv it.. but i am not a person who have big ambitions of discovering something... like a cure to p53 cancer... i am not tt kind of person... i only want to contribute in a smaller scale.... i know the title of Dr. Wong is not possible for me... even if i aspire to be a doctor when i was young (medical doctor *m.d*) which fate took me to be closer to doctor (doctorate).... but... i feel... having a degree is more than enuff... expecially when i took up the route of biotech....

was it a regret working while studying? well... no... i can readily say... ya.. i am not as smart as xian... nor peh... but i can say tt... working while schooling gave me experiences others will not be able to relive in their life... work... tiring... having to stay up to complete tutorials (which btw, i had being good.. at least i did the tutorial... sometimes!) but... i felt.. it made me more whole of a person... sure.. i can idle the whole day at home.. not having a job and all... but not necessary i will study.... i guess.. i would have grown fatter and having to wear super thick glasses due to sitting at the comp long term..... hahahahhaa.... not to mention.. missing out in knowing the best dudes and gals i ever would have known... and getting frens from all walks of life.....

i learnt numerous lessons from work... from being more confident in myself *hey all my mystery shopper assessment.. i am commented as confident!* to learning human weakness... hahahaha.... its all life lil lesson for me... like for some ppl.. they are more suited to be frens... some... shld just remains as colleauges.... office politics... hmm.. not realli happening at GV.... back stabbing.. not much can be attained... but cult culture and gang forming.. highly possible.....its a whole lot different from a regular 9-5 job.....

so wat's my nx step... waiting for the nod and the money for studies... after grad ceremony... look for a perm while enjoying fifa... in the mean time.. hang ard wif my gv colleagues b4 its my turn to bid goodbye...

agu

pic!

hi bloggie... hahaha... haven sleep yet.. wah.. bz sia... today.. was ultimate bz... ahhaha.. tt i and cheow tee go mad and start speaking nonsense with the "f" word.. ahhaha... too much influence by JacQ and Quan.. =p... hahaha... and work today ah... k loh... like lots of crazy patron and idiotic toks and more OT! hahaha....

well... uploading some new pics... tt day we went to eat crabs at avenue 4... on 11 may... me, peh and lai all work morning.. ahha... the 3 kids of lady boss.. too bad no. 4 was working nite....





hahha.. only 3.. coz the others, i lazy to upload... =p

kk... end post... hahaha.. coz... hmm... dunno wat to write....

agu

work? friends?

hi bloggie... hmmm.. today got time to think again.... hahaha... well.. not exactly bad thots... and nope, not thots tat think too much! hahahha... more of enjoying memories....

v bz recently at work... the first time, i worked in gv for so long tt i feel short handed like crazy... commiting 6 days per week... i may have done tt b4.. but somehow.. this holiday with blockbuster movies rolling.... i feel tt i realli will get exhausted working... no free time for myself...

hmmm... lots of thots provoked... can't simply put in words...

well... read lai's blog..

i miss bee, kengsley, kris and mildred too.. i realli missed working with them....

agu

soccer!

hi bloggie.. woah.. just watched the finals of UEFA champions league... arsenal Vs Barca! hahhaa... barca WiN! hahahahha... nice... nice nice game.... and now... good game.. coz game over liao! hahaha.. and.. soccer is the weird! y? coz... after bacra win!, u see the players hug each other out of happiness.. and ppl dun think its gay!

hahaha.. if other things.. sure think.. eeee... GAY!

maple

agu