where are u, when I need u?
can no longer find my pillow....
wo hao fan... events choking up...
debts going to choke up..
headache...
much more events i wan to attend...
restriction.. time and money... sian...
too much things to bear in one night..
how strange coincidence can torture u...
hotel and malaysia invites coming at me at the same time..
capable to make it to one..
incapable for the other...
sian...
reconsidering budget for DnD...
reconsidering budget for thai...
reconsidering budget for chalet...
for once sociable killed me
dead
agu
Monday, February 27, 2006
Saturday, February 25, 2006
another mid nite movie
hi bloggie.. hmm... today.. mood better than yesterday... ha... hanging out wif lai, cy and peh got its effect... felt like i done retail therapy but i just tried out clothes.. long since i put on a skirt. haha.. thankfully no photos taken.. i was just trying out clothes for the DnD... pocket will bleed.... but its once in a life time... hahaha
went to watch midnite at homeground... ha.. Final Destination 3.. wat a movie.. didn't expect myself to watch... FD 2.. sort of bei pian qu kan the other time.. and.. i told cyndy... when i watch such movie.. i will curse and swear like i am the victim... ha... at least.. i think is the first time.. she hear me curse in a movie bah... hahaaa.. the scenes were *shivers* arrgh... and.. imagine me... swear F*Ck.... faster die lah.. ahahaha.. coz.. the longer the person take to die.. the longer the gross scene will continue... hahaha.. psyco... chit chat wif kengsley after the movie was good.. driving fun.. although i haven taken any lessons myself... quan was good enuff to give me a lift... tonight working... hai.. alot of things in mind..
hahaha... coming march i will be at homeground for 3 years... quite an impressive length of time.. considering... i didn't expect myself to stay this long.. hahaha.. my mum used to nag at me for coming home late in the nite due to me holding night shifts... she gotten used to it... that.. once.. i reach home.. she was up.. getting to do her chores... i used to be restricted to reach home by 12 am.. feel so cinderalla... hahaha but.. now.. havoc times.. 3, 4 am are a usual to me... i realli like it....
kengsley asked me... will i be staying after graduation.. haha.. all the managers have this question in their head.. after all.. i had been there for so long.. and they are like waiting for us to drop the bomb if we leave... alot of things.. i cannot be certain now... can only see if the local uni want to let me in their doors.. everything.. graduate le then can decide... but.. i know one thing for sure.. i will not bear to leave this place.. and ... things wouldn't be the same coming graduation... lai and peh are having their haircut done in another few more months.. my batch... only left a few... i dunno if others are staying... but it can be meaningless for me to be working alone... new blood are forming their own clinque.. haha.. i didn't even get the chance to know them yet... dunno how things will go... for once.. i feel uncertain in life... i dun like this feeling..
if someone asked me.. did u regret working at GV... i will say no.. it was an experience for me.. a realli different kind of experience.. i became more sociable than any time in my life.. i became a lil more independent... i became aware of wat i want.. and i got to know alot of ppl.. who created an impact in my life.. one way or another.. be it.. they left being my fren.. or they stayed being my fren... i dun regret working in GV... my results may be sucky.. but i can only blame myself for not being hardworking and not talented enuff in this field... i dun regret working in GV... after all life experiences is more impt than acadamic results... i was thankful of this experience...
poly was one of the best time i get to experience life.. i got old buddies from sec school who gave me support throughout the hard times i got.. i got colleagues who showed me more to the meaning of life.. i got poly classmates who taught me the importance of unity..... i got bossom frens in the process.. i grew up and live thru my last years of a teen... i nv regret making any decisions.. i am happy as i am....
therefore... i thank all made it possible.. its u who made me grew alil more everyday..
agu
went to watch midnite at homeground... ha.. Final Destination 3.. wat a movie.. didn't expect myself to watch... FD 2.. sort of bei pian qu kan the other time.. and.. i told cyndy... when i watch such movie.. i will curse and swear like i am the victim... ha... at least.. i think is the first time.. she hear me curse in a movie bah... hahaaa.. the scenes were *shivers* arrgh... and.. imagine me... swear F*Ck.... faster die lah.. ahahaha.. coz.. the longer the person take to die.. the longer the gross scene will continue... hahaha.. psyco... chit chat wif kengsley after the movie was good.. driving fun.. although i haven taken any lessons myself... quan was good enuff to give me a lift... tonight working... hai.. alot of things in mind..
hahaha... coming march i will be at homeground for 3 years... quite an impressive length of time.. considering... i didn't expect myself to stay this long.. hahaha.. my mum used to nag at me for coming home late in the nite due to me holding night shifts... she gotten used to it... that.. once.. i reach home.. she was up.. getting to do her chores... i used to be restricted to reach home by 12 am.. feel so cinderalla... hahaha but.. now.. havoc times.. 3, 4 am are a usual to me... i realli like it....
kengsley asked me... will i be staying after graduation.. haha.. all the managers have this question in their head.. after all.. i had been there for so long.. and they are like waiting for us to drop the bomb if we leave... alot of things.. i cannot be certain now... can only see if the local uni want to let me in their doors.. everything.. graduate le then can decide... but.. i know one thing for sure.. i will not bear to leave this place.. and ... things wouldn't be the same coming graduation... lai and peh are having their haircut done in another few more months.. my batch... only left a few... i dunno if others are staying... but it can be meaningless for me to be working alone... new blood are forming their own clinque.. haha.. i didn't even get the chance to know them yet... dunno how things will go... for once.. i feel uncertain in life... i dun like this feeling..
if someone asked me.. did u regret working at GV... i will say no.. it was an experience for me.. a realli different kind of experience.. i became more sociable than any time in my life.. i became a lil more independent... i became aware of wat i want.. and i got to know alot of ppl.. who created an impact in my life.. one way or another.. be it.. they left being my fren.. or they stayed being my fren... i dun regret working in GV... my results may be sucky.. but i can only blame myself for not being hardworking and not talented enuff in this field... i dun regret working in GV... after all life experiences is more impt than acadamic results... i was thankful of this experience...
poly was one of the best time i get to experience life.. i got old buddies from sec school who gave me support throughout the hard times i got.. i got colleagues who showed me more to the meaning of life.. i got poly classmates who taught me the importance of unity..... i got bossom frens in the process.. i grew up and live thru my last years of a teen... i nv regret making any decisions.. i am happy as i am....
therefore... i thank all made it possible.. its u who made me grew alil more everyday..
agu
Friday, February 24, 2006
xin suan
hi bloggie... alot of things i can't predict.. alot of things i can't change.. alot of things not within my expectation... i accept
珊瑚海的心情你可知道吗？
对彼此的约定你还记得吗？
自己的童话，我也把它忘了。。。
这。。。是我的错吗？
以前拥有的浪漫手机，我也不再拥有了。。。
那是为了忘掉你的借口。。。
songs that spins in my mind... ha... i am not as ang moh as i seem... perhaps its becoz.. this chinese songs gave me something closer to heart...
just got this inspiration to write those.. siyi used to do it in autograph book... ha.. just getting the idea...
bad feeling.. bad omen.. bad mood....
agu
珊瑚海的心情你可知道吗？
对彼此的约定你还记得吗？
自己的童话，我也把它忘了。。。
这。。。是我的错吗？
以前拥有的浪漫手机，我也不再拥有了。。。
那是为了忘掉你的借口。。。
songs that spins in my mind... ha... i am not as ang moh as i seem... perhaps its becoz.. this chinese songs gave me something closer to heart...
just got this inspiration to write those.. siyi used to do it in autograph book... ha.. just getting the idea...
bad feeling.. bad omen.. bad mood....
agu
Thursday, February 23, 2006
for u
hi bloggie.. i want to dedicate this song to u... ha... maybe everyone can guess for who.. maybe not everyone.. maybe that person also dunno.. hahahaha.. but.. i wanted to sing this song for u... lacked the courage.. ha.. no other meaning of coz... (-.-''') and.. i hope u can take a read at my pte writing space... just wanna say some things b4 i change it.. change my life....
for others.. enjoy the song.. its a very nice song...
When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know
I'll find the light to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy,
you can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there;
pushing me to the top.
You're always there;
giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm;
For a friend;
for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you
and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing;
'cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
you're always on my side;
Giving me faith that gets me
through the night.
For a shield from the storm;
For a friend;
for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything;
For that one who I can run to....
(I turn to you.)
For a shield from the storm;
For a friend;
for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you...
*final bow*
agu
for others.. enjoy the song.. its a very nice song...
When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know
I'll find the light to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy,
you can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there;
pushing me to the top.
You're always there;
giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm;
For a friend;
for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you
and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing;
'cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
you're always on my side;
Giving me faith that gets me
through the night.
For a shield from the storm;
For a friend;
for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything;
For that one who I can run to....
(I turn to you.)
For a shield from the storm;
For a friend;
for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you...
*final bow*
agu
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
pic
hi bloggie! haha.. today mood better than yesterdaty.. yesterday, hao fan.. hao fan.. alot of things to fret... bottled up whole day.. until at night.. it starts to leak.. haha.. hmmm had IL paper just now... hmm, noe some.. dunno some.. ahhaha.. heck.. i passed this module already anyway.. just difference of A, B, C... ahhaha
went to send francia they all off... they cry... but we didn't... miss them...
had dinner wif them on sunday...
hahhaa... the group photo put timer... take until tiring....
hahaha.. role playing...
and done by lai...... I LOVE IT.....
agu
went to send francia they all off... they cry... but we didn't... miss them...
had dinner wif them on sunday...
hahhaa... the group photo put timer... take until tiring....
hahaha.. role playing...
and done by lai...... I LOVE IT.....
agu