hi bloggie.. today was an okay day for me... =) haha.. not too bad... just some sad moments.. but overall, had fun...
sun, 21 aug
hmmm, today, was quite sad for me.. not realli, but upset quite a no. of ppl, including myself.. but, glad the day was over, and guilt was cleared! haha.. worked CB closing wif xian, and sunny... then waited for EOS that is Siang and Lai... Vanny auntie nite.. haha.. had a good time to chat wif her.. think she also like to chat wif us bah... haha.. better appreciate us before we are gonez orh.. haha.. then went home... haha.. then was reading my book before slping...
mon, 22 aug
went to school to do BTN.. sianz... do so many days.. but we finished before deadline.. and i realli think i up good at image composer now.. aha.. being the editor of the layout.. i edit till my eye pop out.. but ziwei better.. calculation.. u are the pro man! haha.. janice was good wif writing.. and she give me the initial layout.. but thanks guys.. but pon lec in the end.. was waiting for ziwei they all.. but late.. since late pon... i was waiting wif gracia at benches there.. fell asleep.. first time sleep at benches... tired out.. then went home.. also sleep.. nv study for IL2... sianz
tue 23 aug
hmm, today got IL2 written test.. sian.. no study.. then dunno wat teacher test.. only noe how to do some = to none.. haha.. fail liao! haha.. then went to do proj... haha... then lunch.. then proj... nhaha.. then went to home ground for valiant and the maid! super nice! valiant was funny.. me and ah peh and siang watch together gather! haha.. then me and ah peh are laughing like no body's biz... then the maid was ok lah.. scary to some extent.. but the movie is shot to standard.. close to chinese context yet gives u the chills.. and ah peh watch it! haha. force by ah siang.. poor peh.. siang, peh, me, adida, francia, francia's fren and leilany watched together... haha.. in the end, except siang.. they more scare then me... coz, i am the scaredy cat.. haha.. i was like.. its ok.. nvm de.. relax... chill.. haha.. then in office.. do some stuff for jacQ.. haha.. photo crazy.. hmmm but quite lazy to post...
quoting from Angels and Demons by Dan Brown
"The planet is an organisms. All of us are cells with different purpose. And yet we are intertwined. Serving each other. Serving the whole."
how true! haha.. and the use of the word cells.. made me closer to home! haha...
"Death is only a byproduct of terrorism"
"Terrorism is not an expression of rage. Terrorism is a political weapon."
Is that why ppl kill?
hmmm go figures...
oh ya.. felt evil not sharing... but, i cannot make decisions here.. and not only affects me... so sorry ppl.. i can help u wat i can.. but pls dun ask for the whole thing..
-=:agu:=- "In the end we are all just searching for truth, that which is greater than ourselves" from Angels and Demons
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Sunday, August 21, 2005
out and under
hi bloggie... hmm, not bad.. today was fun... but, now, still early, haha.. and i am at home le... a lil not used... was thinking, when the day i quit GV, will i get used? or have i sold myself away? haha..
fri 19 aug
hmm, late for BTN.. overslept again.. tsk tsk tsk.. pls scold me... then did major stuff for BTN... had IAP briefing.. i am officially posted to IMCB @ biopolis.. located at buoena vista... hmm.. looked at the time.. am i destined to be a slave at work.. cruel 6 day week, wif full day shift... 9.5 hours on weekdays, 9 hours on sat, will i get used? or am i being used? hopefully, there is somethings that aren't there.. haha...i meant, hopefully not working all the 6 days stated... explain logbooks recording, and the sorts of regular instructions.. then worked at candy bar.. henry is my trainee, henry is indonesian attachment student, like leilany and francia... then, peh till 12 plus... then wailing and wai mun @ box.. causing chaos.. my sis is wai mun trainer... haha.. poor li kheng.. vomit blood.. so helped out to clear the mess... got home @5 am....
sat 20 aug
woke up at 12.. then meet up wif yj and gang @ PS.... haha.. they watch charlie and the chocolate factory... haha... got yj, jh, dora, ivy, long fei, huilin, nicholas, derrick, sianghoe and selvin.. i deliver them their tix.. then went to rot... coz, i watched the movie b4 le.. so went to rot at starbucks... bought Dan Brown's Angels and Demons.. recommended by gracia... after they finished wif the movie, meet up with them with xian for dinner.. had my indonesian chicken drumstick rice @ the food court.. yum yum! haha... long fei treat me like a tree... she like koala bear... haha... then she went off early to get some stuff at TM, selvin left @ raffles MRT...while we proceed to esplanade... walk walk... see see... chit chat... sit there... ka jiao yj and jh... haha... gotten my hyper mood... haha... then went home... haha... early lah.. was actually watching the tubby and drinking volka from 7-11.... haha...
actually today, not v good mood.. but see my frens did make me smile.. thanks...
was feeling sianz, so drank up that mild volka drink.... haha... so lil, 4%.... but wat to do.. 7-11, nth more...
on the TV, quoting from Drive me crazy
"Yes, I always wanted that, but when i get it, it doesn't mean a thing"
haha. i noe, similar to tt quote i wrote before.. but, i realli think, it reflected how i felt.. at that pt... sometimes, when we finally get wat we desired, we lost that interest in the first place... then, by then, we already crave for something else.....
"Being Sensitive or hypocrite"
this quote, i come up myself de... today, i was asking myself... is being sensitive the same as being a hypocrite... i dislike hypocrite.. but i feel myself turning into one... i dun like to lie, but i find that, i am coming up with things that are censored before publishing... haha.. maybe i shld work at MDA (media development authority) aka censorship board.... haha... did i wrote wat i wrote here, tt is being censored out, due to me being sensitive, or am i a hypocrite.. or even decieving myself? sometimes, wat i wrote is due to promise... sometimes, wat i wrote can realli hurt.. sometimes, wat i wrote must please everyone... haha.. so answer me, am i being sensitive or hypocrite.. alas! i no longer know.... think will get split personality soon... having 2 faces...
-=:agu:=- Being sensitive or hypocrite?
fri 19 aug
hmm, late for BTN.. overslept again.. tsk tsk tsk.. pls scold me... then did major stuff for BTN... had IAP briefing.. i am officially posted to IMCB @ biopolis.. located at buoena vista... hmm.. looked at the time.. am i destined to be a slave at work.. cruel 6 day week, wif full day shift... 9.5 hours on weekdays, 9 hours on sat, will i get used? or am i being used? hopefully, there is somethings that aren't there.. haha...i meant, hopefully not working all the 6 days stated... explain logbooks recording, and the sorts of regular instructions.. then worked at candy bar.. henry is my trainee, henry is indonesian attachment student, like leilany and francia... then, peh till 12 plus... then wailing and wai mun @ box.. causing chaos.. my sis is wai mun trainer... haha.. poor li kheng.. vomit blood.. so helped out to clear the mess... got home @5 am....
sat 20 aug
woke up at 12.. then meet up wif yj and gang @ PS.... haha.. they watch charlie and the chocolate factory... haha... got yj, jh, dora, ivy, long fei, huilin, nicholas, derrick, sianghoe and selvin.. i deliver them their tix.. then went to rot... coz, i watched the movie b4 le.. so went to rot at starbucks... bought Dan Brown's Angels and Demons.. recommended by gracia... after they finished wif the movie, meet up with them with xian for dinner.. had my indonesian chicken drumstick rice @ the food court.. yum yum! haha... long fei treat me like a tree... she like koala bear... haha... then she went off early to get some stuff at TM, selvin left @ raffles MRT...while we proceed to esplanade... walk walk... see see... chit chat... sit there... ka jiao yj and jh... haha... gotten my hyper mood... haha... then went home... haha... early lah.. was actually watching the tubby and drinking volka from 7-11.... haha...
actually today, not v good mood.. but see my frens did make me smile.. thanks...
was feeling sianz, so drank up that mild volka drink.... haha... so lil, 4%.... but wat to do.. 7-11, nth more...
on the TV, quoting from Drive me crazy
"Yes, I always wanted that, but when i get it, it doesn't mean a thing"
haha. i noe, similar to tt quote i wrote before.. but, i realli think, it reflected how i felt.. at that pt... sometimes, when we finally get wat we desired, we lost that interest in the first place... then, by then, we already crave for something else.....
"Being Sensitive or hypocrite"
this quote, i come up myself de... today, i was asking myself... is being sensitive the same as being a hypocrite... i dislike hypocrite.. but i feel myself turning into one... i dun like to lie, but i find that, i am coming up with things that are censored before publishing... haha.. maybe i shld work at MDA (media development authority) aka censorship board.... haha... did i wrote wat i wrote here, tt is being censored out, due to me being sensitive, or am i a hypocrite.. or even decieving myself? sometimes, wat i wrote is due to promise... sometimes, wat i wrote can realli hurt.. sometimes, wat i wrote must please everyone... haha.. so answer me, am i being sensitive or hypocrite.. alas! i no longer know.... think will get split personality soon... having 2 faces...
-=:agu:=- Being sensitive or hypocrite?
Friday, August 19, 2005
its me
hi bloggie... today... still feeling sick... rain heavily.. leg aching.. jia let.. hmmm, then, did RPMI medium... ahha... lots of trouble.. haha.. then now, lazing.. doing BTN in a while... being doing it.. but not much done... mind wandering.. today WISP is okay...
sian.. now mind not concentrating at all... maybe i shld not have existed...
listening to my songs.. and listening to the song jie kou.. i realli like it... i liked jay chou's music
" 如果要走 請你記得我 "
it now distinctively mean something to me.. i dunno y... if leaving is a must, pls rbr me...
-=:agu:=- Left...
sian.. now mind not concentrating at all... maybe i shld not have existed...
listening to my songs.. and listening to the song jie kou.. i realli like it... i liked jay chou's music
" 如果要走 請你記得我 "
it now distinctively mean something to me.. i dunno y... if leaving is a must, pls rbr me...
-=:agu:=- Left...
Thursday, August 18, 2005
maybe
hi bloggie.... tired out... think i falling sick.. or have i? sneezing like crazy.... help? haha...
sun 14 aug
watched land of the dead wif xian, and siang... hmmm, gross but better than dawn of the dead.. not bad... wasn't cursing as much.. haha... rbr hse of wax, i was like ****, omg, wat the.... haha... this time rd.. not as much.. coz, i dun like gross stuff.. and got xia dao... then worked flr... wah... bz sia... aircon break down to rated movies to false fire alarm.. running like ah siao like tt... leg pain... =x then wailing kc.. help her... see i hao ren.. haha... then home... do BTN... and sleep...
mon, 15 aug
hmmm, school's ok... sian.. but ok.. then home then went to watch seven swords at yishun wif rene and xian.. hmmm.. not my cup of tea... ahha... like the swords.. but the story quite lousy... haha... then saw leilany... at yishun interchange...home, coughing coughing
tue, 16aug
missed lec... coz overslept.. then FYP.. then went to bishan.. was supposed to take over auntie sew kee de.. but, arrive at 7.. see no pt in working.. n not bz... then stayed ard.. coz xian EOS= cab... haha.. her partner is wailing.. ahha.. and stay in amk.. so confirm got cab.. then i also injured my leg.. sianz... then write project update... ahha..
wed 17 aug
meet up for BTN.. haha.. then went for IL-2.. haha.. ok loh.. then today grabiel drive.. so got transport to bishan.. then went to J8... watch bewitched wif siang, cheow tee and xian.. haha.. quite like it.. i luv nicole kidman.. she is good.. the story is actually ok.. dun understand the poor ratings..
actually not in the mood for blogging.. not feeling well.. out...
-=:agu:=- At the end of the day, its fated....
sun 14 aug
watched land of the dead wif xian, and siang... hmmm, gross but better than dawn of the dead.. not bad... wasn't cursing as much.. haha... rbr hse of wax, i was like ****, omg, wat the.... haha... this time rd.. not as much.. coz, i dun like gross stuff.. and got xia dao... then worked flr... wah... bz sia... aircon break down to rated movies to false fire alarm.. running like ah siao like tt... leg pain... =x then wailing kc.. help her... see i hao ren.. haha... then home... do BTN... and sleep...
mon, 15 aug
hmmm, school's ok... sian.. but ok.. then home then went to watch seven swords at yishun wif rene and xian.. hmmm.. not my cup of tea... ahha... like the swords.. but the story quite lousy... haha... then saw leilany... at yishun interchange...home, coughing coughing
tue, 16aug
missed lec... coz overslept.. then FYP.. then went to bishan.. was supposed to take over auntie sew kee de.. but, arrive at 7.. see no pt in working.. n not bz... then stayed ard.. coz xian EOS= cab... haha.. her partner is wailing.. ahha.. and stay in amk.. so confirm got cab.. then i also injured my leg.. sianz... then write project update... ahha..
wed 17 aug
meet up for BTN.. haha.. then went for IL-2.. haha.. ok loh.. then today grabiel drive.. so got transport to bishan.. then went to J8... watch bewitched wif siang, cheow tee and xian.. haha.. quite like it.. i luv nicole kidman.. she is good.. the story is actually ok.. dun understand the poor ratings..
actually not in the mood for blogging.. not feeling well.. out...
-=:agu:=- At the end of the day, its fated....