shld i?

hi bloggie.... after BTN, went for proteo lec and LSS lec... LSS is by our director Dr. Susila Chang... on IP... haha.. then got stats lec.. so sian... hai.. then went home to bathe and off to work... haha... then work CB closing wif auntie sew kee and waimum... siang till 12.. but she is more like at flr then at CB.. wat to do short handed... uncle rengen at box and francia too.. sze yin actually till 10 also extend... then xian at KC... peh... box till 10.. wen quan EOS teaching bryan... adida till 12.. cheow tee till 10.. then today a lil suay... open cheese tin kanna cut... hai... quite deep compared to normal... Jes is ah siao.. see i bleed so happy.. wan to spray the antiseptic on me... ahha... the antiseptic is not pain lah.. but stings alot... then i dun wan.. coz, in the first place not tt serious.. but i myself learn first aid. noe is better.. so... hai... bian tai! then home wif xian and auntie... xian was a good colleague help to do some CB closing.. appreciate it...

hmmm, laughs aside...

"Although i had been waiting for this for a long time, a part of me died when i eventually heard it. This small but significant part hurts more than not knowing."

quoting from a book.. which i can't rbr le.. but this line creates an impression in me.. how true... whenever we asked why, what, how, when, who.. have we thot of do we really need to know? So what if we knew.. will it helps to ease the pain of not knowing?

"You were never me, how do you know how it felt. You only think you know the pain but do you know pain? Thinking and feeling is not the same. You'll never know"

hai... sadly, most of the time, this is true...
BUT, this doesn't always happen... to someone, maybe his/her pain is always the worse... others will not understand how the person feel. but we will be surprised at how often ppl share the same feelings as us... i rbred few months ago, a certain someone said something similar to me... and i am admitting now, i had being reading then. i definitely did not regret my actions then. but i realli thot that the consequences were rather distasteful.

anyway... i can safely say, pain is not a stranger to me. and i never imagine pain, even if my brain cells were creative. i may not think of pain, but i do feel them after having a brief history with them. every now and then, i suffer from pangs of emotions, which is very weakening on the heart. so.. to that someone *dun think still reading le but just in case* this is my answer, i do know.

painful

-=:agu:=- Just that everyone eats burger, doesn't mean they want to see the cow *quoting from the island*

movie crazy

hi bloggie!!!! haha.. now in class... haha... in BTN lab... doing BTN term paper... and just recieved BTN term test result... and i failed! haha... and miserablely...wat to do... nv start studying... so nth i can complain.. and i expected this result... haha... so.. i am taking it in stride *crying the background??? haha.. jk* then proteo PBL haven finish.. only do some parts.. so a lil no time... hmm.. working tonight CB closing... hmmm, then see how.. go back Chiong paper... haha... i want to accomplish something bah....dunno...... but yesterday was great.. i realli had fun.. i watched 3 movie... The Island, Little Brother and Stealth.... nice nice... then waited for li kheng coz got cab home.. and realli enjoy spending time with her.. coz she is anime guru! not to mention manga and movie guru too! haha... all my soundtracks tt i have.. she can tell wat movie is it from... like me! haha.. cool!

The Island
bout the clones having a memories of their original self and started human nature... curiousity... running around in cool technology and saving other clones from facing death due to extraction of organs, giving birth to children... they are like insurance policies! so... imagine how sad life can be for a clone.. having knowledge of up till 15 years old... and being brain washed since young.. like told bout the most fortunate thing for them.. to go the island... v nice movie.. show insights of technology.. haha... and for me.. looking at such technology.. does keep my heart pumping.. have i falled in love with sci more than before? haha...

Little Brother
a movie that makes u laugh and cry at the same time... realli... i cried... and i laugh.. at the sensitivity and the ignorance of a young boy... his brother faced brain tumor at 12... and the strain on the parents as well as the lil brother realli impressed me... xian watched it twice and she still cried *according to peh* haha.. and ben is like eating popcorn till enjoyment *according to xian*.. i feel like me and siang keep eating.. haha.. haha.. my nachos is like super lots.... but, i realli feel for them...

Stealth
with high speed flying... nice air craft and smart AI! wat is there to not like? haha.. E.D.I flys superbly... with the flipping in the air... and the story is realli exciting... but in terms of plot.. it is paler compared to others.. haha....

hmm, also v funny... from only watching wif xian, i jio ppl watch..then become lil bro got peh, xian, siang and ben with me... i watched the island thou.. coz all working.. then stealth got lai, peh, and xian... thanks guys.. for accompanying me!!! haha... especially peh and xian!!! haha...

movies

-=:agu:=- thanks for everything.. thanks! =)

heaty

hi bloggie....oh man.. think i heaty... haha.... just had a minor nose bleed... either tt, or i broke a blood vessel... hmmm.... today... quite slacky.... hahaha... coz only went to discuss proj wif wei wei and jan... haha... cool... no IL 2 lab... coz, we were supposed to go to NTU de... but in the end... the place reject us.... haha.. wat to do.. we POLY student.. not UNI student.... sianzz.... then on the way home saw siyi... haha.... chit chat and catch up.... can't wait for tml... movie day.... realli looking forward to it.. and i accompany buddy watch stealth.. haha... no lah.. is she accompany me.... and lil bro... looking forward... and finally started reading sze yin's the rescue.... haha.. long delay... coz, got potter and anime... so... haha.. and also finally started on peh's initial D! haha... i am a happy person today... haa.....

oh ya... think is i heaty.... hmmm, and happen like a few months once... rbr when i am young.. age 4-6 years old... often got de... the worse was when i am playing at the void deck wif my childcare classmates... then when teacher gather us.. i started bleeding for no reason... and is alot.. my whole shirt is blood... scary loh.. my teacher xia dao... faster get me back to the centre... and ask me to lie down.... haha... then.. tt time... at GV also happen... bleeding quite bad... on ah bee shift! think mildred first few days also.. then i was doing closing... then suddenly see blood drip... faster go office rest.. haha...

oh ya, quoting from The Rescue
"The possible answers to those questions were painful to consider, and through sheer force of will she pushed them from her mind. But sometimes late at night the questions would come creeping back. Like kudzu spreading through the forests, they were impossible to keep at bay forever."

how true.... whenever we have a problem... that is nagging at us.. it will come back no matter wat... this line.. create an impression in me....

heaty

-=:agu:=- Never take more than you give

harrypotter

hi bloggie... hee hee... i am bored... so decide to flash some photos (finally) after not doing for quite so long... and moreover, my blog is getting bored without new pic to see doesn't it! haha....

haha... before the pic... FOR ALL HARRY POTTER FANS... meaning me... this is a must read

Read me! sure will like it... and in awe! haha...

ok pic.... presenting phone pics... aka... pic from my sony ericsson k700i! i adore this phone... anyone wan to buy me k750i? haha...


ok... tt's me in my glasses (new pair mind u...)


ultimate pig look! (siang)


Best Buddy (xian)


Stunned.. (peh)


My Friend, the devil(peh)


use my eyes to poke u (peh)


Best Male Pal (lai)


My disciple v busy (Andy)


Gonna Get Killed for publishing this (Cheow Tee)


Buddy tt look like monkey (Yan Jing)


Newest "Boss" (Li Kheng)


Headache ah.... (me...)

haha... realise i got some nice pic! haha... wait i collect more than i publish!!! haha... Peh... just for laughs... dun get offended orh....

ok, gonna screen somemore pic.... and this is not from my phone... office camera


GV Family photo


GV Family photo 2


i liked this pic (me, my 2 best guy pals and my boss, *vanny*)
hey, dun u think it feels like national day.. everyone is either in red or white here!

haha... hmmmm, ok... after so long no post pic.. this shld be good to compensate... haha... nice nice hor!!!

agu

sick

hi bloggie.. today, i stayed at home... reason, not feeling well... oh man.. this is bad.....

hmm... thankfully, today is only 2 hour lec... for FYP, we did it yesterday.... so, since, today nth to do, i self declared MC... aka, pong school... but, hey, i am sick.... haha.... actually, is only having slight fever.... after a good rest, i will be up and running... so dun worry everyone! hmmm, let me see...

yesterday. mon, 1 aug, went to school to do FYP.. then went for BTN lec.. then after tt, went off for dinner wif jan and sok wif kahfa at Ding Tai Fung.... had a v full dinner... liked my fried rice and the Xiao Long Bao... haha.. then went to GV to slack.. do "catching" up wif everyone.. hahaa..... hmmm, then took auntie sewkee's cab back.... but, dunno y, by the time i get back... mucus starts to flow like crazy.... haha.. to think i was hyper in the earlier evening.... actually was a lil sick before tt... doing FYP, keep coughing... was it the actinomycetes? or the fungi? hmmm... then sleep, cannot sleep... coz mucus keep dripping... sneezing like crazy... manage to drift off at 4 am plus bah... then wake up at 8 plus, feeling terrible.. tt's y i decided to skip school.. after a good rest, i feel better.... so, think going to do some research... haha... anyway, think its a fatigue i was feeling rather than flu... hmmm...

oh well, was notti to skip school anyway... =p

sick....

-=:agu:=- water and bed....