Tuesday, November 09, 2004

sian...

hi bloggie.. today off day.. so rest at home.. last nite choing maple with xian.. then was quite okay... i wan to lvl up real fast.. then sleep at 6 am... wake up at 11.30 to sms xian so she will not be late for work. if not, i sure guilty.. haha.. coz she pei wo chiong maple.. then went back to sleep... officially woke up at 2 plus.. then pack my room, change bedsheet... haha.. realise i can only do such things on OFF day.. working of the past week.. tired but fun.. today.. can relax a bit.. but as the day go by.. sianzation is here to conquer.. turns out to be a very sian day.. had a bite after i showered and played some maple and read some pages of the book, before i declare BORING... hai... not a social animal but i do crave company.. so sian.. sis study o level so cannot turn up vol in living room.. hide in bedroom, face my four lonely wall.. resulting a sian me... hai.. heard today got 2 person MC, and 1 MIA.. yet no calls.. haha.. seem like today they had enuff staff.. but boring me.. v sian.. haha.. dunno.. suddenly, i felt v lonely, i wan to hide in somewhere... i dunno leh.. v weird feeling.. hai.. nvm.. maybe lata will feel better.. for now.. let me ponder and self torture in this weird feeling...

-=:agu:=- For Once, My Mind Is Blank... My Train of Thoughts Have Stopped Somewhere... Until Its Return, I Shall Remain An Empty Shell..

pride, ambitions, dreams, hope!?

Dreams, many have them yet don't own them
Hope, many own them yet hope can desert them
Pride, many have them yet not all protect them
Ambitions, many turn dreams into them with actions and carry hopes and together with pride to achieve them...

4 simple words, linked together....
We Have always valued our pride,
and hope that all our dreams will come true,
and secretly turning them into ambitions.
Yet, to attain our ambitions, we may give up pride.
Or, we maintain pride to hold our ambitions down.
Both acts often cause misunderstanding or even be irritants to others, as not all share the same ideology.
At Times, people claim that we hold unrealistic ambitions and damper our hope.
Its good to ignore such advice,
but good to heed them sometime.
The hardest part would be the choice.
Which to trust or not to trust other's judgement,
and Whether confidence in self is huge.
Most of the times, we dreamt about the fruit we bore if we ever achieve our ambitions.
Some call it day dreaming, other call it goals.
But the Common things between the 2 opinions is, the ambition is still at large.
Wise Men of time, once said, only true hardwork, with small ounce of lucks, and great foresight can truely achieve their goals.
But Diginity shall remained.
Hope shall be strong.
and Dreams Shall be achieved.

-=:agu:=-

ps: some crap i come up.. still not very organised.. but hope u guys like it.. haha.. maybe some genunine comments to improve them!! thanks lots.. hope all our dreams and hope come true, and achieve our ambitions with pride.


work...

hi bloggie, working today.. haha.. BOX late mid.. work wif shoba mama.. today, actually got badminton.. but no court.. then i sleep at home loh.. haha.. also read the novel.. nice... but too fanciful in description.. hmm.. saw marvin today.. after so long.. he was attached to BEST Denki at J8.. haha.. so nice to see this old chap.. v happy.. did some catching up.. today work was fun and basically crapped alot.. haha.. wif lame jokes from infamous peh and newcomer xian, haha.. and due to some confusion and lame acts, she become shoba mama, god daughter... aka, my god sister.. ahha... so old le still play family tree.. haha... anyway, work was okay today.. we basically crap.. think coz its uncle wence.. he also lamer!!!

ps: sorry, change song again.. coz finally found this!!!


-=:agu:=- WE ARE FIGHTING DREAMERS!!!!

Sunday, November 07, 2004

work, shark tale, princess diaries

hi bloggie.. back to blogging.. being watching naruto(finally catch up le) and working, and mapling.. haha.. the past few days were okay.. fun at work and play.. watched princess diaries testprint wif only xian while others snooze... hmmm had a small bdae celebration for xian few days ago and think everyone had a good time!! haha... then today got crowd woah.. haha.. finally, wif the help of shark tale and princess diaries maybe... juz maybe, gv bishan can reach its peak again!? haha.. kris went austrailia, then juz saw wence today(finally.. ) haha... seem like now is work and play.. haha.. blogging also little less... haha.. i also cannot remember much.. but definitely had a good time!!!

P.S. : Dr. Lim (my mentor) juz given birth on 5 nov.. haha.. congrats!!!

-=:agu:=- Reward the good... Not the Gender...

Thursday, November 04, 2004

sianzation

hi bloggie.. being some time no blog.. previous days were bz at work, movies, play, naruto.. haha...then... recently female hormone too active, haha.. PMS and all.. get more emotional, in terms of good and bad.. throw tanturm that scares everyone... haha.. sorry.. especially to xian and ting for my behaviour.. sorry ah... then watched a no. of movies.. yes.. movies.. realli luv them to bits.. there is nth to do in s'pore except movies and pool!! haha.. anyway, watched maria full of grace, spanish movie, and ladder 49.. wif rene, xian and ting.. nice movie.. for maria full of grace, worth 7.50.. a award winning film, wif realistic but harsh truth.. see how drug traffickers haf to fear, the custom or the small but deadly pellets.. not an easy task.. then ladder 49... cried my heart out.. v nice.. 7.50 to 8.50.. realli.. go watch.. the action is juz a cover for the human touch of this film... the touching factor is the one tt realli made me appreciate this movie, the movie is realistic and show the humanly factor!!

quoting from the movie "People often asked me, how is it that fire fighter can run into a building, when others run out.. courage is the answer"
shows the true human nature, the human instinct to run out, but also shows the true courage!! remarkable movie...

then being at work.. hmm.. working is okay.. today got slightly more to handle.. but overall is okay.. mapling now i guess...

-=:agu:=- quoting from naruto "i will never go back on my words... its my way of the ninja!"