hi bloggie.. went for chalet.. after doing project.. gracia was an hr late.. but in the end manage to get things done... it is hard for her.. coz she also doing alot... the chalet was okay.. maybe coz not holiday yet.. so play things like half hearted... haha... sian there.. joke there... drink JD wif coke.. haha.. haf BBq.. cycle ard... ferrying ppl... on the bike... but i am glad i gone thru all this. an excuse for a time out from school... well... realli had an enjoyable time.. thanks to all who made it possible...
to tt fren i wrote about in the last entry: the reason i dun mention ur name is not coz i disrespect u.. but wat i wrote haf already put u in bad light... wat i wrote.. u may feel guilty or unjust... i often told ppl to be tactful wif words.. and wat i wrote is i dare say one of my tactless thinking.. YET, i haf no regrets over wat i spilled... pissed? no longer angry.. disappointment only lingers now.. i dun dare to say i v de da fang.. and i agree i v de xiao qi... i am not apologising over wat i say.. i noe u maybe unhappy and hurt over wat is mention.. but wat i mentioned is how i felt..
to all my frens: dun read things on the surface.. i agree tt wat i wrote, i am trying to direct u guys to wat i felt... not trying to get sympathy vote... and i dun need them... i thank u for ur support... sorry if i mislead u... but i am a selfish person.. i wan more ppl to support me.. so.. things were wrote to my perspective... my opinon... i dare say i am good at convincing ppl... the words i used were to direct u guys along my thinking.. sorry if u felt cheated... this is how hitler convince the german to spark off WW2... this is the method winston churhill spur on the british soldier... all comes down to propaganda....
-=:agu:=- Propaganda is just words to direct thinking of others to own...
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Saturday, September 11, 2004
shit them
hi bloggie.. piss now.. v piss... wat the heck is this man... project deadline approaching and none of my grp memer turn up yet... wth... 1 on her way.. the other... uncontactable.. wth.. WHO WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL ON A SAT... u dun care about school.. but i do.. shit face... v piss.. about doing project... hai.... i can go home now and pack up to go chalet de loh.. wth... v unhappy... left only the level to scold the damn "f" word... past few days also like tt... hard to get things done.. i wanted to try to finish everything by fri de... but nv get ard it... i also dun wan to care.. but how to... i wan to proceed to nx sem... this is the limit le loh...shit face... damn it... angry... and v angry.. and the work load is not distributed evenly.. but dun rather do more than the other person do nth at all... i dun care le.. the person shld noe who she is.. u haf my blog add... i am v piss... i dun wan to hear excuses.. if i can wake up early y can't u... dun tell me u yesterdae do project till v late.. dun BLUFF.. the part that i am doing is more and harder.. if i can finish it.. y can't u.... and i got a retest todae.. so i definitely will stay up later to study... so dun gif me shitty excuses... this is not the first time .. i hope is the last.. if this continue... u might be in danger... even if u going to be late.. gif me a call lah.. wth... can't contact u... and how... all the info we need to compile is also wif u... wth... PISS... and is v PISS... i will be damn glad if the nx week is over...
*angry beyond description*
-=:agu:=- People don't circle around your life.. You cirle around theirs too... Think About them too...
*angry beyond description*
-=:agu:=- People don't circle around your life.. You cirle around theirs too... Think About them too...
Monday, September 06, 2004
projects galore
hi bloggie see whether i can update this b4 midnight... hee hee...
had a tiring day today.. slept at 3.30 last night..was on mSn wif xian and we chat.. hehe... then today lec was okay... can do i guess... then now studying for PQS test.. hopefully i can pass.. hm... oh ya.. making plans for the week.. sat got retest... math... then try to finish all project by this week... haha.. nth much today... juz a short blog...
-=:agu:=- Irresponsibility only brings distrust from people....
had a tiring day today.. slept at 3.30 last night..was on mSn wif xian and we chat.. hehe... then today lec was okay... can do i guess... then now studying for PQS test.. hopefully i can pass.. hm... oh ya.. making plans for the week.. sat got retest... math... then try to finish all project by this week... haha.. nth much today... juz a short blog...
-=:agu:=- Irresponsibility only brings distrust from people....
Sunday, September 05, 2004
slacker
hi bloggie... slack during the weekends again.. when will i wake up and start doing serious work..
anyway, seem like this sem is definitely not an easy sem... i used to haf one of the easier sem for the past year.. now seem like i finally joined the bandwagon and becum so bz.. requested off for the whole week.. last time i done tt was during term break.. haha... got project submission.. no choice... haf to put off... after handing up 3 still have 4 on hand.. 1 more coming up.. and haf freaky assignment to hand up and my math retest.. and haf to cope wif lecture... think maybe.. gv maybe on hold for the time being... i dunno..maybe work for another 1 or 2 weeks then take exam break... first haf to apologise to bee, kris, wence, and vanny.. know tt they alreadi suffering from shortage of man power.. but studies haf to cum first.. if not... the nx one to resign will be me.. think haf to ask my mum for $$ during this period.. hai...
anyway will tell u bout the weekends
fri 3 sep
haf lec.. was late for first lec as i wake up late.. took a cab down.. coz actually can reach on time... but the stupid jam and driver take me so long to reach school... burn a hole in my wallet and juz reach in time incase of marking absent!!! then the lec was okay.. can understand a bit! then had IMM lecture... after tt was break and saw cyndy and seem like she was in a tight spot.. hope everything was fine le.. then after lunch had AMB presentation of PBL 2.. hahaa.. i presented the last time.. so i no need to do some this time.. after tt went home to sleep and then went off to work.. worked box closing.. come to think about it.. got long time no box closing.. nite manager was vanny.. $$ prob so end up late... then was a little pek chek.. coz left alone after 10... i believe i can handle crowd but too much things to do and no one to help me.. then i got a little bit attitude... then think vanny noe.. maybe the rest of the ppl... hahaa... then xian cb late mid.. then she mentioned tt now fri nite only 2 of us.. how true... sad but true... realli miss the time every weekend got peh, lai, rene, siang.... now standard only 2 of us.. even peh work sat morning, mid... rarely nite.. to think abt it.. i only left wif one vacation holiday left to work wif them... realli will miss... the old times can only relive in our eternal memories. present times can only live thru it once, future times we can nv live thru it....
sat 4 sep
happy bdae to geraldene
wake up late... had a good nite sleep.. slack then went to work... worked a flr... angry by hao en.. omg.. hai.. i worked flr maybe once a month now.. then i believe i noe more stuff bout flr then he noe... hahaha.. he ah.. dun say le.. i angry until i go complained to kris.. first time sia.. i angry until i cannot tahan.. dun care.. then if he wan to grumble not my prob... if i can carry the rubbish bag.. the guys definitely can.. even how skinny u are.. u also can de loh... then i haf no objection wif dragging but u dun drag in front of patrons!!! not nice.. unsightly... then... i went in see rubbish bag not tied.. then bring one big FULL rubbish bag to C2 when i haf an empty one for clearing!!! wat is the rational of all this... *angry* then other than tt.. the night was okay.. wence nite.. kris mid... rene box closing.. xian came at 8 but is cb late mid... then lai closing.. alan kacang.. then micky cb late mid.. hai.. dunno how many late nite sat i still can haf!!!
sun 5 sep..
woke up at 2... slept at 5 last nite.. watching england vs austria world cup qualifiers... draw... 2-2 actually england win de.. but stupid goalkeeper... the austria score 2 goal back to back in 3 mins!!! wth... hai.. then did nth much today
-=:agu:=- Small acts of kindness can bring big bundles of joy... Bundles of joy can bring in beautiful music of laughter... Sound of laughter can revoke lasting memories in our little minds....
anyway, seem like this sem is definitely not an easy sem... i used to haf one of the easier sem for the past year.. now seem like i finally joined the bandwagon and becum so bz.. requested off for the whole week.. last time i done tt was during term break.. haha... got project submission.. no choice... haf to put off... after handing up 3 still have 4 on hand.. 1 more coming up.. and haf freaky assignment to hand up and my math retest.. and haf to cope wif lecture... think maybe.. gv maybe on hold for the time being... i dunno..maybe work for another 1 or 2 weeks then take exam break... first haf to apologise to bee, kris, wence, and vanny.. know tt they alreadi suffering from shortage of man power.. but studies haf to cum first.. if not... the nx one to resign will be me.. think haf to ask my mum for $$ during this period.. hai...
anyway will tell u bout the weekends
fri 3 sep
haf lec.. was late for first lec as i wake up late.. took a cab down.. coz actually can reach on time... but the stupid jam and driver take me so long to reach school... burn a hole in my wallet and juz reach in time incase of marking absent!!! then the lec was okay.. can understand a bit! then had IMM lecture... after tt was break and saw cyndy and seem like she was in a tight spot.. hope everything was fine le.. then after lunch had AMB presentation of PBL 2.. hahaa.. i presented the last time.. so i no need to do some this time.. after tt went home to sleep and then went off to work.. worked box closing.. come to think about it.. got long time no box closing.. nite manager was vanny.. $$ prob so end up late... then was a little pek chek.. coz left alone after 10... i believe i can handle crowd but too much things to do and no one to help me.. then i got a little bit attitude... then think vanny noe.. maybe the rest of the ppl... hahaa... then xian cb late mid.. then she mentioned tt now fri nite only 2 of us.. how true... sad but true... realli miss the time every weekend got peh, lai, rene, siang.... now standard only 2 of us.. even peh work sat morning, mid... rarely nite.. to think abt it.. i only left wif one vacation holiday left to work wif them... realli will miss... the old times can only relive in our eternal memories. present times can only live thru it once, future times we can nv live thru it....
sat 4 sep
happy bdae to geraldene
wake up late... had a good nite sleep.. slack then went to work... worked a flr... angry by hao en.. omg.. hai.. i worked flr maybe once a month now.. then i believe i noe more stuff bout flr then he noe... hahaha.. he ah.. dun say le.. i angry until i go complained to kris.. first time sia.. i angry until i cannot tahan.. dun care.. then if he wan to grumble not my prob... if i can carry the rubbish bag.. the guys definitely can.. even how skinny u are.. u also can de loh... then i haf no objection wif dragging but u dun drag in front of patrons!!! not nice.. unsightly... then... i went in see rubbish bag not tied.. then bring one big FULL rubbish bag to C2 when i haf an empty one for clearing!!! wat is the rational of all this... *angry* then other than tt.. the night was okay.. wence nite.. kris mid... rene box closing.. xian came at 8 but is cb late mid... then lai closing.. alan kacang.. then micky cb late mid.. hai.. dunno how many late nite sat i still can haf!!!
sun 5 sep..
woke up at 2... slept at 5 last nite.. watching england vs austria world cup qualifiers... draw... 2-2 actually england win de.. but stupid goalkeeper... the austria score 2 goal back to back in 3 mins!!! wth... hai.. then did nth much today
-=:agu:=- Small acts of kindness can bring big bundles of joy... Bundles of joy can bring in beautiful music of laughter... Sound of laughter can revoke lasting memories in our little minds....
Thursday, September 02, 2004
projects, biotech fair
hi bloggie.. being some time since i blog.. well... nth much for the past few days...
mon 30 aug
had lecture.. as usual.. recieve my math stats 2 result... fail.. as expected... no reaction, even when the lecturer ask me bout my disappointing result, all i said is i dunnno.. haha.. math... one of my strongest subject in sec skool... maybe not for the period of kwok... but in the end... i am able to do well enough for my o level.. i think tt, math is in my gene.. haha.. to think i am a biotech student.. but.. math has being the strongest sub in my whole family, except my youngest sis.. thus... maybe i can relate it to my past well-to-do grades... haha.. anyway.. going to haf a retest and remedial... juz try to struggle thru this freaking semester... do IMM project after school till the library announced its closure.. hahaa.. then went home... chat online.. slept late.. watch my latest craze... NARUTO anime.. thanks to xian.. and i find out tt almost all the guys in my class watch this anime.. haha... i think.. now is the stress period.. everyone is trying to find an outlet to destress and many of us turn to anime and comics(my class gals!!)
tue 31 aug
wake up and slack.. miss class.. felt like a loser and v morally disappointed wif myself.. i am getting from bad to worse.. i dunno wat will happen to me.. when i was in year 1... i reminded myself time and time again.. as long as i graduate from this course, my future will be good.. and now.. i cannot see tt focus anymore.. anyway.. felt depressed almost the whole day... had testprnt.. cinderalla story and anacondas.. but gave it a miss...watch anime.. hee hee
wed 1 sep
happy teachers' day.. well.. this day stilll haf skool!!!! Y poly no lecturer day/ mentor day.. a day dedicate to our lecturer... hai... had AMB prac and math tutorial and lecture.. the day was okay and went to work later... working at cb wif micky, ann(stock take), sk...(late mid).. xian is box closing and,,, kris is nite manager.. ahha... then.. after work help xian wif her tutorial and then went home.. online see ziwei and kelvin.. coz... nx day is presentation for IMM.. hahaa..then did some touch up and edit speech and see some ridiculous ppt slides.. hahaa.. then juz zzzz
thurs 2 sep
biotech fair... coz of this.. lesson push back... break reduce to 1 hr and lesson till 7!!1hr.. had to attend opening ceremony and then had aqua lab.. then we learn how to make fish food.. then we had lunch break.. during this time.. did IMM project touched up, finalise all slides and ensure all is ready.. then after tt attend forum on cloning.. interesting session and rather insightful contents displayed by the panelists and learn more things then went for IMM prac.. presentation of 5 grps... learn many different stuff... then we inject our class rabbit and mice.. i got the opportunity to inject the rabbit... and was hard.. i not scare the rabbit will move coz geraldene and eric hold the rabbit properly le.. i juz need to inject.. hard is the part in injecting the shot.. coz of the substance.. not easy to do so.. hhaha.. then i also inject our mouse.. haha.. then after school.. meet xian up for dinner.. conincidentally she juz finish her project discussion and heading home.. so meet up for dinner.. today is the first day of HI! lesson for intermediate students.. but haf to gif it a miss.. by the time i finish class.. already end class le.. hahaha... then watch singapore idol result... and then now blogging...
going to haf another 2 more bz weeks... may even blog less... but dun worry.. my blog is still open.. hahaha...
-=:agu:=- someone need not to be perfect to be a friend. A friend is someone perfect in one's heart....
mon 30 aug
had lecture.. as usual.. recieve my math stats 2 result... fail.. as expected... no reaction, even when the lecturer ask me bout my disappointing result, all i said is i dunnno.. haha.. math... one of my strongest subject in sec skool... maybe not for the period of kwok... but in the end... i am able to do well enough for my o level.. i think tt, math is in my gene.. haha.. to think i am a biotech student.. but.. math has being the strongest sub in my whole family, except my youngest sis.. thus... maybe i can relate it to my past well-to-do grades... haha.. anyway.. going to haf a retest and remedial... juz try to struggle thru this freaking semester... do IMM project after school till the library announced its closure.. hahaa.. then went home... chat online.. slept late.. watch my latest craze... NARUTO anime.. thanks to xian.. and i find out tt almost all the guys in my class watch this anime.. haha... i think.. now is the stress period.. everyone is trying to find an outlet to destress and many of us turn to anime and comics(my class gals!!)
tue 31 aug
wake up and slack.. miss class.. felt like a loser and v morally disappointed wif myself.. i am getting from bad to worse.. i dunno wat will happen to me.. when i was in year 1... i reminded myself time and time again.. as long as i graduate from this course, my future will be good.. and now.. i cannot see tt focus anymore.. anyway.. felt depressed almost the whole day... had testprnt.. cinderalla story and anacondas.. but gave it a miss...watch anime.. hee hee
wed 1 sep
happy teachers' day.. well.. this day stilll haf skool!!!! Y poly no lecturer day/ mentor day.. a day dedicate to our lecturer... hai... had AMB prac and math tutorial and lecture.. the day was okay and went to work later... working at cb wif micky, ann(stock take), sk...(late mid).. xian is box closing and,,, kris is nite manager.. ahha... then.. after work help xian wif her tutorial and then went home.. online see ziwei and kelvin.. coz... nx day is presentation for IMM.. hahaa..then did some touch up and edit speech and see some ridiculous ppt slides.. hahaa.. then juz zzzz
thurs 2 sep
biotech fair... coz of this.. lesson push back... break reduce to 1 hr and lesson till 7!!1hr.. had to attend opening ceremony and then had aqua lab.. then we learn how to make fish food.. then we had lunch break.. during this time.. did IMM project touched up, finalise all slides and ensure all is ready.. then after tt attend forum on cloning.. interesting session and rather insightful contents displayed by the panelists and learn more things then went for IMM prac.. presentation of 5 grps... learn many different stuff... then we inject our class rabbit and mice.. i got the opportunity to inject the rabbit... and was hard.. i not scare the rabbit will move coz geraldene and eric hold the rabbit properly le.. i juz need to inject.. hard is the part in injecting the shot.. coz of the substance.. not easy to do so.. hhaha.. then i also inject our mouse.. haha.. then after school.. meet xian up for dinner.. conincidentally she juz finish her project discussion and heading home.. so meet up for dinner.. today is the first day of HI! lesson for intermediate students.. but haf to gif it a miss.. by the time i finish class.. already end class le.. hahaha... then watch singapore idol result... and then now blogging...
going to haf another 2 more bz weeks... may even blog less... but dun worry.. my blog is still open.. hahaha...
-=:agu:=- someone need not to be perfect to be a friend. A friend is someone perfect in one's heart....