attachment!!!

hi bloggie... now at my attachment place blogging.. now in the morning, no one in labs yet... so rotting wif jiayi, lixin and choon hong! hmm, yew mun is inside the cell culture room.... hmmm, yesterday, was an eventful day for me.. haha.. from tears to laughter.. from jokes by colleagues to tears by friends.. but all solve le! ahhahaha...so happy... anyway, sorry to yan jing for creating so much troubles... haha.. anyway, i realli ruined ur day yesterday... so sorry.... =)

anyway.. gonna work later... sian, haven finish packing my room.. =p... stay up tonight le! ahhaha... working EOS wif da ge! oh my.. wat a rare chance...

agu

apology

hi bloggie.
wanna apologise, if i said anything harsh... dun noe y my words recently can hurt.

if i offended u anyway, i realli apologise. its just i find that sometimes, ppl take things for granted. and no, i dun like that a bit! hmm, maybe, they should be where i am now... then u will noe that u cannot take things for granted....

i now attachment, i wanna spend all my time off to be with ppl i like.. so if i asked u out, its not easy, i have to do preparation at least 1 week ahead.. then sometimes, see ppl so easy say, dun wan to go out.. coz tired.. if like that, i also tired ah.. but i think, its not easy to create time.. i learnt that when i started working GV... i done before lots of changes to my roster whenever my fren ask me out.. sometimes successful, sometimes not.. but, when it is, it mean must ma fan dao ren.. but no one realli seems to understand that i have to plan my time at least 1 week before the actual activities.. perhaps only gv de colleagues bah.. but even then, sometimes, they also cannot understand... btw, it doesn't only apply to me..

so, whenever someone ask me out.. unless i realli have something on, i will be out.. maybe i was pissed off with ppl having such attitudes... they tok as if they have all the time in the world.... just hope they will think of wat if.. wat if, one day, the person that asked u out, is gone.... just think about it....

see, wat i meant... wat i write can pissed ppl off.. i also dunno y, i getting more aggressive in my words... maybe i shouldn't blog in a while... was in a cheery mood earlier in the evening... gotten pissed off i guess.... maybe, becoz, i think i am jealous of this freedom.. maybe becoz, i think life is short.. i dunno the actual reason, but i do know, i will not let off any chance to be out wif my frens... tired... yes i am also a flesh and blood.. i am also tired physically, but... its not as if u cannot recuperate... if doing activities out can tire u out easily..can only mean u dun excerise enuff.. only when u are mentally tired, will u realli experience tiredness...

wat am i writing? coz, this is wat i called tiredness.. and yes.. i am mentally v drained... not getting my motivation, instead gotten cold shoulders.. no.. i dun like it any bit.. but i still somehow managed to smile at work.. do my part... i wonder will i realli collapse one day...

last but not least.. avoidance is not a solution... and if u dunno i am refering to u.. i am refering to u... the one who msn me last nite.. and told me reasons tt u are tired.. yes i meant u... i v much wan to care and help u as a fren... i can sense there is a knot.. but u lock that door to ur heart.. dun deny le.. i can sense it.. look, if u dun wan me to help. its not my lost.. not saying i dun wan u to recover, or say tt i can realli help u.. but, wat i am saying is, if u dun let go, u will not be free...

suan le..

agu

pic

hi bloggie.. this is my life at IMCB

















the gal beside me is jiayi!, my lunch kaki... and the things i am holding are the animals in my last pic! rats.. baby rats.... haha...

agu

not blogging proper

hi bloggie.. not being blogging proper.. will do that, when i have my energy back.. now very tired... i even missed out a chance to realli do something i like... hmm, maybe not missed out, but i have to forgo.. tired le.... wo zhen de lei le... dunno whether this attachment will be good to me or bad... in more than one way...

stay by me
agu

fortunate

if only you knew how fortunate you are, you will not have complained.

getting pissed off over nothing again...

taking things for granted.....

yao bu shi wo da ying le ren, wo yi ding bu ke qi....

agu

tired le

if tiredness need a reason, i have aplenty...

i was just taking a break, a rest is for a longer journey. i will move on...

i have evolve to a being unlike me. i despise this change. evolution may not be good after all

agu

leave

envy, self frustration, tired.

pleasing, self frustration, tired.

beck and call, self frustration, tired.

wo lei le.

-=:agu:=- if you don't want me to worry, don't hide you hardship from me...

house warming

hi bloggie.. long since i blogged... yawn... attachment make me dull... haha.. to sum it... quoting from buddy:

Attachment is boring!

tue, 20 sep
hmm, well, 2nd day, and my supervisor say only need to be there at 9plus.. so took my time.. so.. the good thing is.. no need to report at 8.30am! haha.. good good.. sleep in that extra min, i also happy.. then today, quite okay.. nothing much to do.. helped to do transfection.. more of see than do! haha.. then lunch at MOE building which is nearby wif jiayi! haha.. she's gonna be my lunch kaki for the 15 weeks le.. haha.. then everyday lunch so far is go at 12 plus.. back before 2.. coz, my supervisor bz.. doing her thesis. haha.. she is doing her masters.. so i just help her what she need for her project.. like collect stuff all those.. then supervisor say i can go off at near to 5.. so i went down to vanny's place early! haha.. house warming.. so went to mess up her house! haha.. no lah.. got BBQ... i and my bunch waiting to be served.. haha.. chit chat and all.. saw my boss, kris.. then lame alot wif lai they all.. ahha.. nice night... luv it...

wed, 21 sep
hmm, today, quite boring.. coz, waiting for my supervisor most of the time... then nothing to do.. so is boring loh.. haha... then i am so hyper.. nothing to do, i cannot seat still de.. so went to pantry read newspaper, all those! hai... sad case ah.. ahha..

thurs, 22 sep
hmm, today, my supervisor presentation.. but she left some things for me to do! yeah! but the waiting time in between.. so long!!!!! hai.. then to prevent myself from rotting.. me and jiayi *who was rotting too* went to look for yen.. this full time technician! haha.. ask for things to do!!! haha.. then i find time past faster.. and chatting wif them damn funny.. and today happen to be yen's bdae! haha.. so qiao! haha..

okay lah.. attachment is okay so far.. hope for more things to do! haha.. i siao liao!

-=:agu:=- The satisfaction of helping a friend walking out of the gloom is beyond joy...

attachment

hi bloggie! finally my turn to say, its my first day of attachment! ahh, i am attached at IMCB (institute of molecular and cell biology) @ biopolis! in case ppl who dunno where is biopolis, its at buona vista! ahh, to me, its realli a new experience to me! of coz, attachment de purpose is experience! the labs are big.. messy... haha.. i mean the way they put their stuff.. like v messy.. i am so glad for Jona and all the TSOs in NP!... hmm, revise cell culture technique.. gonna do wimmunofluorense tomorrow! hmm, had lunch at holland with jiayi and another person. cannot rbr the name.. hmm actually got no mood to blog le..
my mood all gone!.. sianz

-=:agu:=- Just kill me off, u win.

luv actually

hi bloggie! was watching luv actually on star movies! boy, i love cable! luv tt movie.. moved me to tears. rbr i watched this movie last year.. hmm, was after CNY, near to roadshow period. hmm, after briefing by wense from roadshow, i watched the movie wif song ting, rene, zhihao, michael... at the old bishan before renovation. ahhh, i liked the movie. today, after so long, i watched this same movie again, i seemed to understand more! wow! for one, i can definitely catch their english better *this is a british movie*. another, is realli enjoy the movie more. i dunno how it is possible, but i did! the songs played again, i was like, wow, i rbr those. was playing the songs over and over again at bishan then. all i want for christmas is u, too lost in you, love's all ard u.. darn, i haven got the soundtrack.. hmm maybe ask from li kheng!?

anyway, gonna upload new song..

-=:agu:=- enjoy.

cd burning

hi bloggie! haha, wat a lazy afternoon. hmm, at least my mood was high today! haha.. did lots of CD burning the afternoon. not realli alot, only burnt 24 episodes into CDs.. still got another 24 to go! haha.. burning my kyou kara maou anime to cd, which i put off for so ever long! also burning tsubasa to Cd.. which means, more CD burning! *faints*.. haha... my agenda today was to clear disk space. =) haha.. actually was quite bored so blogging. seems like the 50 CDs i picked up last nite will be used pretty fast! hmm, more CDs soon. haha...

today is the last day of my new found freedom, gonna attachment tml! dread to think wat to wear! hai... dunno le!haha... okok, just crapping.. gonna burn more CDs..

-=:agu:=- Never fail my friend, my friend never fail

stress free

hi bloggie! haha... the EXAMS are over.. three cheers! haha... that's something great! i luv it! haha.. last update bout my mundane life was on sunday.. hmm, lots to write then..

sun, 11 sep
was studying for proteomics. my first paper! haha..

mon, 12 sep
paper at 9 am! hmm, the paper was not a killer, but, definitely not a saviour. was fooled by Mdm Huang Yan sia! she changed the paper question.. damn it! the past year paper was so much easier! she hates us! haha. then went to mac slack wif pris, gracia and ziwei! haha..just sit there, and idle and do nth! chit chat, grumbling, complaining! well, just the usual. home, i fall in love wif my bed and feel asleep on it. the nite before, cannot sleep.. try to sleep at 3.. doze on and off till 5... and woke up at 7! hai.. torture.. so slept.. then wake up, look at BTN notes, *is look.. not study!* msn, tv, maple...hmm, attitude! haha.. but glad it was over.. haha.. my bad. then sleep

tue, 13 sep
ZOO! haha.. went to zoo wif my gv colleagues... ahha.. the photo not ready yet, so cannot upload.. see whether my sis de photo hao le mah.. ok.. ppl who went:
wense, jacQ, li kheng (the 3 CEs!), francia, leilany, henry (the 3 foreign exchange student!), lai, peh, grace, charmaine, adida, my sis, ramdam, shema, nur and bryan. of coz got me too. 17 ppl.. my mum manage to get us some tix, the other tix were gotten by jes! so 17 gotten free entry! woah... save GV $$ sia.. then like bring children go excursion.. all so hyper.. the rain did not dampen our spirits *but maybe our skin*.. haha.. then my sis and lai gotten camera crazy.. so got lots of photo.. *which reminds me to clear my lappy's memory space for photo* then, saw cheryl! haha.. my SJAB junior in Deyi.. she recognise me.. haha.. had a small chat.... wow i still look the same bah! she can recognise me.. ahha. actually she too.. but must have 2nd look! then all v hyper.. fun day... then went to Amk for pizza.. at pizza hut.. but i had spags instead.. gross.. ahaha.. eat until full full.. then pool at K Pool! haha... me and grace were like super bad.. haha.. then playing wif grace laugh until cannot stop.. then they went for movie, while poor me went home to study...

wed, 14 sep
study.. study.. study...

thurs 15 sep
BTN paper! at 9am.. but was late... haha.. well, at least the paper looks easy..pls dun let me retake this stupid module.. coz, i hate this it! haha.. then went to do lab.. actually got KTV ==> cancel, change to mahjong ==> cancel.. haha.. worse still do lab.. haha.. wat happen to freedom.. haha. nvm lah.. anyway, meeting yj and gang at 3.30.. so nvm loh.. then finish early.. went down early.. bought a book... deception point by dan brown.. and finally finished szeyin's the notebook which i put off! then waited slowly ppl start arriving. xian, huilin and nic, sianghoe, then, yj, jh, derrick, meixin and jun came together! haha.. so today, i meet someone new again, which is jun. heard alot bout her from yj.. so was quite looking forward to me her.. haha.. then went to marina! haha.. got tix then loitter ard before settling for pool and arcade.. ahha.. played wif SH, derrick, huilin, xian and yj.. haha.. then went off for dinner when dora arrived.. haha.. after dinner went to catch the longest yard.. 11 of us.. haha.. was nice! i was laughing like crazy... haha.. dora, laugh becoz i laugh.. haha.. think the guy behind me and me were laughing our heads off.. it was damn funny! haha.. then went to boat quay. hmm, chit chat by the river side.. then went home.. oh ya.. my buddy screamed at me! haha.. but nth.. haha.. then home.. chit chat wif jun on the way.. she stayed at AMK! haha.. then went home, online.. maple v lil, was dozing off.. then off to bed

fri, 16 sep
hmm, this day, super down. dunno what happen.. according to bud's analysis?, haha. leads to wat i dreamt of last nite.. wow. she was amazing. she was the one who can actually make me realise wat maybe upsetting me.. coz, i didn't noe.. just felt depressed..thankful, to buddy *whom she attitude me(she said so herself)*, yj, jh and derrick* who pei wo later in the afternoon*, and dora! thanks for ur sms.. made me smile a while! went to do lab.. was doing half hearted.. sorry grekky... was not feeling well.. then went to meet yj, jh and derrick.. ktv.. thanks ppl.. then home, my buddy kai dao wo! haha.. was rather laughing at the way she say.. thanks... oh ya.. was "quarrelling" wif jh..haha.. then went to bed early too

sat,17 sep
now loh.. blogging.. got pic to post.. from my sis de camera














pics of us having fun! ahha...

tt's all..

-=:agu:=- I felt like myself again

believe

hi bloggie... hmm, just gonna leave a note..


相信天无绝人之路
i believe that the almighty above will not give me a dead end

quoting from my sis nick
前面是绝路，希望在转角

quoting from ling zi on 93.3
不是每件事都因该问怎么办， 因该说看着办。
we shouldn't ask wat should be done
we should see how it should be done.
we may be uncertain what's ahead
but we can be flexible and strategise at every move.


agu

east coast

hi bloggie.. finally can update le! coz, waiting for lai's photo.. aha.. uploading pic now.. haha.. had a good time and laugh... haha..

thurs, 8 sep
hmm, did nth much.. slacking at home... study a lil... hmm mapled a lil also.. basically, unproductive day

fri, 9 sep
wake up.. was late in meeting lai they all.. went to east coast... haha.. lai, peh, francia and xian all at parkway when i reached.. hmm, on my way to parkway, i slept on the bus.. tired.. haha.. dunno is xian heng or wat.. ok.. maybe i heng lah.. she called, then i can actually hear my phone ring... becoz, before tt lai sms me, i dunno.. i was still sleeping.. so i answered.. and the nx thing i noe it, i am at parkway le.. so.. according to her, if she dun call, i overshot the stop... =p... then meet them at mac and went to giant... hmm, just buy some drinks and food... in case hungry.. haha.. then today, dunno y, lai, peh and me, combine power suan xian.. haha.. she no place to hide le.. haha.. then once she lost she tok to francia.. haha.. so the joke for tt day, loser tok to francia.. haha.. then we finally step a foot on east coast.. ahha.. the beach smell, realli warmed me.. not to mention the weather.. so hot! haha.. then finally walked to a suitable site, we pitch lai's tent, on the radio, put the bag, me and peh went off.. ahaha. to rent a bike.. cool, weekday then got offer.. rent one hour get one hour free.. and only 6 dollar for full suspension bike.. wah.. ride until fun.. then me and peh ride and chit chat.. haha.. alot to tok... ride almost one round then back to the site.. then i drag francia go cycling wif me.. ahha.. then we also chit chat.. then back le, i slack at the tent... the guys went for a dip, while the 3 of us, listen to radio (chinese FM somemore) then slack.. i jia du shu.. ahha.. meaning, bring notes, see see, flip flip then close.. ahha..return bike, i chit chat wif xian while francia went to sit under a tree? also had a good time to chat wif ah xian.. then the took photo, wait for guys to come back from shower and off we go.. haha.. un~pitch tent.. and xian is the female lead! *u noe wat we mean.. nice wind*.. haha. then head back to bishan... hmm, at bishan, xian bz tok on phone, i help out at prep room.. so is lai.. haha.. then chit chat wif vanny and then home.. slack.. msn.. haha... long entry for this day photos later *still loading* home le then start to trouble..

sat, 10 sep
basically quite slacky.. study some.. no mood

sun, 11 sep
hmm, which is now.. still studying.. jia you


sleepy peh



play phone


for a reason, look like hamster


diao ren
nvm we diao u






just pic of me, xian and francia




group pic.. but like the last one the best

bloggie

hi bloggie.. hmm, new photo gallary.. thanks to yj! ahha.. her marquee script gave me this inspiration.. ahaha.. how u guys like it out there?

mon, 5 sep
first day of september holiday.. after blogging, try out blog design and went to watch march of the penguin.. ahha.. at PS.. french version.. hmm, meet up at J8 then, we almost missed meeting up wif peh! haha.. then the movie is okay lah.. i sort of think its funny in a way.. the penguin's life look awesome... pity the daddy.. ahha., then went down to J8.. need to settle some Zoo stuff.. i was appointed the organiser unknowingly! haha. then watch One more chance.. it was funny loh.. aha.. me and LK was laughing like mad.. aha... so was lai n peh.. the parking warden look like vasuki.. and tt became our joke.. ahha.. hmm, the movie is great.. entertaining yet realistic.. if u are a local, dun shoo away from this movie.. ahha... it is nice.. hmm, Jack Neo hits the point and i am pleased to say, he hit it well!...reached home, maple some.. then did blog design.. got sense of satisfaction when i finished at 5.30 am in the morning! haha..

tue, 6 sep
woke up.. slack.. aha.. read and then tweek wif my blog.. ahha.. then maple.. hmm, must say Derrick li hai.. aha.. he is pro.. can help to fix xian's graphic prob, when all of us have something on our head... a question mark... (ahaha.. lame joke from Sunny!) then mapled.. and i finally reached 30.. a spearman.. haha.. congratulate siang's new lappy.. can MSN her online le...

wed, 7 sep
went to school.. did isloation plates (again!).. then nth much.. think gonna maple.. and listen to radio.. and pack my room... and study.. ahha

outta here!

-=:agu:=- If only i know the truth!

term break now.. time to rest.. jia you le

hi bloggie.. hmm, long since i blogged.. lots were done.. hmm, lets see.. wow last entry is bout tue.. hmm, tink gonna have to refresh my mind...

wed, aug 31
had IL-2 prac exam.. hmm, ok lah.. know how to do, coz open book.. ahha.. then i think, i did okay.. just hope i pass now? haha.. shld be able to.. then did proj again.. my life is stuck wif marine MO.. hai.. i also sian liao! help! haha.. then missed the perfect catch wif pals due to proj.. but, went to watch Herbie later in the day.. haha.. hmm, everytime we watch movie at BS, sure lots of ppl, got Ben, Peh, Siang, Francia, Grace, Xian.. haha.. pity i missed the perfect catch earlier on.. hmm, Herbie, Fully Loaded, was nice... haha.. my kind of movie.. lame.. haha..peh said he watched the movie because of Lindsey Lohan! haha.. but it was nice.. i kind of like cars more.. i wanna learn to drive. haha. but my dream car, not a bug, haha.. but a jeep! haa.. then waited for lai and go home together.. haha

thurs, sep 1
happy teacher's day! haha.. went back to school.. do proj.. hai.. again.. did whole day again.. ahha. then home read thru for LSS.. i SIAN lah.. stupid LSS.. dun wat is it abt.. dun noe wat to study... watched the superstar.. hmm, i think kelly did perform better than weilian.. haha. actually, i also dunno y ppl choose weilian to win.. lift him too high, the greater the fall, are these ppl who support him now, willing to support him later.. if they are, then good.. if not, the fall he will suffer later will be great.. but i think the best performer is Shi Xin Hui.. she was excellent.. hmm, and JJ lin.. haha.. then msn.. wah, all tok about the same topic.. haha...

fri, sep 2
sianz, LSS is stupid lah.. dunno wat i writing.. i SIAN! hai.. then went to Mac at KAP to chit chat and slack.. then work. haha then work was okay.. haha.. me and szeyin is super hyper.. jaslin, grace's fren, my trainee.. haha.. then, waited for xian EOS.. ahha.. hmm, long time since we went home together at work... haha.. then chit chat and lame together..ahha..

sat, sep 3
SENTOSA! went to sentosa wif joel, lai, peh, henry, francia, alan, xian, li kheng.. haha. then jsut slack there.. ahha.then did not play wif water this time.. no bring clothing.. haha.. buried francia under sand... then went to work.. tired.. flr.. haha.. then home and zzzzz

sun, sep 4
went to Comex.. thankful of derrick for coming along.. bought my printer.. saw qiuyun, yiting and CL.. haha.. i also saw Jun Li... haha.. then went home put printer.. i luv my printer.. then work.. kris came to see me! ahha. no lah, she watched herbie.. and she cried... ahha.. then home maple after work...

Pic for sentosa



xian



lai



Francia



Henry


Li Kheng


Water Fun...


Ladies Shot


Rosa with peh and lai! haha.


Kengsley, ahlai and xian


Me! and xian

mermaid in the making..




Worker wif final product =p



Cable Car


lastly, me!

-=:agu:=- Summer days, Flash by